posted July 17, 2014 01:50 PM            

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posted July 17, 2014 01:58 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Too far away from the IC, DF. How close is the trine with Jupiter. It needs to be 2 degrees or less.

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posted July 17, 2014 02:01 PM            

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Originally posted by Catalina:
Ceres being now recognized as a dwarf planet on a par with Pluto I would say 5 deg is a conj.

And now back to our regular program...

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Maybe we could get "sweet-scorpion" in here so that they can share something positive.

posted July 17, 2014 04:20 PM            

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Originally posted by DeepFreeze:
<1 with Jupiter (in 12)

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I did it. Another spot on asteroid pick for me

She can use a positive vibe with unconditional love to lift others up.

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posted July 17, 2014 04:45 PM            

Now, onto my stories:

My most difficult time in life was about 2 1/2 years ago. I was miserable, in need of surgery to correct a serious health problem, and in over my head with school. I had major depression and mood swings. I refused to take medication. I would drink and succumb to EDNOS tendencies in order to cope. I felt hopeless, like a lost cause that never could be fixed. What if my surgery went wrong? (It was a breast reduction.) What if I had a serious health complication? What if I looked not the way I wanted to?

My happiest moment was getting home from my surgery, and realizing I did have the inner strength to conquer what threatened to destroy me. I felt terrible about my appearance and the BR issue haunted me on a daily basis. I got home feeling like hell but happy because I knew I could survive. I had tremendous inner strength. My life has been hard - very hard. I have wanted to commit suicide for years. But I always keep pulling through, and the operation proved to me how brave I am, how I was meant to be a warrior. I was always meant to conquer. The spirit of the warrior lives inside of me.

posted July 17, 2014 06:48 PM            

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Originally posted by Barbiegirl19:
Thank you for sharing and your sweet words. You're an amazing person with a beautiful heart. You were meant to conquer and you will all of those demons, just take it one day at a time, we can't rush what was meant to be because it just happens. It will happen.

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posted July 17, 2014 06:53 PM            

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Originally posted by Barbiegirl19:
Libra all across
I'm happy I was able to help you.

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posted July 17, 2014 07:34 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:

I did it. Another spot on asteroid pick for me

She can use a positive vibe with unconditional love to lift others up.

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Is that what Ceres is?

So if it is on your Moon with Vesta...

And those two just hit the Node and Mars on my Vertex, too.

Interesting.

posted July 17, 2014 08:42 PM            

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posted July 17, 2014 08:45 PM            

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Ceres is the most unconditional of loves, E.

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I was just looking it up.

Cool, Thanks!

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posted July 17, 2014 10:05 PM            

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Originally posted by Barbiegirl19:
Yay!!! More to add to the Libra crew. It's back and forth with Libras, some I get along with and some I don't. But all in all I love Libras, love the energy and selflessness we have, even if people don't like to credit us with it. We do care, are passionate and able to dive deeply into things!!

You're so welcome. Thank you for helping me too, made me realize how far I've come and how proud I am of myself. Just how much I care for people.

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posted July 18, 2014 01:53 AM            

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I still think about her alot, especially in October, and when I hear our song I can't help but smile.

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What was your song?

posted July 18, 2014 02:05 AM            

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What was your song?

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posted July 18, 2014 05:07 AM            

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That's Nice.

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posted July 20, 2014 03:25 AM            

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Originally posted by DeepFreeze:
You should keep us updated! Is there a hearth and home thread for you?
Stay positive especially since you say that there is no shortage of things positive.

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No, but that's okay. I have one in Know Two, but I stopped updating.

I've been away from the forum, and wanting to stay away; I flipped out either Sunday or Monday - I don't even remember - over things, and just wanted to make a clean break. I didn't need any extra stress from here, you know? (Not to start that talk here - I don't mean to, just explaining.)

It just seems to be constant, and I don't feel comfortable posting about it in threads anymore. I've been a train wreck for too long, and although you guys may not see it that way, I tend to forget how many people might be lurking. I'm just more quiet in general, like I used to be. And scared. I don't like the idea that I'm weak, but I'm really feeling right now: not seeing too many bright spots. I was only able to do that when it seemed like everything would be okay. I seem to need to live in the land of magical thinking, in order to feel more positive. I most likely have to put down my smallest dog, next week. She still has an appetite, still drinks water, but she weakened so much in days... even though she would be sixteen next January, I feel like bad luck for the animals. Yet another one, I'm losing.

Another site I used is closing down, too - a goal-setting forum. That was "home" for a while, years ago, and more recently. It's just like a whole chunk of my life is over, and there's more waiting to happen (that won't be good). I don't know how to just accept things - I needed some stupid, idealistic "hail mary" hope earlier, in order to get out of bed, cried in Walmart, then the bookstore, when I was looking through a book on loss and grieving (The Geography of Loss). I keep lightening up, and then something else happens - I can't keep with the up and down.

posted July 20, 2014 03:35 AM            

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