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Topic: What is WRONG with my "Mother"!!?
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C1ND3R
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posted September 01, 2012 11:29 AM
  
She's gotta be insane!! I don't know of EVER having a woman brag about a dog showing his lipstick around them as if it were some sort of compliment and then getting disappointed when they're told that the dog does it all the time...! Yesterday, i went for moral support as she tried to give her heart for cleansing to jesus.. We went to church and i met the hottest guy with salt and peppered hair with gorgeous blue eyes.. He came to talk to me and let me tell ya, shove something hard and sand papery down my anus if that weren't jealousy on that woman's face..! March 5, 1957.. She was born at 5 AM.I can't post her chart because i hate her so much that i deleted her from my astro account. 3 Christmas' ago.. You know what she gave me as a present? Two DVD's... A copy of Children of the Corn and L.Ron Hubbard's introduction to Scientology.. along with some moisturizer, all in a shopping bag from Express!!! I f*cking hate her!!! IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted September 01, 2012 11:36 AM
Put up your synastry with her. Put the Medusa asteroid, if you want.------------------
Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal
http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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C1ND3R
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posted September 01, 2012 11:43 AM
^ my dignity doesn't allow me to store her info or even pair up our charts. She's had to have been a bag of moldy muffins way before i came into the picture.IP: Logged |
C1ND3R
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posted September 01, 2012 11:51 AM
The most exact aspect i can remember is her sun exactly opposing mine, conjunct my north node with her natal s-aturn squaring her sun and mine.IP: Logged |
C1ND3R
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posted September 01, 2012 11:54 AM
I wish death on her almost every single day. Yesterday, my wish almost came true. She told me how her tire exploded on the expressway on her way to work but was ok because she called a tow truck that helped her and she made it to work safely. 
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Ami Anne
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posted September 01, 2012 12:05 PM
I have had very hard struggles with my mother. IQ was the first person to light my path when he did a synastry of my mother and myself.He was the first person to confirm my reality. This was 3 years ago when I first came to LL. I have taken the journey to freedom from my mother's influence on me, using Astrology. I am not at the total end yet, as I may never be, as Chiron is in my 4th House( the house of mother and early childhood) but I have made big strides. I can hear you anguish. You are talking to a soul sister. ------------------
Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal
http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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ail221
Knowflake Posts: 1059
From: Mary Margaret Blanchard's home
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posted September 01, 2012 12:16 PM
Maybe you have a persephone and ceres relationship with your mother or a Isis and Ubasti relationship. IP: Logged |
SagittariusRising
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From: Splitting time between Venus, Jupiter, & Neptune
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posted September 01, 2012 12:19 PM
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOEven though you hate your mother, you've got such an excellent sense of humor about things. *tear* That "So Close" pic is everything, lollll I know you're ticked off, but could you please put up a synastry chart with her? The beautiful thing about astrology is that it teaches us, too. It'll make you a better person by understanding her. You can be the "bigger" person and let the crazy s**t slide whenever you see, for instance, her Moon-Mars square showing itself. I spend my entire childhood thinking my father was out of his damned mind: drug-abuser, temperamental, and just effing weird. But hard aspects between the Moon, Neptune and Uranus can do that to you!  And I miss him every day, let me tell you... ------------------
Sagittarius Rising
Cancer Sun
Aries Moon
7th House conjunction with Sun, Mercury, & Venus in Cancer opposing Jupiter & Neptune in the 1st House in Capricorn IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted September 01, 2012 12:24 PM
YES, my whole relationship with my mother, down to the details, was shown in the chart, but asteroids were needed lol------------------
Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal
http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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C1ND3R
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posted September 01, 2012 12:25 PM
I never miss her, Sag.I was breast fed for about 4 days before she had to have been hospitalized because she caught the pink eye after having had me and after she came back, i rejected her.That reflects our entire relationship. After about 6, she was totally not at all the "nurturing" mother she was and i had to fend for myself right at that age, basically. I'd go WEEKS without seeing her while i was in high school.. She avoided being at home as much as she could and if there were dishes in the sink and she made a pit stop that day, she'd let me know by taking the dishes, not washing them and leaving them stacked in front of my bedroom door. She would also take the cordless house phone with her to work so that i wouldn't talk to my friends. I'm on my mobile now so i have to figure out how i can make a synastry and upload it somewhere before i post it. Brb. IP: Logged |
C1ND3R
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posted September 01, 2012 12:29 PM
quote:
Originally posted by ail221:
Maybe you have a persephone and ceres relationship with your mother or a Isis and Ubasti relationship.
What are the asteroid #'s for that? IP: Logged |
Desiring Shadows
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Registered: Jan 2012
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posted September 01, 2012 12:30 PM
DUDE.
SAGITTARIUS RISING, FIRST IMPRESSION: SADGE.
2nd impression: Talks about the family.
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ail221
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From: Mary Margaret Blanchard's home
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posted September 01, 2012 12:31 PM
quote:
Originally posted by C1ND3R:
What are the asteroid #'s for that?
Ceres is in the additional objects box
Demeter=same as ceres 1108
Ubasti= 4257
Isis =42
Persephone =399
Proserpina =26 same goddess as persephone IP: Logged |
C1ND3R
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posted September 01, 2012 12:38 PM
I have an accidentaly dignified jupiter (planets that fall on the mc, asc, 7th, 4th, 11th, 9th, 2nd or 5th) so i can laugh about this but for a long time, i used to sleep with a hammer in case she ever tried anything while i slept so that i could defend myself. I'm not kidding. I hate her! IP: Logged |
Desiring Shadows
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posted September 01, 2012 12:45 PM
You slept with a hammer.. lmao.
I'm so sorry you had to deal with all of this. Seems like a tough time. Some people just have issues, and I always have to try and ignore that they exist. Or respond in a way that seems like it doesn't affect me, so they try and cool it down a little. IP: Logged |
Desiring Shadows
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posted September 01, 2012 12:47 PM
Maybe she had a PD? I dunno but, try and focus on the 'Y-O-U' portion. Whenever I do that, it always works for me. ! Its better, it conserves energy and time and, I mean YOLO. You gotta be happy while you still can. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted September 01, 2012 12:48 PM
I am curious about her moon and what asteroids conjunct it.------------------
Passion, Lust, Desire. Check out my journal
http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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C1ND3R
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posted September 01, 2012 12:49 PM
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C1ND3R
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posted September 01, 2012 12:50 PM
I didn't add aspect lines to all because it'd be way hard to read.... But, there it is.My Sun conjunct South Node is what saved me.. She has a daughter that she breast fed til she was 5 and she's another basket case that i'm estranged from. I'm estranged from my whole family on both sides and if it weren't for my Sun and South Node... I'm SO thankful for that because it's given me the strength and comfort i need to be myself and by myself and be ok with it. IP: Logged |
C1ND3R
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posted September 01, 2012 12:57 PM
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Originally posted by Desiring Shadows:
You slept with a hammer.. lmao.
I'm so sorry you had to deal with all of this. Seems like a tough time. Some people just have issues, and I always have to try and ignore that they exist. Or respond in a way that seems like it doesn't affect me, so they try and cool it down a little.
Ugh, i know. I even posted on a forum once that not all was well in the home and that if i wasn't on the next day, to call the police. Lol.... Oh, how i wish i were joking about that. IP: Logged |
C1ND3R
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posted September 01, 2012 12:59 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I am curious about her moon and what asteroids conjunct it.
I included the medusa one you mentioned. IP: Logged |
ail221
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posted September 01, 2012 01:03 PM
Her chiron is in the 12th house near your proserpina in the 12th house perhaps thats where the disconnection between you and her lies.IP: Logged |
C1ND3R
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posted September 01, 2012 01:04 PM
I dunno if it's family karma but my father (whom i haven't seen since i was 6) also HATED his mother. I only know that she used to abuse him. He's a Sun in Aries. I don't know much else about it because that daughter my mother had before me, she has south node in gemini.. When i was about 2 or 3, she made up a story and said that he raped her.. Wasn't til i turned 18 that her years of lying and building more and more elaborate stories on that one lie, finally shattered.. I connected with him a few years later only to have read an email that was intended for another one of his kids, that was accidentaly sent to me, talk about me and what he thought of what i said to him.. He has mercury in Aries (my twelfth), also. I cries but let it be what it never was and told him to f*ck off... I figured i might as well give u guys backstory if you'll be reading these charts. I cried so much hearing those stories from that sibling, though and i'd be in TEARS... i hated myself and my father for such a long time because of it and wanted nothing to do with him to only find out that NONE of those stories i heard, were true. None of it. I looked up to that sibling so much but now, i hope they rot as they live. I hope hyenas eat out her f*cking cervix before puking it up into her dead carcas of her mouth full of sh*t and lies! IP: Logged |
C1ND3R
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posted September 01, 2012 01:04 PM
quote:
Originally posted by ail221:
Her chiron is in the 12th house near your proserpina in the 12th house perhaps thats where the disconnection between you and her lies.
When it comes to asteroids, i actually have NO idea where to begin.. And her chiron is in aquarius.. I'm the blue, that wh*re is the red. IP: Logged |
Aeline
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posted September 01, 2012 01:12 PM
It's not a good idea to wish death to the person, you know. What goes around, comes around. Not a good idea to have this kind of attitude, honey, no matter how bad your relationship are. You have to resolve it for yourself somehow. I mean - having the anger and hate in your heart won't do any good to your soul and karma anyway. I'd say you let go of it, better leave her and go your own way, if it's possible. P.S. Just my 5 cents. IP: Logged |
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