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posted November 23, 2011 04:41 AM            

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Hello... This is LEXX's husband. We've almost visited the hospital twice tonight for her illness. Haven't seen her this bad in quite a while. I'm not sure when she's going to be back on, but she insisted I log in for her to let everyone know she's going to be out for a while. This place is very important to her and she feels badly but... between you me and the fencepost, she can barely stand up. Just another bout of her really bad times. -sigh- I wish the doctors would do more than push bloody pills at her.

Peace,
Steve

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posted November 23, 2011 10:29 AM            

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posted November 23, 2011 11:44 AM            

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Christmas trifle Steve?

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Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. ~Rumi~

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posted November 23, 2011 01:39 PM            

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Originally posted by juniperb:
Christmas trifle Steve?

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Depends on how often you make a mountain out of a molehill, dear. Love your sigline, by the way.

Peace,
Steve

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posted November 24, 2011 10:23 PM            

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Is she okay?

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posted November 24, 2011 10:27 PM            

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Originally posted by Mblake81:
Like a pressure cooker.

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Yep. Earlier this year, and a year ago, I was all anxious/jumpy/depressed and a bit angry; now the anxiety has eased up, but now I'm more angry and resigned. I'm happy at times, but I dip back down.

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posted November 27, 2011 04:30 PM            

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My dog is doing much better now, he can put a small amount of weight on his foot. He is up and moving around and attacking any bologna in sight

Amazing how fast they can heal up, with medicine of course.

Some family members took a look at him during thanksgiving. They all agreed, 20 gauge buckshot.

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posted November 30, 2011 09:45 AM            

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I've been in that night a time or two, but it is always darkest before the dawn and then you find your way home. :-)

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posted November 30, 2011 10:49 PM            

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Originally posted by Mblake81:
My dog is doing much better now, he can put a small amount of weight on his foot. He is up and moving around and attacking any bologna in sight

Amazing how fast they can heal up, with medicine of course.

Some family members took a look at him during thanksgiving. They all agreed, 20 gauge buckshot.

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I'm glad your dog is okay!

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posted December 21, 2011 04:03 PM            

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I have been saying that I'm only here because of my family, and now I don't want to be around them. I just don't want to be here at all.

I wish I had somewhere to stay, here in NE ohio or close by, where I could just take my stuff, a kettle, some tea, sugar, bread, etc, and just be by myself. I don't want to be around them, and my favourite holiday has been ruined for me - this whole month has been crappy. I'm tired of it all, and my darling sister, who I usually praise, has been mocking me, calmly and quietly, ever since I made my feelings known. I'm just being told that i have to deal with something i don't want to deal with, and shouldn't have to. I don't even want to be around her anymore; she's made her choice, and made it clear where she stands. at this point, i don't want to go to her wedding either. and this - my family is my whole life.

please don't quote this. i'm alternating between being depressed and ****** .

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posted December 21, 2011 05:30 PM            

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teasel {{{hugs}}}

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posted December 21, 2011 05:42 PM            

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This, too, shall pass.

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posted December 22, 2011 02:48 AM            

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As a Christian,that would be the time that God is carrying us... so the set of footprints in the sand is not our own, but of us (or me) being carried...

At least that is what I believe

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posted December 22, 2011 12:51 PM            

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Love your Signature, Bears!

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posted December 22, 2011 01:58 PM            

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I need somewhere to go. weirdly, I no longer believe in god, but i can only picture a church in my mind. my mother would tell me to stop it, but I have nowhere else to go. She doesn't want me as a sister, she wants to be here for the holidays with this man who trumps everyone and everything else, despite the fact that it's his fault anything happened in the first place. she can be here, but I can't. she'll get her wish.

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posted December 22, 2011 05:13 PM            

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Have you tried praying? I've seen amazing things happen when prayer is fused with deep emotion. It has always worked for me. I don't think you have to believe, but just asking is a step towards the solution.

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posted May 23, 2012 01:21 AM            

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BUMP

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