posted April 14, 2010 06:01 PM            

Just a quick note.... I didn't think you were picking up horses for me, I was picking them up for YOU. I like horses, but not any huge affinity or anything.

What else.. Oh, you said am I reading you, or remembering. I am not sure. I just go to you thread, and stare at it, and pictures come into my head. (?) So, I can't say for sure.... sorry about that!

When I saw the midwife, yes you were a female. When I saw the one with the leg, you feel male, but you look female. I mean you had very long hair.

As far as location and time, Lord, I am terrible in history and geography, so I don't know. My brain will make pictures for connections, you know? And, I saw Clint Eastwood, so, that isn't much help, I suppose.

posted April 14, 2010 08:54 PM            

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LEXX,
" WHITE HORSE! That was what I was hoping you would say."

Why White? I have just realised the only horse i rode was White.
And I have an oil painting (by myself when I was 12)of a white horse on a white canvas.
And I asked my M to get me a White horse if I couldn't have a sibling.

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posted April 14, 2010 08:55 PM            

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"In your childhood dreams and thoughts of horses what were some of the feelings, thoughts and so forth?"

I was totally obsessed, I was breathing horses!

"Are you afraid of them now? Or just became resigned over not having one?"

Afraid.

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"in times past, even ancient times
when female, do you think you would dress like a man or woman?
Would you prefer pants or leggings over skirts or dresses?"

Definitely pants and leggings over dresses, always!

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"Do you think you would have just ridden horses or do you feel you may have been a trainer or handler, like in charge of horses in a caravan on the ancient trade routes betwixt Spain and China and all the countries in between?"

In charge, not just riding. They spoke to me!

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Why that particular region, LEXX? What made you pick up on it?

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posted April 14, 2010 09:17 PM            

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Hi, LEXX and all.
I don't mean to butt in half-convo but just wanted to share that although
I have no visual recollections of anybody here, the energy just feels familiar.

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It has felt familiar since I first came here 7 years ago and I did come "here" from around the globe.
This community is something I stumbled upon randomly one day and I've made some friends here.

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I often wonder why my soul friends live so far away from my home country and why I've always had this longing to come to the US.
Why is the man I fell in love with from here (and from LL!!!) and not from back home?

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Questions like that lead me to believe that there maybe something that drew me to this site and this place in general, some past life remembrances maybe...

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posted April 14, 2010 09:46 PM            

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Hi Lexx;

Just a quick note.... I didn't think you were picking up horses for me,
I was picking them up for YOU. I like horses, but not any huge affinity or anything.

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What else.. Oh, you said am I reading you, or remembering. I am not sure. I just go to you thread,
and stare at it, and pictures come into my head. (?) So, I can't say for sure.... sorry about that!

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When I saw the midwife, yes you were a female.

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When I saw the one with the leg, you feel male, but you look female. I mean you had very long hair.

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As far as location and time, Lord, I am terrible in history and geography, so I don't know.
My brain will make pictures for connections, you know?

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And, I saw Clint Eastwood, so, that isn't much help, I suppose.

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Enjoy your dinner! Lovely weather we are having, isn't it!

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posted April 15, 2010 01:14 AM            

I have never read about you in France being killed by a horse and carriage, so, no, I do not think I got that from anything you wrote, plus, in my vision you did not die.

The midwifing was being done on a wooden table instead of a bed, I don't know if that is useful or not.

I'm so glad you got outside today!! That makes my happy!

*speaking of amphibious creatures. I have always had a dream, which stopped for a very long time, then started again a few nights ago, that I am underwater holding my breath... I hold it as long as possible, until I start to feel the burn in my chest.
There is a little bit of panic, but no flailing... anyway, pressed for anything else to do, I breathe in deeply, only to find that I can still "breathe."

And I always wake up after that, the dream ends with me breathing underwater.
It may be symbolic, but it is one of my favorite dreams.
I think I've spent many, many lives around water.

posted April 15, 2010 02:48 AM            

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Arggg. Having computer issues today..

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I have never read about you in France being killed by a horse and carriage, so, no, I do not think I got that from anything you wrote, plus, in my vision you did not die.

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That would explain why I used a cane.
I was not exactly sure when I died then,
but the worse pain/injury was from being ran over by a carriage and stomped by a horse.

So you may be right!
But walking was probably hard after that and I probably avoided all things horse.
Oddly in one of my more recent past lives, my brother was killed by a horse.

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The midwifing was being done on a wooden table instead of a bed, I don't know if that is useful or not.

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1.more sanitary/easier to clean up than a bed.
2.Bedding was not cheap and before washing machines, washing a big mess was a nasty business.
3.It was easier to help assist in the birth, or restrain a hysterical woman if need be.
4. Or if surgery was required.

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I'm so glad you got outside today!! That makes my happy!

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*speaking of amphibious creatures. I have always had a dream, which stopped for a very long time, then started again a few nights ago, that I am underwater holding my breath... I hold it as long as possible, until I start to feel the burn in my chest.
There is a little bit of panic, but no flailing... anyway, pressed for anything else to do, I breathe in deeply, only to find that I can still "breathe."

And I always wake up after that, the dream ends with me breathing underwater.
It may be symbolic, but it is one of my favorite dreams.
I think I've spent many, many lives around water.

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Do you have affinity with water??

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Even when thin, I do not sink.
I float like a buoy.
I can sleep for hours on calm water and oh how beautiful it is on a warm night to float looking up at the stars,
as I lay often naked in the water with the stars reflected in the surface, as If I were in the sky too!
I love fanning my almost 4 feet long hair out around my head.
When I had a bathtub (I want one again!) I would soak for 2 to 4 hours once a week or more.

I feel lost if I am not close to water.
I have often taken shampoo and showered and bathed in the rain or under a clean gutter spout.
Neighbors think I am nutters.
And I am a Scorpio of course!

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LEXX, thank you! Very very interesting indeed! There is something I want to tell you, I am going to send you a message, if that's ok?

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posted April 17, 2010 02:13 AM            

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I always worry when I read things like that....I'm afraid for those I'll leave behind (if that doesn't sound too pretentious to say)

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what's ironic is a friend's of mine sister said that she looked at the recession as a good thing because it would help people re-evaluate whats more important in life like family. which is what this is basically telling us.

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When you look back on a long life, the little things are the big things and the big things not so important after all.

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one of the most vivid dreams I've had was of my father getting shot. I had this dream at very young, probably around 5ish...we looked the same tho...but we were going in these underground train things because they were evacuating people, i dont know why for some reason WWII comes in mind right now, but anyway there was some delay in him getting in and he was shot. my mother was standing right next to him.

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another was this slightly repeating dream of trying to find the tomb of jesus, while being chased by the devil (i think) and for some reason I was leading a group of people to it to prove it existed or something...

but for me I think its more of actually meeting the person and how I feel around them..

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