posted January 12, 2011 05:41 AM            

here it is for those who have it.

posted January 12, 2011 05:43 AM            

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Originally posted by roadwarriorsdp:
this is probalby why I never saw myself as ever having the possibility of being an artist...I didn't know how to integrate it...I guess my progressions have given me alot to think about...I amy be able to do both working for the man, and art by night now...i've integrated it into myself. You can see it as I went public with my dancing on youtube...and my other art forms as well...

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posted January 12, 2011 05:47 AM            

With Sun sextile mars, my will fueled by pluto trine....moderate exercise, instead of obsessive compulsive exercising allows me to maintain energy for all things i want to do. I am blessed int hat way. That I have almost an infinite source of energy.

posted January 12, 2011 07:29 AM            

Banx is right...you really need to relax & follow Nike's motto, "just do it!"

It's almost as if your desperately seeking approval, if your "allowed," to create Art.
Artists intrinsically feel the need to create whether they're good or not. They just do it because they want to. I dont believe Astrological charts can pin-point anyone's level of talents or whether they'll make it for sure as a pro-Artist. A really creative chart, just gives a higher probability & natural inclination for an individual to head that direction, due to their subconscious urges. Free will is the biggest determining factor, & also talent levels already acquired from past incarnations.

posted January 12, 2011 08:29 AM            

Also Agent, I have assisted many people here, freely, trading information from my research, and teaching as well.

I believe that I have earned the right to seek feedback.

I am not desperately seeking approval, as you might think

but as an artist, this is part of the artistic process.

I have sold art before, I have used my drawing skills to draw portraits for my friends and give them those portraits as birthday gifts.

You must realize the difference between desperation, and ability.

What you consider desperation, is not what desperation is for me.

I am energetic. I have mastered my energy. I have reduced my inclination towards the negative emotions to the level that I Can even deflect indirect passive agressive insults.

I must say though, that I am appreciateive of you sharing that story...but it is nothing more than a story.

What I am interested more, is in what happened.

Your friend recieved a minor role in twighlight?

I'd rather play blues at a shindig in alabama, and I would actually refuse that role.

I think you are projecting desperation on to me.

Rather, I am lonly.

No desperate.

Lonly.

posted January 12, 2011 08:31 AM            

When you can do the things that I can do in the physical world, which many can. There are htousands like me...but we are few.

We you can do those things, you can come and speak to me of desperation.

posted January 12, 2011 08:32 AM            

I have mastered the third eye.

Enough to sense envy.

From both banxx and you.

Both of you fueled by destructive negative energy.

I can also tell that because of this, you are destined to face a downward spiral.

Now that you are enlighted....you have the free will to escape.

posted January 12, 2011 08:37 AM            

Are you in a position to say that you are spiritual powerful?

Think about it.

What have you accomplished on the physical realm that demonstrates this.

Accomplished is not trophies.

It is not reward.

It is something deeper.

Your response will ultimately reveal your level of ascension.

Peace and love brother.

posted January 12, 2011 08:39 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Road
You are a Gem ASC.You must express yourself with words.
I,for one, will,ALWAYS be here to listen to EVERY word.
It is OK to ramble ,too.
You don't have to do life perfectly.
If anyone does, raise your hand.

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posted January 12, 2011 08:47 AM            

Unsure of how your desires will help you grow or parish

Confusion regarding the desiress nature.

REpression in the early life, Unable to see the beauty in one's self.

The need to explore and show art, and gather feedback, to understand the ethics behind it, as ethics and morality is what ultimately leads to a healthy ego.

Unsure of the taint involved, as well as the positive.

REmorse over art...

What bob dylan said, never make a thing..

Fear of revealing one's art to the world, or being held against the past through what is venusian in nature.

posted January 12, 2011 08:51 AM            

WOAH you really need to chill...where'd all this come from....3rd eye, envy & such???

First of all, you have totally mis-interpreted what I wrote.

["can you also elaborate more on your opinion that art must be sold to be validated?"]
--My point WAS, artists just make art because they want to...whether or not it sells. It really doesnt matter! Hitler NEVER worked as a professional Artist was my point. He did it cuz he loved painting.
Nowhere did I say you didnt deserve to get 2nd opinions either. I'd think a thread or 2 would be good enough. However I just pointed this out, as I've seen many posts regarding how good you are in art & if you should do it. I just thought...DO IT?! Why are you getting all defensive. I'm sorry but, if your 3rd eye was accurate at all, you would...
A) know that I held a job as a bookeeper for 4yrs while going to film school. I'm not envious of you attempting to become an accountant. Good for you really, as I found number crunching boring as hell. So good for anyone who has the patience to do it.
B) umm...I'm a classical pianist. Trained under the Royal Conservatory & finished when I was 12.
C) I've already professionally dabbled in various Art forms in the entertainment industry.

Mind you, I'm not telling you this in competition, (one up'n the other). Really...this is pointless.

I was just pointing out you came off too insecure, and perhaps you should just DO IT. Maybe you arent insecure or desperate...great....then just go do it! What exactly are you trying to prove by telling everyone your super talented but attaching IF, IF & IF to it? Prove it by making Art/Music & sharing with people. That's all.

As for my 2 friends, the point of that was saying us 3 have similar Birth Charts. However astrology shows all 3 of us are artistically inclined. It doesnt specify each of our specific caliber/strength of Talent. It comes down to freewill in how it manifests. Anyways maybe you should read other's posts carefully before getting all worked up....seriously. I wasnt even trying to offend you, was actually encouraging you to just go for it, instead of wasting time & energy on holding yourself back.

posted January 12, 2011 08:56 AM            

I have no desire to be famous.

Also, I have a degree in accounting and a minor in computer science. Bookeeping is easy compared to what I'm doing.

I'm explaining to you that I could learn to play classical music on my own.

I play guitar in the subway here, and sing and make money doing it...but like I said...I don't care about being famous.

I don't want anything...the art I'm going to do is for teh sake of the soul and spirit, and therefore will be the long lasting kind...the shakespearian kind.

That is why I posted my art here to demonstrate the transformational potencies, the process of purification, and shedding delusion....

I once rapped, but that had a negative impact on my soul.

It most likely will note even be appreciated in this generation or the next...or in the next hundred years.

And finaly, your leasting of accomplishments reinforces the downward spiral which I alluded too.

posted January 12, 2011 08:58 AM            

My art is appreciated by everyone in my family, and even friends.

You are projecting yourself on to me.

posted January 12, 2011 09:00 AM            

as you do alot, which is obvious now to us all.

However, I am not insecure. I am human, spirit, mind body and soul, and so are you.

The more you continue to dehumanize your brother's and sister's, the more you will spiral down.

It is clear by your post that I understood all your implications. I will no longer humor you agent, nor assist with any of your requests on charts, until you apologize to the entire forumn for insulting us and waisting our time with your posts.

And banxx I will no longer listen to you either, as I find you really destructive, passive agressive, and cowardly.

Fear not, there is no animosity, however I find your negative taint vile, and it brings me down.

Therefore.....I must cast you out, away from me.

For who are you to say even one thing about another that you have never laid eyes upon. As if you had the genius to tell a man or woman by their writing. Who are you two to relegate a complete soul, spirit, and body into the writings or even his teachings, or even his image.

We are not our posts, and you will not relegate us to a simple matter of bopidy boo, as you relagate yourself.

posted January 12, 2011 09:07 AM            

For you to sound as if your words are enlightened, "God almighty," who's on the downward spiral??

Everything you direct at others, cross out "you," & replace it with "I,"...you'll see humans are basically the same as each other. Accusing others of same things they're guilty of.

So what about yourself listing all your endless accomplishments?? hmm? Not to mention you listed them first (before you even let me clarify), due to your own mistake of mis-interpreting my original intent. Obviously I know bookeeping is much easier, as I have taken Accounting courses before. My point there was I know what accounting entails, as many find it boring & I do appreciate people still doing it for a living. For you to point out it's, "easier," once again missed the point...not only, it's as if your trying to steam roll another to point out your superiority.

Like I said, fame or working as a Pro-Artist...DOES NOT MATTER. Artists do it to feed their soul.

I dont even want to further debate with you. This is entirely running off on a tangent, waaay off from the original intent of the message. I WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK...now go make art. I'm outta here, Peace.

posted January 12, 2011 09:08 AM            

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Originally posted by Agent_009:
ROAD,

WOAH you really need to chill...where'd all this come from....3rd eye, envy & such???

First of all, you have totally mis-interpreted what I wrote.

["can you also elaborate more on your opinion that art must be sold to be validated?"]
--My point WAS, artists just make art because they want to...whether or not it sells. It really doesnt matter! Hitler NEVER worked as a professional Artist was my point. He did it cuz he loved painting.
Nowhere did I say you didnt deserve to get 2nd opinions either. I'd think a thread or 2 would be good enough. However I just pointed this out, as I've seen many posts regarding how good you are in art & if you should do it. I just thought...DO IT?! Why are you getting all defensive. I'm sorry but, if your 3rd eye was accurate at all, you would...
A) know that I held a job as a bookeeper for 4yrs while going to film school. I'm not envious of you attempting to become an accountant. Good for you really, as I found number crunching boring as hell. So good for anyone who has the patience to do it.
B) umm...I'm a classical pianist. Trained under the Royal Conservatory & finished when I was 12.
C) I've already professionally dabbled in various Art forms in the entertainment industry.

Mind you, I'm not telling you this in competition, (one up'n the other). Really...this is pointless.

I was just pointing out you came off too insecure, and perhaps you should just DO IT. Maybe you arent insecure or desperate...great....then just go do it! What exactly are you trying to prove by telling everyone your super talented but attaching IF, IF & IF to it? Prove it by making Art/Music & sharing with people. That's all.

As for my 2 friends, the point of that was saying us 3 have similar Birth Charts. However astrology shows all 3 of us are artistically inclined. It doesnt specify each of our specific caliber/strength of Talent. It comes down to freewill in how it manifests. Anyways maybe you should read other's posts carefully before getting all worked up....seriously. I wasnt even trying to offend you, was actually encouraging you to just go for it, instead of wasting time & energy on holding yourself back.

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Agent, I need to make sure that I have the ability to purify the art, not just make it, there are consequences for making art.

If you make bad art you will suffer by. I need to find a way to make this part of myself pure..
I need to see it in the chart.

This is a message board for astrology.

I find your comment assinine and juevinile and filled with spite and envy.

You will need to learn to be more diplomatic to succeed in any life avenue.

posted January 12, 2011 09:11 AM            

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Originally posted by Agent_009:
ROAD,

For you to sound as if your words are enlightened, "God almighty," who's on the downward spiral??

Everything you direct at others, cross out "you," & replace it with "I,"...you'll see humans are basically the same as each other. Accusing others of same things they're guilty of.

So what about yourself listing all your endless accomplishments?? hmm? Not to mention you listed them first (before you even let me clarify), due to your own mistake of mis-interpreting my original intent. Obviously I know bookeeping is much easier, as I have taken Accounting courses before. My point there was I know what accounting entails, as many find it boring & I do appreciate people still doing it for a living. For you to point out it's, "easier," once again missed the point...not only, it's as if your trying to steam roll another to point out your superiority.

Like I said, fame or working as a Pro-Artist...DOES NOT MATTER. Artists do it to feed their soul.

I dont even want to further debate with you. This is entirely running off on a tangent, waaay off from the original intent of the message. I WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK...now go make art. I'm outta here, Peace.

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Agent, I have not accused you of anything. You have done it yourself. Your comments are negative, filled with spite, and envy.

I list objective accomplishments, because they demonstrate the validity of the chart in astrology as a potentiality.
It is scientific empirical evidence as teh accomplishments were accomplished before I had any incling of astrology.

Once again your attempt to demonize me has been thwarted...