posted September 10, 2018 06:39 PM            

thank you
i think it is very interessting what you share. and it sounds logical, that it effects us like this.
wished that the system could have used more alternative ways of understanding .

i got an idea of this effect when i found astrology, and it boosts me to read examples.
and encourages me to check my chart for the transits of mars and jupiter, from when i had my strongest manic episode.

i will have a better look at the aspekts tomorrow.(its night here now)
im not that good in astrology ,yet, but somehow what i read is understood on one level, but i will come back to this many times while i study.

im glad you have found a rythm by reading astrology. great job!
i hope you find your balance. <3

posted September 11, 2018 12:35 AM            

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Originally posted by Huldra:
Hi
Im new here, so please just move the tread if its in the wrong place.
I could not figure out the search engine, so I made a new tread.

I have 4 planets close to my sun, and it feels like I am dealing with alot of different internal personas.
I have had alot of psychological problems over the years, and found it really interessting when I recently started reading astrology. Because many of my inner personas had the characters of the planets, especially those conjunct my sun. I have had an internal fight inbetween them, with inner voices,, and my moon in pisces made them real.

I know it is common to relate to our planets vs personas, but I am wondering if you have any interessting to share with me on the subject.

I am interessted in the fragmentation we all carry within us , the different personas we have inside.
I also wanted to know your experience with your personas, in relation to your sun conjunction, or other aspects.

btw my sun 2' capricorn (4th house) is in conjuntion with mercury 3' (pallas 5') neptune 7',
and uranus 27'sagg , saturn 24'
..with chiron opposing in 25' gemini, and pandora 2' cancer

my moon is 2' pisces, and AC is 29' libra

I dont have that many squares in my chart, but I feel that all the oppositions and conjuntions gives me a hard enough time...
<3

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Hi Huldra

sometimes the planets don't have to be making aspects by the degree, but them being in signs naturally opposite or square can contribute to the feelings of inner conflict

in your case, perhaps the capricorn sun in the 4th, causing you to flunctuate between being a cap or cancer

or having AC in libra while the sun is in capricorn

in case of oppositions and/or squares especially between sun, moon and AC, one of the best ways is to live your life in a away that all the placements and signs would get satisfied...it will be a challenge, but it's definitely doable, and very rewarding, because nothing can be compared to inner piece

in your case, maybe having an independent business from your home, but one that would deal with personalizing choices for individual costumers, or working for a company (preferably one that is in your hometown or near your area if you live in a big city) where you can get promoted, while you get to have one-on-one interactions with people

you don't have to stress about it, or always wonder if you're doing the right thing...often times when you simply get out there, the soul (which is a mix of our sun/moon/ac and all other aspects and planets) will find its own way, and will fit it where it can fulfill all its potentials and desires

* moon in pisces is very creative and has great manifestation abilites...it also needs alone time after dealing with the world out there and absorbing all the different energies

this moon can be whoever they decide to be, because in character, they don't have just one form like other moon signs, they're fluid and shape-shifters

this moon sign is perfect for you who have cancer, libra and cap elements in your chart...it can help you move between these signs without difficulty or resistance, and fulfill all of them!

It can also be nice to remember that almost any prominent person throughout the history who has done something great for humanity has had natal conflicting aspects ...because that's the beauty of these seemingly "conflicting" patterns, they bring with themselves, immense creativity and also the ability to relate to more people

posted September 11, 2018 05:15 AM            

thank you for your views on this.
i will go more into depth on this, and i have just started to study the placements individually. mirage also pointed out to check the planets wellbeing in my chart :P

i hope to get some charts in the future from people i have met in the psych. ward. and get to ask some questions. to see the bigger picture.
i will remember to check this view also!

this is also logic when i think about it.
a planets wellbeing is my wellbeing.

thanks for the tips on my own situation.
i am very sosial when i first meet people. i am the idealist who cheers for you, and like to play.
when im in my head i am an explorer, connecting topics , discovering, and want to learn and learn and learn.
and i am an introvert, needs alonetime to become myself again (to go from camelon to soul), at home i am creative, and calm.
so im trying to find a mid way for all my dreams to come true. wich is write a book/make a theatre of healing/work with people in psychological pain. art therapy maybe?...

i realy love people,i shine with them (leo 11.h )(maybe its my ego that loves people :P ) but i need space from them. hehe
now i have one workingday at a care-center/homes for mentally disabled people, working with sewing and vowing, and more.

alot sharing about me here now, but i have a strong intention to find my path , so will let this flow. (one of the eclipses was on my MC also )

thank you for your post <3
best wishes to you to

posted September 11, 2018 08:31 AM            

i have looked at the charts more now.
tJupiter/node was also square tSun/venus. (also a tuch of tNeptune)
does that count, even if it is a transit for everyone?
like, kind of boosts the pattern you already are in?
(sorry, not shure how to formulate this)

thank you for sharing.

i checked my transits, from a manic episode in 2011.
and mars was transiting chiron,
wich is opposite saturn and uranus.

pluto is slow, but i think that him transiting so many of my personal planets made it a mess. made me a mess. i was alot in the m.hospital those years.

tJupiter was on his way to opposing nPluto then also.

i feel i have had a phersephone theme in my life, so it interessting to see her opposing neptun at that time.

posted September 13, 2018 03:44 PM            

I have stumbled on some other great ideas relating to her mythology, that I see paralleled in other kinds of theories on psychology.

Get that book on Asteroid Goddesses (by Demetra George & Douglas Bloch) and begin to peel the onion!! This book is soo chocked full. You used the word 'cornucopia' before?? Yes.
It will take a long time. You might want to use colored-pencils and pencil while you pick it apart. (My pages are unglued!! I have so many pages that are taped and glued! I have to be careful not to spill the loose pages in it now.)
Dive into it. There is sooooo much information in that book!

She has a psychological orientation in the book, as, the co-author, Douglas Bloch, is a therapist?

I'll say it again... It may take you a LONG time to digest all the details. Be patient, and take your time learning. Sometimes the slower you go, the more you can anchor the material, the faster you go?

I hope your career dreams and aspirations come true!

YEARS ago, I had started a research project, sort of close to the field of your idea. I abandoned it as at that time, I didn't have enough understanding about astrology to take it on.

If situation was different, (locality), I might have invited you to see what I had, some of my ideas. Immensely BIG project.

Project began in parallel to new interest in astrology. I had discovered the work of Dorothea Dix, and read versions of her biographies. I used interlibrary loan systems, and borrowed copies of her original work. {MH Reformer}
-- haha, putting my hands on the copies of those books, I almost thought I could feel her spirit.
I mused whether or not I knew her in a past life??? LOL
I had created a chart for her, that seems to fit-- but I would have needed a more intricate study of her, AND, astrology.
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dorothea_Dix

Some of the biographies that came out about her later were twisted-- fake news?? LOL She was REALLY controversial! She was a powerful woman, who made fantastic allies in our government-- able to reach across political aisles, gaining funding for her projects.

Her influence went all over the whole world.

Somewhere in the 1970s, politically economically motivated physicians started to tear apart and destroy her work and influence.

I watched as revisions of her Biographies came out, which sanitized, skewed, and restricted. It's like they took her humanity away. Put her soul in a rigidly contained box.

*laughing* .. okay, OFF my soapbox!!!

Girlwiththerainysoul gave you some interesting advice!

She shared one of her line-drawings with us, and opened it for commentary, in Yellow Wax Forum.

If you want to see it, or join in the conversation (if it's not too triggering for you) go here--
LL Yellow Wax Forum
Topic: What Vibes Do You Get From This Drawing?
by girlwiththerainysoul on Sept 12, 2018
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum17/HTML/003458.html

This was a thread ref for Starrybuffalo
BPD - - http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/239641-2.html

posted September 13, 2018 04:31 PM            

It would be EASY for a person with a little bit of research skills to get all kinds of personal information on you, including your current whereabouts.

Make sure you obscure your real names on ALL the charts contained in your photobucket account.

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If you want to research charts, Huldra?

Astrodienst is connected to Astro-wiki and Astro-databank.

Explore by going in a search-engine (like Yahoo, Bing, others) and type 'Astrodienst {{name name}}' -- You should find a link to their astrodatabank chart doing it that way.

astrodienst Carl Jung
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Jung,_Carl

or

astrodienst bipolar
- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Research:Medical:_Bi-Polar_44607

SCROLL … All the way down to the BOTTOM of the biography.

There are Categories which are hyperlinked to Lists.

If you learn the correct syntax {the way they 'word' various categories}, then you can learn to use the internal search FOR Astrodienst/ astrodatabank / astro wiki. I think they attempt to bridge those all together now.

Astrodienst Rocks!!!

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- http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Help:Category

Remember to always remove the 's' from http in order to hyperlink urls within IMG code, or urls to websites, if you want them clickable from LL.

The reason some have not been able to get their IMG to 'take' at LL is because of the 's', OR, you used the wrong copy-paste format address made-available on the side-margins by some image accounts.
(If you haven't seen pasting 'selections' for posting to forums, then, don't worry about selection.)

posted September 13, 2018 06:33 PM            

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Originally posted by Odette:
Moon or Mercury square Uranus... can be 'outside the norm' in positive and negative ways... and could also have mental health problems.

Moon in Pisces, is very emotionally complex. In men I've seen it play out as serious, painful, ongoing emotional problems.
Women with Pisces Moon seem more emotionally balanced and have a sense of inner peace.
I wouldn't necessarily associate this placement with mental issues... Things can turn emotionally chaotic, but it really depends a lot on the overall chart.

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posted October 21, 2018 05:23 PM            

mirage29,, thank you as always for your good and long posts!
im sorry for answering so late, i suddenly started studying, in another town, so have been traveling and resting and traveling and resting.
also wanna say thank you for your hint about astrodrama, and other creative stuff. one of many hints in a row, to start studying art therapy! and i also want to studi psychodrama, to fill in.
so yeah, thanks!

I will try to get my hands on that book. cornucopia is a new word for me, but i googled it
i think it can help me in studying the female archetypes.

btw, it seems to me that you have great understanding in astrology,you have many good contributions. the more i read in this forum the more i realize i dont have an answer to the posts.

im clapping my hands for women like dorothea dix, thanks for sharing.

i will check out the other treads also.

have i managed to secure my name from pics now? i found one with my username in the link and deleted it.
thank you for telling me.

and thank you for helping me out, to check other charts for my "astropsychostudy", but after starting the new school i think i have to pause the astrology again.
also had a dream telling me that i could become an astrologer after finishing the art therapy school.