posted April 12, 2021 10:37 AM            

Toned my face with Iris water. I've been using it since I've been staying at parents. Besides the floral water being good for supple plump skin....Iris represents the goddess in mythology. She represents rainbows. A rainbow is a bridge of hope. So Iris is suppose to represent hope to those who need it.

I'm diffusing peppermint oil: Peppermint is for productivity, and purification.
I am starting to feel too on edge, like after last night I am already anticipating being disturbed.

For colorwork I have been getting more ivory in my life. That is my bride color. Ivory is said to be a bridal color. I even refused the sparkle shoes when I went shopping and got some solid ivory ones out shopping. So happy! But this is a good color to incorporate to keep things bridal and breezy!

I even got an ivory candle for my birthday! Keep the wedding planning vibes fun. I sure have my ups and downs with the planning being fun.

Today I am wearing grey(stability), black(protection), white(remind myself I'm the bride) and gold(power).

posted May 08, 2021 10:00 AM            

IDK what to do if people do not respect this about me...or "forget"

posted May 08, 2021 12:19 PM            

The last wedding I had, I (like you have), was working full-time, (while being a student too), and put the whole thing together all-by-myself. Every little detail. It was kind of easy for me as putting fancy receptions together had been part of a job I worked. I knew exactly what to do, and what to expect.

Then, my boss came to me and she said the latest project I had done for HER, {I was doing work as a ghost-writer at that time}, wasn't satisfactory. She said the text read like it was in 'my' voice rather than hers. She wanted me to redo this one. -- Only 10 days before my wedding.. I was still working on sewing-details on my dress. The more I did, the MORE I had to 'do'! Time was short.

So omg. I .. I reread it. She was RIGHT!... I had to take the text, and sit down to concentrate on 'hearing' her voice say it in my mind, {instead of the way my-voice, in my own-mind, expressed things}. I agreed, and the redo flowed very well along in the 'voice' it was 'supposed' to sound like. I have an auditory memory gift where if I hear a person teaching or preaching often enough, long enough, that I can take fresh text and write it (like a speech) IN their voice. Sheesh. That was DECADES ago...
. .
{She was a pastor/teacher, and administrator of college-level foundational (thorough) bible study. It was the last year OF that college. It was soon to be taken over by another legal entity. ... She was accepting another assignment further away-- a journey of 2-3 hours away, to become the head pastor of another much-smaller church within the same nondenomination-style branches. Our church was classified as a mega-church.}
So, we were creating a series of 7 Study Guides for the various courses she taught.
After those were finished, they were distributed to various nations of the world, who studied by recorded videos in satellite schools. The students {like in Africa} were already pastors of their community. These study-guides helped them in their vocations-- to create sermons, and teach their people how to study 'on-their-own'.
(I didn't receive anything as a reward for doing that for them. Labor of Love.)
..
I think today (or zone of days) is actually her birthday. She passed away last decade. A truly Beautiful small naturally white-haired 'Lady'. Natural wavy-hair. She was originally from New Zealand. Used to call her students, "Dear Hearts"... awwww.
I miss her. She came to the USA, and took the position of being headmistress of a Girl's Finishing School {Boarding School} in California. Such a refined Lady!! Taurus.

So. Nostalgia aside.
What I came here to say,,,

With you, and ALL that mental emotional time-constrained stress you are experiencing, while trying to have everything Perfect for the Day that you'll want to remember the rest of your life----

when the mood is correct for you

Take an Inspiration Day.

You're mentioning all the symbolic things, about preparing for a Wedding.
Put all that 'planning' aside, and completely forget about it for a while.

Find space and time, and be by yourself.
Worries aside. They don't exist! *grin*

so. Relax your mind.
Go DEEP INSIDE...
What do all these symbols mean in a deep resonating way, within in the deepest part of you--- What is it saying as you sit there, completely still, and joined with the inner Universal Etheric Soul?

Ponder. What does it mean-- in the deepest largest sense-- for 'two' to become joined-together, energetically, deeply, as One.
. .
First in having agreed to join in soul,
then in mind and emotions, ..
and in separate bodies that ethereally and symbolically are ritually to become the "One-Bod" energy. {ha.. computer made it Bod, for body, and maybe boda{meaning wedding}} One-Body, To resound as ONE Soul joined forever-together in a binding Covenant Promise made to each other and pinging out to all creation like a tuning-fork.

You realize? .. This will be recorded in Legal Journals. In a century or more from that point, History will have been made for you and he, as living ancestors. It's a permanent record... that goes into Future Centuries. You lived, you got together. The Courts were a Living Witness that you two existed. Your lives were JOINED 'on that day'.
{Ever watch those TV Shows where they trace people's lineage? They do that BY going to Legal records, scribed by The Courts. -- Yes! That will be YOU! Both of you. *grin*}
..
If you choose to have children together,
they can go to the Records, and point to your names--
and someday they'll be showing it to their own children, saying,
that 'these' were my Parents,
just as I and your Father are yours.

The Joining
When the TWO of you come together sharing flesh bodies... it creates an invisible impression and wave in the etheric world.
We Unite.
And the pulses put-out by Our Love
AFFECTS and makes-better This World,
because we are in it.

In Love, We Found each other.

(music) Peter, Paul and Mary - Wedding Song
"There is Love"
(25th Anniversary Concert, 1986)
[3:33] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RrTfNTzAvYY

xx
May things move smoothly for you in this time period.

I'm Happy for you...
Rare for wedding plans to be absolutely Perfect.

Let the little imperfections that happen along this time period be remembered in a way you'll lovingly just-chuckle-at, some day in your Future.

Kalua??? YUM!!!
Toast to you-- not bread, but drink-wise.

posted May 29, 2021 11:14 AM            

nice but while I am doing this I get phone calls about more wedding stuff.

posted May 29, 2021 02:56 PM            

I know you speak of all the 'stress' there is--
that you want and need an escape from all of it.

Maybe (in one of your escape-moments) stop to realize this 'special time period' in your life. -- The only one you'll ever have.

Take-it-in.. Last time.
Let it be bookmarked in your Memories.

It will all be gone, be done, soon.

Stop, and take an overarching 'feeling' moment in all of this--
Look past, and Present, Gazing into the Future.

Smell the Roses

Get ready, get ready, get ready ...

posted May 29, 2021 04:08 PM            

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Originally posted by Stawr:
I got to put some effort back in.

Toned my face with Iris water. I've been using it since I've been staying at parents. Besides the floral water being good for supple plump skin....Iris represents the goddess in mythology. She represents rainbows. A rainbow is a bridge of hope. So Iris is suppose to represent hope to those who need it.

I'm diffusing peppermint oil: Peppermint is for productivity, and purification.
I am starting to feel too on edge, like after last night I am already anticipating being disturbed.

For colorwork I have been getting more ivory in my life. That is my bride color. Ivory is said to be a bridal color. I even refused the sparkle shoes when I went shopping and got some solid ivory ones out shopping. So happy! But this is a good color to incorporate to keep things bridal and breezy!

I even got an ivory candle for my birthday! Keep the wedding planning vibes fun. I sure have my ups and downs with the planning being fun.

Today I am wearing grey(stability), black(protection), white(remind myself I'm the bride) and gold(power).

Took magnesium for my nerves. (plus zinc and calcium since I live in a covid hot spot right now)

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posted May 29, 2021 11:29 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I wore an ivory bridesmaid dress, at my cousin's wedding. It was pretty. Best wishes for your big day.

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Aww! I've never been a bridesmaid but I've been a maid of honor and jr. bridesmaid.

Thank you!! I'm going to hide the dress at one of my best friend's house tomorrow since fiance is coming home.

posted May 30, 2021 12:14 AM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Do you realize that THIS is 'the only time' in your life that you will EVER have this experience again?

I know you speak of all the 'stress' there is--
that you want and need an escape from all of it.

Maybe (in one of your escape-moments) stop to realize this 'special time period' in your life. -- The only one you'll ever have.

Take-it-in.. Last time.
Let it be bookmarked in your Memories.

It will all be gone, be done, soon.

Stop, and take an overarching 'feeling' moment in all of this--
Look past, and Present, Gazing into the Future.

Smell the Roses

Get ready, get ready, get ready ...

(music) Final Dance
(from movie Dirty Dancing)
[8:16] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQ2lUog6jZ0

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I hope it doesn't seem like I'm not taking your advice. Teachers can be pretty exhausted at the end of the school year. I felt great today. But yesterday was my first day being done from work and was still kind of recovering...and my phone was just dinging dinging dinging. The last few days. I had one of those days where I felt like I couldn't do a thing with out a ding or ring.

(oh and the other post about not being able to sip my coffee where I was swearing, I got my period the next day. lol)

This has really been a great year. I really feel like my wedding special. My bridal shower seemed that much more special because we all could gather when restaurants have been closed. Fist bridal shower for all post quarantine.

My wedding is kid friendly too. I have not been to a wedding where kids could come since.....? There will be children from ages 6 months-11 years old. My friend is doing my flowers, another is doing my hair and make up.

Plus all outdoor is new and exciting for many, including me.

One of my best friends who has been to many weddings will have a date for the first time at my wedding.

All these special things make me feel like my wedding came down from the heavens!

I have gotten that advice from many to take time to smell the roses at the event and that it will go by fast. I will not forget.

posted May 30, 2021 12:47 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I don't believe in low versus high vibration. that's a "spiritual" thing put out to sell books and courses that you don't need. Some people also use it as a way to feel better about themselves, and to put others down.

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Yeah for me I see it as how to be my best genuine self regardless of the circumstances.

Not every day/week/month/year will be my best for whatever reason. Not enough down time makes me crabby, and being around rude, mean, pushy people can test it.

Oh and being told what I am not doing when I am doing things...LOOK OUT. lol

If I'm over scheduled it might be because of so much growth and change. So even though I'm burned out I gotta get to that finish line

If I have to be around someone I lack chemistry with. I can't always leave the situation. All though that might be the end result. Lets say, coworkers, or rude neighbors, family, in laws.
But sometimes it's like okay I need to get a new job I just can't quit before knowing I need to leave a job.

Or life just seems chaotic in general. Like lap top dies, I spilled water allover while trying to get out the door for work, family emergency.

It does feel good to take some kind of action or stepping back during a rough time.

Or maybe life is calm, and you just do it just because.

Your thoughts are interesting though, and even spiritual/new agey people can be duchy. LOL

My fiancé will talk about some people we know to his southern co-workers and their shenanigan's.

Like "why do we need clothes? why would a girl wear make up?"

posted July 05, 2021 06:52 PM            

I had one of those days a few days ago...where I basically took an entire day to do nothing. I just kind of emotionally hit a wall leading up to that. I usually only lay around and do nothing if I'm on my period.
I even cried for two days on and off. I cried in the bath tub and then let the water drain while I was in it.

I took a nap. Maybe for like an hour or two. I can't remember the last time I took a nap. Husband said I needed it.

Anyways...I plan on using this month while husband is away to have some quality time with parents, sister nieces, nephew, work ladies, a friend I've known for 7 years, a friend I've known for 17 years, another friend I have known since we were fetuses in our mom's tummy at organic garden club. And spend a little time with my self too. This change of pace should be beneficial. Husband could possibly come home after his new job promotion training, but it is very likely they will have work for him right after.
Other wise early August I plan on visiting him for his Leo season birthday.

I can do more again now, but I have to push myself and each day gets a little easier. I could do all my basic things today. Like clean, and yoga.

Gonna top off my day with an errand, bridal shower coming up. I think I am just going to go to Target since they are open longer and I am still getting a bit of my bearings on this new place.

I just drank a lavender drink too, I have also been keeping up on my supplements all the day.

I also bought a bunch of food with dark leafy greens. While my self esteem was in the shitt3r the last couple of days. I wanted to just eat junk food, but since I committed to buying such healthy fresh foods I pushed myself to eat dark leafy greens at lunch time.

Today I had tabboli(sp?) with my lunch.

posted July 05, 2021 09:02 PM            

Just that meaning of the rainbow goddess and the bridge to the other side of hope. I used it in March, when I stayed at my parents, uncertain of my next living situation. And then in May I am on the other side in my new neighborhood taking walks with so many homes having a variety of Irises on the property.

It really felt like some sort of borderline law of attraction meaningful message to me.

Rainbow Connection by Kermit the Frog from The Muppet Movie http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WS3Lkc6Gzlk

posted July 06, 2021 12:11 PM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixRising:
Are you a archer at all? Fire signs are life of the party lol. Run a basic vedic chart and tell us your star sign? If in doubt go to stellarium and enter you DOB for positions of planets and sun.

I suggest reading mystics such as Rudolf Steiner who has done a fantastic job of relating man to nature and the disease and entity attachments that follow when you do not acknowledge presence of those entities all around you. Google if not, I can post some links.

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posted July 06, 2021 12:27 PM            

I am looking forward to getting my bookworm grove back. I hope to finish a collection of Thomas Paine's writings. I read his thoughts on American Slavery and I left off at Common Sense. Thomas Paine was a biological cousin of one of my (no
ideas how many "greats")great grandparents.

I want to go on a book shopping spree at some point too. Husband is wanting to get a new entertainment center very soon, and I really hope it can hold more books.

posted July 17, 2021 06:25 PM            

June 25? ...
Hope that Everything went relatively smoothly!

Saw you mentioned it was outdoors.
Hope the weather was okay where you were.

Did you create a Video?
Gonna put it in YouTube?
Gonna.... leave us a Link?

(This was in Astrology2.0 music themes..
Linking it here. I left you High Couture Fashion Shows on transit of MARS-VENUS in Leo.
Leo... High Couture Venus, of course! ..)
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/241279-25.html

Your Kermit song was cute.

(music) It's Not Easy Being Green
(Kermit D. Frog)
[2:10] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rRZ-IxZ46ng

posted August 06, 2021 09:00 PM            

I tried uploaded them from Pinterest yesterday...today I tried imgur and had success!
http://geminirising.imgur.com/all/

posted August 07, 2021 06:06 PM            

"Zoinks! You've taken a wrong turn."

TRY AGAIN
Go to your imgur account... (not pininterest).
Find picture in your account.
On left side?.. you'll see a list of urls to use.
Use the one called "Message Boards"...
OR the first one on the list called,
"Link (email & IM)".

. .

* The "Message Boards" url COMES with the correct [img] syntax. Just copy then paste.

* With the "Link (email & IM)", you can copy then paste here-- but you'll need to ADD your own [img] and [/img] in front of and behind the "Link".