posted January 04, 2012 10:00 PM            

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhRuIqIy7Iw

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posted January 04, 2012 10:12 PM            

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Originally posted by mintgirl123:
Dude I went through that and it was not pretty.
I felt like a friggen drug addict, or someone needing air. I hated that feeling. When you know they have you twisted around their lil finger and you don't have any control over yourself! Alot of love, but it also terrified me. Soulmates do it to you.
I am kinda scared to have that again actually. Want it, but am afraid of it

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Yes, very scary

posted January 04, 2012 10:28 PM            

I love this song.. This is how I feel.. You cant really describe it, but its there.. he said it best..

posted January 04, 2012 10:31 PM            

Their 1234 song is super cute.

I like to listen to Ingrid Michaelson's 'you and I'

it's really... uplifting and happy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uLudBmn1uK4

posted January 04, 2012 11:23 PM            

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Originally posted by mintgirl123:
Do you think you have a future with this guy? Like there's no point in getting involved if nothing will come out of it imo.

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posted January 04, 2012 11:24 PM            

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Originally posted by amelia28:
Not everything has to have a future for it to be worth it imo.

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posted January 05, 2012 12:03 AM            

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Originally posted by VenusDiSirius:
Very true!

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posted January 05, 2012 08:06 AM            

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Originally posted by Lioness:
How did you let it go?

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posted January 05, 2012 08:08 AM            

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Originally posted by mintgirl123:
Took me like nearly one and half years but it's all about going cold turkey! Just like drugs, you have to cut off your supply. No ifs or buts. I blocked the guy on everything. Changed my number. I guess it's harder for you cos you work with him? T_T
Believe me, it was SO hard! I have friggen physical withdrawal symptoms too.
Everytime I felt like doing sth and contacting him etc I went for a night jog, and like ran for like an hour plus until I was exhausted. It wasn't easy but slowly, it does get better! As long as you have your mind on the goal! Which in this case is to get out and move on and have control over yourself lol. I wrote like over 1200 ++ messages to him (like wrote down my feelings/thoughts) never sent it. It was just a way to vent!

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posted January 05, 2012 08:10 AM            

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Originally posted by mintgirl123:
Dude I went through that and it was not pretty.
I felt like a friggen drug addict, or someone needing air. I hated that feeling. When you know they have you twisted around their lil finger and you don't have any control over yourself! Alot of love, but it also terrified me. Soulmates do it to you.
I am kinda scared to have that again actually. Want it, but am afraid of it.

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posted January 05, 2012 08:15 AM            

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Originally posted by Capriquarius:
Heh, I remember feeling that with a Pisces too. It was during a Neptune transit to my Moon so that was probably causing the feelings of helplessness. Once in a lifetime transit.

I enjoyed tNeptune conj nSun the most though. The world felt magical.

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posted January 05, 2012 08:17 AM            

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Originally posted by nordicsoul:
i tried that once but failed, but i will try this strategy again. thanks.. are u totally over?

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It was really really hard. Believe me, I cried like daily for 3 and half months, and only recently has the tears really ceased (after the first 3 months I would cry every couple of days lol..pretty pathetic aye). And I'm not that type of girl -_- you know the type that cries alot. I'm over the guy, I'm over the relationship, I'm not completely over the pain (he was a compulsive cheater lol)

I remember soo many night sitting in my room in the dark and feeling like I couldn't take it. I actually prayed ALOT (was never religious before) just for strength. I knew I had to let the guy go.

Oh and we had saturn opposition sun in synastry. I was the saturn, it really was hard to just let go.

posted January 05, 2012 08:20 AM            

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Originally posted by mintgirl123:
I just kinda thought to myself, while I was in one of my distraught moods one day awhile back, " I'd feel so fcking STUPID if I was still stuck in this SAME thing one year from now. I can't hurt like this anymore. HELL NO! (cos I already realised I was going round and round in circles over and over again)"

Seriously, you really don't realise how fast time flies until you're in the same spot a year later! Things go by so fast, you don't really want to waste time hun. Either he comes towards you COMPLETELY and you are together properly, or just let it go.

You CAN DO it! Anything you believe, you can achieve.

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OMG i can relate to it so much. last time i gave him a chance was few months ago. we started from scratch with all the faith (or so i thought) until he changed his mind for a most stupid thing (that is all the fishy disspointment when they think you are not the dream they have in mind). at the end, he made me spend a sad chrismas as he "realized" that this was not the relationship he wanted... i dont want to be negative but fish dont feel binded by words. they change their minds with their moods every second and leave you hanging at the most unexpected moment. even if they are not jerks they act like they were becaue they hurt more.

at this point i dont care how much he promises, i wont give him another chance. he spoiled the last chance to have a true long-lasting relationship.. i know it is difficult to let go on these creatures because they are so dreamy f*cking charming. they make you think as a princess and merge with you, just to change their mind later on and we keep hanging waiting for more.

my advise? if you cannot help it live the experience one more time. at least enjoy it, but be aware that the circle describe above is going to repeat for ever.

posted January 05, 2012 08:27 AM            

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Originally posted by RunAroundScreaming:
When you start out any relationship, whether it is a friendship or romantic thing, you don't know how long it's gonna last, though. Me, personally, I like to squeeze out however much I can from a friendship with someone. That is, get close to them, ask them for advice, have fun times with them, etc. I'm a passionate person. I don't regret the short-lived friendships and relationships I've had either

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posted January 05, 2012 08:34 AM            

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Originally posted by mintgirl123:
It was really really hard. Believe me, I cried like daily for 3 and half months, and only recently has the tears really ceased (after the first 3 months I would cry every couple of days lol..pretty pathetic aye). And I'm not that type of girl -_- you know the type that cries alot. I'm over the guy, I'm over the relationship, I'm not completely over the pain (he was a compulsive cheater lol)

I remember soo many night sitting in my room in the dark and feeling like I couldn't take it. I actually prayed ALOT (was never religious before) just for strength. I knew I had to let the guy go.

Oh and we had saturn opposition sun in synastry. I was the saturn, it really was hard to just let go.

Let's say the last 17 months have not been easy. But ya know, gotta do what you have to do. I knew I had to let everything go. I want to be happy and I think everyone deserves that right to be happy.

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it sounds to me as not 100% over. i asked because i once asked him not to contact me anymore and not even asnwer my calls if i ever call him. we went like this for 6 months until i changed my number for i moved to another country and he answered my call. then, we came back together for 2 motnhs and we broke up the 25 of december. now, i feel ok. probably because this time i realized that there wasnothing i could do to make it better. he is just an unasble person unable to be happy in a relationship.

i went similar feelings in the past, but now, i am stronger. lets see if i can last with my resolution... lol