posted December 27, 2015 03:25 PM            

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posted December 27, 2015 03:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Elysia:
Did/do you have a difficult relationship with her, lundan?

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posted December 27, 2015 03:27 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I have Orchus conj the Sun, too. We will overcome. It is a powerful aspect!

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posted December 27, 2015 03:28 PM            

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Originally posted by lundan:
yes emotionally and physically abusive

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posted December 27, 2015 03:31 PM            

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Originally posted by Elysia:
Sorry to hear that. Is the situation continuing? Do you live with your parents?

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posted December 27, 2015 03:43 PM            

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Originally posted by lundan:
Im in college now, and I kickbox now so she's actually afraid of me lool

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Glad to hear that.. Is this partly why you took up kickboxing? To learn self-defense?

But, the emotional scars will need to heal. Otherwise that pain deep down has the potential to colour almost any and every interaction with its darkness. And pain transmuted is rage. When it's a child's rage, it's often felt as an impotent rage in a way. Because it conflicts with the way we're wired - to love our family no matter what.

posted December 27, 2015 03:45 PM            

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posted December 27, 2015 03:48 PM            

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Originally posted by Elysia:
Glad to hear that.. Is this partly why you took up kickboxing? To learn self-defense?

But, the emotional scars will need to heal. Otherwise that pain deep down has the potential to colour almost any and every interaction with its darkness. And pain transmuted is rage. When it's a child's rage, it's often felt as an impotent rage in a way. Because it conflicts with the way we're wired - to love our family no matter what.

I really think you should talk through this, with us if you're comfortable - but talk with someone for sure.

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posted December 27, 2015 03:54 PM            

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Originally posted by lundan:
No i took it to deal with repressed anger mainly and to get in better shape. I would never actually hit my mother
I see a therapist haha!
I don't want to talk about it further, it doesn't occupy me as much as you would think but thank you

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Haha, no I didn't mean that you would.. Just thought that it would make one feel safer if one knew how to defend oneself, regardless of whether one actually uses it or not.

And yeah, no problem. As long as you're talking to someone, and not repressing it any longer... But in any case, if you ever want to talk or get something off your chest, I'm here.

posted December 27, 2015 03:56 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Moon conj Mars is classic for problems with the mother. Also, check your Nemesis asteroid. You may have it conjunct your Moon.

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posted December 27, 2015 03:59 PM            

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Originally posted by Elysia:
Haha, no I didn't mean that you would.. Just thought that it would make one feel safer if one knew how to defend oneself, regardless of whether one actually uses it or not.

And yeah, no problem. As long as you're talking to someone, and not repressing it any longer... But in any case, if you ever want to talk or get something off your chest, I'm here.

Tc.

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posted December 27, 2015 04:00 PM            

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posted December 27, 2015 04:05 PM            

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posted December 27, 2015 04:06 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
How close are the nemesis aspects?

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posted December 27, 2015 04:36 PM            

Saturn in the 12th--feel like you are on the outside looking in.

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posted December 27, 2015 05:01 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
How do you know I am a sucker for flattery

Saturn in the 12th--feel like you are on the outside looking in.

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posted December 27, 2015 05:20 PM            

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posted December 27, 2015 05:21 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Yes, especially if you see a group of people and you want to join in so badly, but you hold back for fear of rejection.

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posted December 28, 2015 03:05 PM            

Here is one thread for personal anecdotes http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/013724.html

I personally don't see your 7th pluto to be a big deal. You probably need to look at all your cancerian placemennts that are also right on the IC. You are overall just a very shy person and all the planning, learning self-defense, etc are very much a Cancerian thing. Cancer = self, defense, protection, self-protection, estate, etc.

I don't see what you say to be a heavy pluto theme. Pluto barely made one major aspect in your chart, which is a trine to Saturn, a semi-generational planet. Saturn is discipline, so even if you choose to blow people up and burn bridges, you do it quietly, with some level of discipline. Not only that, your pluto is right on 8th house cusp, so you are hardly a pluto in 7th native. Tell me, coz I have pluto right opposite of my Taurus rising, touching every thing in my chart except Jupiter and Saturn.

if you do throw tantrums or burn bridges, it has a lot more to do with your cancerian mars and moon that withhold and withhold until there's no space left. That energy opposes Jupiter, so you can get self-righteous with your feelings and go overboard on spilling everything out. Your mars is your chart ruler because you have an aries rising.

posted December 28, 2015 03:42 PM            

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Originally posted by theunknown:

I personally don't see your 7th pluto to be a big deal. You probably need to look at all your cancerian placemennts that are also right on the IC. You are overall just a very shy person and all the planning, learning self-defense, etc are very much a Cancerian thing. Cancer = self, defense, protection, self-protection, estate, etc.

I don't see what you say to be a heavy pluto theme. Pluto barely made one major aspect in your chart, which is a trine to Saturn, a semi-generational planet. Saturn is discipline, so even if you choose to blow people up and burn bridges, you do it quietly, with some level of discipline. Not only that, your pluto is right on 8th house cusp, so you are hardly a pluto in 7th native. Tell me, coz I have pluto right opposite of my Taurus rising, touching every thing in my chart except Jupiter and Saturn.

if you do throw tantrums or burn bridges, it has a lot more to do with your cancerian mars and moon that withhold and withhold until there's no space left. That energy opposes Jupiter, so you can get self-righteous with your feelings and go overboard on spilling everything out. Your mars is your chart ruler because you have an aries rising.

You are not a plutonic person.

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Oh yes, Mars is the chart ruler - I hadn't seen the whole chart. This makes sense.
And yes, now that you mention it, apart from the 7th house pluto I didn't sense anything Scorpionic/Plutonic/8th-housey. This is probably why.

posted December 28, 2015 03:56 PM            

You seem willing to face yourself honestly and that does not happen as much as you would think, so force yourself to face yourself and there will be a peace in that.

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