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ChildofVenus
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posted May 16, 2018 07:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ChildofVenus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I just feel so depressed and I've been crying lately. I'm tired of feeling confused and depressed. I have bad anxiety I left the Dental Assisting and went back to Massage Therapy. The problem is the campus is far from where I live. I have my license but I don't drive alone. My dad rides in the car with me everyday while I drive to school. And I have anxiety while driving the far distance and I mess up. He yells at me and I'm tired of it. I'm actually tired of being stuck in the same situation that I'm in. So now I'm thinking about going back to the campus that's closer. Driving there is a lot easier for me so I'm just going to suck it up and complete a program at the campus that's closer to me. Get a job and then go back to Massage Therapy next year. I think maybe it's time for me to be on my own I think I'd feel a lot better. I really wish things would get better because I'm just fed up. I know my parents love and care about me but the environment makes me feel depressed. My mom is going through something I don't know what. But sometimes she gets so upset that I think she might attack me. My dad was a witness to it this morning. And said he was going to file a police report. It just seems like things are just getting worse. I don't know if it's the Moon opposition Saturn that's causing this.

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posted May 16, 2018 08:26 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Kannon McAfee     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'm sorry you're feeling so down. I think you do have the transit of Uranus conjunct your Sun working for you now, but it may feel like abrupt changes at first, then settle down into more freedom.

That Saturn transit conjunct your Neptune -- it can make things look and feel worse than they really are. It will pass. It mostly pushes you to get really practical, real, and step-by-step about your dreams. It might not even seem like you can see them clearly or feel confident in them. That is what this transit can do -- make you really sure about the next step you take so that it is really for your benefit.

Don't let a couple incidents or others' feelings along the way hit you too hard. Just feel out what you want and go get it. That will bring you some confidence and relieve the depression.

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posted May 16, 2018 09:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for llewsacm     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yeah, good response kannon.

Pick yourself up by your bootstraps girl! A change is coming and you can make it great.

You've probably felt some tension occurring for a while now with Uranus approaching your sun. It is time to awaken and see what you are really made of. This transit is a catalyst to change, and you really need to step back and admire what you have accomplished so far and realize your true potential. Stay in tune with what is going on in your core self...it will give you guidance on how to proceed. And most of all, remember the other confusing times in your life that occurred, and how trivial they may seem now. This is a period of growth, and you should be focusing on your self worth and what you are attempting to accomplish for yourself.

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posted May 16, 2018 11:11 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hypatia238     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I hope you feel better soon

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posted May 17, 2018 04:31 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aries23Degrees     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I wonder of this confusion and exasperation is part in parcel of the trans Uranus/Sun conjunct square trans Mars?

My remedy to depression:Sleep and fantasy films. Locking myself away until the momentum picks up again.

How's the weather where you live? Sometimes weather can affect ones mood.

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posted May 17, 2018 08:58 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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posted May 17, 2018 11:28 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for areesquivel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Sorry to hear that ChildofVenus, I have that transit in effect too, Saturn conjunct Natal Neptune and among other transits I've been feeling really depressed lately, it comes and goes though and some things do trigger that, I'm assuming you are 87 born just like me, you have my best friend's placements so I'm assuming you are April 20th or 21st, though she's a Scorpio ASC and finances are her main struggle atm.

Your Venus conjunct my Pisces Moon, this is one the reasons why we get along so well, she knows how to talk to me.


I'm really sorry to hear about your situation with your mom, she might be going through some big things too and even though is no excuse we are all having major energy shifts and people around us are the first one to notice.

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posted May 17, 2018 04:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for kewf1988     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I can definitely relate, as I'm going through similar things. Add my Saturn return to Saturn transiting Neptune, add Neptune transiting my descendant, and have Uranus getting ready to oppose my Moon rather than conjunct my Sun! Past trauma has come to the surface (I have Saturn, Uranus, AND Neptune in the 4th so I definitely understand your problems at home!), I have been reflecting a lot on what I have done while in my 20s, and have also felt depressed at times. On the bright side, I have grown as an astrologer and I have been going through a crush (the synastry looks good as her Sun is on my ascendant, my Jupiter is on her South Node, we have Venus trine Venus and Mars trine Mars, her Mars is trine my Moon/Pluto conjunction, My Sun is in her 5th house, we have double whammy Sun/Moon harmony as I have Gemini Sun and Scorpio Moon, while she has Virgo Sun and Leo Moon (her Sun is technically sextile my Moon as well), our ascendants trine each other (she has the look of Neptune conjunct Capricorn rising), our part of victories are conjunct each other, her part of spirit is conjunct my part of fortune and Vertex, my part of courage is conjunct her Vertex, the asteroid Valentine in her chart is on my ascendant, the asteroid "House" in my chart is on her IC, numerous Solar and Lunar eclipse conjunctions, most notably her Sun conjunct my prenatal Lunar eclipse and her Valentine on both my prenatal Lunar and postnatal Solar eclipses, while my Jupiter is also on her prenatal Solar eclipse. We both share Pluto in Scorpio and Neptune in Capricorn as well, which means we share generational energy), which is interesting as my Solar return this coming year and last year has mentioned a "love story", as well as continued growth in occult subjects (like astrology).

Basically, just listen to your heart, and that might mean going on your own, as it's not healthy to remain in a toxic environment.

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posted May 18, 2018 09:01 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for etherealsaturn     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'm sorry Just remember you are in control and moments like these always pass. I hope you feel better soon.

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posted May 18, 2018 01:02 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ChildofVenus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks everyone it seems like I always have a hard time with things. I hope I can find something for depression and anxiety. I don't want to take medication I've been doing research on herbs that are good for depression. I wish I could be happy like other people and didn't always have to deal with issues in regards to my family. If I just get up and walk away I know my parents would be worried. But sometimes that's how I feel.

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posted May 18, 2018 01:02 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ChildofVenus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by etherealsaturn:
I'm sorry Just remember you are in control and moments like these always pass. I hope you feel better soon.

It does pass and it seems to just start all over again later.

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posted May 18, 2018 02:41 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Radium     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
saturn in 4th baby, I got it too... I go through the exact same crap as you... lol

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posted May 18, 2018 04:02 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Kannon McAfee     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by ChildofVenus:
Thanks everyone it seems like I always have a hard time with things. I hope I can find something for depression and anxiety. I don't want to take medication I've been doing research on herbs that are good for depression. I wish I could be happy like other people and didn't always have to deal with issues in regards to my family. If I just get up and walk away I know my parents would be worried. But sometimes that's how I feel.

Feel free to email me and ask me anything about herbs that might help. Homepathics too.

But don't think other people are necessarily happier within their families than you. We all have our issues we work through. Patience and forgiveness are sometimes the only things we have to deal with it.

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posted May 19, 2018 04:25 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ChildofVenus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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saturn in 4th baby, I got it too... I go through the exact same crap as you... lol


It really sucks! I hate this placement! Only people who have this really understand. Is there anyway around it? I guess the only way would be to leave.

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posted May 19, 2018 07:47 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for arcturus90     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
When Saturn was transiting my 4th house, my relationship with my father was not good, neither... 4th house is related to the father, as I read it several times

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posted May 21, 2018 08:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for FixedStar     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Me to over but, it because Saturn is opposing my sun. I feel so bad I just searched how to be happy on the internet.

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Radium
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posted May 21, 2018 11:03 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Radium     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
@FixedStar

xD lmfao, I've done that before too omg, cheers to depression <3

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posted May 25, 2018 10:35 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hope you feel better soon.

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posted June 10, 2018 07:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for arcturus90     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Try to check the transiting planets in your father's chart !

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posted June 10, 2018 11:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Desiring Shadows     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Awww, I’m sorry.
Yeah if it’s anywhere near threatening I’d say leave. You shouldn’t have to have someone tell you they are going to physically hurt you for you to clearly understand the subtle signs you’ve been picking up on.
Hmmm

I wish you luck. And remember, everything in life is temporary! So whether you like the situation you are in now or not, it won’t last forever so take appropriate action and do what you think is necessary.

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posted June 15, 2018 05:19 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
This, too, shall pass.

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posted June 17, 2018 04:39 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for nordicsoul     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Venus,

I hope you are feeling better. Astrology aside, try to go to natural places every day and stay there for sometimes. try to release feelings there and feel the threes, the birds, and breath slowly feeling the sounds of nature. do not try to run away from your feelings, but instead try to get the answer from your heart. depression has many causes. transits are only triggers for things that are going on.

if you did not have something going on inside you, no transit would affect you that way (my opinion)

try to connect with your own feelings to understand why you are feeling that way. maybe writing about it in a journal. do not run away from your feelings, but do not get too deep in one setting. it may overwhelming. it is like a muscle. the more you work on them, the stronger. maybe doing yoga can quiet the mind a little and help to get in touch with the source of your feelings.

sometimes it is just a new you is emerging, but the process of getting there needs to leave away the other person. that is a mourning process that you may be going through.

Uranus transiting your sun is bringing unexpected "awareness" about yourself in a abrupt way. but uranus is a liberating force as well. you have natally saturn-uranus (wide conjunction) and uranus was making a trine to that conjunction for some time when was in late degrees of aries. so the challenge to change your structures associated to the 4th house has been there for quite sometime.

saturn is 4th is not an easy placement. you have it natally, but the transit that you went through must have triggered issues at home since uranus was about 18 degrees or aries. if you were not too aware about what needed to be changed, then now, the transit to your sun is making the issue clear.

I would check what your progressed moon is doing. that may be triggering something as well.

best wishes!

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posted June 17, 2018 06:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ChildofVenus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Hi Venus,

I hope you are feeling better. Astrology aside, try to go to natural places every day and stay there for sometimes. try to release feelings there and feel the threes, the birds, and breath slowly feeling the sounds of nature. do not try to run away from your feelings, but instead try to get the answer from your heart. depression has many causes. transits are only triggers for things that are going on.

if you did not have something going on inside you, no transit would affect you that way (my opinion)

try to connect with your own feelings to understand why you are feeling that way. maybe writing about it in a journal. do not run away from your feelings, but do not get too deep in one setting. it may overwhelming. it is like a muscle. the more you work on them, the stronger. maybe doing yoga can quiet the mind a little and help to get in touch with the source of your feelings.

sometimes it is just a new you is emerging, but the process of getting there needs to leave away the other person. that is a mourning process that you may be going through.

Uranus transiting your sun is bringing unexpected "awareness" about yourself in a abrupt way. but uranus is a liberating force as well. you have natally saturn-uranus (wide conjunction) and uranus was making a trine to that conjunction for some time when was in late degrees of aries. so the challenge to change your structures associated to the 4th house has been there for quite sometime.

saturn is 4th is not an easy placement. you have it natally, but the transit that you went through must have triggered issues at home since uranus was about 18 degrees or aries. if you were not too aware about what needed to be changed, then now, the transit to your sun is making the issue clear.

I would check what your progressed moon is doing. that may be triggering something as well.

best wishes!


Thanks for your input the part you mentioned about "the challenge to change your structures associated to the 4th house" do you mean change as in moving out?

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posted June 17, 2018 07:30 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for nordicsoul     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
moving out? not necesarily, but an obvious manifestation of the transit of uranus to planets in 4th can be that. however, saturn is ruler of your 5th and 6th house. and sun is ruler of your first house. So, here some themes that are are brought to your attention by uranus transit (uranus will become retrograde and will aspect saturn again. look at the ephemerides for exact degrees of uranus when enter retrograde..

the main theme now is about SUN, which has to do with what is unique about you as a human in this universe. why do you exist, what unique qualities can bring you to the world that makes you feel your are following your purpose (this is not career though, although part of your life purpose can be acchieved through career)... the fact that saturn is ruler of your 5th house suggest that theme again as this house has to do with your unique creative potential, in other words, a theme associated to the sun purpose. sometimes we project that urge to develop our unique qualities into a romantic interest. now the uranus transit is making a call for you to focus on your unique potentials, if you default to lazy and want the easy way, you may find yourself projecting and falling in love or infatuated more than ever.. this will be a sign that you are not focusing on your SUN but projecting that need into another person. if you fall in love during this transit try to still focus on what you are really trying to become, your Solar purpose.

SUN is the ruler of your 1st house with LEO there. now it is a good time to dig into the meaning of LEO ascendant. changing the way you even look, dress, move, etc may help you in mysterious way to find the alignment with your solar purposes. we tend not to own the ascendant, but the ascendant seems to be the key to unlock the solar and moon energies of your chart. so, if it help think in all the possible ways that doing LEO ascendant things can resonate with your needs.

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posted June 18, 2018 08:37 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ChildofVenus     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by nordicsoul:
moving out? not necesarily, but an obvious manifestation of the transit of uranus to planets in 4th can be that. however, saturn is ruler of your 5th and 6th house. and sun is ruler of your first house. So, here some themes that are are brought to your attention by uranus transit (uranus will become retrograde and will aspect saturn again. look at the ephemerides for exact degrees of uranus when enter retrograde..

the main theme now is about SUN, which has to do with what is unique about you as a human in this universe. why do you exist, what unique qualities can bring you to the world that makes you feel your are following your purpose (this is not career though, although part of your life purpose can be acchieved through career)... the fact that saturn is ruler of your 5th house suggest that theme again as this house has to do with your unique creative potential, in other words, a theme associated to the sun purpose. sometimes we project that urge to develop our unique qualities into a romantic interest. now the uranus transit is making a call for you to focus on your unique potentials, if you default to lazy and want the easy way, you may find yourself projecting and falling in love or infatuated more than ever.. this will be a sign that you are not focusing on your SUN but projecting that need into another person. if you fall in love during this transit try to still focus on what you are really trying to become, your Solar purpose.

SUN is the ruler of your 1st house with LEO there. now it is a good time to dig into the meaning of LEO ascendant. changing the way you even look, dress, move, etc may help you in mysterious way to find the alignment with your solar purposes. we tend not to own the ascendant, but the ascendant seems to be the key to unlock the solar and moon energies of your chart. so, if it help think in all the possible ways that doing LEO ascendant things can resonate with your needs.



I just really feel upset about my life in general and I don't really know what to do about it. So I come here for advice trying to figure things out. People here tell me that relationships with people who I care about will come to an end and that's really upsetting. And of course the situation with my parents is depressing. They don't really understand me. Sometimes I feel trapped like I'm in a nightmare. The family members who came from out of town who are staying with us started interrogating me. When I told them that I like being alone and that sometimes I just want to get away. They went on and on about how I'm wrong for not telling my parents where I am when I decide to travel. I really am just sick of people getting on my case about how I am. The only time I really feel like I can be myself is among the people I'm with at the Massage School I attend. I know I come here and talk about the Virgo a lot but that's because he's like family to me. But I guess our friendship will be over soon because of progressions. I really do hate all of this and I just wish it didn't have to be.

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