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Topic: I wanted to say this
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Crona Newflake Posts: From: Registered:
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posted December 07, 2010 09:46 PM
ABS, I wanted to say this before I leave for my Mc Flurry time out.I apologise for blowing up on you, and not just in Ami's thread, but the other one as well. Yes, I remember, I always remember my mood swings and the affect it as on people. I've thought about that time and now this time, I was in the wrong both times. You have been through a lot, and it was not place to bombard you with my own struggles. I have felt bad, for a long time about the first time and now this. I have to revaluate myself again, my mental health and my physical health, before I can return again. I don't wish to drag people down here, or make people walk on eggshells with me, I have always wanted people to be real with me as I am with them, though it's not easy with this illness. Thats why I made a new SN, because I promised myself I would stay impersonal and neutral to think with a clear head. I messed up again and got personal, emotional, in other words I became a Neg Egg and spilt my black yolk all over the place again. What I've learned dealing with this illness is I can never take back what I said or did in this place and in life, but I can try to make it better in the future and not make these same mistakes or hurt the same person over again. I will not come back until I have learned not to spread my black yolk all over this place, because you and the rest of LL need this place to stay positive and healing and I respect that, and leave until I am better emotionally and physically. Nya<3 IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 8955 From: The Goober Galaxy Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 07, 2010 09:56 PM
I apologize, too. I was a little abrasive to you via e-mail. And you didn't deserve that. Forgive me?  ------------------ "Everything I eat has been proved by some doctor or other to be a deadly poison, and everything I don't eat has been proved to be indispensable for life. But I go marching on."--George Bernard Shaw IP: Logged |
AbsintheDragonfly Knowflake Posts: 2314 From: Gaia Registered: Apr 2010
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posted December 07, 2010 10:21 PM
Crona,You don't need to leave because of me. We all go through a lot. This place is like baptism by fire. There are peeps who don't incarnate here, because it's hard. LIFE is hard. It's terrible and horrible. It's awful. It's also loving, and beautiful and wonderful and amazing. Those are the things we live for, and we just try to get through the other moments...to reach another good one. Please stay. Ok? Apologies accepted, and forgiven.  ------------------ We justify ourselves each time we take a breath... Me IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 8955 From: The Goober Galaxy Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 07, 2010 10:50 PM
I don't see where you were negative, Crona. M&M McFlurries are the best of things!  ------------------ "Everything I eat has been proved by some doctor or other to be a deadly poison, and everything I don't eat has been proved to be indispensable for life. But I go marching on."--George Bernard Shaw IP: Logged |
AcousticGod Knowflake Posts: 5350 From: Pleasanton, CA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 08, 2010 01:13 AM
I'm partial to Oreo.  IP: Logged |
AbsintheDragonfly Knowflake Posts: 2314 From: Gaia Registered: Apr 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 04:11 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g3YiPC91QUk IP: Logged |
AbsintheDragonfly Knowflake Posts: 2314 From: Gaia Registered: Apr 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 04:21 PM
This is only a test! Had this been an actual life, you would have been instructed where to tune for news and official information. IP: Logged |
AbsintheDragonfly Knowflake Posts: 2314 From: Gaia Registered: Apr 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 04:21 PM
the last will be first and the first shall be last. Those of us in the middle won't notice the difference IP: Logged |
AbsintheDragonfly Knowflake Posts: 2314 From: Gaia Registered: Apr 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 04:22 PM
Your parents descended from the monkeys and all you got was this stupid t-shirt IP: Logged |
AbsintheDragonfly Knowflake Posts: 2314 From: Gaia Registered: Apr 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 04:22 PM
I just talked with Jesus with my Ouija board, he told me to tell you "Sup" IP: Logged |
AbsintheDragonfly Knowflake Posts: 2314 From: Gaia Registered: Apr 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 04:23 PM
If you believe that, I wonder what you'll believe when your eventually convinced its a lie. IP: Logged |
AbsintheDragonfly Knowflake Posts: 2314 From: Gaia Registered: Apr 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 04:23 PM
Politics, broken down into Latin. Poli meaning many, Tics being blood sucking parisites. IP: Logged |
AbsintheDragonfly Knowflake Posts: 2314 From: Gaia Registered: Apr 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 04:23 PM
If you were to clone yourself, then have sex with that clone, would it be masturbation or incest? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 10949 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 04:26 PM
Dear Crona, I don't know what you are refering to ,exactly,but I have to say something. You are being MUCH too hard on yourself. Whatever illness you have is NOT burdening anyone. Please,dear, reconsider. I think you are giving yourself an UNEEDED sense of guilt and shame. You are only gracious and darling ,as far as I can see. We,all ,lose it ,and act like jerks at times. I wanted to say that. If you ever want to talk,please e mail me. My e mail address is on the Sweet Peas forum  ------------------ If you want to understand other people's humanity,look at your own,Bruh
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AbsintheDragonfly Knowflake Posts: 2314 From: Gaia Registered: Apr 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 05:20 PM
So long, and thanks for all the fish. IP: Logged |
firecracker Knowflake Posts: 554 From: all places Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 06:54 PM
“One man gets nothing but discord out of a piano; another gets harmony. No one claims the piano is at fault. Life is about the same. The discord is there, and the harmony is there. Study to play it correctly, and it will give forth the beauty; play it falsely, and it will give forth the ugliness. Life is not at fault. unknown (to me anyway)IP: Logged |
firecracker Knowflake Posts: 554 From: all places Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 06:55 PM
“From hence, let fierce contending nations know, What dire effects from civil discord flow” joseph addisonprickle prickle toodily winks IP: Logged |
firecracker Knowflake Posts: 554 From: all places Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 06:58 PM
In seasons of tumult and discord bad men have the most power; mental and moral excellence require peace and quietness.” publiciacus cornelieus..or something like thatIP: Logged |
firecracker Knowflake Posts: 554 From: all places Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 07:00 PM
give a man a fish and he will hopefully shut up while he eats itsend him fishing and you don't have to hear him all day. IP: Logged |
firecracker Knowflake Posts: 554 From: all places Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 07:01 PM
freedom is just chaos, with better lighting alan somebodyIP: Logged |
firecracker Knowflake Posts: 554 From: all places Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 07:02 PM
“What we imagine is order is merely the prevailing form of chaos kerry thornleyIP: Logged |
firecracker Knowflake Posts: 554 From: all places Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 07:03 PM
“If you succumb to the temptation of using violence in the struggle, unborn generations will be the recipients of a long and desolate night of bitterness, and your chief legacy to the future will be an endless reign of meaningless chaos. mlkIP: Logged |
firecracker Knowflake Posts: 554 From: all places Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 07:05 PM
crona. you cant leave because you remind me of jerry garcia.ok i know thats wierd, but its true. my aunt thought i was having an affair with jerry garcia. how funny is that. IP: Logged |
firecracker Knowflake Posts: 554 From: all places Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 07:06 PM
“I'm a tidy sort of bloke. I don't like chaos. I kept records in the record rack, tea in the tea caddy, and pot in the pot box. george harrisonIP: Logged |
firecracker Knowflake Posts: 554 From: all places Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 09, 2010 07:08 PM
and so goes my contribution to aftermath 37 ...calling all to order at the chaos prickle prickle and peanut butter brittle (dipped in chocolate) IP: Logged |