posted March 17, 2016 03:15 PM            

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Originally posted by goddessinworld:
This has been the case my whole life. Having crushes on people who would never reciprocate and being confused because i could swear they were interested. I just get lost in things. My mind wanders away and makes up stories and creates unrealistic expectations. Venus conjunct neptune.

And then there is the square from saturn to venus. I grew up feeling like i didnt deserve to be loved because I was/am highly critical of myself. I think that holds me back from many things, but then the whole neptune thing makes me delusional and i end up thinking wow i was right no one CAN love me.

haha it is ok though. I think it gets better with time but its still hard. I wish I had some nice aspects to my venus but I cant do anything about that

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That must be so difficult and confusing!! Much love to you as well!! To me this whole thing has to do with lessons of self worth. Things experienced are projection. It's a harsh way though. (((Hugs)))

posted March 18, 2016 07:59 PM            

So sometimes there is this guy I talk to on the Internet
And he has a chart similar to my ex

And I swear it's him
I swear he's my ex soulmate because every time I talk to him, it feels like the past

He said today is his birthday when I asked his zodiac sign
Which would make him a
Sun/Mercury Aquarius
Moon Libra
Venus Capricorn
Mars Leo

!!!!
Our composite also has Venus Conjunct Pluto which I had with my ex and it was the bomb

But yeah this guy is really distant
He doesn't reveal too much and he's pretty singleminded

Idc I still enjoy my time with him