posted June 18, 2018 04:29 PM
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I just really feel upset about my life in general and I don't really know what to do about it. So I come here for advice trying to figure things out. People here tell me that relationships with people who I care about will come to an end and that's really upsetting. And of course the situation with my parents is depressing. They don't really understand me. Sometimes I feel trapped like I'm in a nightmare. The family members who came from out of town who are staying with us started interrogating me. When I told them that I like being alone and that sometimes I just want to get away. They went on and on about how I'm wrong for not telling my parents where I am when I decide to travel. I really am just sick of people getting on my case about how I am. The only time I really feel like I can be myself is among the people I'm with at the Massage School I attend. I know I come here and talk about the Virgo a lot but that's because he's like family to me. But I guess our friendship will be over soon because of progressions. I really do hate all of this and I just wish it didn't have to be. [/B][/QUOTE]
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not sure i follow you about ending relationship. 4th house also mean final endings, but I have not mentioned anything about final endings, have i? I believe that every transit has different levels of manifestations depending how we have worked with our issues and also on our age. it is like a clock, if you go to bed early at the same hour every day, most likely the alarm will not come so annoying when is off in the morning. converselly, go to bed a 3am and then try to get up at 6 am... not fun!!! i see planets transit same way we work the energies or the NATAL chart and try to give room to all the character simbolized by planets in our chart, when we do not live the energy of certain planets or patterns or energy in our charts, transit feel more "destined"
Carl Jung used to say that whatever we do not work internally come to us as "fate"
so, no relationship needs to end, and that would be more indicated by saturn-venus transit, an only if the relationships are not what you need anywhy. saturn test relationships, those passing the test becomes strongers, some other break up, but that is life, people come and go. we move, people die, people married and change or get kids and have no time. of get into an university and make other friends, interest are not the same and friendship fall apart. there is nothing tragic about it. it is a normal part of living... do you immagine that all things remain the same for ever?
URANUS shatter structures that do not serve anymore. if you want this transit to feel easier, do not resist it. try to get in touch with your own essense and use this time to feel what is what needs to be changed... the more you resist change, the more painful this transit will become...
on a side note... you are a taurus sun and maybe you need a little bit disconnection from the electronic world. being by nature on daily basis and just staying there the time you can without a cell phone can work miracles in helping you to center and find that EUREKA moment..