posted January 13, 2011 10:19 AM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
I'm with Holly. I don't read any of that in what Agent said. Banx, however, is a different story. Calling people demons and seeds of demons in their belly? Don't prove me wrong for giving you a second chance, Banx. Consider this your warning. And Ami, as a Mod, you have to try to remain neutral. Road, I know this is a sensitive issue with you, and we all have those issues that are dear to us, but I realy think you misread the tone of Agent's posts. I say that as an outsider 3rd party opinion. All of this being said, Ami, to be a Mod requires neutrality and both the tact and finesse to resolve a conflict--not to choose a side and join in the fray.

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I actually have that feeling in my stomach where I think you're all right, those who speak on behalf of agent, although I will agree with Ami and say that agreeing with banxx to start of your post is imperious. I think that's the word she used. Therefore, I will duely apologize to Agent, and I actually am thankful for that advice.

Sincerely, Steven

posted January 13, 2011 10:23 AM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
I'm with Holly. I don't read any of that in what Agent said. Banx, however, is a different story. Calling people demons and seeds of demons in their belly? Don't prove me wrong for giving you a second chance, Banx. Consider this your warning. And Ami, as a Mod, you have to try to remain neutral. Road, I know this is a sensitive issue with you, and we all have those issues that are dear to us, but I realy think you misread the tone of Agent's posts. I say that as an outsider 3rd party opinion. All of this being said, Ami, to be a Mod requires neutrality and both the tact and finesse to resolve a conflict--not to choose a side and join in the fray.

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Also on Ami's behalf, she was more neutral than I think humanly possible. She did stop me from furthering this with Banxx. She moderated. With Agent, it was just agreeing with banxx that set everything off. I felt as if she was saying that she agreed with all his posts, not just that one......

However, we can't assume that Agent read all the previous posts...etc etc...

posted January 13, 2011 10:24 AM            

and even though I was called a demon, i'm over it now, and something like this will never affect me again. I'm glad I resisted, casting personal insults back, something I haven't done in years.

Thank you Ami
and Randal
both of you have hearts bigger than the ocean

posted January 13, 2011 10:26 AM            

PS I am deeply sorry if I hurt you.
Please forgive me for that,Road.

posted January 13, 2011 10:34 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
It is funny,Road. I just saw my OWN temper i.e Mars/Moon conjunction in Cancer.
I NEVER realized I had a temper.How is that for self awareness

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Well you did say you had trouble accessing some of the moon energy in a previous post. Maybe a little frustration, fuel to the fire, is good in the long run. You've affected me deeply, without it though, so maybe you aren't as self aware as you think, especialy since your loving emotions have given me so much confidence even in real life, this board is a blessing. I'll respect it with a more sacred grace from hence forth, and ignore the negative stuff.

posted January 13, 2011 10:38 AM            

That is all....

Personaly though, I do need to relax.

posted January 13, 2011 11:48 AM            

ROAD,
[..."although I will agree with Ami and say that agreeing with banxx to start of your post is imperious."]
-- That is like you saying "I am sorry, BUT except for, "this."
I dont see how I've done anything wrong by agreeing with Banxx on a single statement (he made) that you need to relax?? If anything, all your previous posts towards me were imperious,..but I'm going to consider it water under the bridge.

["However, we can't assume that Agent read all the previous posts...etc etc..."]
--Exactly, I dont have the time to go through this whole forum. I dont know what kind of beef you & Banxx have going, but it's dreadfully unfair of you to drag me/others in. Besides, the lastime I checked, you were doing his chart & you guys seemed to be pals. Perhaps you shouldnt be so quick to jump the gun & assume things. The world would not go around if everyone based thoughts on assumption. Some diplomacy & thought, would be nice before getting riled up next time.

AMI,
["My Cancer moon/mars conjunction acts too fiercely in an protective way when I care deeply for someone.
I am gonna erase my Post to Agent cuz I was not able to be objective."]
--Same goes for you, please put some thought into what you say before you shoot. I noticed in another post, you saying to PlutoSquared, her chart is not an excuse for her behavior. Please heed your own advice too. I've also noticed, despite you apologizing to everyone else here...you didnt even bother apologizing to me. When it was initially you demanding I apologize, for your own mis-interpretated error. I do believe you've acknowledged your fault, so I'm going to let it go.

posted January 13, 2011 12:35 PM            

Apology accepted,...& I appreciate it.

posted January 13, 2011 02:19 PM            

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Originally posted by Agent_009:
HOLLY & RANDAL,
Thank you both, I appreciate it.

ROAD,
[..."although I will agree with Ami and say that agreeing with banxx to start of your post is imperious."]
-- That is like you saying "I am sorry, BUT except for, "this."
I dont see how I've done anything wrong by agreeing with Banxx on a single statement (he made) that you need to relax?? If anything, all your previous posts towards me were imperious,..but I'm going to consider it water under the bridge.

["However, we can't assume that Agent read all the previous posts...etc etc..."]
--Exactly, I dont have the time to go through this whole forum. I dont know what kind of beef you & Banxx have going, but it's dreadfully unfair of you to drag me/others in. Besides, the lastime I checked, you were doing his chart & you guys seemed to be pals. Perhaps you shouldnt be so quick to jump the gun & assume things. The world would not go around if everyone based thoughts on assumption. Some diplomacy & thought, would be nice before getting riled up next time.

AMI,
["My Cancer moon/mars conjunction acts too fiercely in an protective way when I care deeply for someone.
I am gonna erase my Post to Agent cuz I was not able to be objective."]
--Same goes for you, please put some thought into what you say before you shoot. I noticed in another post, you saying to PlutoSquared, her chart is not an excuse for her behavior. Please heed your own advice too. I've also noticed, despite you apologizing to everyone else here...you didnt even bother apologizing to me. When it was initially you demanding I apologize, for your own mis-interpretated error. I do believe you've acknowledged your fault, so I'm going to let it go.

Road, thanks for apologizing at least. I was not looking for an apology to be honest. Previous posts you kept bringing up diplomacy, wisdom, knowledge, empathy, etc...
This goes further than diplomacy, I just ask that you & Ami in the future, before going on the defense,...think about wisdom/empathy/compassion. Launching missile attacks is not showing others empathy & compassion...especially on the creed of your own judgement error. Although, like I said, I appreciate your current efforts.

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Correct AGent! I am super sorry. I want to give you a digital hug(HUGS YOU), and thanking you for healing me, as I was fanaticaly posting and not getting much done in rl. Ami even brought this up to me in private.

I have to realize that now that I've gotten what I need I have to move on..

And charts are no excuse.

I sincerely apologize now, no exceptions. I would go back and delete the posts, but they serve as a reminder, and only the moderator can do that

Finaly I would like to say that you have helped me move away from my south node conjunct vertex with pluto in scorpio in the six towards taurus in the 12th.

This entire thing has been a learning experience. I'm finaly growing wings, so to speak.

Much Love, Stevren Sakiel Petrovis.

posted January 13, 2011 04:56 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
I'm with Holly. I don't read any of that in what Agent said. Banx, however, is a different story. Calling people demons and seeds of demons in their belly? Don't prove me wrong for giving you a second chance, Banx. Consider this your warning. And Ami, as a Mod, you have to try to remain neutral. Road, I know this is a sensitive issue with you, and we all have those issues that are dear to us, but I realy think you misread the tone of Agent's posts. I say that as an outsider 3rd party opinion. All of this being said, Ami, to be a Mod requires neutrality and both the tact and finesse to resolve a conflict--not to choose a side and join in the fray.

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posted January 13, 2011 05:04 PM            

I am VERY upset with how I over reacted.I have been upset all day.
I think part of it is that I could not protect my son.
I panic when people I am close to are troubled.
No one mentioned suicide,of course,but *I* want to protect people overly,now,cuz I could not protect him.
When someone I care about is troubled or upset,I over react.
My mother instinct did not work for my son so I am in a time warp replaying it over and over in the hopes that it WILL work out this time.
I think it is more the case with a young man,too,the same age as my son.
I am so sorry to have caused problems, here.
I will know my issue in the future and try not to bring it to LL
I love you so very much---My LL family