posted December 30, 2009 08:08 PM         

If you choose not to acknowledge that that you were disrespectful and offensive to those other members, even if it might not have been your intention, then there is nothing I can do about your perception, but as I said in my above posts - it didn't sit well with me and I ask for you to adopt a more palatable way interacting.

There are rules here, and it's not asking much.

posted December 30, 2009 10:27 PM         

Now here's the test.. can you resist the temptation to reply with something demeaning? hhmmmm I think not.. but prove me wrong.. go ahead..

These forums are for open discusssion... just because you started the forum does not mean you OWN the conversation.

EDIT: I could sink to your level with the insults but I choose to not respond to you anymore. AGAIN do not respond to my posts as I have no interest in your responses nor do I wish to entertain your attempts to cause trouble.

fair enough?

posted December 30, 2009 11:04 PM         

The "tone" of your responses to men is quite different than your responses to women. Are you aware of what you are projecting? I for one found it quite condescending. And just to make sure I am using the word correctly, I looked it up. "Displaying a patronizingly superior attitude." Yes, I think I'm using it in the proper context.

As you did mention that you are in touch with your higher self....well, I would assume that they are still working with you on your ego.

posted December 30, 2009 11:24 PM         

Why is there such a focus on emotion here in these post and such a disregard for logic and reason? You can feel whatever you want to feel about what you think I mean when I say what I say. I wont change it! Unless of course, there is some reason behind these accusations besides what someone subjectively FEELS I meant when I said it, when technically I meant something completely different. I can see that many of you have your allegiances to one another. Even the moderator accuses me of saying the exact opposite of what I actually said.

Once you have all collectively formed your opinion of who you think I am and what I mean, do you even bother to carefully read my post? Trust me, I wont be around for much longer, but I have learned some very valuable things from a few people here and I thank them for it.

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posted December 30, 2009 11:39 PM         

WHO is lying to you and why are you so allergic to LIES?
We are all lightworkers here not the devil incarnate!

VIG - yeah, my sentiments exactly, in fact i think under soul unions about 5 days ago i pointed out to Polo that i found a couple of his posts to me to appear patronizing.

posted December 31, 2009 03:27 AM         

You'll both think I'm on crack.. but I find you highly compatible lol

Taurus & Virgo sun signs.. plus his Libra and your Aries.

I like it.. Feisty, HOT but also earthy!

I nearly posted "Lara & Polo sitting in a tree.. k.i.s.s.i.n.g" the other day as a jk

posted December 31, 2009 03:56 AM         

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I can't multi-task to save my life! I am a woman.

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Well, of course, there are always exceptions to the rule, but generally speaking...

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Taurus & Virgo sun signs..

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posted December 31, 2009 03:56 AM         

Wanna celebrate our new found gay-ness over coffee? *wink* *wink* *nudge* *nudge*

posted December 31, 2009 03:58 AM         

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I always have arguments with girls/women having the Sun in Taurus. I think I have the most disagreements with them out of anybody else. Even on here the trend still stands. Amazing!

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posted December 31, 2009 04:38 AM         

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That IS odd.. truly odd.
I wonder why that is.

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posted December 31, 2009 04:46 AM         

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seem to get along best with women who have their sun sign in Cancer. Maybe because I have no water in my chart, I dunno.

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Aw and you thought I was Cancer?

Should I take it as an indirect compliment?

I don't know if I'm as "sweet" as Cancer girls. I do have a punch, but only if someone treads on my toes.

posted December 31, 2009 05:04 AM         

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Polo, where`s your Moon ?

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My Moon / Libra...

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Aw and you thought I was Cancer?

Should I take it as an indirect compliment?

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posted December 31, 2009 05:12 AM         

The drawback of Astral Travel is that secret government technology can capture valuable soul energy from this plane. Negative aliens use the entire middle and lower astral as their playground to sap soul energy.

Hyperspace: The beginning of 5th D at the end of the Upper Astral. This is the abode of all Oversouls and our Higher Self. Every Oversoul itself has a matrix of 9 Angelic Levels from Cherubim to ArchAngel. These angelic levels maintain our chakras. Probably they maintain the Astrological Impulses of planets too in every Star System in the Multiverse.

When we meditate with the intent of connecting to our Oversoul, we will get different type of dreams. We wont be flying around. We will be "visioning". We will be downloading archetypes. We may get past life recalls.
In visions, we will get instantaneous awareness of knowledge or a solution to a puzzling issue in life.
In past life recalls, we will be aware of who we are now ad at the same time who we were then and see certain events. There will be a feeling of remembering that life's next event with accuracy. The density will feel like 3D, we wont see flakey, elastic astral stuff. It will seem totally real. These dream recalls stop when the emotions get too strong, especially when we see how much we hurt a present life loved one int that timeline. We may cry in these dreams, and when we wake up there wont be tears even though the heart rate will be 200 plus.

I have seen myself kill others savagely in a warrior lifeline. It was an assasination attempt of my king. I was his general. The clothing was like early iron age. It was a buffet, all guests were unarmed and a dozen or so assassins leapt in. I caught a sword with my palms, twisted it out, palms bleeding, and once I held it, the assassins stepped back, there was fear. I was towering above them, they looked like pygmies. The present me wanted to run away, but the other me cut the assassins as if they were mannequins. I could not see further, I woke up.

Even today this recall is as fresh as an immediate event. All thru the recall I was thinking, "How could I be doing this? How could I be doing this..."
This is one of more than 17 recalls. Others far too macabre to mention. Vietnam for instance. Thats where I was told that a child who died in a napalm bombing would be born as my nephew. That my brother in this life was a son lost in America.
As if to confirm the recall, it was that year
that my brother left for the US.

Sometimes I think, can others manage to know the exact details of past lifelines, or will it drive them insane? It is aid premature Kundalini does just that, drives peoplpe insane not because of the energy but because they see in a instant all their past life crimes.

Next, Parallels? Here the feeling is neither like Hyperspace nor Astral nor lucid dreaming. It is like everyday life in 3D Talking and doing mundane stuff. Some people are different most are the same, relation ships are similar. It is said there are 7 parallel timelines per lifeline. I have consistently seen only 2.
In one, my mother is alive and dad is dead. In the present it is my dad who is alive. In a third parallel, both parents are alive but I have no siblings. It is always consistent and clear. The moment I get awareness of the present lifeline, that parallel goes out of focus and I wake up here. Never do I feel drained or emotional in this parallel lifeline. no heart rate changes nothing. Totally normal.

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posted December 31, 2009 07:07 AM         

regarding your dispute with winkaway, I think there is a misunderstanding; you seem to have read one of winkaway's post as if it was one written by lara;

nevermind, I like your down to earth, no-nonsense attitude, and your fairness. and don't worry for the bashing. people here share their innermost personal part and can be offended when it is not acknowledged properly.

nice to meet you

posted December 31, 2009 08:08 AM         

i think that without God in the equation,we cannot really grasp the concept of Twin flame relationship at its fullest.

Hmmm to me...someone who doenst believe in God,might have a hard time on getting the full picture,cause internally,they dont find the meaning of Life itself.

( well it i were atheist,surelly i would feel like that..lost and trying to know what i was ghere for)

to me is difficult to put into words all of this,,and if it was in portuguese i will surely be much more eloquent

i consider myself to be in the 1st stage--im knowing myself and concentrating on discovering what my talents are and what i came hre for-in terms of what can i give to the world,something which can oonly be done for me.let it be called "what i am here for,by Divine Plan".

in this matter,i might be considered "selfish".but this term to me doesnt equal lack of generosiry or that i am not capable of selffleness love.im with Quinnie on this one..i think that in order for me to be able to,love uncondicionally,i must first love myself uncondicionally.and that is very hard ...im to love myself as i am,with all my flaws,and even now i know..im perfect with all my"flaws".

but im doing it!

as it is my belief that we are all one,by loving myself,im foremost..loving everyone.but i dont thik that,as Quinnie said.that im receiving less love by doing that...it is exaclty the contrary!all i need foremost is raising into my counscious that,by loving myself,im spreading also love to ones around me.Im learning to love without asking for it in return.loving myself as i am,is also letting go of the Ego.

Ego always wants to make us feel less,inferior,flawless,bad,ect etc...ego tells us to give only to receive.Ego tells us to search for gratification on others,on things...and its temporary!we will make all the cycle again and hurt others,and get hurt..and continuing to get lost in our Ego,in what we think it is "ourselves".

But We are what is left after we let go of the Ego - this is what is our Essence.

and our essence is aligned with God,With the Superior Force or the great designer of ALL.