posted January 27, 2014 09:57 PM            

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Problem is I'm stuck on that Taurus who is very very bad for me! LOL...

I shook him once already.... but, "damn you, Venus R!"

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posted January 29, 2014 05:02 PM            

This thread: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/224638.html

Will give you and idea of what's going on. Things continued to get more strained between us, no more affection, text or any of the great stuff that was going on in late Nov through the first week of January. I noticed that my "boyfriend" has been really into his wife lately (polyamorous, please don't judge) they are constantly texting all that junk..basically the way he was with me.

So anyway things came to a head yesterday and I finally sent him this looooong text about him needing to speak up about what's been going on or maybe we'll have to go our separate ways. For some reason even despite sending him an email detailing to him why I've been acting weird he responded to the text. We actually got some where yesterday and talked and I *think* the air is cleared. But we've decided that things will go back to how they were where he lives primarily with his wife and visits me on the weekends. For some reason though this feels like a break up..even though he says he still wants to be with me and all of that. He took home most of his stuff but he still has a key and there are a few odds and ends of his still here.

I sent him this really emotional fb message this morning while he was sleeping in the other room..basically saying that maybe I needed some space to get adjusted to the new arrangements. But then a few hrs later I sent him another one saying that maybe I was being too hasty, but then again if he's not feeling it there's nothing I can do about it. THEN I sent another saying that I didn't want to lose him, we just probably need some time apart to perhaps get things back on track. (See how all over the place I am?) I know he hasn't read the messages yet, but when he left today we were on "good" terms. He mentioned that he'd let me know when he would be back..I said there's no rush. I really do think/hope space will be good for us. Still doesn't change the fact I'm still sad. I know they say not to discuss stuff like this during the retro, but not knowing what the hell was wrong with him was driving me nuts. Sooo with all of that wordiness said..maaaaybe I'm hoping after the retrograde business is over, things between us will somewhat go back to normal?