posted August 21, 2010 05:34 AM         

After talking to you more, I have more of a sense of your question.
You are better than I am in Astrology but I think your Venus aspects could help answer your question.
It is squared by many different energies:
Saturn, Jupiter and Neptune.
These different and varied energy pulls on one planet(Venus) may account for some of that schitzy feeling .
The energies are real pulls, as you know.
Integrating them so you become a balanced whole is not easy.
That goes without saying

I am thinking that some of your angst lies in integrating energies which do not blend easily.

I have this insight from integrating my unaspected planets.
They do not integrate easily but when they do it is like a gold mine lol.

x o x Ami
PS I will come back tomorrow and study the chart more