posted March 23, 2019 12:52 PM            

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Originally posted by Southern Sun:
Venus/Uranus really is a tough aspect

I have it as a loose square. I want dudes I can't have because they are taken, or at a great distance because my Venus falls in 9th. The men who are nearest to me in the socialsphere are either too boring or they are platonic love-type friends

It's problematic, and I too feel like I should just give up

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same here, venus uranus square, venus (ruler of the 7th) in 9th. i do crave stability but ince i have it, i can’t stand it and feel depressed and am always creating drama so long till i’ve persuaded myself that the relationship is bad, that he doesn’t love me or that he isn’t good for me. i basically invent the reasons to just dissapear. And then it begins anew: i cry because i am alone, i enter a relationship and then, after a while, i start sabotaging it. I really noticed the pattern but don’t know how to break it.