posted June 04, 2006 03:35 AM         

In this dream I killed a man. At first I was a little scared of this person and then I methodically beat him to death. I was punching, kicking, slamming his body against the floor and the walls. I could hear his bones breaking, there was tons of blood and all together it was pretty gruesome and violent. I am still a bit shaky. Another thing is that my first thought as I woke up was "Thank God it happened in a dream, now I don't have to do it in real life..."

posted June 04, 2006 09:45 AM         

You should not feel sad or guilty really...you weren't mean to him, your break up was peaceful and if you are not meant for each other it is definitely not your fault...

posted June 09, 2006 04:31 AM         

Well, Peri could certainly be right. The dream definately indicates that there is some sort of intense emotional situation being reflected, but whether or not this has to do with your ex, I couldn't say.

Other possibilities could include "killing" some aspect of yourself, something about yourself you wish to destroy, or feel as if someone else is/was destroying, or could reflect feelings of anger towards someone in your life.

That's about all the light I have to shed. What do you think?

posted June 11, 2006 06:47 AM         

Hexxie quoted a very interesting article "'Symptoms of Ascension'"in a thread on Uni-versal Codes. It mentiones violent dreams as a release of many lifetimes lower vibrational energy.
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum2/HTML/002110.html

I think this dream was a release of anger towards my ex-husband. Our divorce year and a half ago was as ugly as it can be. And now all of the sudden I noticed that I don't hate him anymore.

posted June 11, 2006 04:42 PM         

Your dream really resonated with me. I didn't have a similar murder scenario, but I did have an ugly DV situation when I left my last relationship. A year or so after I left him, I had a dream that my ex was immobilized in our house and I screamed at the top of my lungs "Do you know how p!ssed off I am? Do you have any idea how angry I am with you?" and more.....

That kind of outburst would've gotten me a ticket to the hospital when I was with him, but in my dream he sat there and took it and couldn't retaliate. When I woke up, my throat was sore and my voice was gravelly, but it was like a 2000-lb weight had been lifted from my shoulders and I was free of him!! No more dreams of him chasing me and hurting me!!

So, it really hit the nail on the head when you wrote "now I notice I don't hate him anymore" after your dream. You killed him, he's dead and gone and can't hurt you anymore. You are free!!