posted January 14, 2010 05:15 PM            

Glaucus,

I have had the nastiest encounter with my doc ever today.
He was basically shouting at me how I dared come for an appointment to discuss the result of an x-ray test, when his staff could have done it as well, and he was telling me not to waste his time as he had better things to do.
Well, he calmed down a bit, when I retorted quite loudly that it was not MY job to know, what his or his staff`s job is.
On top of that he casually told me that i had been having a thyroid infection some time ago, which made me REALLY angry, as I had been going to him a year ago telling him, how I felt a lump in my throat, difficulties to breathe and so on (which as I read on the net today are typical symptoms of this kind of infection), but he never even got the idea to look at my thyroid.
Instead he was advising his staff to make a big bloodtest, so he could check where my iron defiency came from. Well,t hey took my blood and checked everything EXCEPT for the bloody things he wanted to have checked.
Well, I didn`t do another bloodtest, as I was quite upset about that.

But it was just today that I really realized what an INCOMPETENT ******* he is. I was so angry, that i even cried (I cry more easily out uof anger or helplessness than out of sadness).
And I just felt for the first time in my life with a vehemence, that I cannot rely on ANYONE, least so called authorities.
And I realized that I will never have anyone speak to me like that AGAIN.
I even consider reporting his rude behaviour to the health insurance, but maybe I wait with that decision until after the Solar ecclipse.

I am very upset and angry, I can tell you. But at the same time I also suddenly feel more power than ever before.
Of course I can`t be my own doctor, but I can pick a better one. And that is my responsibility and duty towards myself to do so, and be assured, I will let him know why.

posted January 14, 2010 05:29 PM            

My shaman friend Steve and I talked about Haiti. He talked about child slavery issues there.
I told him that it doesn't make any sense, especially with the country was established through a slavery revolt. I talked about Touissant L'ouverture who led that revolt.

so it wasn't referring anything to Voodoo which isn't necessarily bad. It's a religion, but there are minority that use it in negative ways,hurting people. My Black Creole father was afraid of Voodoo himself, being born in New Orleans and raised in Lake Charles. Both cities are in Louisiana. His grandmother practiced magick protection, and he learned from her. My mother told me that he always gathered all his hair after a haircut so none of it could be used against him.

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 14, 2010 05:29 PM            

ETA: I did it myself.

Karma is at 23 cap, so the eclipse hit it. TN is also on natal karma. I knew it would be activated. It almost always is...

posted January 14, 2010 05:49 PM            

Haiti's Karma being activated by the Solar Eclipse is very interesting

What would Haiti's Karma be about?

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 14, 2010 05:55 PM            

I don't know.... I hope it turns out to be something good in the long run.

posted January 14, 2010 05:58 PM            

I am very sorry about the crap that you went through with that doctor. I don't see why you shouldn't report him.

I hope that your thyroid issues get taken care of.

yeah....it seems that the stuff that you told me could be in line with that plutino.......it could be about trauma,upset, but also feeling empowered.

I have that sucker only 2 minutes square my Ascendant/Descendant axis in Right Ascension!

Venus is said to rule the thyroid. Has anything been aspecting your Venus - solar arc,secondary progression, transit?

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 14, 2010 06:42 PM            

yes, I am going to get some medicine, which should also help the weightloss, but as a matter of fact it seems like this kind of infection healed itself. At least I hope so.

"yeah....it seems that the stuff that you told me could be in line with that plutino.......it could be about trauma,upset, but also feeling empowered."
Is masochism part of the interpretation, too?

Cause I am wondering myself, why I am constantly discussing with Polo, and let him call me stupid, crazy, not right in my mind and such things. :sighs:
AS a matter of fact I think he is right in several things and yet I feel the urge to contradict him, whenever I can.
It`s not really like me, but I guess I am developing allergic reactions to all the arrogance, intolerance, shortsightedness and judgementalism I have witnessed on LL for quite some time now.

Would that also be in line with this interpretation, the inability to just shrug my shoulders, turn around and walk away as I usually do?

"I have that sucker only 2 minutes square my Ascendant/Descendant axis in Right Ascension! "
If what I am experiencing right now is really on his behalf,t hen I am not envious towards you.

posted January 14, 2010 07:03 PM            

I was going to ask you if the thyroid infection had to do with your problems with weight,but I didn't ask because those things can be sensitive subjects. My mother history of weight problems were connected to thyroid issues too.

"yeah....it seems that the stuff that you told me could be in line with that plutino.......it could be about trauma,upset, but also feeling empowered."
Is masochism part of the interpretation, too?"

It could be like in being abused. It could also be the abuser. it could go either way or both ways. I think that the transneptunian objects have to deal with those issues, especially Sedna.

"Cause I am wondering myself, why I am constantly discussing with Polo, and let him call me stupid, crazy, not right in my mind and such things. :sighs:
AS a matter of fact I think he is right in several things and yet I feel the urge to contradict him, whenever I can.
It`s not really like me, but I guess I am developing allergic reactions to all the arrogance, intolerance, shortsightedness and judgementalism I have witnessed on LL for quite some time now."

I am very sorry about Polo has been doing to you,and I have got on him about that.
There is nothing wrong putting your foot down and telling him off. Arrogance,intolerance,shortsightedness,and judgmentalism gets on my nerves too.

"Would that also be in line with this interpretation, the inability to just shrug my shoulders, turn around and walk away as I usually do?"

It can. but it could also be "Go to Hell!" , "I am not taking your crap!" I see that about the transneptunian objects too......especially with Eris which is like "give you the finger" object with its defiant,controversial nature.

""I have that sucker only 2 minutes square my Ascendant/Descendant axis in Right Ascension! "
If what I am experiencing right now is really on his behalf,t hen I am not envious towards you."

yeah....I am not crazy about having these hard aspects to these big transneptunian objects: Sun-Ixion cazimi, Sun conjunct Quaoar, Sun contraparallel Orcus, Moon square Varuna, Sun quincunx Varuna(in Right Ascension), Haumea conjunct/oppose Ascendant/Descendant axis and square Midheaven/Imum Coeli axis, Sun oppose Sedna (in Right Ascension),Moon semisquare Eris (In Right Ascension), Venus quincunx Eris (in Right Ascension), Mercury square Makemake, Mars oppose Makemake (in Right Ascension) and now finding 2003 AZ84 square my Ascendant/Descendant (in Right Ascension). I am lucky that I haven't been murdered yet! hahahahaha

"enus is said to rule the thyroid. Has anything been aspecting your Venus - solar arc,secondary progression, transit?"
Well, my Venus is 6 Cap, my pr ASC is 6 Cap and Tr Pluto is pretty close to it.
It actually makes sense; as my Venus has been pretty much in the centre of attention and development and still is, it would make sense, that it could also express in a Venusian health-symptom."

I agree.

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 14, 2010 07:34 PM            

I saw a man caught, a tyre thrown round his neck and petrol poured all over him.
then set alight and laughed at as he died screaming.

posted January 14, 2010 07:48 PM            

President Obama

Ecliptic Longitude:
Moon in 3'21 Gemini
conjunct 2003 AZ84 in 5'36 Gemini

Right Ascension (Equatorial Longitude):
Moon in 2'22 Gemini
conjunct 2003 AZ84 in 3'22 Gemini

USA

Ecliptic Longitude:
Lunar Nodes in 6'35 Leo/Aquarius Stationary
conjunct/oppose 2003 AZ84 in 6'57 Leo

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 14, 2010 08:08 PM            

I thought about how Haiti was founded through a slave revolt. Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. was a civil rights leader here in USA.

I had a hunch that he had a strong AZ84 influence, I suspected a Sun-2003 AZ84 influence

in his chart

Jan 15 1929
Atlanta,Georgia
noon....don't know birthtime

Sun in 25'08 Capricorn
square 2003 AZ84 in 25'58 Aries

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 14, 2010 08:28 PM            

I saw a man caught, a tyre thrown round his neck and petrol poured all over him.
then set alight and laughed at as he died screaming.

I don't consider this behaviour anything short of black magic."

I don't think that's necessarily voodoo nor black magic.

That could just be a heinous act,murder involving fire

burning people at the stake isn't magic. that's what happened to witches in Europe. those were heinous acts,murder too.

any ways...not all Voodoo is bad. it's mainly a religion of African and Roman Catholic Roots, but minority of voodoo practitioners use darkside magick. I wouldn't group all Voodoo practitioners as being darkside magick practitioners. It's like grouping all witchcraft practitioners as being darkside magick practitioners.

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 14, 2010 09:54 PM            

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 14, 2010 10:15 PM            

I was talking to you.

again, I agree with you.

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 14, 2010 10:35 PM            

This one is a National Geographic video
on Voodoo

Birth of Voodoo

it's about voodoo in West African nation of Benin. It's an official religion there.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xRt6CTb6riY&feature=related

Haiti society split over voodoo - 15 November 2007 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRqeTTRl3M4&feature=related

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 14, 2010 10:56 PM            

It's v black and I know black energy from white because i've worked with one and been attacked by the other all my life on/off.

posted January 15, 2010 01:02 AM            

They have Mercury out of bounds
They have Mars out of bounds
They have dwarf planet,Ceres (an Earth goddess, goddess of harvest) out of bounds

http://www.mandala.be/declination/pamela1.htm

Let's take a more specific look now at exactly how an out-of-bounds planet will operate in an individual's life. In most cases, my discussion will include both a planet's declination and its sign placement in the more familiar geocentric longitude to help you integrate out-of-bounds dynamics into your astrological chart analysis.

As you might guess, people with an out-of-bounds planet tend to know no boundaries and accept no limits. Often there's no stopping them. This can result in boundless creativity and success, allowing the native to go way beyond the potential that one might normally expect. For example, Albert Einstein who has an out-of-bounds Moon in Sagittarius near the 6th house cusp, creatively provided a whole new paradigm in regards to time and space through his work on the theory of relativity. His philosophical beliefs weren't constrained by his era's prevailing system of thought. Natives with an out-of-bounds planet like to break the rules in this way and color outside the lines. A client of mine with an out-of-bounds Moon in Sagittarius in the 1st house is currently in the process of writing an epic narrative poem akin to Beowulf. When was the last time anyone attempted that? This is the kind of unconventional and "outside the norm" expression you often see in someone with an out-of-bounds planet. Such individuals can often achieve extraordinary things and overcome great obstacles in life.

However, an out-of-bounds planet can also be negatively expressed, leading to abnormal or unstable behavior which is outside the accepted standards of society. Its energy can indicate a tendency toward mental imbalance or at the very least create a lot of pressure and stress in an individual's life. The highest declination Moon I've ever seen in my astrology practice (28°S18') was in the chart of a man suffering from bipolar disorder (manic-depression). (5) There is a fine line between genius and insanity and sometimes you will see both positive and dysfunctional elements in the lives of those with out-of-bounds planets. Judy Garland, for example, had two out-of-bounds planets - Venus in Cancer in the 1st house and Mars in Sagittarius in the 6th. Garland was certainly a sensitive beauty. However, she was also overworked as a child star and encouraged to take amphetamines. Venus is quincunx Mars in her chart and it may have been difficult for her to reconcile her emotional insecurities and desire for a loving, peaceful environment (Venus in Cancer) with the demands for her to be an energetic and exuberant working star (Mars in Sagittarius). Although she had tremendous success as an actress and singer from a young age, she also suffered from health problems and depressive mental illness accompanied by an addiction to prescription medications. This resulted in several suicide attempts and finally death. Although Venus is only at 23°N 49'declination, Mars is at 25°S 55', creating greater instability. Mars opposite her Sun in Gemini in the 12th house is an indicator of subconscious anger directed inward in aggression towards herself. Such suppression of deeper feelings may have led to Garland's depression as well as the ultimate act of brutality toward the self - suicide. (6)

Often, people with out-of-bounds planets seem to get away with more somehow, or try to. They can be those individual's that are always pushing the limits of what we commonly accept in society. With an out-of-bounds Mercury in Gemini, Dr. Jack Kevorkian, the physician who believes in euthanasia for the terminally ill, is certainly one of these people. He has had repeated conflict with the law for his belief in assisted suicide. Mercury is related to the physician and healing. However, mythically the Roman god Mercury could also put people asleep with his magic wand or be a messenger of death. Kevorkian has certainly taken on this aspect of Mercury's expression. With Mercury at 25°N39' declination, we would expect to see this type of more radical behavior in support of his extremely adamant opinions.

American talk-show host, Howard Stern, also with an out-of-bounds Mercury (23°S41), is another iconoclast pushing the envelope of societies accepted norms. He loves to shock his radio audience with sexually oriented and socially unacceptable topics such as flatulence and penis size. Stern's natal Mercury in Capricorn is conjunct Venus, Sun, Chiron and North Node, all in that same sign. He's certainly achieved fame and star status with his irreverent radio show, biographical book, "Private Parts," and subsequent movie by the same name. His Capricorn coldness is evident as he talks about people as little more than objects for appraisal. Stern's out-of-bounds Mercury is in opposition to Uranus and South Node in Cancer and this definitely fits his shock jock demeanor which loves to upset the "status quo." However, Cancer can be a vulnerable sign and his movie, "Private Parts" illustrated his early anxiety and self-doubt. To this day, when Stern is out of the sound booth and no longer on air, he's said to be full of insecurities. (7) His outrageous and domineering style may be a front for deeper vulnerabilities.

Daredevil Evel Knievel has an out-of-bounds Venus in Sagittarius within two degrees of his Midheaven at the high declination of 26°S17. His somewhat bizarre stunts go way beyond even the extreme end of adventure sports. Adventure is certainly his indulgence as well as his career and the way he has attracted money along with admiring women. No doubt, there is a kind of grace he exhibits as his motorcycle flies like an arrow over a row of cars or a tank full of sharks. Out-of-bounds Venus is also quintile Neptune which is conjunct Mars in Virgo. The quintile (72°) indicates spontaneous creative expression and mental or artistic talents. You could say that Knievel has a creative talent for dissolving the boundaries of what is normally considered possible for the physical body. The mental energy of quintiles also excels at the kind of exact engineering calculations which are probably required as part of the preparations for his stunts.

However, Venus in Sagittarius can lead to a vain belief that you can do anything and a Mars-Neptune conjunction can also characterize a weakening of one's physical condition. Consequently, with Venus trine Pluto (destruction, death) in Leo in the 6th-house of health, in addition to Saturn square 6th-house Chiron, Evel has had numerous injuries, broken bones, and subsequent operations during his career. With out-of-bounds Venus in the sign that rules the Liver, in addition to a 1st-house Jupiter in Aquarius, it is not surprising that during one of these operations, he contracted Hepatitis C from a blood transfusion. This resulted in a liver transplant operation for him in 1999. Venus is also in a quindecile aspect to 3rd-house Uranus in Taurus. The quindecile aspect (165°) represents a disruption or compulsion, an obsessive influence which can draw one away from the main thrust of life development. Knievel's stubborn obsession with adventure and his vain compulsion to do anything to shock his admiring fans has resulted in many damaging jolts to his body.

Knievel also has a reputation for being an out of control hell-raiser, an excessive behavior associated with his out-of-bounds Venus in Sagittarius. It helps that in addition to the quindecile to Uranus and trine with Pluto, Venus is also sextile his Aquarius Ascendant which opposes Pluto. He has a history of aggression and was once arrested on charges of beating (Pluto) his girlfriend (Venus). (8)

An out-of-bounds Mars is found in the natal chart of diplomat Henry Kissinger. Considering the assertive nature of Mars, this might seem strange for someone who was recipient of the Nobel Peace Prize in 1973. In actuality, Kissinger is an interesting mix. With a 1st-house OOB Mars in Gemini, he courageously negotiated diplomatic dialogues with heads of state in order to end aggressive conflicts such as the Vietnam War. This is supported by a trine of Kissinger's Mars to his Moon in Libra, which can potentially keep its bellicose nature more peacefully directed, and his 12th-house Sun-Mercury conjunction in Gemini (secret talks in closed sessions) trine Saturn in Libra. With Saturn conjunct his Libra Moon, he was able to make his lack of emotion work for him by asserting himself with peaceful words. At 28 degrees Gemini in the third decan of this sign, Mars can also be less impulsive, more ruled by reason and the power of the objective mind (9). Kissinger was thus able to summon great courage and overcome difficult obstacles in dealing with many tense political situations.

However, we now know that Kissinger also covertly initiated atrocities and violent acts in Vietnam. In addition, he brought the downfall of the democratic Allende government in Chile in the '70's to support the Chilean leader, General Augusto Pinochet, who tortured his people. (See the The Trial of Henry Kissinger by Christopher Hitchens.) In this respect, Kissinger's lack of emotion may have created an "end justifies the means" mentality.

Nevertheless, out-of-bounds Mars is found more frequently in the charts of courageous or creative individuals and great leaders than it is in violent criminals. It can also indicate an "off the charts" type of athletic ability as it does with golfer Tiger Woods, who has Mars in Gemini opposite the Moon in Sagittarius square a Virgo Ascendant. http://www.mandala.be/declination/pamela1.htm

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 15, 2010 01:58 AM            

With Haiti founded on January 1, 1804
Its Solar Return would fall on December 31, 2009. That was the day of the last lunar eclipse

so I just check the lunar eclipse chart

The Lunar Eclipse in 10'14 Cancer/Capricorn
The Heliocentric Jupiter Nodes in 10'31 Cancer/Capricorn
The Geocentric North Lunar Node in 10'39 Cancer
The Geocentric South Lunar Node in 10'31 Cancer

- judgment,religion...but also expansion,optimism

Saturn square Pluto - can indicate possibility of destruction

The Lunar Nodes figure into eclipses. The Vedic Astrologers stress that when they talk about the importance of Rahu (North Lunar Node) and Ketu (South Lunar Node)

The Stationary Lunar Nodes are strongly aspected transneptunians indicating evolutionary intensified lessons/experiences

Stationary Lunar Nodes in 21'04 Capricorn
(stationary lunar nodes are more pronounced than stationary nodes that are not stationary)

oppose/conjunct Heliocentric Pluto Nodes in 20'26 Cancer/Capricorn - transformation,elimination

square Varuna in 21'05 Cancer - judgment,justice

square Eris in 20'55 Eris R - discord,controversy

trine Sedna in 21'00 Taurus R - concern for humanity,environment,compassion

Stationary North Lunar Node in 21'04 Capricorn
conjunct Geocentric South Pluto Node in 20'09 Capricorn - transformation

Stationary South Lunar Node in 21'04 Cancer
conjunct Geocentric North Pluto Node in 20'41 Cancer - transformation

Pluto contraparallel Haumea with 1 minute of arc applying

There is also the conjunction of Jupiter-Neptune-Chiron

I also check Right Ascension which is Equatorial Longitude.

Mars in 22'30 Leo
square Sedna in 21'44 Taurus R - concern for humanity,environment,compassion....with it being a transneptunian, evolutionary intensified lessons/experiences

Neptune in 27'00 Aquarius
oppose dwarf planet candidate/plutino Orcus in 27'17 Leo R - transformation...with it being a transneptunian, evolutionary intensified lessons/experiences

trine transneptunian dwarf planet Haumea in 26'43 Libra R - could be about creation,re-creation, fragmenting,breaking off.... with it being a transneptunian, evolutionary intensified lessons/experience

Uranus in 23'56 Pisces
trine transneptunian dwarf planet Varuna in 23'31 Cancer - judgment,justice...with it being a transneptunian, evolutionary intensified lessons/experiences

I also checked 2003 AZ84 in the the lunar eclipse

2003 AZ84 in 24'56 Cancer R
conjunct Varuna in 23'31 Cancer R
square Eris in 24'27 Aries R

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted January 15, 2010 03:16 AM            

Eclipse is going on in India as I write this, the news channel is saying the next such eclipse will be in the year 3048.

I noticed the Latitude of Haiti is 19 N.

19 and 33 are Occult Numbers both in Sacred Geometry and Freemasonry.