posted February 19, 2018 10:18 AM            

I'm glad Lexus was able to respond to you. Out of curiosity I looked and found what you are seeing as your past life as interesting because of what she told me.

I have been working on releasing karma from my past lives and Lexus saw me as a male and royalty from the British line, but she wasn't told which monarch I had been--spirit doesn't feel that I should know as the person I was then wasn't fair to people of that time. I can see that, with the things that I experienced while growing up,--unfairness from a lot of directions, but as I grew and worked hard (literally), I was able to work it off and currently Saturn is transiting my 12th house, which usually helps with the remaining karma that is left.

Interesting in how we communicate and connect so easily--maybe we knew each other in that lifetime. Maybe ask her if I knew you in a past life? My initials are DJ.

posted February 21, 2018 12:06 AM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
Hi CB!

I'm glad Lexus was able to respond to you. Out of curiosity I looked and found what you are seeing as your past life as interesting because of what she told me.

I have been working on releasing karma from my past lives and Lexus saw me as a male and royalty from the British line, but she wasn't told which monarch I had been--spirit doesn't feel that I should know as the person I was then wasn't fair to people of that time. I can see that, with the things that I experienced while growing up,--unfairness from a lot of directions, but as I grew and worked hard (literally), I was able to work it off and currently Saturn is transiting my 12th house, which usually helps with the remaining karma that is left.

Interesting in how we communicate and connect so easily--maybe we knew each other in that lifetime. Maybe ask her if I knew you in a past life? My initials are DJ.

Spring

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Spring,

posted February 23, 2018 09:40 AM            

Hope all is well!

I have some questions for you: How will the next couple of weeks go for me? I'm thinking the one brother, M, will show up this Sunday as a neighbor down the street, who is good friends with his wife, saw me helping my mom with gardening and that's why you saw him thinking he has to go. Think he worries that my other brother and I will take the things our mom leaves us and not him (he thinks he should have everything--that's what happened when our father passed almost 20 years ago). I also called an older lady that my mom used to social with when she lived down the street and found out that a neighbor at the end of my mother's street had just passed away a week ago. They are all German and my mom had spoken before to the one that passed, but didn't want to go to the funeral. My ears were burning about an hour before the funeral yesterday, so I'm wondering if my mom will get to talk with L (the older woman) or did she believe what they said about me. I picked up afterwards someone saying something nice, though.

Let me know if you have any questions. Thank you.

posted February 23, 2018 09:15 PM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
Hi CB!

Hope all is well!

I have some questions for you: How will the next couple of weeks go for me? I'm thinking the one brother, M, will show up this Sunday as a neighbor down the street, who is good friends with his wife, saw me helping my mom with gardening and that's why you saw him thinking he has to go. Think he worries that my other brother and I will take the things our mom leaves us and not him (he thinks he should have everything--that's what happened when our father passed almost 20 years ago). I also called an older lady that my mom used to social with when she lived down the street and found out that a neighbor at the end of my mother's street had just passed away a week ago. They are all German and my mom had spoken before to the one that passed, but didn't want to go to the funeral. My ears were burning about an hour before the funeral yesterday, so I'm wondering if my mom will get to talk with L (the older woman) or did she believe what they said about me. I picked up afterwards someone saying something nice, though.

Let me know if you have any questions. Thank you.

Spring

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I get a sense of both, I think M will be coming around as you think he will. L will talk to your mom but I get your mom will have to do the contacting.

I wanted to share with you that my job approved my absence to the flu but was told that after that there would be a written warning unless I am able to be present for some time. I see this as reasonable to one sense but unfortunately not sure how to determine my body and it's state of health. Regardless just plain on doing my best and thinking this may be the news you were speaking of before the promotion at work? I have had this mentioned to me before but I just think I am comfortable in my position at the moment.

posted February 23, 2018 09:58 PM            

Thank you. I also noticed that the neighbors on the opposite corner from my mom have been watching. I think my brother M talks to them, too. It's sad when people think you are like that when in reality they are like that. I had an empty soup bowl to wash, two pieces of junk mail to shred in a plastic shopping bag the other day as I was leaving my moms and they watched me as though I had something good to take home. LOL

With the warning there may be some jealous people there at work (think I remember that coming up in a reading before and now it makes sense). From past experience, when employers do something that doesn't make sense, it's almost always politics. Also think the promotion card had come up a couple of times so far as well.

I've worked in a place where my bosses' bosses' boss (two levels above my boss) liked what I was doing (he saw numbers only on reports and came down and spoke to me for maybe 20 minutes) and then he picked me to travel to do some work, but I think my boss and her boss were jealous or something (lots of politics there) and when I did the work he asked, the manager out there played games with me saying he couldn't remember the big bosses fax number, etc. LOL It wasn't funny at the time, though.

On your question I got:

Emperor
9 of wands (rev)
2 of cups (rev)
6 of coins
page of cups
ace of wands (rev)
8 of cups

Did the two of you have a misunderstanding? The 9 of wands is showing delays, ill heath, problems and things to be overcome in the relationship. Maybe he thought you really weren't sick and made it up for some reason. The generosity card is coming up again...is DD having money problems because of his spending? The page of cups is showing that there will be some help offered to you from a loyal person..is this from DD...either way you will get some help. The next card is showing the uncertainty...did you have plans that got cancelled? Seems like you will become disappointed and stop putting forth any effort--thinking that something better will come along.

I pulled another card to see what would happen next, but the cards are now focusing on your work--7 of coins. You will be recognized for all the hard work you have been putting in at your job. Congratulations!

I've got an interesting question(s): I had someone read for me on S, which is a good friend of B. They said that B wasn't open to having a relationship with S. My ears have picked up that S doesn't like B being interested in me and I'm thinking she wants to be more than just good friends (picked up a late evening visit 3-4 years ago, but think she was sent away). If B isn't open to having a relationship with S, why does she still think he wants more? Is it because she doesn't see their relationship clearly?

posted February 23, 2018 10:02 PM            

Maybe bump up your other thread, so she will see it. Lexus wrote that she had a cold and I noticed she just returned a couple of days ago.

posted February 23, 2018 11:09 PM            

Yes it is very funny how people can hear things or just take things out of context to determine who you are without really having a close connection to you.

As far as S is when it comes to B, very delusional on how the dynamics are between them. It seems like S refuses to except anything less that what is imagined vs reality.

With DD, hmm... maybe he doesn't believe that I was sick with the flu. I did go sometime not seeing him and he did comment on this the other day. He has issues trusting a lot of things, I know I do too at times but he can really have me raising my eyebrow at times. We tend to have the same thoughts at times, like I think the other day he knew how I would be feeling about some exchanged text between him and his ex x(

I do think sometimes there are misunderstandings but also just not sure where things are headed. I know he deeply loves me and cares for me, just things he says and does at times leave me wondering if he is sure of me. Right now I am kinda wondering has he gotten caught up in his environment and ignoring my text or has he just not seen it. He use to not do those type things and then just kind of started out of the blue, why the change?

I am already at the point of believing anything will come along better or things will change. I gave him a chance and if it does not work then I think I will just let my hair down , do whatever I feel. Wandering if I should be out and about dating vs wondering geee when is he going to text, why hasn't he text and is he with his ex right now. He lied about her in the past and she keeps popping up , take it I'm just his rebound where I am not looking to entertain someone who isn't sure of me or their intentions with me as to living together etc.

Financially yes there are some things with his work but hopefully with time things will work themselves out.

I am looking forward to my job and things getting better. I never understand the jealousy thing there and politics.

Thank you again and thank you that there is nothing about other girls. I just have my reservations due to things he says and does at times. I know he never means to hurt anyone, I do sense that strongly in him just don't get why he does things if he loves me so much. It can be really heart breaking at times.

posted February 24, 2018 08:22 AM            

I did find out S's birthdate at one time and she has a lot of Neptune contacts in her chart--opposes her moon, squares venus, mercury and her sun, so what you said makes complete sense. I had someone tell me that there was negativity around B, which is a transit I saw that he has and when it finishes, he may not be hanging out with some of the people he currently is around as he doesn't see them clearly as well. I also think his relationship with S will go through an adjustment. Maybe he blurs the line between friend and otherwise, but doesn't realize it--leaving S to believe the relationship is more than it is. Uranus has been getting closer to going into the sign of Taurus and already starting to conjunct S's moon and oppose her Neptune, square her Venus, mercury and sun, which should help to bring her more into reality as the years go by. Uranus does move slowly, though.

On DD, did you give me his birth date? Even if you don't have his place of birth or time, I can look up some stuff including some synastry with your chart.

Hang in there. I have days when I wonder how things are going for me and B, etc. as well. I haven't heard from the publisher just yet either--thinking it will be the first couple of weeks in March. Trying to figure out how to sift through the clothes in my closet as well. Any ideas?

Enjoy your weekend.

posted February 24, 2018 12:18 PM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
Thank you Colorful!

I did find out S's birthdate at one time and she has a lot of Neptune contacts in her chart--opposes her moon, squares venus, mercury and her sun, so what you said makes complete sense. I had someone tell me that there was negativity around B, which is a transit I saw that he has and when it finishes, he may not be hanging out with some of the people he currently is around as he doesn't see them clearly as well. I also think his relationship with S will go through an adjustment. Maybe he blurs the line between friend and otherwise, but doesn't realize it--leaving S to believe the relationship is more than it is. Uranus has been getting closer to going into the sign of Taurus and already starting to conjunct S's moon and oppose her Neptune, square her Venus, mercury and sun, which should help to bring her more into reality as the years go by. Uranus does move slowly, though.

On DD, did you give me his birth date? Even if you don't have his place of birth or time, I can look up some stuff including some synastry with your chart.

Hang in there. I have days when I wonder how things are going for me and B, etc. as well. I haven't heard from the publisher just yet either--thinking it will be the first couple of weeks in March. Trying to figure out how to sift through the clothes in my closet as well. Any ideas?

Enjoy your weekend.

Spring

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Spring,

I think things for you and B will manifest in time. I do sense that you will hear from the publisher and it may take to mid March at the latest. I gather good news when you do hear from them. As for you closet, do everything in intervals to not wear yourself out.

Thank you again for your help!!! Enjoy your weekend as well!!!

He was born March 30 1974 in Durham NC. I am not sure his time of birth but he does seem like a Scorpio vibe to him, this could be his moon square pluto whereas mine is conjunct pluto. He said he asked his mom his time of birth and she had said night time ( I am not sure if this is true or not?because at the time he told a few lies) , that his birth certificate did not list a time of birth. IDK.

Turns out he has been ignoring me, I just looked at messenger and he was on there 48 min ago. That is fine, given his actions lately ( as in that he thinks it's been okay to just hang up in my face with no argument, his ex , things he says.. he is not dumb either just thinking he doesn't really care that much)

I can sense his distance and have noticed it for a moment, I just chalked it up to he has a lot of things going on but I am starting to understand there is more than what is being said.He has showed me this side to him before, as before his ex was in the picture. My ex husband did the same thing as him, same relations and response, acted like noting was wrong then just decided to break up with me because their ex was showing them some attention. GAG, I am just over it! I deserve better just thinking on it. I understand I guess, just love myself and I don't have to deal with it if I don't want to.

Your reading was very accurate, I don't see anything coming along that is going to be better :|

posted February 24, 2018 01:17 PM            

Thank you.

On DD, I'm going to offer this first, so you can think about it with any questions.

I think his Cancer moon is what has drawn him to you. The ease you felt, because your Sun conjuncting his natal Moon makes for natural friends and physical attraction. More on the synastry later.

He has his Sun trine Neptune, which makes him attractive/magnetic to others and he can also be kind to animals and generous.

He was born on Saturday and usually they work hard for a living. This isn't astrology, but it is so true for most people--he works hard at something!!

His Sun square Moon shows that DD's parents didn't get along at the time of his conception. He has his sun opposite Pluto, which tends to be a might makes right--independence versus a partnership with someone--and unless he gives something to both those sides of himself, his life will always seem unbalanced to him. This could explain even a power struggle his parents may have had--father wasn't expecting to have a child.

His Moon squaring his natal Pluto can show growth and transformation emotionally throughout his lifetime, but negatively he can be manipulative and controlling. This is what you are probably seeing. There is a conflict between the intellect and emotions here. His mother was possibly someone that manipulated and controlled his emotions through relationships with others in the home.

Mercury square Neptune--he does have a problem with telling the truth, but it may only be unintentional. The transit of Neptune in Pisces just passed his natal Mercury earlier this month, but there is still some residual left, so it's still affecting his thinking. Most likely the transit made the above more pronounced and he may have also felt like he was losing his mind. Could be why he is avoiding you. He may also not know that it should get better in the coming months.

His Venus being in the freedom loving sign of aquarius makes him even more independent. He has lots of good aspects from other planets to it making it easy for him to find social time with other people--if he wants to! This also can make him seem friendly to others as well as unconventional or eccentric.

He also has Mercury square Mars--good for problem solving and being mentally sharp, but can make for argumentativeness as well as in heated debates. His Mercury also conjuncts Jupiter giving him the potential to see the big picture and be positive in his thinking.

DD has Mars opposite his Neptune, which can make it easier for him to catch colds if he doesn't take care of his health, diet, etc. when he does too much. He needs green, leafy vegetables and a multi-vitamin supplement to keep up his immune system. He may have avoided you, so as not to get sick. It can give him a good imagination, too, but negatively can also cause him to talk behind other people's backs.

He does have the transit of Jupiter squaring his natal Venus right now--almost to the degree. When this occurs, people go through a debate within themselves--do I want to be in a partnership or do I want to fly solo. Jupiter will make an exact square the end of this month, but then will go retrograde next month. Then go direct in July and then make an exact square the first week in October. When it goes retrograde, it should take the pressure off, but it should be interesting to see what he does by the end of this month.

He does have his natal Saturn trining his natal Venus, which makes him okay with all the responsibilities of a relationship and not that they feel a burden--if he had had a square there instead of the trine.

Transiting Pluto in Cap (responsibility to others) has already started to square his natal Uranus in Libra (freedom in partnerships), so he is learning, slowly, about his part and behavior in relationships and transiting Pluto in Cap should have a maturing influence--mature man coming up?

Later today I will look at the synastry and what's being highlighted between you two by the transits that are going on right now. This is what answers the question some often ask: Why did we get along 10 years ago and not now?

Also, if he was born in the evening. NC is in the eastern time zone and most people are born from 6 to 8 am, which would be Aries rising for him. 6 to 8pm would be Libra and then 8 to 10pm (these are approximate) would be Scorpio, so I'll bet you are right. With that, Pluto would be his chart ruler and that Moon square Pluto aspect would be very strong in his chart and place it in his 12th or 11th. 12th would make it more of a subconscious thing for him.

posted February 24, 2018 07:29 PM            

Looks like the Venus Square Uranus aspect that you share between you is giving you the instability in the relationship that you are feeling. The aspect in itself can start or end a relationship between two people rather quickly. The transit of Jupiter squaring DD's natal Venus and conjuncting your natal Uranus is activating it more. Jupiter expands on what it touches. It will be there until Oct 6th. You both share a lot of good aspects between you. You're happy to see each other when you make contact. A physical relationship would be good with the venus conjunct mars between you.

Your natal Saturn also opposes his natal Mercury and squares his Neptune, so any sanity issues he may be experiencing are increased when you are in contact as well. You also may tend to interject reality thoughts into things he might want to avoid talking about.

Also, search online for mars opposite Neptune in synastry and see what it says. This aspect may make each of you feel less confident or effective around each other.

You enjoy a lot of the same things. There may be power struggles at times. Your venus conjunct Saturn is very karmic. Usually the Saturn person (in this case DD) owes the Venus person from past lives together. It's also in the 9th house--something to do with the law, higher education, religion, coworkers, neighbors and friends.

There are lots of aspects between the two of you--some more challenging and others really good, but the venus square Uranus one is pretty much the focus now.

posted February 25, 2018 12:51 AM            

Thank you, this is very helpful.

As of today we broke up and I think he has someone else. Either way, I think this time things are actually done between us two as I can see he has no intentions of being anything besides someone to spend time with when he feels like it. He has too many women and I just don't see myself on the Bachelor. Never have understood why all those pretty girls who obviously have an education, money, resources etc go crazy over one dude who would put them up against all those other girls, that in itself is got to be humiliating. It's defiantly not love in my book from a man. It's not a woman's job to validate her worth, that's his anything outside of that is nothing to entertain.

Looking forward to next year this time if the one for me is going to show. I said awhile back that I felt him on his way but given the last few relations, I am starting to laugh at myself feeling like it's non sense. If he doesn't then I am quite content to just live my life accordingly.

posted February 25, 2018 11:13 AM            

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Originally posted by colorful butterfly:
Spring,

Thank you, this is very helpful.

As of today we broke up and I think he has someone else. Either way, I think this time things are actually done between us two as I can see he has no intentions of being anything besides someone to spend time with when he feels like it. He has too many women and I just don't see myself on the Bachelor. Never have understood why all those pretty girls who obviously have an education, money, resources etc go crazy over one dude who would put them up against all those other girls, that in itself is got to be humiliating. It's defiantly not love in my book from a man. It's not a woman's job to validate her worth, that's his anything outside of that is nothing to entertain.

Looking forward to next year this time if the one for me is going to show. I said awhile back that I felt him on his way but given the last few relations, I am starting to laugh at myself feeling like it's non sense. If he doesn't then I am quite content to just live my life accordingly.

Thank you so much again and you are really awesome!

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Hugsssss. The original batchelor show was better...more respectful, etc. and then it became catty and all about the ratings (humiliating like you say). It's sad about the girls that get on there with all their education, etc., but maybe by the end of the time they spend on the show, some of them have a greater sense of self-worth then before.

The last of what you wrote sounds a lot like me right before "B" popped up. I had met him at work--somewhere between 2002-2003, but we never really spoke much. His wife passed in 2004 and then he was gone for 7 years. I saw him less then a month after he returned in 2011 and we spoke only briefly (at the blood work place). Nothing ever came of it until Jan of 2014. All of our conversations except one have been relatively brief.

The three years before 2014 I started to spend time with myself and started working on getting my health back. I last saw him in late 2016 and I've been working on cleaning stuff out ever since...it's been slow, though. Thank you for the advice on this.

Hang in there. It will be worth the wait.

My brother, M, didn't show this morning, but maybe next Sunday. Our mom's birthday is this week. He may even stop by our mom's house while no one is there.

Thank you! You are also very awesome and will always stay true to yourself.

Let me know if you need help with anything else.

posted February 26, 2018 05:47 PM            

Just wanted to give you an update. My brother, M, showed up later in the day on Sunday to bring our mother a birthday card, so you were right.

My mom has a hard time remembering stuff, so I couldn't ask her if he said anything about coming back to the Sunday morning breakfast get-together.

Hope your week is starting off well.

posted February 26, 2018 11:27 PM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
Hi Colorful!

Just wanted to give you an update. My brother, M, showed up later in the day on Sunday to bring our mother a birthday card, so you were right.

My mom has a hard time remembering stuff, so I couldn't ask her if he said anything about coming back to the Sunday morning breakfast get-together.

Hope your week is starting off well.

Spring

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Spring ,

Thank you for the feedback! I hope things go accordingly to what your wanting in life, I have a feeling that they will.

posted February 26, 2018 11:39 PM            

Couldn't sleep again..

Didn't he just break up with you a couple of days ago? Anyways, that one transit, him going back and forth on being solo goes retrograde next month (Jupiter) and then forward I remember around July. If you were to have a child by him, you would have to get pregnant by the end of next month. Wow! Unless you had the baby early.

posted February 26, 2018 11:51 PM            

7 of coins (rev)
hermit (rev)
6 of swords
8 of swords (rev)
king of swords
page of wands (rev)
6 of swords

The cards are showing anxiety and that you need to be prudent. Is someone taking a trip soon? Looks like you are having a hard time putting the past behind you. Maybe that's why things go well and then don't go well with DD. I'm thinking DD is the king of swords--an active and determined person. Someone good at what they do and analytical or maybe these are your qualities as the cards are now speaking of your work. People gossiping and then I pulled the last card--showing your promotion again.

posted February 27, 2018 08:57 PM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
I asked how things would go for you and DD in the next couple of months and got:

7 of coins (rev)
hermit (rev)
6 of swords
8 of swords (rev)
king of swords
page of wands (rev)
6 of swords

The cards are showing anxiety and that you need to be prudent. Is someone taking a trip soon? Looks like you are having a hard time putting the past behind you. Maybe that's why things go well and then don't go well with DD. I'm thinking DD is the king of swords--an active and determined person. Someone good at what they do and analytical or maybe these are your qualities as the cards are now speaking of your work. People gossiping and then I pulled the last card--showing your promotion again.

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Spring,

Thank you and I am trying to be prudent whereas I usually take what is at face value. Yes, I can understand where the past may hinder where I stand on a certain level as a precaution. I try my best to not hold on to it as a learning lesson , if this look like this then it must equal this. He is worse than I am in regards to the past sayings about how I am from one race and he is from another yet tonight when I questioned is he willing to deal with adversity , he was sure of it. He switches lanes and although I am understanding , it leaves me logically qustioning things. Then with his ex , I saw the same things he does the same things as my ex husband would do so there for I question his intentions or where he is in his own healing from their reaction. She is defiantly right ( his ex) as I am a rebound of sorts and no one likes to be in the shadows of a past relation hense bringing up my own. Truly wandering what is his purpose in my life and if it is to be another lesson I gather that I am at the end of my road in lessons when it comes to love. I still wonder if this is why he ignored me over the weekend or what happened? She showed up in the past and he did as my ex husband did before , tried to break up over his correlations with her. Although in the end I ended up with him, truly he was not meant for me because through out our marriage I realized all the lies he told me and I believed thinking if I loved him enough it would change. I later learned , a person is who they are and if you are that one then that is what you are, if you mean anything then he wouldn't do what he does as far as his ex or past mistakes he has done which are hard for me to get over. Somedays I just tell myself to leave him be as I know better then other days my love is strong and I can be beyond my own hurts. I don't know if this is life saying have you learned and learned what love truly is or what I should think? Sometimes I think my hurts are beyond repair and I should just leave him be because if his nature or character is to be this, who am I to change this or to see this as circumstance and situational as my ex husband who only hurt me, continues to do so as present. I son't thick this is his intention but we are all designed to be who we are for whatever purpose we are here for.

I do have a serious question about something supernatural that follows me and I have known it's presence for a long time. Tonight I talked to DD as he saw this thing over chat by video, my kids have expressed it's presence before but I have never seen it except for the occasional movement of objects in my house. At times I have feared this thing, other times I ignore it. We video chatted and he saw a figure in my doorway as I laid on my bed. I have had nothing to drink, the other day I felt this thing grab my arm and my hip , never has done this before. I think it has shown itself in my dreams and he feels as it was a person , it could not harm me but have me harm myself out of fear. My question what is it and should I be concerned? Is it someone who is a guardian or something demonic to be cast out ?

posted February 27, 2018 09:41 PM            

I drew some cards about the spirit, but instead they seem to be focusing on your relationship with DD or ??

2 of cups
world
10 of swords
7 of swords
magician
king of coins
4 of wands

The cards are showing love, friendship, beginning or renewed, partnership and marriage. You have high hopes, but the 10 of swords shows possible disappointment. The world can also reflect you doing well at work and being recognized for it. Seems like you will persevere. Is DD a good salesman? The magician can be deception. The next card is showing an earth sign or a man that is earthy, experienced and successful. Also, a reliable marriage partner. I drew another card to see what would come next (4 of wands), which shows romance, peace and tranquility as well as prosperity.

Hope this helps.

My brother, H, wants me to take care of his daughter (if anything happens to him). Do you see her, J, as starting to take better care of herself and have a better sense of direction in her life this year? Thank you.