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Ami Anne
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posted March 09, 2011 12:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
The answer is you forgive them . They did not know .
You forgive yourself for the same reason but I am not there . Don't rush me.

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posted March 10, 2011 09:15 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am seeing things that were hidden,previously.
I was living a child's dream,frozen in time through no fault of my own.
Know that,when you see people frozen.

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posted March 10, 2011 09:20 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
They are dancing in the past .
They make the current people and scenes conform.
It looks like they have new steps but they don't.
That is why they trip,endlessly.
They ask," How is it that I am in exactly the same place I left?
The song didn't change but you never knew that.

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Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted March 10, 2011 09:26 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
The way to learn lessons is embarrasment combined with pain.
You have to screw up so much that your mask falls down because it can't stay anchored .
Then,your puppy face shows.
Hopefully,you will have one person to kiss it.


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Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted March 10, 2011 09:36 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
The last person who kissed my puppy face was my grandmother.
It takes a very special person not to HURT your puppy face.
Bullying happens when your puppy face is shown to someone who is hiding their own.
Then,they pour vehemence in to destroying yours.
I was ,rarely bullied as a kid,other than my mother.
I knew these lessons ,down deep.
We,all ,do but they are too ugly to face on the surface.

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Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted March 10, 2011 09:36 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
My story is Rip Van Winkle. I went to sleep at 14 .
I found God in the nightmare.
The hardest thing is learning the lessons that were hidden to me when I had too many layers of clothes.
My mother, the therapist,says you can tell a mental person if they are dressed inappropriately.

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posted March 10, 2011 10:05 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Most of what I thought was false.
People lived and died by it.
I think this is the case as I near the end of this junk.
Part of you must go backwards in time . Part of you must go forward.
One foot dances on one surface.The other slightly higher .
You try to look your best but it is uneven . Hence,it never comes out exactly right.


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posted March 10, 2011 11:30 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

You can choose your actions and your words.
That must be what defines people.
Inside,perhaps, we are all the same.
On top of that basic building block is our character.
That we can choose.

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He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted March 10, 2011 05:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
A long time ago,I existed separate from my mother,men,status, honors.
My own voice existed in my soul not that of my mother boring in as an insect hungry for winter food.

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He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted March 10, 2011 05:32 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Today,I heard it.It was my reward for lying in the dirt of remembering.
I was covered in gravel like when you fall off your bike on the dirt path.
You are bruised,little rocks everywhere but you still get back on the bike.
Rewards come by suffering.
Just when you want to give up ,you get the laurel.

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He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted March 10, 2011 05:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
My last memory before my mother bore in and consumed me was of a teenage party.

I could think without the censure of that ever present drone I later would pay a fortune to try to excise.

I never could make it go away not unless I took the host,myself, with it.
I couldn't do that.
The drone would win,then,and I couldn't let that happen.

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posted March 11, 2011 09:56 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
OK I surrender, God. I will learn EVERY lesson through exquisite pain.
It is not YOUR fault .
I seem to have to learn though pain BUT when I learn ,I will NOT touch that stove,again, the next one,maybe,but NOT that one.

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He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted March 11, 2011 10:09 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am on my face, another lesson, another blunder on my part, another stupidity.
Will I ever get to the end of them?
Maybe not, each one brings it's wisdom.
If they did not hurt,I would not learn.
How did I learn to do anything?
By doing it sooooo wrong, by screwing up sooo much that I could fall off the face of the earth by how stupid I was but I did not know.
Dear Lord, I did not know until I screwed up.
Then,in retrospect,only, I KNEW.

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He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted March 11, 2011 10:10 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
How did I learn NOT to fight?
By drowning.That is how I learn the rest of my "How to's"
I screw up SO badly that I NEVER want to screw up like that EVER ,EVER ,EVER again.
Period End.

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posted March 13, 2011 11:23 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
My lessons are those of learning HOW to be,in this world.
It would have been so much more graceful if I learned them at 14 but one can't control one's circumstances particularly when you need to hibernate .

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posted March 13, 2011 11:24 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
When you go in to a little ball,you don't learn.
You recycle,only.
You do not allow new information in cuz your learning face is inside,shut up.
Your perfect face is stuck on.

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He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted March 13, 2011 11:27 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I suppose you are a like cupie doll. You look all shiny and rosy but inside is the real you crouching in the corner,afraid .
That "you" has to emerge in order to learn.
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posted March 13, 2011 11:29 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
It is a weird comedy of errors , coming out of numb.
It is a strange ride but the prize is your true self lurking at the center.


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posted March 13, 2011 10:18 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am tearing up that Neptune will never be realized in this life.
There will be moments,only.
They won't last.
Neptune promises another dimension.
You glimpse the next dimension ,only
When you are done,you come back to this one where people will slice you if you don't grab the knife from your throat and put it on theirs.
One can never trust Neptune to lead in this world.'
Pluto kicks in groins.It is the lesson for us Neptunian types.
You need to kick in groin and kick until they KNOW that you will kick them as long and as hard as they need kicking.

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posted March 13, 2011 10:31 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
That is my bed time story. .
Kick blindly until until they KNOW that you will kick until you make them crawl away from in defeat.
It is a Plutonian world.

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Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted March 15, 2011 08:37 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I can't separate yearning from lust ,from love.
It is all jumbled up.
I wish I could pull it out and throw it away.
I would walk away,maybe.
I could walk away as garments fell from my sides, outdated, worn.


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He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted March 15, 2011 08:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Am I the only one who has all of it in a pile,jumbled,endless
I want to die in my lover's arms .
Am I unique in that I am all jumbled up ?

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He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted March 16, 2011 08:45 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I think I have my answer,having the privilege to write here.
People tell me to write by myself, to myself.
I can't feel when I am only talking to myself.
You can chose to ignore

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He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted March 16, 2011 08:50 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I have my answer, the one I have written thousands of words to find.
I found it, today,when I realized that mental/emotional illness and character are two different things.
How I come to realize these profound things are PURE screw ups.
I never am dainty learning my lessons.
I am covered by all sorts of things that live in the mud and the dirt,covered.
I am usually crying.
I feel like an utter failure.
I feel hopeless.
Then, at some magical moment, I will realize that I have learned something momentous.
At that moment,my life will have changed ,forever.

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Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted March 16, 2011 08:54 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am not gonna share it now.Sometimes ,if you talk about something,it dissipates.

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Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man.
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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