posted July 11, 2014 02:55 PM            

What brings me to writing this whole thread is about the hate I get, on here, on my website and in the 15 or so Astrology groups I belong to on FB.

It is a very, very small minority of people and it always has been but the visibility of my website as Number 1 and 2 on Google amps up the hate.

Hence, I have people calling me all sorts of names on my Comment Section. I have people dissing me for being too money hungry when I do oodles of things at no charge. It goes on and on.

It reached critical mass for me, on here, recently.

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posted July 11, 2014 02:57 PM            

It is the road for anyone who stands up and makes a difference.

This road has to be crossed by anyone who is successful, I would think.

I have seen Randall struggle with hate when he did nothing to engender it but be kind and gracious.

The level of hate blew me away and still does.

All he was was successful and strong.

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posted July 11, 2014 03:00 PM            

I told him about all this and he sang me this song.

I guess the upshot of this is that people will hate you if you stand for anything or do anything but you have to love yourself.

I appreciate anyone who listened and if you have any comments, that is wonderful, too.

I love LL, as most people can tell, and I am grateful to be here.

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posted July 11, 2014 03:01 PM            

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posted July 11, 2014 03:06 PM            

I feel bad for people like this. So blinded by themselves that they're completely unaware of the damage that surrounds them caused by their own two hands.

You need help and the fact that everyone sees it, and you completely blow it off, is just heartbreaking to me and shows just how low of a level you're at.

posted July 11, 2014 04:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Here is the song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PECmjB9df0w

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As long as you're not taking Truck Driving Lessons...

posted July 11, 2014 04:30 PM            

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posted July 11, 2014 04:34 PM            

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Originally posted by mercuranian:
Nobody is attacking you Ami. They are simply responding to the energy YOU are putting out. You need to reclaim your power on the inside. It is a 100% inside job.

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posted July 11, 2014 04:37 PM            

I don't get it, E

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posted July 11, 2014 04:43 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
[b]As long as you're not taking Truck Driving Lessons...

I don't get it, E

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That's what get's me about you song-singing dabblers, you never even get to the last line.

Ah hum hum.

Quoting.

quote:

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If you get to a Garden Party
I wish you a lot of luck
But if memories were all I sang

I'd rather drive a truck.

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What are they teaching in those (Vocalist) Schools these days?

posted July 11, 2014 04:47 PM            

Thank you, E. You Ungaslighted me

Well, right now, in my singing lessons, I have to learn to let go and just let my heart and soul come out.

You would be surprised how much you hold in, probably everyone.

I am working on the song "Hurts So Good" right now
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posted July 11, 2014 04:52 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
When people attack you, they are not gonna admit it. That is called gaslighting

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posted July 11, 2014 04:57 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
[b]Now back to your regularly scheduled Mod roast programme...

Thank you, E. You Ungaslighted me

Well, right now, in my singing lessons, I have to learn to let go and just let my heart and soul come out.

You would be surprised how much you hold in, probably everyone.

I am working on the song "Hurts So Good" right now[/B]

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posted July 11, 2014 04:59 PM            

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posted July 11, 2014 05:01 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I have to learn to growl. It is not easy

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Come On, Baby...

posted July 11, 2014 05:05 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
When people attack you, they are not gonna admit it. That is called gaslighting

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posted July 11, 2014 05:10 PM            

Amazing musician!

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posted July 11, 2014 05:12 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n4H4lJOoSs8

Amazing musician!

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Quit changing the subject.

And get out that whip.

posted July 11, 2014 05:19 PM            

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Originally posted by Ellynlvx:
After all, it is our sworn duty as Moderators on this Forum to uphold the Proper Standards of Conduct.

Don't you own a Corset?

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The best punishment for these people is to have to face themselves. That will hurt more than anything I can do

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posted July 11, 2014 05:27 PM            

*sucks all the fun right out of the room*

Hrumph.

*stomp stomp*

posted July 11, 2014 05:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:

The best punishment for these people is to have to face themselves. That will hurt more than anything I can do

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posted July 11, 2014 05:36 PM            

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Originally posted by T:
These are some seriously deep unresolved issues that i think need to be dealt with on a professional level. Sweet Peas in the Rain is not the place to heal this deep emotional wound. I don't think the posters here are equipped to really help you do so...in any honest, effective way. This is something that takes decades of professional help, not tons of smoke blown up an ass....

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No ONE I know talks like you. People come in to give you advice and unless there are one of the people that kisses your as.s you say they are gaslighting. You talk about fans, admirers, and love all of the time because you do not love yourself and need to feel validated since your self-worth was stolen from you years ago. T's advice is the most helpful, because posting on here for attention-seeking behavior isn't going to help you heal.

Here is: You NEED to cut ties with your mom.

You haven't because the control you crave is the one thing that is killing you. You say that you are standing up to her, but really you are continuing to be controlled by her with your disagreements and tension. Have you ever discussed with her what happened years ago? Until you decide to move on and decide you want your voice back, you will become sicker and sicker. You need to let all of the anger and tension you have towards her out.

Instead you try to 'win' and 'voice your opinion' and manipulate random strangers on the Internet because you are too terrified to actually face your mother and instead try to control other people on here. Especially women. This is why you latch onto AquaGuy, because you both have skewed senses of women. You feed each other's neuroses instead of helping each other heal, and consequently hurt each other and the rest of the posters. The fact you can't truly face her is evident on this site, because when you are challenged you never respond to it and instead post passive-aggressively somewhere else on the site.

You want your power back? Go get it in the real world. It isn't by checking your Google popularity, having a platform over the regular posters, or gaining sympathy from other posters and calling everyone else 'haters.' It is by giving that poor innocent child you once were a voice against her mother. None of us here are your mother and none of use can help you do that.

posted July 11, 2014 05:42 PM            

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Originally posted by Ellynlvx:
Oh, very well.

*sucks all the fun right out of the room*

Hrumph.

*stomp stomp*

Thought we were here to share Passion, but No.

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I have a phone appointment tonight. I need to get my mind off myself

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