posted March 14, 2018 06:25 AM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
Hi Colorful,

Couldn't sleep. Didn't see you on here much and thought you were busy--now I know why.

Yes, but I think my niece will do more. Someone else on here picked up her having more troubles involving others and related to driving.

It will be interesting to see how things turn out with DD. Seems like he likes attention from everyone including you.

The irrigation guy was back today, but things are still delayed--no control box in stock yet. Going to send out past dues to the residents that didn't pay--sending them certified mail. Have to give them 45 days by law. That's probably when I hear from the one woman--you saw her speaking to me saying that she didn't take it seriously. This week got busy with my mom again and then the delay with the irrigation people, so I'll be putting off the yard sale again.

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Lol, yes I think you are right about the attention thing. It will defiantly be interesting how things do turn out.

I'm not sure about the driving but I did feel like she would have some lessons coming up that would help her to take life on a more serious level , mold her to whom she is meant to be. I am feeling like it will come over a courses over the next 5 years, then she will be settled more into her life purpose.

The delay in the yard sale seems like it its suppose to be happening that way, I get a sense sales will be better ? IDK , just a gut feeling about it.

Today I saw this thing on RH negative blood and how rare it is. I think mine is A- but it is definatly RH negative. Just curious what you think about it?

It says people with RH neg blood have similar traits like: higher IQ, blue, green or hazel eyes, reddish hair, piercing eyes, empathetic qualities, sensitivity to heat, unexplained phobias, highly tuned senses.

A few theories on this one descendants from aliens since this blood type can not be found on earth , a mutation gene or descendants from Christ.

posted March 14, 2018 03:32 PM            

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Originally posted by colorful butterfly:
Lol, yes I think you are right about the attention thing. It will defiantly be interesting how things do turn out.

I'm not sure about the driving but I did feel like she would have some lessons coming up that would help her to take life on a more serious level , mold her to whom she is meant to be. I am feeling like it will come over a courses over the next 5 years, then she will be settled more into her life purpose.

The delay in the yard sale seems like it its suppose to be happening that way, I get a sense sales will be better ? IDK , just a gut feeling about it.

Today I saw this thing on RH negative blood and how rare it is. I think mine is A- but it is definatly RH negative. Just curious what you think about it?

It says people with RH neg blood have similar traits like: higher IQ, blue, green or hazel eyes, reddish hair, piercing eyes, empathetic qualities, sensitivity to heat, unexplained phobias, highly tuned senses.

A few theories on this one descendants from aliens since this blood type can not be found on earth , a mutation gene or descendants from Christ.

DD once told me I was Jesus daughter, I asked him why he said this and he was like I was pure, the things I say and do. I was a really good person until I get mad, then he calls me lil moccasin and says I got split personality. Makes me laugh because we all have duel sides to us.

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Being on the high road in your way of thinking is in the minority today. The split could be the Gemini in your chart. If we were all air (intellect) and no water (emotion), we would all be lil moccasins.

I'm O- and also CMV negative (unless that changed two years ago with the surgery I had). The CMV is a virus most people pick up in their childhood. I used to donate blood on a regular basis and they used mine for the babies that needed blood, since I didn't have the CMV. I haven't read a lot about the RH factor on blood types. Each type has different properties I've read and some are more common in different regions or within groups, so what you're saying makes sense with that. Just took a peek, though, and also found this on types in general:

In Japan, it's widely believed that blood groups predict personality traits - from temperament to compatibility, to what kind of lover you are to what type of foods you should be eating. For instance:
Type A is calm and trustworthy;
Type B is creative and excitable;
Type AB is thoughtful and emotional;
Type O is a confident leader.

Thank you for the additional info. I can see my niece experiencing a series of things to help her as she easily seems to fall back into old patterns of behavior.

With transiting Saturn opposing my natal Moon, I can see the tug-o-war in getting things done around the home versus responsibility for others. My moon in Cancer also denotes my mother and it falls into my 6th house of work. The 6th house also rules pets, so I can see that being me taking care of the dog as well. Keep thinking about getting her a companion, but every time I see one for her, it's either a male, unaltered, or too far away. Saturn at the same time is transiting my 12th house and maybe that shows how bound and isolated I am in doing this work for my mom and dog as I try to just do work around the home. That same opposition is also squaring my 4th house ruler (home, mom) in the 8th house. Most of this won't change until late this year and then finish out in the early months of 2019. I think all of this is also related to the HOA stuff I'm doing as well.

I did get my nieces father to compensate me for what I loaned her a few years ago. I had been looking to get a buffet server, but was trying not to spend the money.

I asked the cards how things will go now with you and DD and got:

king of swords (rev)
magician (rev)
4 of coins (rev)
hierophant
7 of cups
judgment

Looks like he will be selfish and sadistic in his behavior towards you. This will weaken your will and continue to play on your insecurities. There will be obstacles to making any improvements in the relationship at this time. There will be a platonic friend that will try and help you, but fantasies and wishful thinking will fill your thoughts. The judgement card speaks of the need to forgive...think this card came up before. Maybe DD doesn't realize how he's treating you and repents. I pulled another card, the fool, and this shows a new beginning..schooling or job...maybe another breakup again and then you focus once again on work. I pulled more cards and started to get better things happening for you and then the 2 of cups again...so you may experience this up and down thing for a while. The hermit popped up after the fool, so you'll be on your own again.

What's also interesting about me working on stuff around the house...I can come home feeling refreshed...look at a closet with enthusiasm and then feel like I'm not in the mood I need to be to do it--if that makes sense. Like doing it now wouldn't be the right time since I'm not in the emotional place I need to be to do it.

posted March 15, 2018 11:45 PM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
Sorry for the long last post.

I'm now thinking that company D isn't interested in helping with our irrigation (maybe not enough money there). Maybe by not responding the last time weeks back they thought I would figure it out. Anyways, I'm thinking about a company U. Will that work out well when I call them? Thank you!

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I feel like U company will work out but there will be some delays.

Thank you for the information on blood types.

posted March 16, 2018 01:12 AM            

I spoke to him on things that I was concerned about, that hurt me. I spoke to him about not wanting to be used and hurt. That I have had guys in the past to be this way and that I didn't understand what I did to make them want to do the things they did or say the things they said. He said it was't my fault. I don't understand why he would want to hurt me ( sadistic) I've done nothing to him but try to be a good woman to him.

I don't know that I can take anymore rounds of make up and break up. I was hoping things would improve and we would become closer. I was hoping to spend more time with him, do things with him and be more apart of his life.

I am just wandering if things will fade apart. He does have a new job and I am very happy for him, he has also moved as well. We were doing things together , I was going to things he had going on in his life but I find him going to things without me. He will go to a gathering of some kind and tell me how he wishes I was there but never said anything before the event. Which just makes me think he didn't want me there and just telling me this to save my feelings.

He talked to me today about how the summer was coming up. He mentioned that he would be out doing things and when I am out doing things that it would be hard because we would be wandering what the other was doing. Sometimes it is schedules that get in the way and sometimes it is other things.

posted March 16, 2018 09:09 AM            

Hugs. I asked the cards what is coming up this year for you and DD and got:

7 of coins
9 of wands (rev)
queen of cups
6 of wands (rev)
devil (rev)

then I pulled more cards to clarify:
8 of swords
5 of cups
4 of cups (rev)
ace of wands (rev)
2 of cups

Looks like you will focus on work again with growth there coming soon. You'll have further obstacles to overcome--not sure if this is still work related as the card can indicate health related. Hope you don't get sick again. The queen of cups reflects you and your intuition--so you are using that now more, which is good. There will be some delays. The devil card is showing that you will be breaking free of what seems to bind you with DD (maybe this is showing you becoming more secure no matter what he does). The 8 of swords is showing crisis and a conflict and possible bad news...thinking this is work related..and that to help yourself you need to take advantage of any opportunities that come your way.

Okay, that being said, the next cards:

5 of cups
4 of cups (rev)
ace of wands (rev)
2 of cups

This could work out in either one of two ways depending how each of you reacts to the situation:

You work on the relationship and it changes with a renewal and marriage in the end--love, cooperation, passion and harmony or

You meet someone new and it progresses to love, marriage and harmony, passion.

Maybe this will help in how you feel: either way, the cards are saying that you will have, love, passion, and harmony in a marriage that is coming to you.

It will all work out in one way or another.

I just keep working on the stuff I need to do and try to keep my focus there otherwise I would let myself go crazy thinking about what B is doing every day as I have no idea. The what ifs can also drive you crazy, too.

Here's a good song--What if?:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fM8V1XOI-14

You also have transiting Saturn squaring your Moon, which will teach you to take care of your emotions/feelings and not let yourself be stepped on, etc. If you think about the women who are physically hurt, but yet they love them and can't leave them.

The 5 of cups that came up also mean--marriage without real love, but either way the devil card reversed is saying that you will release yourself from some sort of bondage in your life.

Hope this all helps.

posted March 17, 2018 02:53 AM            

Thank you so much!!! I broke up with him again today, not necessarily due to what is wrong. I just see that I know who I am , if he can't be around for whatever reason due to whatever, I know me that I am attracted to what is there is fun and excitement. Also attracted to someone who does not have a lot of drama, someone who is there on a consistent basis without inconsistency. Someone who is sure of me and who can provide for me. As it stands I am not sure of him, who he is and see him as manipulative.

The whole relation is inconstant,, he does not understand how I am feeling or why I think the way I think, I think there is some manipulative means on his end whether he is understanding or not , I know me and what I go for. I can't trust things because of his previous behavior. Logically it does not look like a man that is in love more or less confusion. I think he is still grieving the loss of his ex and other things, although I am understanding, I don't see myself being done any type of way.

Unfortunately no matter how I feel, I will always question things and I can't handle things.

posted March 17, 2018 07:31 AM            

I'm trying to make sure I go to bed earlier. Yesterday I spend some extra time with my mom...seems she is going through the stage I once saw with my dad...lonely and needing people around...just like you saw about her cherishing the time I spend with her. Often I would never know...would ask if she wanted to go somewhere..sometimes she would say yes, many times over the last couple of years-no. Now she seems more interested in getting out more.

I've started working on cleaning out one room little by little until I get it done.

Take care,
Spring

posted March 17, 2018 10:21 PM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
Good that you are taking care of yourself. More hugs.

I'm trying to make sure I go to bed earlier. Yesterday I spend some extra time with my mom...seems she is going through the stage I once saw with my dad...lonely and needing people around...just like you saw about her cherishing the time I spend with her. Often I would never know...would ask if she wanted to go somewhere..sometimes she would say yes, many times over the last couple of years-no. Now she seems more interested in getting out more.

I've started working on cleaning out one room little by little until I get it done.

Take care,
Spring

Hope you enjoy St. Patty's day...

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Spring,

Thank you for listening to my ramblings about DD and your help with everything!

I hope you are able to get some rest! I think I know what look you are talking about, it's good that you are there for her!

Thats awesome you were able to get to your closet and getting things done. You have really got me thinking about my own stuff in my house and getting rid of things that I do not need.

posted March 18, 2018 06:15 AM            

I understand. If you notice, I ramble, too. Over the years I've been there relationship wise and can relate to your experience with DD. I once dated someone years ago that seemed to disregard my feelings--that's just the way they were as I came to find out. Many years after dating this one, I came across a guy at the gym that reminded me of him, but his appearance was different. Just for grins, I asked him what his birthdate was. They were born only a day or two apart==the same year.

I try with my mom as I've never before been much of a caretaker--only helped my dad (he had a stroke) with paperwork and losing weight years ago well before he actually passed from cancer.

I did find out, though, that what was said about my one niece, through her mother, was true and that was the focus of the argument/debate the no-show at Sunday breakfast brother and I had weeks back. I picked up a lot of negative energy yesterday, though, and don't think it's repairable as I don't feel his wife, J, wants him to come to the breakfast. She is also spreading untruths about me and thinks B is married although his wife passed in 2004. We also didn't start really talkin as potential partners until about 10 years later--only coworkers before. I've had readings before where they saw him (actually both brothers) being nasty towards me after our mother passes. The other brother tends to pick up energies more easily, so I can see him behaving badly, too, even though right now he has been okay. I think he, H, and his daughter, have been in touch lately with the others M and J or through her mother C as the negativity is starting again with them as well. Sometimes I think it is a disease!!

I had someone tell me they saw me traveling (because of the book) and I wondered what I would do with the dog. The one brother that has helped before has one dog that is recovering from an injury, and my dog still has some separation anxiety, so I'm not sure what I will do there. Will I really travel with regards to the book? If so, will I find someone to look after the dog? With my niece still in that mode..I worry about her opening the door and letting the dog out and it not being found....stuff like that. Thank you.

posted March 18, 2018 10:02 PM            

I do think there is something to do with the week a person is born into and the way they are personality wise. I love him dearly but afraid I am way to fragile for him. He told me that my breaking up to him is BS, that he is in to deep to let things go. Also says he is not good at showing he loves me more and I am not sure what to tell him. Don't say and do things that you yourself wouldn't care for , that would be owning up and being real with himself though.

I do think you are going to do some traveling with your book. I wish I could pin point things but I do get a strong sense of you getting the rewards of your hard work financially. I'm not sure but I think there will be someone coming in to help you with your dog who will be a responsible fit or your dog will go with you in your travels at times.

posted March 18, 2018 10:41 PM            

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Originally posted by colorful butterfly:
Spring,

I do think there is something to do with the week a person is born into and the way they are personality wise. I love him dearly but afraid I am way to fragile for him. He told me that my breaking up to him is BS, that he is in to deep to let things go. Also says he is not good at showing he loves me more and I am not sure what to tell him. Don't say and do things that you yourself wouldn't care for , that would be owning up and being real with himself though.

I do think you are going to do some traveling with your book. I wish I could pin point things but I do get a strong sense of you getting the rewards of your hard work financially. I'm not sure but I think there will be someone coming in to help you with your dog who will be a responsible fit or your dog will go with you in your travels at times.

I hope not with your family once your mom dies, I think sometimes this can happen with people but I think it is all in what your soul is here to learn I guess. I've done nothing but detach from people from an early age, In vedic astrology my soul is looking for popularity and stability supposedly.

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Colorful,

You may need to block his number. It sounds like he is trying to manipulate you. What he said also doesn't show a lot of respect for you either. One guy I knew years ago did that--it was fun like you remember--traveling, etc. and going to parties, but once he wasn't infatuated with me anymore, then I had something wrong with me. It took me a long time to put everything, including him, behind me. I used a "empty your head" thing someone on LL told me about. Think about the people who let you down, etc., let it all go and then release it. I did this sitting in a quiet place and just let whatever popped up in my head come up, forgave them, and let it go like the song.

Thank you. Since we are now in the shadow of the Mercury retrograde and full retrograde on Mar 23rd (I have Mercury retrograde natally), maybe I will hear from them next week like you had thought. Worst case would be when Mercury goes direct in May on the 3rd.

The one brother was better today, but I also noticed that my mom's next door neighbor was really curious about my work, so I know the gossip was going around. The no-show brother's wife knows a girl that lives down the street from my mom.

posted March 20, 2018 07:51 AM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
Colorful,

You may need to block his number. It sounds like he is trying to manipulate you. What he said also doesn't show a lot of respect for you either. One guy I knew years ago did that--it was fun like you remember--traveling, etc. and going to parties, but once he wasn't infatuated with me anymore, then I had something wrong with me. It took me a long time to put everything, including him, behind me. I used a "empty your head" thing someone on LL told me about. Think about the people who let you down, etc., let it all go and then release it. I did this sitting in a quiet place and just let whatever popped up in my head come up, forgave them, and let it go like the song.

Thank you. Since we are now in the shadow of the Mercury retrograde and full retrograde on Mar 23rd (I have Mercury retrograde natally), maybe I will hear from them next week like you had thought. Worst case would be when Mercury goes direct in May on the 3rd.

The one brother was better today, but I also noticed that my mom's next door neighbor was really curious about my work, so I know the gossip was going around. The no-show brother's wife knows a girl that lives down the street from my mom.

Hope the start of your week goes well. Hugs.

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Spring,

I'm thinking I may have to in order to just move on. I love him but the damage is done. It is something I hope he just takes as a learning lesson in life and grows from. Either way, I don't see us working out and I don't trust things with him. Too many girls , too many lies and I've been hurt way too many times. The last time I saw him he stated because he thought that I was on a date with someone and I shut it down. I already knew what he was going to say ( that he had been by to see his ex, even if not it brings back the time that he did and I can't do it to myself ) and thats where he lost me , this time I am determined to move on.

I hope so, I get a few months to hear something for your book but I am not sure I am the best for timeing . Either way I am wishing the best for you and praying things come together for you soon!

posted June 20, 2024 11:32 PM            

I get that he will come , some hesitation on his part but he seems to have a feeling of I have to come. He is going to be hurt, getting he may be hiding some pain within. I am not sure if this is due to you mom or something but his hurt has been deep and for many many years?

Thank you so much for my reading and yes I do think our personalities change as our circumstances in life change around us .

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Hi Colorful,

I don't know if you will see this, but your reading was on target, but interestingly enough we had another blowup 6 years later..and he did come by yesterday and our mother passed away today.

Hope you are doing well. I really enjoyed exchanging with you.

Spring