posted October 21, 2020 12:30 AM            

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Originally posted by Somna7H:
No Batman there to beat the **** out of you.

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posted October 23, 2020 04:40 AM            

since i do not want to annoy anyone by constantly posting my natal chart lol

posted October 23, 2020 05:40 AM            

First thing... that Mars-Moon-Pluto t-square on the ASC-DSC axis is what caused you to feel easily offended & combative. You often get the feeling people are against you, being unfriendly, or having some kinda hidden motives, and with Mars on your DSC, it is also likely you give off such a vibe yourself or attract people that fuel the aggressive/competitive spirit in you...and you're not one to back down, I'm guessing.

posted October 23, 2020 11:41 AM            

Two of your strongest Planets are Moon and Pluto--both hidden, secretive, sensitive, unconscious energies. Midheaven often corresponds to how the public perceives us. With Sagittarius MC with Pluto conjunct same and Jupiter in Pisces, the public tends to view you in very polarized ways. Some are going to view you as a very powerful, magnetic, deeply sexual, wise/insightful, maybe even healing. Others may view you as overly self centered, kind of destructive, manipulative, overly secretive, and perhaps a bit vindictive. All depends on how they interact with especially Plutonian energy themselves. Either way, people will either have a very positive or very negative reaction to you i.e. you and your energy has a polarizing effect (there can be different reasons for this).

You also have an above average energy sensitive chart. For some examples: strong Moon, strong Aquarius, strong Pluto, Uranus and Neptune conjunction in 12th House, loaded 8th House (Mercury, and Sun cusping into same), Angular Pisces South Node, ruler of the Midheaven, Jupiter in Pisces in the 1st. That, and you're connected to a female body, which tends to be more psychic than male bodies.

Hence, you are very sensitive to and aware of when people look at you. It's partly a survival, self defense mechanism and partly just a part of natural energy sensitivity. I use to run amateur studies in my high school classes based on this phenomenon--the ability of people to sense being looked at. One noticed trend was that females were more sensitive to it than males on average. And this Scorpio Sun girl that I had a crush on--she was super sensitive to it. Almost every time within seconds of me staring at her, no matter what angle, etc, she would look right back at me.

Then there is the likelihood that you are quite attractive, even if you don't think so about yourself. Aquarius ASC is one of the more attractive Rising Signs on average, though tending towards a sort of androgynous look. It cusping Pisces and the Moon closely conjunct your Asc, tips it to the Feminine/Yin side strongly (though Leo and Mars counterbalances it back to Yang/Masculine some). You are probably quite busty and curvy, with a very pretty face and attractive vibe. The faster moving ruler of your ASC, Saturn, is in Venus ruled Taurus--another Sign that tends towards being attractive in connection with the Rising Sign. In short, you're nice to look at. Perhaps even stunning by some people's definition. You have an attractive energy and look to both males and females (Moon is very linked to women). If you're bi at all, other women sense this strongly. Some women conversely may be jealous or envious of your looks and level of attractiveness.

And then yes, there is the unconscious anger and sexual energy part. Sometimes part of the meaning of the 7th House are energies that are strong within us, but that we are unconscious to and tend to project onto others--often partners that we attract--but 7th is a general public house to some extent as well, though not as much as the MC and 10th.

With Leo Mars opposed your Asc and Moon, and Sag Pluto conjunct your MC and that square your Moon/ASC conjunction, you likely have some unconscious anger and strong sexual energy, that others pick up on, even if you're unconscious to it.

Get in touch with those sides of yourself more consciously. There are various different ways. If you're attracting hyper sexual and/or highly charged, highly red and orange aured men or partners, then this is the Universe's way of reflecting yourself back to you. But there are other, independent ways to become more conscious of this repressed/suppressed traits. Look at Jungian based therapies.

Ask your guidance to give you helpful messages during dreams or meditation. There are many different kinds of ways to become more conscious of the unconscious. Just contemplating that these traits might be there, and accepting that possibility, might to start helping you to open up.

The funny thing about the Moon, which is by far your predominant energy, is that the Moon does like attention, though at the same time, she likes to remain hidden, mysterious, and she has defenses. She is the very definition of Yin/Feminine energy in that and in other ways. The Moon is the type that likes to be chased some, but not too much/too hard. The Moon is also very emotional, and very subjective. She is the very definition of "right brained"--all feelings, beliefs, hunches, and subjectivity. Linear logic and analytical thought is not her forte, but would be a very helpful, grounding balance for her to engage in. And she is very changeable and moody--she can be sociable, fun, zany, and/or hilarious one moment, and then another moment morose, sad, upset, super insecure, and/or hyper emotionally sensitive. And she's a little over self focused at times, though sympathetic to others. Frankly, in some ways, she can be kind of a hot mess at times.

posted October 23, 2020 09:50 PM            

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Originally posted by Somna7H:
I'm not pretending.
I'm same as my earlier posts.
I still don't like sociopath like you.
You ******* show people low so that you can feel yourself high. Yes I agree. You are good. Good at humiliating other by finding their weaknesses. That's your fcking good skills. No doubt. Now it's perspective who will take your side. Because there are lots of people of your type. Those really enjoy your company. Similar people with similar filthy act. Live in your fcking Dreamland where you are a king and others are just nothing.

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Try not to let people get under your skin. I know it is hard to ignore when people harass you. I dealt with this person a while ago and I see I have not been on patrol enough

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posted October 24, 2020 12:30 AM            

not my fault he chose to have a 2 day meltdown over it (proving my point that he is in fact a very angry person) 🤷‍♀️

i've never harassed you either ami i told you that you were wrong about an asteroid and if i dig a little harder i think i said something about elemental voids in charts as well, but i find it funny how you feel the need to insert yourself in disagreements i have with other people to comment on it

nevermind that i straight up asked you what your deal was with me and you refuse to speak directly or address it, just passive aggressive comments like this one

nevermind that i didn't speak to you for months on end before the last time you did this

posted October 24, 2020 09:35 AM            

you've responded by calling me a sociopath, an ******* , saying i should be beaten up, removed from this world, filth etc over the course of days and i responded

this is not harassment and you're displaying clear abusive qualities here along with a lot of anger to go with your violent fantasies

call me what you'd like but in all reality i told you to find the internal source of your anger so that you could feel better about your life because you're always talking about being depressed and not having good connections with others etc

i see why now very clearly🤷‍♀️

responding to someone who is cursing at me and wishing ill will on me is not me harassing them and you have no clear vision of yourself here if you think you're some victim

ami has clear bias against me and enjoys passive aggressively inserting herself into things to address her issues with me over things that have happened a very long time ago which were the equivalent of me saying "you arent right about that" simple as that

i wasnt calling you passive aggressive, you're just straight up aggressive 🤣 and for no reason because i told you repeatedly there was no malice in my words only your perception because it offended you that i acknowledged your anger issues

when you're calling someone else names and telling them how lucky they are that they arent being beaten or near you in person and they respond to that you can't cry abuse and harassment and actually have room to speak

posted October 24, 2020 10:29 AM            

i even said that i could have said what i meant initially better 🤷‍♀️ not pretending to be a hero just being completely honest about what started this (me telling you that you are an angry person and that finding the internal source of anger would lead to life improvements for you because i was concerned about your well being and you taking it wrong)

like i said several times over i could have been less harsh about it but i never came at you with ill intentions, you perceived it as an attack and went off on me

posted October 24, 2020 10:42 AM            

i'm not playing anything i'm telling you what happened because it's true and it's something i've told you repeatedly now

i understand that i could have phrased what i said initially better, but i'm not perfect and can be more harsh than intended

it's a flaw i acknowledge in myself that lends itself very poorly to text rather than irl situations which have less ambiguous interpretation

i'm not saying anything new as a matter of fact on page 2 i counted multiple occurrences of me saying these things

i have no reason to pretend, you're just going off on me over me calling you angry and telling you harming others wont fix the anger you have 🤷‍♀️ literally it

you've twisted me into something i'm not but it's just your narrative and skewed perception because you're angry

again i could have said what i did at first better, maybe we wouldn't have ended up here, but considering you won't listen at all and are just insistent that i'm lying to you because you're mad maybe not

i get it, i upset you, it wasnt my intention but that doesn't mean your response is acceptable or proportionate

posted October 24, 2020 10:52 AM            

you expressed anger, mentioned low self esteem, you've hinted at suicidal thoughts before etc and i just wanted you to see that you are in fact walking around loaded in anger that you think you don't have because you aren't hurting people

and sure you aren't hurting others but it isn't helping you

that's it

it isn't me being petty it's me trying to clear a misunderstanding while you continuously come at me with all kinds of insults and wishing me harm for what? having the nerve to say "somna you have a lot of internal anger, you're an angry person deep down and it's hurting you"

posted October 24, 2020 10:58 AM            

when there's a misunderstanding i like to level, discuss **** , clear the air etc you misunderstood my intent so here i am trying to explain it to you but you shut it down repeatedly

i don't care how others perceive me right now, i care that YOU are walking around thinking i was making fun of you for having issues when that couldnt be further from the truth

i feel genuine concern towards things you've expressed somna, it's a lot of unhealthy really bad **** , and i honestly hope things pick up and head in a better direction for you because you need it

i just don't think you'll find better until you deal with internal stuff though so i suggested it

if i knew that it would turn into this i wouldve just shut up but now it's here so you talk and i respond

posted October 24, 2020 11:20 AM            

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Originally posted by Somna7H:
OK OK.
We all heard you.
We got your point.
You are the man with highest standers.
You were never wrong and that's why you are NO 1 Hypocrite now.
You never wanted to hurt anyone.
You just trying to make justice and peace by showing .... in your unique way.
You never get Angry in whole life, you are a peace lover. a cool calm cheap **** man.
According to you I'm the Villain here and I can't never be a Superman until honest true people like you exists in this cruel world.
Thank you for your peace and have a nice day...

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i don't think you're a villain things aren't black and white, life isn't as simple as just heroes or villains

it's you who puts things into those terms not me

i think that you got angry because i expressed something that wasn't meant to be cruel in a harsher manner than intended and you took it wrong partially because you're in a poor state

are you a villain because of that? no

am i painting myself as a hero? no

i'm just a person who, because i'm imperfect and flawed, expressed concern in a manner that wasn't sensitive enough and made a mistake

of course i get angry, everyone gets angry, but that isn't what i was talking about somna

getting angry isn't the same as being an angry person, i said you seem to be an angry person and you went off on it

do i think you're somehow evil? not at all, that would be stupid, but i do think you have anger issues and they're partially why you and i are having this conversation

your sarcasm, black and white thinking, and projections aside i don't think poorly of you and i'm not looking down on you

posted October 24, 2020 11:40 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:

Try not to let people get under your skin. I know it is hard to ignore when people harass you. I dealt with this person a while ago and I see I have not been on patrol enough

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posted October 24, 2020 10:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Dumuzi:
i don't think you're a villain things aren't black and white, life isn't as simple as just heroes or villains

it's you who puts things into those terms not me

i think that you got angry because i expressed something that wasn't meant to be cruel in a harsher manner than intended and you took it wrong partially because you're in a poor state

are you a villain because of that? no

am i painting myself as a hero? no

i'm just a person who, because i'm imperfect and flawed, expressed concern in a manner that wasn't sensitive enough and made a mistake

of course i get angry, everyone gets angry, but that isn't what i was talking about somna

getting angry isn't the same as being an angry person, i said you seem to be an angry person and you went off on it

do i think you're somehow evil? not at all, that would be stupid, but i do think you have anger issues and they're partially why you and i are having this conversation

your sarcasm, black and white thinking, and projections aside i don't think poorly of you and i'm not looking down on you

i'm not judging myself as better than you or anyone actually ive said more than once all people are flawed myself included

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