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Topic: The time has come
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TensionEmpire
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From: Hamburg
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted November 14, 2014 05:49 PM
  
Who else feels that the time has come?
That you will experience the breakingpoint of Modern World?I believe this Has to do with Uranus and Neptune in Capricorn of my Generation.
I believe Lilith plays a role also conjucting my Uranus.
Cause it is really crap. I`m part of the crap, oh how I regreat it..
And if itīs not all that, if it`s just a scrach, what`s the point in living?
Someone has to do it.
To be a Hero is to take the oportunity.
I pray unconscious, that we will be. IP: Logged |
PisceanDream
Knowflake Posts: 780
From: Here
Registered: Jun 2014
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posted November 14, 2014 06:05 PM
Opportunity to do what? Elaborate, if you don't mind...IP: Logged |
TensionEmpire
Knowflake Posts: 112
From: Hamburg
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted November 14, 2014 06:27 PM
That`s a phrase I read in a book, and it makes sence for me.
The Opportunity is there, for everybody that is alive.
Stand up, hit the desk as hard as you can an scream it all out of you, if your in the classroom, if your in the office.
Don`t follow the Norm, because the norm is rotten.
What to do? I do not know..IP: Logged |
DeepFreeze
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From: Pluto with Barbiegirl19
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted November 14, 2014 06:31 PM
I'll tell you what I do.
Be myself.I don't even think about the norm. If what I do or who I am fits the norm, fine, if not, great. But either way I'm me. Libra asc
Leo sun
Gemini moon Unless I'm missing something here...? IP: Logged |
PixieJane
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From: CA
Registered: Oct 2010
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posted November 14, 2014 06:34 PM
I leave on a trip in a few minutes that I have the feeling has a potential to be pivotal to my life for some reason, yet at the same time I'm nervous...while my normally nervous friend is positive.I should be okay, I have Scorpio Jupiter...though I'm reminded of a dream in which Scorpio Jupiter (in dragon form) was going to have to die right along with me to get the transformation...don't know if that's symbolic or literal (probably "depends"). IP: Logged |
Dancing Maenad
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From: The Harvest
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted November 14, 2014 06:39 PM
Every day is an opportunity to Grow.
Today I was upgraded. I confronted a huge, huge fear of mine (of failure). I went into battle with my demons and I won. I have a few cuts and bruises but nobody can wipe that big grin on my face.
The only way to help Humanity is to be the best version of yourself.
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TensionEmpire
Knowflake Posts: 112
From: Hamburg
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted November 14, 2014 06:41 PM
So is it just be yourself?
You don`t choose to be or not in the Norm, you are born in it.
I believe if I would be myself I would end up screwed.
Or maybe I have lost myself.
I have to think what to be.IP: Logged |
DeepFreeze
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From: Pluto with Barbiegirl19
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted November 14, 2014 06:42 PM
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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
Every day is an opportunity to Grow.
Today I was upgraded. I confronted a huge, huge fear of mine (of failure). I went into battle with my demons and I won. I have a few cuts and bruises but nobody can wipe that big grin on my face.
The only way to help Humanity is to be the best version of yourself.
"Find what makes you come alive and go do that because what the world needs is people who have come alive" (What makes you passionate)
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DeepFreeze
Knowflake Posts: 3507
From: Pluto with Barbiegirl19
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posted November 14, 2014 06:49 PM
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Originally posted by TensionEmpire:
So is it just be yourself?
You don`t choose to be or not in the Norm, you are born in it.
I believe if I would be myself I would end up screwed.
Or maybe I have lost myself.
I have to think what to be.
I mean don't land yourself in trouble, feed your relationships, cultivate love and etc.
But be yourself. It's my opinion that no matter how with the norm you are or not, if you're being true to yourself then people will recognize and respect it. When you try to be something that you are not. Many people will see it and may not like you, not for what you try to be, but because you try to be something that you're not. Just my opinion though.
My words are strangely written sometimes. lol IP: Logged |
DeepFreeze
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From: Pluto with Barbiegirl19
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posted November 14, 2014 06:56 PM
Good luck on your trip, Pixie.
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Dancing Maenad
Moderator Posts: 2544
From: The Harvest
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted November 14, 2014 06:58 PM
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Originally posted by TensionEmpire:
So is it just be yourself?
You don`t choose to be or not in the Norm, you are born in it.
I believe if I would be myself I would end up screwed.
Or maybe I have lost myself.
I have to think what to be.
You can choose to accept it or not. You can choose to be whomever you want. That is the beauty of it. When all constraints fall, you show your true colors. There is no spoon.  You sound like you're having a little identity crisis. Been there. As an Aries, it's worse than death. You can't do anything until you figure out who you are and especially who you are not. Don't hide your shadow from yourself, how can you fight something you can't see?! ------------------
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TensionEmpire
Knowflake Posts: 112
From: Hamburg
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted November 14, 2014 06:58 PM
"The only way to help Humanity is to be the best version of yourself."Yeahye, this is utopian philosphy.
Beautifull, truth.
But let`s leave everythink aside.
Let`s get it straight and raw.
We live in a Auto Destructive Piramidical System.
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Dancing Maenad
Moderator Posts: 2544
From: The Harvest
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted November 14, 2014 06:58 PM
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Originally posted by DeepFreeze:
Good luck on your trip, Pixie.
Ditto! ------------------
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Dancing Maenad
Moderator Posts: 2544
From: The Harvest
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted November 14, 2014 07:01 PM
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Originally posted by TensionEmpire:
"The only way to help Humanity is to be the best version of yourself."Yeahye, this is utopian philosphy.
Beautifull, truth.
But let`s leave everythink aside.
Let`s get it straight and raw.
We live in a Auto Destructive Piramidical System.
Only if you choose to confine yourself to it.
The Modern World focuses a lot on strengthening Individuality. That's where I'd start. It all starts with you.
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DeepFreeze
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From: Pluto with Barbiegirl19
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posted November 14, 2014 07:05 PM
Here's something that I wrote while talking to someone else...
Talking about myself"Sometimes I looked at the world, and wondered how I ended up in such a disgusting place. I mean, people just going about aimlessly, like slaves to a world of economy, and entertainment. It seemed so empty. Surely, I thought, there's more to this, but what? What is it? There HAS to be more to it than working, to get money, to live, to get things that we want. Is life really just a material world? It can't be, can it? There has to be greater meaning. These things I thought.
I also struggled with... well, I'd hang out with a gothic crowd, a hip-hop crowd, etc. They all accepted me, but I didn't quite fit in. I didn't even have it in me to pretend. They all seemed to have a place here, and way to express it. I did not. I couldn't even identify why I was so different. Why wasn't I able to do it? It wasn't true to my heart to be gothic, or hip-hop, or anything else. It drove me nuts! Where did I fit in? Why didn't I connect with these people on even deeper levels. They seemed to enjoy having me around, but something was missing.
Then, somehow, through time, trial and error, observation, thoughts, etc. I came to realize a few things. (these are just my thoughts)
Those very things, those differences in me, (and others!). Those things that I once felt isolated me, and made me feel alone. ACTUALLY, they are very beautiful things. They are wonderful gifts to give to the world. It's a refreshing difference that others can enjoy, if they take time the time to do it. If the make the effort to get to know me, or we take the time to get to know each other. Those unique things in all of us, is what make the world such a great place. I had to learn to accept them, embrace them, AND learn to express them. To feel comfortable doing so. If we all were only to follow each other, what progress would we make?
I may not be a great leader, or pushing for some great cause like some civil rights, or making a visible mark on the world. But what I do have to offer, for those that care to venture in, is to discover some of the beauties that life contains. That life has meaning, and it's not one meaning. There are many meanings, thousands of them possibly. Meanings that you give it yourself. You can choose to enjoy and appreciate just being here.
Learn to take your bad experiences and learn from them, laugh at them later. You're here now. You're alive and well." IP: Logged |
PisceanDream
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Registered: Jun 2014
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posted November 14, 2014 07:08 PM
I get the gist of what you're saying and I definitely agree with everyone else on here. Unfortunately, it's hard to Be when you do not know how to Be and that's the issue I struggle with. I was chatting with my mom's friend on the phone today for quite a while, a very powerful, successful and intellectual woman. I told her some of my struggles, how deeply and desperately I am searching to understand what and who I am. How lost I feel in the world as I walk on campus and see chirpy kids who seem to not have a care in the world but midterms and finals, LOL. And she tells me I am on the right path, no matter how clueless and aimless I feel. All I know is that I feel different, every single day of my life... I am confronted with this differentness. But, to be honest, I've come to realized that the "norm" is a great shield, an opaque veil for the "different" that lies within it. The "opportunity" that you speak of, I feel, is relative to what your entire value system is. What designates said opportunity? What is it construed of, in your mind? And what is it to yield, based on your belief system?To me, "opportunity" is to speak my soul and bear it to the world. And, I guess, in my own little world, I'm building for the moment that my opportunity is opportune and have been doing so for a few years now. All of this while I just walk aimlessly, staring at the clouds and the sh*tty, chirpy-a$$ nauseating student milieu. All of this as I miss Math class to be on LL or as I tap dance around solidifying my worldly aspirations. All of this while I dodge all attempts at getting a job... Wow, that sombered my mood LOL. What I mean is, opportunity isn't necessarily defying the norm but doing what you are destined to do and owning it. IP: Logged |
TensionEmpire
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From: Hamburg
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted November 14, 2014 07:15 PM
I am in a Crisis, do not know what kind of one.
It is like I do not know why am I writing this.
Interesting that no one answered my question, and I am having once more another psycologycal analyssis here..But yeye, I believe I will only start up when thinks have gone serious IP: Logged |
PisceanDream
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Registered: Jun 2014
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posted November 14, 2014 07:18 PM
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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
The Modern World focuses a lot on strengthening Individuality. That's where I'd start. It all starts with you.
To me, that's the myth. That's the trap that I find myself falling into. That's the illusion we're taught to believe. There was never a 'you' and an 'I' or even a 'them'. It's always been an 'us' and trying to disassociate ourselves from each other for the sake of individuality has brought us nothing but greed, corruption and malice. Start with yourself, sure... But don't make it about yourself.
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PisceanDream
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posted November 14, 2014 07:20 PM
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Originally posted by TensionEmpire:
I am in a Crisis, do not know what kind of one.
Existential? Ontological? Emotional? Socioeconomic? Say more, give us a feel of your crisis. IP: Logged |
Dancing Maenad
Moderator Posts: 2544
From: The Harvest
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted November 14, 2014 07:21 PM
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Originally posted by PisceanDream:
What I mean is, opportunity isn't necessarily defying the norm but doing what you are destined to do and owning it.
See, I strongly refuse to believe in this destined to be/do thing. Screw destiny. I make my own destiny. I own my choices, good or bad. I personally think staring at clouds is a nice way to pass the time.  I am here on earth to bask in my human experience and *every* little perk about it. Screw all the musts and have to's. They imprison the mind, the body and the spirit. Oh.. how they enslaved us with this stupid programming. ------------------
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DeepFreeze
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posted November 14, 2014 07:23 PM
WelpI guess I'm lost here.  IP: Logged |
PisceanDream
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posted November 14, 2014 07:27 PM
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Originally posted by Dancing Maenad:
See, I strongly refuse to believe in this destined to be/do thing. Screw destiny. I make my own destiny. I own my choices, good or bad. I personally think staring at clouds is a nice way to pass the time. I am here on earth to bask in my human experience and *every* little perk about it. Screw all the musts and have to's. They imprison the mind, the body and the spirit. Oh.. how they enslaved us with this stupid programming.
Agree, agree, agree. I didn't mean destiny as in some vocation decreed to you by a deity or a supernatural force. But, destiny, as in, the calling that resides within your soul or, if you don't believe in souls, then the depth of your psyche. That which your innermost self strives for... Often times, that thing is unknown but that's why we search for it. IP: Logged |
DeepFreeze
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posted November 14, 2014 07:29 PM
OK... Agree!!! But the op has me like...  IP: Logged |
PisceanDream
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posted November 14, 2014 07:29 PM
@DF LOL!!! OP is on the right track. There's so much truth that lies in what one struggles to verbalize. But... Maybe I'm injecting my own understanding of his inquiry.IP: Logged |
Dancing Maenad
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From: The Harvest
Registered: Mar 2014
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posted November 14, 2014 07:30 PM
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Originally posted by PisceanDream:
To me, that's the myth. That's the trap that I find myself falling into. That's the illusion we're taught to believe. There was never a 'you' and an 'I' or even a 'them'. It's always been an 'us' and trying to disassociate ourselves from each other for the sake of individuality has brought us nothing but greed, corruption and malice. Start with yourself, sure... But don't make it about yourself.
Hmm that's because we mistake individuality for selfishness.
Regardless, I believe you can't be of true service/integrate to the whole/source/humanity/"us" until you find your true self. But I'm an Aries, you're a Pisces. We're at opposite ends of the spectrum. The "I" vs "us" right there. Except I don't believe there has to be a "vs". You can never dissociate from either of them, they just need reconciliation within yourself. Establishing my authentic identity and firm self boundaries was my way of doing it. The Universal is no longer such a threat to me now. ------------------
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