posted May 28, 2012 06:06 PM            

I was curious if you have similiar synastry with Andy as well, and look at this:

° His Sun on 00 Cap conjunct your Moon/Neptune/SN

° his MOon on 28 Aries conjunct your Mars exact and opposes your Pluto exact
probably also opposes your Saturn

° his Neptune conjunct your MC

° his NN conjunct your Venus

with his Moon (and probably ASC) on your Mars-Pluto/Saturn-opposition it is no wonder you described his energy as you did.

I also looked at Paul`s and your synastry, if it is "easier"

posted May 28, 2012 09:52 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Hera,

I was curious if you have similiar synastry with Andy as well, and look at this:

° His Sun on 00 Cap conjunct your Moon/Neptune/SN

° his MOon on 28 Aries conjunct your Mars exact and opposes your Pluto exact
probably also opposes your Saturn

° his Neptune conjunct your MC

° his NN conjunct your Venus

with his Moon (and probably ASC) on your Mars-Pluto/Saturn-opposition it is no wonder you described his energy as you did.

I also looked at Paul`s and your synastry, if it is "easier"

° his Sun conjunct your Sun
° his Moon conjunct your Venus and IC
° his Venus opposite your SAturn

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Makes sense indeed!

Well I woke up earlier to do some reports before I leave for the H. Guess what song woke me up: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PZHnmCz6YvE&feature=related

*Sigh* I guess it is easier to see it that way, execute my orders and discard the responsibility of the things imposed on me. I am, after all, only doing what my superiors tell me to do, even though I don't agree the slightest.

Since I was slow to get out of bed at 4 AM, I also heard this beautiful song I'd like to list as my song of the day for good moods:
Simply Red - The air that I breathe

posted May 29, 2012 03:27 AM            

My song of the morning today was: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hkrMNakug0

And yes it really can be difficult with superiors.
Well I accept the frame they are giving me (what other choice do I have?), but within that frame, day to day, I am doing "my thing" and avoid crossing their paths too often. lol

posted May 29, 2012 07:45 AM            

I'm gonna hit the highway with this song in my stereo, soon.
LIKE A G6 - FAR EAST MOVEMENT feat The Cataracs & Dev

posted May 29, 2012 08:01 AM            

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(though maybe not such a good idea since it's a song about heavy drinking . i still think it's so cool though)

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lol

Well, this isn`t better either
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rttf1u2O52k

If you drive, be careful.

posted May 29, 2012 08:14 AM            

So let's go with something fun and pop-centric!

posted May 29, 2012 12:59 PM            

Matt Thiessen from the band Relient K (the one who writes the songs) is a Leo with Moon in Virgo, Mercury Leo, Venus Cancer, Mars Libra.
And I loooove their songs. I'm trying to learn more of them.

posted May 29, 2012 11:09 PM            

Better than Alanis version IMO.

posted May 30, 2012 01:34 AM            

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Originally posted by Desiring Shadows:

Aw-- well just know that for some things its never too late.

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like that.

posted May 30, 2012 01:36 AM            

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Originally posted by Hera:

*back to reports*

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Much documentation to do?

posted May 30, 2012 02:42 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:

Much documentation to do?

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posted May 30, 2012 09:26 AM            

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Yeah... I have an audit for a clinical trial...
will be back soon

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If I am honest I don`t really know what that is. But my aunt is working at a hospital (was a nurse for decades, and changed into a bit of a bureau-job, that is why I know how messed up the documentation-system is in Germany. They have to document everythng for the health insurance companies, which is such a waste of time, that they dot have for the patients anymore1 And you should hear my nurse going on about the health insurance companies and their decisions. Sometimes it makes me think that financial thinking equals inhumanity! This system is a ******* desaster to be honest! And it`s only getting worse I fear.)

Ranting a bit (though it does not have to do with music) about MY professional life.
I have managed to go pretty much low key for the last 7 years (thank you for that), but suddenly I ended up in the public relations team for school! (mainly homepage work, why do people think I have the slightest knowledge or ideas in this regard? I assure you I have NOT!)

But great, now I have all that additional work, and have to work myself into the theme, in the midst of everything else!
And next wednesday - two days before the con-weekend starts- the public relations team will have an additional meeting, which probably will be timeconsuming.

I had to INSTANTLY think of that damned horary, where Moon was the ruler of the intercepted 10th house.

But honestly, why would someone pressure me into this group?
It happens now and then in my life, that I am being SHOVED into these things, either having to do with the public or pushing me into some kind of position of authority (not powerful, just the kind that makes a lot of work. lol Adding to that I am not the least bit ambitious. I just want to be left alone for heavenīs sake!)

But it seems I donīt really have the luxury. you think it is Pluto conjunct MC in Libra, as ruler of 11th and 12th house.
Uranus is on the very last degree of the 10th house, and rules 3rd house, which kind of makes sense in terms of working with the homepage, groups or even the public.

Anyone wants to have my 10th house Pluto for free?

Well, I guess it is just this time. I have been looking at my progressions/ solar arcs/ transits that are peaking (orb: 0°12)

pr Saturn trine pr MC: 0°02a

pr Mars semisquare n Mars: 0°02s
pr Vertex sesisquare n Venus: 0°05 a
(well this one is more indicative of love)

pr Sun is slowly approaching a trine to n MC (just under one degree).

sa Moon square n Mercury 0.12 s
(pr Moon is in opposition to n Mercury a)

sa Saturn trine n mercury 0.03 s
(though only tense aspects are being used with solar arcs, but the weight on Mercury is astounding, who is also my DESc-ruler)

so Pluto square n Moon 0.07s
(yes, go away, go away, go away)

PoF semisquare n pluto 0.05 a

big transits (from Mars onwards):

Tr Pluto square n Pluto 0.05s
Tr node conjunct n Mars 0.07a
Tr NN sesisquare n Chiron 0.01s
Tr NN sextile n MC 0.05 a

new midpoints formed in progressions: (12 minutes orb)
Moon=Node/ASC
Mercury=Sun/Neptune 0.00!
Venus=Mars/Saturn 0.01
Saturn=Sun/Moon 0.02
Uranus=Moon/Neptune
Neptune=ASC/MC

posted May 30, 2012 12:08 PM            

Hmmm... I keep thinking that this group was forced on you to make you more assertive (Mars in 12th, come out and play!!), maybe you were supposed to say no. But now that you said yes, is it really so horrible? Okay, might be a wee out of your comfort zone, but you know that means GROWTH, hun! That Pluto in your 10th needs periodic reformation and total cleansing. Hmmm... not ambitious at all?? Is your Uranus retro btw? U know I also have Uranus in the 10th and Scorpio on cusp, which is a lot like Pluto in the 10th (though for some reason I don't really see it in you - maybe this need for privacy, yes, but no lust for power or anything). I have lost my ambition lately and I feel the same way as you do - just let me do my job and leave me the hell alone. I wonder why is that. I think you should use this opportunity that was given to you, now seeing your progressions/SAs, it seems like there's something there!

And... speaking of Pluto/Scorpio on 10th..
Orbital - The saint theme

posted May 30, 2012 02:31 PM            

" Trust me, whatever you may think of the system you have in Germany, ours is 5-10 times worse!"
Yes, I know. Or I have heard. but I also notice how much worse it has gotten in the last 5-10 years!
We are on a good way meeting up with yours. *sarcastic voice*

"aybe you were supposed to say no."
WEll, "no" is my first reaction to everything. lol
Though I have a hard time saying "no" to authorities. Not proud of it, but I may be a bit too compromising at times. Well on the surface at least.
I have been like this in my own schooltime, too. Did not do things to get the attention of teachers, which granted me a lot of free space to do whatever I pleased without getting "caught" too easily. lol

" Okay, might be a wee out of your comfort zone,"
That is exactly why I think this might have been a good thing. I NEED to get out of my comfort zone, though I do not like it right now. lol
But as you said it, GROWTH.

"not ambitious at all??"
No, I donīt think so.
Or maybe that is just in my job?
Maybe I am ambitious in other regards

" Is your Uranus retro btw?"
Nope, but using a 5 degree orb, almost unaspected and conjunct 11th house cusp by a few minutes, but technically still in 10th house.

If we allow a larger orb I have.
Uranus sextile Sun: 5.26
Uranus sextile Venus: 4.47

Well, maybe not unaspected. lol, but instead widely sextile the MC-ruler, which kinda makes sense.

There is a strong conflict anyway between being out there/ profession (Pluto on MC - 10th) and doing my own thing (square MC-ruler Venus in 1st house) - a true 10th house- 1st house dilemma!

" U know I also have Uranus in the 10th and Scorpio on cusp, which is a lot like Pluto in the 10th ("
Yes, how does it feel for you?

"though for some reason I don't really see it in you - maybe this need for privacy, yes, but no lust for power or anything)."
Yes, I can`t see it in myself either.

Maybe the reason is that Pluto is isolated in the fourth quadrant, transpersonal and social in a way. It is located in 10th and rules 11th and 12th house, but it doesn`t have any direct link to the personal houses, which would make it likely that it seemingly comes from the outside, to torment me and my poor Venus, which on the other hand is pretty personalized, being a personal planet, located in the house of Self, and ruling the 5th and 6th house, in the emotional quadrant.
(5th is more about emotional selfexpression, 6th about how you adapt this expression to your next environment).

posted May 30, 2012 11:12 PM            

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Oh I keep my fingers crossed that everything will be alright. That is the ultimative horror scenario for me. lol
Actually we might have an inspection next year as well. And I am already dreading it.

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Thank you! Mine is 2 weeks from now, but most of my paperwork is alright, my monitor came yesterday to check them and I passed! There are some minor flaws but very easily fixed (signatures mostly). lol Oh, Ceri, don't dread it now, there's plenty of time for that! For now forget about it and enjoy yourself a little! A year is a really long time to worry, I'd only program a few days before the inspection lol. Besides, I am sure you will do very well!

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Yes, I know. Or I have heard. but I also notice how much worse it has gotten in the last 5-10 years!
We are on a good way meeting up with yours. *sarcastic voice*

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WEll, "no" is my first reaction to everything. lol
Though I have a hard time saying "no" to authorities. Not proud of it, but I may be a bit too compromising at times. Well on the surface at least.
I have been like this in my own schooltime, too. Did not do things to get the attention of teachers, which granted me a lot of free space to do whatever I pleased without getting "caught" too easily. lol

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Maybe I am ambitious in other regards

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Nope, but using a 5 degree orb, almost unaspected and conjunct 11th house cusp by a few minutes, but technically still in 10th house.

If we allow a larger orb I have.
Uranus sextile Sun: 5.26
Uranus sextile Venus: 4.47

Well, maybe not unaspected. lol, but instead widely sextile the MC-ruler, which kinda makes sense.

There is a strong conflict anyway between being out there/ profession (Pluto on MC - 10th) and doing my own thing (square MC-ruler Venus in 1st house) - a true 10th house- 1st house dilemma!

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Do you feel your Uranus more in the 11th? I explored a bit with houses and house systems only to come back to what I originally though LMAO. In my case, my planets are in the houses they are for a reason lol. Still, I feel Mercury more into my 3rd than my 2nd and Moon sometimes more in the 12th than in the 11th - these are the only ones on the cusp that are not retro, the retro ones return to their house and I feel them there.
I get what you are saying about 1-10H conflicts, I guess you need to find the right balance between your individuality and your duties but it seems like you have a good system in use!

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Yes, how does it feel for you?

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posted May 31, 2012 09:52 AM            

"Oh, Ceri, don't dread it now, there's plenty of time for that!"
Well, when I am saying next year, I meant next term, which will start in august/ september. But we don`t know yet WHEN they will come.
And yes for nwo I am so busy, I can`t spare a thought on the inspection. lol

"but crisis precedes progress so I know it's a necessary step though unpleasant. "
Yes, crisis means "turning point". So there is hope for us yet.

"Do you feel your Uranus more in the 11th? "
I always interpreted it more in 11th house terms, but just lately I have come to the idea to leave planets where they are. I don`t use sign-cusps, so why use housecusps?
Besides, the housecircly moves into the other direction. Which means that instead of moving OUT of a sign, a planet is moving from the end to the beginning of a sign.
Meaning a few minutes after my birth URanus was already clearly in 10th house.

BUT I do think that cusps are highly sensitive points. They are calculated the same way the ASC is, so conjunctions work just as good (relating to their theme of course), which means that instead of interpreting Uranus IN 11th house, I see it as Uranus being conjunct 11th house cusp.
This actually gives him quite some prominence. lol

"I explored a bit with houses and house systems only to come back to what I originally though"
What is that?

Well I always come back to Placidus. It is the only one that works reliable, or let me put that differently; the only system I can come to valid consistent results, especially using houserulerships.

" Still, I feel Mercury more into my 3rd than my 2nd and Moon sometimes more in the 12th than in the 11th"
They might be conjunct the cusps and therefore there is a very tight connection (maybe tighter than being simply placed in a house).

" - these are the only ones on the cusp that are not retro, the retro ones return to their house and I feel them there. "
Actually no, since the housecircle moves the other way round (compared to the zodiac), the retros are actually those who move out of the house. lol But then retros have to turn direct at a time again.

"a little revolutionary in me and I see it too lol but it is good to remember revolutionaries get burned on the stake!"
Yes, been there, done that, got no T-shirt.

It is actually my first memory (past life memory), being burned. Nice one. lol
I even had the appropriate birthmark.