posted July 09, 2022 06:02 PM            

I've been with him for 3 days, so I could not keep my composure. I kind of said under my breath "I know that, I'm not stupid." Did not take a hint.

Then we got to view silent films in one area, and I had enough. There was a funny scene, where it looked like the dog was running up a brick wall. He really thought that he had to explain to me that the dog was actually not really running up the brick wall! I said it again. "I know that, I'm not stupid."
And I think what really made me speak up, was that he acted like I didn't say anything, and that everything was fine when I spoke up for my self that I didn't like how he was talking to me.

I felt like I needed a drink! I had to regroup in the bathroom and sneak in some vape hits.

But he is also such a people pleaser, and likes to check in and make sure I am content and doing fine. So since he asked...I asked him if he could tone down the manspaining. Especially since he prides him self in being a feminist. And pretty much how it's insulting when he really thinks he needs to explain certain things to me, and how it makes me feel like I am being talked to like I am a child and how enraged it makes me feel. I of course felt remorse since he is one of my best friends. And told him I am only telling him, because he would appreciate me telling him.

posted July 20, 2022 10:27 PM            

Well his other ex has been sounding off about him on FB. For about a year now, while not directly saying his name, most people know it's him. Not all the time.

posted August 01, 2022 08:07 PM            

I am trying to get better about reaching out to friends. I usually just let people reach out to me so that I cannot be rejected. But that is not really fair to others.

I figure hey, at least I tried.

Chiron transiting 11th house

We will see!

trine IC Leo and S. Node
sextile MC and N. node Aquarius
square Neptune Capricorn
trine Gemini rising

posted August 02, 2022 03:27 AM            

This upcoming aspect will be the fourth time, out of five transit passes. Started March 2021; (Final conjunction on Feb 2023); Ends May 2023.

I’ve been single since the transit began however also directly and indirectly loving (attempted healing with) someone who’s in deep trouble. That person has transit Chiron conjuncting natal NN, and sextiling his natal 7H Chiron.

I personally believe he’s an unrealized shaman.. being mistyped by others as autistic and difficult throughout some painful experiences. Time will tell what this moment was ever for

posted August 02, 2022 07:44 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
A few different friends, suddenly lost pets in the last two weeks. Like us, with our cat.

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My friend's mom's cat went missing for a few days. But being micro chip helped him get found. And the same day his dad got hit by a drunk driver. He is alive.

posted August 02, 2022 07:44 PM            

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Originally posted by vansio:
Interesting, Teasel. I heard of a couple people who also lost cats this past week. In Vedic astrology, Rahu (the North Node ☊ has rulership over cats, with transit Mars and Uranus conjunct.

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Woah, I believe it.

posted September 16, 2022 06:48 PM            

Today I forgave myself for how I chose to behave a few months back.

Today I chose to focus more on cutting off distractions.

A lot of inner work going on right now.

posted September 27, 2022 01:33 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I am depressed. You know how you know things can happen, but then they actually happen and it's still a WTF. One of those days.

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posted October 02, 2022 11:38 AM            

After years of struggle, a lot of pain and still refusing to give up:
- I finally got rid of my acne and have clear skin.
- After two mayor jaw surgeries and one minor surgery, I finally have straight and healthy teeth.
- The problems with my scalp are a thing of the past.

I think it's also important to see if Chiron is in conjugation to personal planets.

Has anyone here ever had Chiron transit in conjunction to natal Chiron?

posted October 02, 2022 11:49 AM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
I've had phases of on and off depression. I felt it when Saturn went retrograde. And every time Saturn moved back closer to my moon sign I felt worse. But I will say, now that the sun is in my 5th house that my mood has stabilized.

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Me2! Are you a Capricorn moon?
I belong to the generation who has Saturn, Uranus and Neptune in Capricorn (3rd house) and when Saturn transit hit my 3rd house it was beyond tough. It led to self-doubt, anxiety and at times depression. It also formed an ugly square with my Aries moon and mars. I think the 2nd half of my life will be much easier. I'm a total late bloomer.

posted October 11, 2022 02:50 AM            

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Originally posted by rockwell:
Me2! Are you a Capricorn moon?
I belong to the generation who has Saturn, Uranus and Neptune in Capricorn (3rd house) and when Saturn transit hit my 3rd house it was beyond tough. It led to self-doubt, anxiety and at times depression. It also formed an ugly square with my Aries moon and mars. I think the 2nd half of my life will be much easier. I'm a total late bloomer.

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posted October 18, 2022 07:14 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
Scorpio Moon. I'm late bloomer too.

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QUOTE]Originally posted by Stawr:
Scorpio Moon. I'm late bloomer too. [/QUOTE]

I like Scorpio moons. They are the little cousins of my moon sign :P
How is your Scorpio moon? Saturn transit squares it currently, doesn't it?

Chiron is at 13 degress in Aries currently and is therefore close to my moon and mars. After that it'll move into my 7th house in Taurus and also conjunct my Venus To be honest, I'm really scared of that. I don't need any more heartbreak and disappointments.
Chiron in 11th house does not sound too bad. Do you remember what happened during Chiron in your 10th house?

posted October 19, 2022 12:26 AM            

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Originally posted by rockwell:
I like Scorpio moons. They are the little cousins of my moon sign :P
How is your Scorpio moon? Saturn transit squares it currently, doesn't it?

Chiron is at 13 degress in Aries currently and is therefore close to my moon and mars. After that it'll move into my 7th house in Taurus and also conjunct my Venus To be honest, I'm really scared of that. I don't need any more heartbreak and disappointments.
Chiron in 11th house does not sound too bad. Do you remember what happened during Chiron in your 10th house?

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Haha! Thanks!!

Umm yes! I have a Scorpio Moon(18)/Pluto/Lilith(17) conjunction.

Yes my Scorpio stellilum is experiencing some sort of cosmic arse whoopin! It's like being cursed. Holy paranoia. See all the things I don't want to see about myself. How my karma might of got me to this point. Accepting that I have feelings that are wrong...and no matter how much I know they are wrong, I still feel them. I know other people do too. What can we even do?
LOL sorry. I try to move about like everything is fine...forget things from my past. But I've had all kinds of minor health issues that keep me in bed and thinking about my life.

I can function a little better. But whatever I got to figure out about my life it's not going to happen overnight.

Yeah Chiron squaring my cardinals almost the entire time also makes me feel cursed. Chiron is currently squaring my Neptune Capricorn Neptune house 8. But trine my SN and sextile NN. Sextile Gemini rising.

I kind of feel an observation. When Chiron positively aspects ASC. People are more likely to respond like "you poor thing" but when it was squaring my ASC people were more like "stop being emo and pull your self up by your bootstraps, you have it pretty good, talk to me when you have real problems." LOL

Chiron in the 10th house....this is Aquarius and Pisces for me. I gave up on my dreams of theater...I had to figure something else out. I eventually got into the early childhood field. I become the lead preschool teacher towards the end of this transit.

Conjunctions aren't too bad. I have Venus Pisces. Around this time I had to learn how to level up with my standards in a mate. Also dealt with sexual abuse trauma with professionals.

posted October 26, 2022 12:46 AM            

I natally have Chiron in Cancer. Apparently I have un-finished business with my sexual abuse trauma. Not really so much that my grandpa trying to put his hand up my skort. But how my entire family handled knowing this information.

And just how when I tell people something terrible someone did to me, and the people I tell don't really do anything or offer little comfort and just want to move on. Is such a huge pain trigger for me. My husband of all people did this to me last year. This made my husband feel dead to me, among other things. He has improved a lot. But I just have to figure out the feeling of feeling like a part of my husband is dead to me now.

And I rebelled very hard with my family wanting to sweep what happened to me and my other cousins before me under the rug.

I see how I have rebelled against my husband. I'm at a crossroads of what direction to go in.

posted October 26, 2022 06:21 AM            

Transiting Chiron conjunct Natal Moon

"A current event can be emotionally troubling to you at this time. You may experience moods that cause you to deviate from established patterns of relating effectively to others. You are more apt to give others the impression that you will not comply or yield to unconvincing arguments. Unresolved emotional issues demand your attention, and you feel the hurt and pain associated with the opening of old wounds. Some of these inner feelings will seem to be related to memories of prior emotional attachments or fears of rejection. Your feelings can be deeply hurt if you offer your love and it is not reciprocated. You may prefer to hold back some of your concern for others if you are unsure or afraid of their emotional responses. A woman in your life could help or assist you in getting a grip on this insecurity or put you more in touch with your natural instincts at this time".

Transiting Chiron conjunct Natal Mars

posted October 26, 2022 06:28 AM            

"Transiting Chiron conjunct Natal Venus

You have opportunities to engage in pleasurable social and romantic activities, which gives you a sense of wholeness and emotional well-being. You may take a renewed interest in your creative or artistic endeavors, as you come up with very unique and different concepts. You can alleviate any former differences with a loved one now by revitalizing the relationship or looking for new ways to approach everyday situations. There may be several opportunities for various recreational and entertaining times with someone you love. This is also a good time to redefine what you value and desire in your partnerships. When discussing concerns with your mate, you are able to relate to their viewpoint with a greater sense of fairness at this time. If your mate or partner is troubled by anything, you can have a very special healing effect on them now. On another level, you and your mate can begin constructive joint ventures now, for instance, combining your unique talents and abilities on a project or making sound investments from your personal assets and financial resources"