posted July 11, 2015 08:53 AM            

I actually got into a fight with my lead/ supervisor last night and that was my last straw. He actually said that I lacked "common sense" because I asked a simple question involving around my job! I mean, I know that he's a prick, but I just don't understand it! He's the one that actually sleeps on his shift, which is ironic of him to say some mess like that to me. I work in stupid retail btw!

It's like sometimes I feel I have something on my forehead that says" dump all the sh** here", haha! People can say some hurtful things to me! I feel like I have an instant reaction to people or maybe i'm picking up their undertones on things.

I don't get it? i'm a pretty nice person and I stick to myself. I also choose my words carefully because I dont want to offend anybody, but it's like some people are rude and ugly to me for no reason. They feel like they can bulldoze over me and no one cares! I know this is probably my moon in leo coming out a with the dramatics, but I can't help it,haha!

Is there anybody that can look at my chart and see what what's going on?

Is it that 11th house energy or moon square pluto? I do get ganged up on in groups sometimes to. It's like a collective stance on me!

posted July 11, 2015 09:35 AM            

12th house makes you feel unconscious of any planet that falls into it and 8th house just absorbs energy and transmutes it into the environment.

Keep in mind when trying to make an accurate assessment that you should try to sustain some practical understanding. It's not ALL about astrology you know.

posted July 11, 2015 10:01 AM            

But anyways, the only stuff I see that sticks out for you is sun square saturn and sun is also the ruler of your 11th house. Maybe you have a tendency to lose confidence when standing in front of people, they smell your weakness and dump their ill feelings over you.
With sun square saturn your self worth can be kind of distorted, because people in your childhood acted cold towards you, and demanded too much of you.

posted July 11, 2015 10:25 AM            

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Originally posted by next to neptune:
I know the feeling so well!

But anyways, the only stuff I see that sticks out for you is sun square saturn and sun is also the ruler of your 11th house. Maybe you have a tendency to lose confidence when standing in front of people, they smell your weakness and dump their ill feelings over you.
With sun square saturn your self worth can be kind of distorted, because people in your childhood acted cold towards you, and demanded too much of you.

So try to build up self confidence and avoid letting negative people bring you down.

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posted July 11, 2015 12:42 PM            

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Originally posted by next to neptune:
I know the feeling so well!

But anyways, the only stuff I see that sticks out for you is sun square saturn and sun is also the ruler of your 11th house. Maybe you have a tendency to lose confidence when standing in front of people, they smell your weakness and dump their ill feelings over you.
With sun square saturn your self worth can be kind of distorted, because people in your childhood acted cold towards you, and demanded too much of you.

So try to build up self confidence and avoid letting negative people bring you down.

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posted July 11, 2015 12:59 PM            

Interestingly I also have a Moon/Saturn/Pluto T-square with Chiron in the mix AND the 5H/11H axis, *but* I don't think that's the only thing there is to it (I've known others with that same configuration who didn't seem to struggle with this, though perhaps houses modify things a great deal..).

You might want to look into Mars conjunct Chiron, and perhaps Moon conjunct Chiron.
But the Martian principle is "problematic" here, which might explain why you attract nasty experiences to yourself.
Perhaps you have some repressed anger/rage/resentment (now don't ask me the details about how or why "repressed" energies would be sent back to you via external things, but it does make sense, in my experience).

ETA.

posted July 11, 2015 01:05 PM            

Your Venus quincunx Pluto REALLY stands out to me. (I also have this aspect..) you may want to look into it a bit.

It may not seem it would manifest this way, but.. I have noticed it can.

posted July 11, 2015 01:16 PM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
I think it's something about being a Gemini mixed with fire energy (specifically Leo and Aries because the Sag / Gemini people I've observed don't give off the same demanding vibe) The fire kind of exacerbates the "buzzing" energy Gemini has and people can sense it and get annoyed by it alone.

In case you think I'm sign-bashing I'm a Gemini ASC, Aries Sun, Mercury, and Venus with Mars and Jupiter in Gemini. Oh, all those sextiles! The conjunction! I annoy people by needing attention or talking - but I don't care. If anything I'm trying to get them to react for my own weird social experiments.

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They thing about it though is that I don't come off demanding! I feel like I come off to acommadating to be honest. I do tend to stick to myself a lot!

Thank you as well!

posted July 11, 2015 01:30 PM            

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Originally posted by next to neptune:
I know the feeling so well!

But anyways, the only stuff I see that sticks out for you is sun square saturn and sun is also the ruler of your 11th house. Maybe you have a tendency to lose confidence when standing in front of people, they smell your weakness and dump their ill feelings over you.
With sun square saturn your self worth can be kind of distorted, because people in your childhood acted cold towards you, and demanded too much of you.

So try to build up self confidence and avoid letting negative people bring you down.

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posted July 11, 2015 01:31 PM            

I never looked into the sun on node aspect in my chart. I'm going to look into this more!

posted July 11, 2015 01:40 PM            

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Originally posted by Solar_Leo_Queen:
Moon opposite Saturn could possibly be the culprit. Notice your moon sits on the 11th house, which is also your MC ruler. The MC rules your public persona and career, while the 11th house rules large groups, friends, organizations. Saturn rules authority, difficulties, and restrictions. Saturn opposing your moon/MC ruler could make people give you a more difficult time than you really deserve. This goes for both friends signified by the 11th house moon placement and bosses with Saturn being representative of authority figures. Saturn is a hater lol. Saturn can also be quite harsh, hence, the mean things people say to you. The t-square to Pluto in the 2nd house could mean that the harshness or difficulties brought upon by Saturn may have a huge effect on your self-esteem (2nd house rules things of value/self-worth), especially when they hurt your feelings very deeply.

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posted July 11, 2015 01:43 PM            

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Originally posted by ReadingTheStars95:
Dang.. I can't find the article I was talking about..

It really resonates with some of the things you said though..

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I would really like to read it be because I've never looked into it! Can you remember anything from it?

posted July 11, 2015 01:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Soltze:
What stood out to me is how you said you're afraid to offend other people. Maybe somehow you repressed your feelings of what might as well be rightful anger of people metaphorically stepping on your toes.
If you start to express clearly what you want and don't want things will change.
Trust me on this one...I had entrance mattress written on my forehead when I was a child and teenager. EVERYONE bullied and abused me: parents, teacher, kids at school, parents work colleagues...it's surreal the s**t we can put up with "not to offend others" and be a "good person"

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posted July 11, 2015 01:58 PM            

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Originally posted by ReadingTheStars95:
Dang.. I can't find the article I was talking about..

It really resonates with some of the things you said though..

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posted July 12, 2015 02:44 AM            

Whatever undercurrent you sense, play your cards correctly. Group of people don't like you? Detach. Be cold and formal with them. Someone talking smack? Tell them how it reflects on them as a person, if you reach your breaking point. People who follow a group's mentality often haven't reflected on their own actions and what their actions say about them.

posted July 12, 2015 05:57 PM            

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Originally posted by Iced8Ace:
I go through the same thing! I've noticed 10th house ruler (moon) square pluto, provided your birth time is correct. Plutonian themes surfacing at work, such as being taken advantage of. You may not receive credit for your work either, whether that be in the form of money or simple acknowledgement. In fact, I would go as far to say you might get mistreated because others have felt threatened by you. You're obviously better off then working as your own boss.

Whatever undercurrent you sense, play your cards correctly. Group of people don't like you? Detach. Be cold and formal with them. Someone talking smack? Tell them how it reflects on them as a person, if you reach your breaking point. People who follow a group's mentality often haven't reflected on their own actions and what their actions say about them.

I suggest striving to be your own boss if this is an ongoing issue or to find a job where you're valued as an employee. Your co workers may feel threatened, but that's not your concern. You didn't choose to work with them.

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I just have to say that this response was so awesome and spot on!!
All of this happens. I mean, don't me wrong I have my faults, nobody's perfect, but it's just ridiculous! I loved the advice section as well. I'm in school right now trying to decide between two things. I would love to be own boss, that's my dream!!!!!! I would do almost anything to obtain it, if I could!

I don't receive credit for my work, I actually left my last job because I remember never getting the recognition, so I jumped ship! I never forgot when the manager thought I was lying on how many can goods that I sold everyday. This woman actually made up in her mind that I was lying and keep in mind, the process of lying would have been impossible to do without catching me! Wtf, That had me heated.
I always will find a different method on how to do things and it always works in my favor! I always like to find different ways! I do sense a little jealousy. It's so funny that I will pick up on things, but think I'm to paranoid because i've been taught to leave things alone. (Scorpio on the third house cusp)

The thing about me is that I hold everything in until I explode and I hate passive aggressiveness. I should have put my foot down at first, but I always try to see the good side. Some ppl think i'm an airhead because my mind is always on what's important like school.

Retail is not my career choice anyway! I wish I could bounce the hell out of here and never come back.