posted November 15, 2014 01:30 AM            

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Originally posted by TensionEmpire:
I agree with you, but thats the think..
So this madda of today would be just a scrach.
So we don`t need to do nothing, break our haeds about nothing, that everything will be fine? (real question)

EDIT
So this did not much sence to me either, that phrase I tried to explain better here, but I believe alredy at the start I formulated it wrongly, you don`t need to answer it.

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I didn't say that, I am not advocating irresponsibility. I don't think we should be so hard on ourselves though, it is important to find things that make you feel good and do them as often as you can. I think the human experience is about enjoying life, not just learning a difficult lesson. You have to find time for both.

As for what to do with your life.. I completely get that. I myself was somehow put on the path I am now, I am a healer. I cannot make grand scale improvements in this world (or don't think I can - or - not yet! lol), but I can bring my small contribution to the world by helping a few hundreds or maybe thousands, at the end of my career. However, this is not my true passion, even though I go through periods of being intensely absorbed in my work. My true passion is astrology but I couldn't make a living out of it, when I had to make a choice about my career, astrology was heavily looked down at. There were no classes or other sorts of certifications - in my country, I mean. Now there are but it's too late. I get my kicks in here, finding hidden patterns and discovering little secrets of life in the charts.

The ideal situation would be to do something that appeals to you. Not something out of a sense of obligation. If the situation in the world calls to you - answer it. Figure out what it is you would like to do and how you could improve things for humanity. Do you want to get involved physically (be a soldier), mentally (be a reporter, write political material), ideologically/spiritually (become a guru advocating world peace) etc.

What do YOU want to do, how do you see yourself?

posted November 15, 2014 06:18 AM            

@Barbiegirl
I have lost my pace since I turned into an adult..
I can`t see another alternative rather than chaos..

@BellaFenice
My Pluto is aproaching my Neptune also..

@deepseablues
How DeepFreeze said, I am looking to get alive, since I am alive and have to deal with it.
I wished I couldbe a Warrior, thanks for the care..

@TheObserver,
boah my head goes down on my hands often lately..
Thats a thought to get into, and itīs true, aiaiaiai... Lately I do need exitment.. I dream in getting into that woods to make the tree sound.
I did not get the think with the breakthrough.

@Dancing Maenad
That`s the point, I`m too harsh on myself.
I think there has to be something that has to be discovered, a bright side of capitalism that has to be grabbed.
Like go back to the nessesary, thats only what we need. And capitalism makes that easy, there is shelter in every corner, food in everywhere...

"Have a good night, hope at least one of us here has helped you if not all."

Yeah you helped me in what can be helped.. in the moment..

posted November 17, 2014 10:46 PM            

Another good quote from an Astrology book is, "Be willing to be nobody- then you will be truly somebody."

I wish I had better wisdom of my own, but I am lost as you so I find my wisdom in the writings of others... keeps me occupied for the most part at least...

posted November 18, 2014 04:35 AM            

You guys are right, I have this issue of beeing so ancious and don`t wanting to work myself up. This combined with my imagination glorifiing life of others and wanting to be do the same is part of the problem.
And I am kind of blind, I don't see when I`m acting wrongly, when I am exagerating, I have difficulties to see who I realy am..
For some years now I got bored with philosofical books, nowadays when I read something it is more Fantasy, romance..
I think philosophical books reapet them a lot and in the end it is up to you to "meditate" and get to the truth in your way.

posted November 18, 2014 10:40 PM            

Well hey at least you live somewhere warm and can go to the beach! I dislike the cold here....