posted August 12, 2011 06:40 AM            

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Originally posted by DepTaurus:
LOL for some reason im begining to think you and sex are like this fingers crossed.

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crossed as in how one crossed them hoping for good luck? or 'cross' as in trying to keep the vampires away? sex has been a biiiig thing in my life.. i don't always understand it, but i'm quite open about it.

sun conjunct lilith, also, that doesn't really hide much from myself.. i'm sooo aware of all the deepest sides of me and i enjoy it tremendously...

the experiences i had with that person who was addicted to porn, turned out to be not so fun... sometimes i get a little surprised when i find i get lots of interested people wanting sex (it's happened where i've been the object of affection for a few of the same sex and they have not had a history of leaning that way, mind you).. it's been blatantly stated.. when it comes to the other, more emotional things, not so much..

i also had a very odd scare once while masturbating; trying tantric sex.. something odd happened and i felt the worst pain!

i found out there was a totally uh, new addition to the club downstairs and that my boys had multiplied.. went to have it checked out, and the doctor's told me that whatever was going on, i needed to release..

now i have (sry if it's tmi) pretty much three friends that hang around with me and one of them is composed of complete semen and hasn't gone away.. it's nothing serious, i was told to just leave it there..

still haven't had sex, though.

posted August 12, 2011 06:41 AM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
i think that sounds like something more than a crush.. that's personal.. moon conjunct venus? i have that natally so i know what that's about and i had that in synastry with someone once along with their mars.. that 3 year chase, i talked about.. their mars and venus were on my moon and venus.. the sex, eh.. i'm pretty sure they kind of sucked at it

we never bed, the tension was there though.

me being the venus though, i did become quite the maiden in that relationship.

there was a lot of sensitivity and trust though..

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it was just a crush for me this person had no idea i got over it when i saw someone else lol. venus in aries here i meet someone intrested 15 minutes later some one new get my attention.

posted August 12, 2011 06:44 AM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
crossed as in how one crossed them hoping for good luck? or 'cross' as in trying to keep the vampires away? sex has been a biiiig thing in my life.. i don't always understand it, but i'm quite open about it.

sun conjunct lilith, also, that doesn't really hide much from myself.. i'm sooo aware of all the deepest sides of me and i enjoy it tremendously...

the experiences i had with that person who was addicted to porn, turned out to be not so fun... sometimes i get a little surprised when i find i get lots of interest people for wanting sex.. it's been blatantly stated.. when it comes to the other things, not so much.. so i could say that for that, i have the 'cross' up...

i also had a very odd scare once while masturbating; trying tantric sex.. something odd happened and i felt the worst pain!

i found out there was a totally uh, new addition to the club downstairs and that my boys had multiplied.. went to have it checked out, and the doctor's told me that whatever was going on, i needed to release..

now i have (sry if it's tmi) pretty much three friends that hang around with me and one of them is composed of complete semen and hasn't gone away.. it's nothing serious, i was told to just leave it there..

still haven't had sex, though.

i was also masturbating since i was the age of 4.

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fingers crossed kinda like it is a very big thing in you life you dont seem to ever escape it kinda of a thing.

posted August 12, 2011 06:46 AM            

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Originally posted by DepTaurus:
her moon con pluto is in your fifth house of love games and playfulnees that could mean she likes playing sexual games with you kinda turning you on then leaving you high and dry if you get my drift.

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well, so far, i've been the one leaving them high and dry, lollllllllll

i've done it w good intentions though, i wanna build trust, familiarity, etc..

posted August 12, 2011 06:47 AM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
well, so far, i've been the one leaving them high and dry, lollllllllll

i've done it w good intentions though, i wanna build trust, familiarity, etc..

i won't just gun it.

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posted August 12, 2011 06:52 AM            

have they ever explained their intentions to you whether they wanted to be more then a friend or would feel better as being friends.

posted August 12, 2011 06:54 AM            

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekPRAeHc-L4

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posted August 12, 2011 06:55 AM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
ur so sweet, thank u for going through this thread here with me... i was pretty much just posting to it by myself lol and this girl that i used to talk to on the phone kept saying that [b]I was being a girl about this whole thing..[/B]

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aww your welcome i kinda feel sorry for most people who never get any of their threads picked up on. cause if we just take the time to help someone out the convos can be pretty intresting.

posted August 12, 2011 06:57 AM            

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Originally posted by DepTaurus:
their mars is in your 11th house of friendships. maybe they think of you more as a friend. but is willing to go further.

have they ever explained their intentions to you whether they wanted to be more then a friend or would feel better as being friends.

also i noticed their is a generational gap here their neptune in scorpio conjunct your scorpio pluto. maybe they feel embaressed that they are more older then you or that your younger. has that ever come up at all.

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posted August 12, 2011 07:00 AM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
they wanted to start better getting to know each other by being friends, yes, they pretty much stated that after i let em know i was interested in them but before, they did let me know that they were willing to put forth the effort to build a different kind of connection.. it's just that when it got a little intense and i did the blocking et, al.. they pulled away, kind of so i had to lure them in and then they did the same again, and again, and again.. but i dunno, i just have this feeling that they just seriously keep calling out to me.. i feel them holding on to my wrist, i can't explain it but it feels like they've been holding on to my wrist ever since..

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posted August 12, 2011 07:04 AM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
i'm so grateful for u ))))))))))
thank u!

i sincerely appreciate this!

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posted August 12, 2011 07:10 AM            

your venus is opposite my saturn.

sun is exactly trine my neptune and opposes my pisces mars thats a double whammy of neptune.
mercury squares my uranus and jupiter.

your pluto trines my jupiter although to big of an orb trines my mars but makes an excellent trine to my chiron opposes my mercury taurus and my mc.

saturn sexties my aqua moon same with uranus.

your neptune trines my mercury exactly and conjuncts my uranus and opposes my jupiter.

true node is con my pisces.

posted August 12, 2011 07:16 AM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
if you can find a way to send me your email, i can send you the longest selection of astrological reading u could probably find

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posted August 12, 2011 07:21 AM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
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posted August 12, 2011 07:30 AM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
u have mail

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posted August 12, 2011 08:38 PM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
no reply, so i bombarded them with music videos and told them i'd let it go...didn't get anything from them, i kept my profile and i haven't checked to see as to whether or not they've read the things i sent them which just as well, i could care less of right now.. i feel pretty damn great today.

i think that person has the full moon happening between their north and south node today.. haven't checked the degrees of the full moon, yet.

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nothing like romantic songs too start the day. but what if they did check all those things you sent them but they are waiting for you to reply but havent checked yet.