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Topic: Why is everything so hard??!!
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cappy1277
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From: philadelphia,pa
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posted June 18, 2012 12:10 PM
  
I know I am a capricorn and adversity is our middle name...but it seems like when the momentum is there, there is a big ole speed bump in the way. I've had my jupiter return which came quietly. Hardly noticed the transit even though it was conjunct my ascendant too. Jupiter will be in my 1st house for a little bit and will eventually conjunct my moon soon enough. Maybe once saturn leaves libra, I can stop getting kidney stones since this seems to coincide with the last time I got them when it was in libra several years back. (saturn transit 6th house) Pluto was dancing close to my sun but with it's retrograde, it has pulled back far enough away from mars & sun to give me some breathing room. I suspect it will be a doozy once it reaches my sun since I have a natal sun square pluto. Sun is highlighting my 2nd house...I got money on mind. How to make it, where to make it and let's not forget the intimacy issues that come to the forefront...geez. I am supposed to start my clinicals to graduate but this school is making it so hard for me. I know that once this starts, I can finally go back to work after being unemployed for two years. My unemployment is over with since they decided to cut everyone off because there is just no more money left. So here I am with the loom of having no income, no job and kids to support on my mind. Can I catch a break sometime soon??? I just want things to be so effortless sometimes. IP: Logged |
slowpoke
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posted June 18, 2012 04:06 PM
You are not alone in your repressed successes. Astrologically speaking, by way of the slow moving planets, the Earth has cycles of high times all the way down to low times. And everyone on Earth will be affected in ruffly the same way according to cycle. This is a long period of low point for the Earth. Look to how the transiting planets are aspecting your natal fast planets Sun through JP. The favorable aspects are temporary relief solutions.
See: slowpoke
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/213644.html
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Faith
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posted June 18, 2012 04:11 PM
Best wishes, Cappy. Do I read this correctly, you do have a job lined up? I think once you have job security, that will be a big load off your back. Do you do anything with holistic medicine? I hope your kidney stones go away & it's just a transit thing, not permanent. You're not alone, watching Pluto! Me, too, it's a-comin' and I can feel it. IP: Logged |
CosmicKarma360
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posted June 18, 2012 04:29 PM
When I saw the title of this thread, I totally laughed out loud. I have been having a MONDAY. Ugh! You know, there are Mondays, and then there are MONDAYS. Well, today is a MONDAY all the way through!I've been checking my transits to see what could possibly be up. I can't find much, except that t.Saturn is in a trine with my n.Moon, which is making me extra-serious. Now, t.Saturn is still retro in my 6th, so I guess maybe that's why I'm having MAJOR employment troubles today? Or is it Rx t.Venus in my 2nd? I don't know. Is it like this for everyone, with the full-on Uranus/Pluto square? Is that the problem? I've just been hit with a big goof-up with the online summer class I'm taking. I may have to drop it for the summer, which I absolutely don't want to do. Ugh! Gosh, the next Mercury Rx isn't for another three weeks? Is that right? Universe! Stop!!! Stop already!! IP: Logged |
cappy1277
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From: philadelphia,pa
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posted June 18, 2012 09:44 PM
@Faith- the funniest thing is that I was reading up on metaphysical causes of kidney stones. They say it coincides with repressed anger & you know that thread I wrote in LL2? That's when my kidney stones reappeared...lol. how ironic...but they started raging when he called me & I more or less let him speak of the relationship because I feel like I'm banging my head up a wall since he claims to know me better than I know myself...lolI have a job lined up after I finish my clinical for school
These incompetent idiots in one department won't release me to go even though I have been academically & financially cleared by other department. SMH...I just want this over with SOON because I need to make some money QUICK!! @CosmicKarma360- yeah it was one of those Mondays!! And nobody was at their job so I couldn't get any answers....how frustrating! I'm on transit watch...I might not be able to circumvent any of it, at least I can be prepared for it  IP: Logged |
RunAroundScreaming
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posted June 19, 2012 12:12 AM
From my experience capricorns complain when they should take example from maybe aries or taurus people and just have more self-confidence. They also don't want to take low-status jobs, and a lot of times they even study careers that will give them a lot of money but which they hate doing.As a sun in capricorn, you are learning to become a capricorn. You are learning to become responsible. You may have all the capricorn traits, but once you start being responsible is when you will have self-confidence and will loosen up and feel less fearful about things. Saturn is about facing your responsibilities. One of your responsibilities is also to just nurture your soul rather than keep caring so much what other people think! Trust me, I have Sun opposite Saturn, and I had to do the same ------------------
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Lonake
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posted June 19, 2012 12:17 AM
Preach it ! I've thought the exact same about these Suns. And I like that you mention both Aries and Taurus.IP: Logged |
RunAroundScreaming
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posted June 19, 2012 12:26 AM
Thanks, lonake! Aries has the self-confidence and Taurus has the follow-through. I feel we can all learn from the sense of responsibility of these two signs, and just the bare bones self-confidence they have in their goals.------------------
Imagination is intelligence having fun.
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Lonake
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posted June 19, 2012 12:30 AM
I agree so much (!) Well you know what I was thinking about Taurus too, is the natural association with self esteem and putting a high price on themselves so to speak.IP: Logged |
cappy1277
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posted June 19, 2012 11:46 AM
No one said anything about self confidence...I have plenty to go on. I don't have a problem with follow through either since I am the type to stay on your head until I see the matter through. I took a total different direction in my career choice in my mid 30's...I used to be a recruiter and made good money for years. I got sick of the layoff's and put all my energy into putting myself through nursing school while unemployed as a single mother. Nursing vs Recruitment- two different ball games there. I chose nursing because I am GOOD at it and I found my calling. The only thing I am complaining about is that there is no cooperation on the other end to help me see matters through. I can only go so far in my ventures when people are competent in their roles and do what they're job entails. I am not fearful of change...Taurus' are. Too fixed to want to make changes. Rather stay the same then shake the status quo and this is coming from a taurus rising And if you know me outside of LL, you will know I could care less what people think or say of me, I am Me and that's the way it's gonna be. IP: Logged |
cappy1277
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posted June 19, 2012 11:48 AM
And please everyone, refrain from any low blows and turning this thread into a boxing match like what happened on my other thread. I appreciate everyone's opinions and I enjoy the interaction, SO LET'S PLAY NICE  IP: Logged |
RunAroundScreaming
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posted June 19, 2012 04:56 PM
hopefully someone does a transit reading for you...didn't mean to come accross as unsupportive, just trying to help. To be honest, I still don't fully understand what the problem is? You have debt. That is reasonable considering you changed careers. What else is the other problem again?..I am confused. ------------------
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Faith
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posted June 19, 2012 05:24 PM
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Originally posted by cappy1277:
And please everyone, refrain from any low blows and turning this thread into a boxing match like what happened on my other thread. I appreciate everyone's opinions and I enjoy the interaction, SO LET'S PLAY NICE
Tsk, tsk, there you go again, imagining people are insulting you just because they are! These suns! I'm tellin' ya! IP: Logged |
cappy1277
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From: philadelphia,pa
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posted June 19, 2012 06:47 PM
The problem is that once you gain momentum, everything is going right, you finally see the light @ the end of the tunnel but like wile e.coyote...that really wasn't a tunnel- it was painted to look like you had a clearing and SMACK!! You hit a brick wall...something gets in the way. That's my life...I can actually relate to it being a cartoon sometimes. Policies,procedures, people not wanting to do what they need to do to keep the process smooth. Someone or something always wants to throw in a monkey wrench. Everything I do, I have to fight for it. I want things to be a smooth transition sometimes effortless. IP: Logged |
YoursTrulyAlways
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posted June 19, 2012 09:19 PM
Hey Cappy,How're you doing, dear? Speak to me. Let me help you. I'm having Jupiter going through my 3rd House where my moon sits. Listen, we are unique and we are strong. Stronger than other signs. Observe other signs and emulate their positive aspects, but remember that you are first and foremost a Capricorn. You make things happen and never wait for things to come to you. You never lack confidence. You succeed. You achieve. You kick ass and take no prisoners. People of other signs want to be like you. Not the other way around. IP: Logged |
cappy1277
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posted June 19, 2012 09:49 PM
Lol..YTA so true. I take no prisoners for sure but I am in a situation where it behooves me to be the capricorn that I am truly am meant to be at this time...lol. Unfortunately while the true power lies within me to make things happen, people will try to stop you at all costs. People in a position of power above you who hold the keys to my future are being lackadaisical so to speak when I am hearing the clock tick tick ticking away. I am on a deadline, I need things to be done, I need them to be done right and I need things to be done now. Unfortunately, they don't see it that way. Maybe personal vendetta, maybe just incompetent workers, I don't know. I need this person to sign my papers so that I can go out on my clinicals to graduate but she finds an excuse every which way not to. If I do my clinicals, I can graduate, I graduate, I can transfer my credits to another college, I finish my clinicals, I can start working there in 30 days. Work=money. She is holding my process up..lol. I have complained to everyone from the bottom to the top, through email and in person. Everyday I am on the phone looking for updates, begging the University hospital to hold my clinicals for me since it's hard enough to find one anyway. And all this because I had to really ream her out for talking to me like an idiot in kindergarten. Just exacerbated with all this....sigh IP: Logged |
cappy1277
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posted June 19, 2012 09:50 PM
And trust me, I will not give up. I have spent alot of time & money that I will have to pay back eventually and I want to have a career to show for it. So that is not an option. IP: Logged |
Lonake
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posted June 19, 2012 10:27 PM
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Originally posted by Faith:
Tsk, tsk, there you go again, imagining people are insulting you just because they are![b]These suns! I'm tellin' ya![/B]
What happened to saying you were going to ignore my posts, or did I misread? Just as I thought you couldn't keep your ugliness under wraps and had to bring it out again for all to see. quote:
I ask that she does NOT refer to me or my comments on threads where I have posted before her.
This is no free pass when you can't abide by the same. You're becoming stalkerish and it is creepy.IP: Logged |
Lonake
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posted June 19, 2012 10:30 PM
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Originally posted by RunAroundScreaming:
didn't mean to come accross as unsupportive, just trying to help.
Same, and it's a shame when intentions are misread so easily, in the negative.
Heck, even I'm not a Cap Sun and I have a lot to learn from Aries. Cap Moon tho  IP: Logged |
Lonake
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posted June 19, 2012 10:31 PM
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Originally posted by cappy1277:
And trust me, I will not give up. I have spent alot of time & money that I will have to pay back eventually and I want to have a career to show for it. So that is not an option.
Well how long until this job you have lined up comes around? At least you have something positive to look forward to so the down times in the interim are just temporary. IP: Logged |
YoursTrulyAlways
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posted June 19, 2012 10:39 PM
Cappy,
You be strong and you be yourself. If you have to steamroll, then so be it. Nothing stands in the way of a cappy's success. Remember that you are one of the elite. You can do it because you say so and because you are stronger than the rest. Put your whole heart and soul into it and nobody can stop you! IP: Logged |
cappy1277
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From: philadelphia,pa
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posted June 19, 2012 10:54 PM
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Originally posted by Lonake:
Well how long until this job you have lined up comes around? At least you have something positive to look forward to so the down times in the interim are just temporary.
true Lonake...it definitely gives me something to look forward to. I'm extremely anxious to start. I don't know how to sit at home and do nothing. My gemini moon is antsy lol I can start as soon as they sign the papers. IP: Logged |
cappy1277
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posted June 19, 2012 11:03 PM
YTA...I am in a precarious situation with the whole steamrolling thing..lol. IP: Logged |
RunAroundScreaming
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posted June 19, 2012 11:19 PM
Whoah, I think I missed something. I thought Faith was being nice?Cappy, you can do it! Maybe you can try saying sorry to her. ------------------
Imagination is intelligence having fun.
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Lonake
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posted June 19, 2012 11:26 PM
Hard to tell much without a chart but Jup going over Moon should bring a moment of peace and calm over your mind, if only temporary. Neptune is in Pisces, could be sq the Moon, if Jup Gem is there too could give cause for mind to run around on itself unless it's put to good use. Good for brainstorming, maybe not so good for restful sleep.IP: Logged |
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