posted May 21, 2014 07:33 PM
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Originally posted by AlexDern:
amelia28for some reason I see a woman who is saving a large group of young children from a burning village of people after losing a lover mid-life and finding another but who never quite was the same as the first.
Does this make sense to you?
The woman is moving restlessly saving children left and right..
I only mention lovers because I sense the woman in deep meditation while she dodges flames and channels her lost love while also loving her current love...a very strong woman..
She has found an outlet for love lost and love grown over time and has become a heroine .
This sounds like me yes, very much.
When I was little I wanted to go to africa to help poor children...I have always been concern about the poor children...I want to adopt in this life! but my husband does not..but I very much would like to adopt.
The second lover you are speaking of, is my husband; the first my ex who when I was with him I felt like I would die for him, I wonder how I lost him in a past life.
When I met my husband he did not want kids at all; I got a job working at a school and he came with me one day and we were at the school office and a bunch of kids came in and he had a mini panic attack...he freaked out. If he was in my life when I was saving the children and I was brave about it; he on the other hand must have felt overwhelmed and decided to not have kids on this life.
I want to adopt an african little girl so bad!
With time I have helped heal this reaction towards kids he has and he now is open to fatherhood.