posted June 22, 2016 06:24 PM            

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Originally posted by deepseablues:
I have a very rich and beautiful imagination actually. Its much nicer than this plane. Or forum.

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Ah, good for you, I hope you have better manners on that plane, for your own sake.

No sense being antagonistic for no reason, you know?

posted June 22, 2016 06:29 PM            

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Originally posted by Electro DGX:
I've talked with many different Scorpios, which include suns and moons, and I am strong in Pluto too.

I'll go into more detail when I get back home on a keyboard and not my phone lol.

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posted June 22, 2016 06:35 PM              

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Originally posted by Faith:
Ah, good for you, I hope you have better manners on that plane, for your own sake.

No sense being antagonistic for no reason, you know?

Because, what goes around comes around.

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My entire life I've actually been compliented on my amazing manners especially because I raised myself.

People either think I'm a total sweetheart or a total b*tch, no one will ever see me for who I truly am and that's something I accepted a long time ago. I've only recently come to a place where I finally don't care how others see me because I know they will always project and never see me as a soul. It's really crazy how much you assume and project about me as a person from a couple posts. And you can't hear my tone either.

posted June 22, 2016 06:41 PM            

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Originally posted by deepseablues:
It's really crazy how much you asume and project about me as a person from a couple posts.

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How much did I assume?

You came onto the thread acting rude and superior. And that's all I said about you.

posted June 22, 2016 06:48 PM            

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Originally posted by deepseablues:
My entire life I've actually been compliented on my amazing manners especially because I raised myself.

People either think I'm a total sweetheart or a total b*tch, no one will ever see me for who I truly am and that's something I accepted a long time ago. It's really crazy how much you assume and project about me as a person from a couple posts. And you can't hear my tone either.

But no people just need to accept that it's different.

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You will later understand that you should be appreciative of the amount of darkness that you been through because that's how much light you will also get to experience.

posted June 22, 2016 06:49 PM              

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Originally posted by ayujegeg:
You will later understand that you should be appreciative of the amount of darkness that you been through because that's how much light you will also get to experience.

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posted June 22, 2016 07:01 PM              

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Originally posted by ayujegeg:
To die before that is selfish. Darkness is a gift.

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Yes well that's why I don't kill myself. I will continue until the end but I am not coming back!!! But I still hope something could free me now. It's a naughty wish I can't expunge from my heart.

posted June 22, 2016 07:06 PM            

It might get you into perspective and lower your ego.

posted June 22, 2016 07:17 PM              

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Originally posted by ayujegeg:
When you're feeling down, watch one of those videos where they talk how huge the universe is compared to Earth. You are so fkin small, about the size of a dust particle that you cut into a million pieces.

It might get you into perspective and lower your ego.

P.S im a scorpio btw. sun conjunct pluto, mars trine pluto. scorpio sun and pluto are my only scorp planets. trust me ive been through a lot.

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posted June 22, 2016 07:20 PM            

I just want to hold your hand.
It's obvious you're hurting and I'm so sorry about that.

posted June 22, 2016 07:26 PM              

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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
deepseablues,

I just want to hold your hand.
It's obvious you're hurting and I'm so sorry about that.

Hopefully this doesn't come across as creepy but I'd be glad to talk to you privately, if you wish to (your posts struck a chord in me).

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Thanks Doux Reve but I don't need to talk with anyone. I'm not hurting anymore than I ever have and I've actually come very far. It's very hard to explain myself to people like I said. People will only project and not hear what I'm saying.

I have nothing to lose. What I mean is I've already lost it all. I am quite fine. That is the normal range of emotions I experience, Daily. Always have.

posted June 22, 2016 07:33 PM            

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Originally posted by yungang_grotto:
Power tripping is a big demon for Scorpio; specifically the sense of power that they feel and can't express can go a little batty--or the sense of power we do everything in our power TO express... Until we realize it actually isn't about us and we are just vessels for the power... we will always get tripped up on it. This is not a light thing to contend with. It's important to have patience with all people's shadows because they're all different and they're very sensitive subjects...

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posted June 22, 2016 07:49 PM              

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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
Alright deepseablues, I understand.

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posted June 22, 2016 09:18 PM            

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Originally posted by theunknown:
^^^ that's not what I mean. The deep scorps who go through transformation aren't what pl imagine. It's really strange. I think pl imagine scorps to be grand like movies. But they want very simple things. And that's why they're so soulful

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posted June 22, 2016 09:37 PM            

YOU ARE ALL SPECIAL

no more no less

every one is unique

every one has challenges

every one is born with talents

every one goes through transformation

Natal charts are really so much more complex than you seem to think....or at least from how you sound in this thread.

My mother is a Scorpio and she thinks transformation is some weird asian soup, she thinks she is perfect and everyone can bugger off. That just shows that making assumptions from sign alone is wrong. Her Scorpio is intercepted with Pluto, and so expressing positive traits of scorpio is a herculean task plagued with frustrations...I feel sorry for her, but we all walk a growth path and being humble is a part of it.

Play nice, the sand pit is big enough for all !

posted June 22, 2016 11:04 PM            

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Originally posted by ayujegeg:
@Pixie, Did your twin die?

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My astro-twin died when we were 15 (we were runaways on the streets). And leading up to that she was taken by the same people who tried to take me first. I fought back, she didn't, perhaps couldn't due to her fragility.

I've thought about it a lot, though there was only 3 days between our birthdays, there were still some differences...but we both had a very similar amount of abuse, a few things were worse for her, a few things were worse for me, but overall it was about the same with the differences balancing out and thus we related to each other easily despite that we had developed different coping strategies. It took me years to fully get over her death (and it's a scar on my soul).