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Topic: Your Charts with your Exes
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KarmicMoon Knowflake Posts: 238 From: Moon, Milky Way Registered: Feb 2014
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posted June 25, 2014 11:05 PM
Perhaps I read something into your post that you did not intend. It's difficult when you can't understand peoples tone in writing. Apologies. Karmic relationships can be very painful but there is a higher purpose to them. I am pretty sure we have a close relationship on the other side and are in the same soul group. That is why I am interested in the astrology of the relationship. Despite the fact it was the most painful relationship of my life, I still get comfort from our friendship and I am able to completely be myself with him. I'm not interested in a romantic relationship with him at all and I wouldn't make the same mistakes again. [URL=http://s1067.photobucket.com/user/KarmicMoon13/media/imagejpg1_zps7f1fe1ae.jpg.html]
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KarmicMoon Knowflake Posts: 238 From: Moon, Milky Way Registered: Feb 2014
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posted June 25, 2014 11:12 PM
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geminigal2805 Knowflake Posts: 792 From: Registered: Sep 2013
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posted June 26, 2014 05:20 AM
Hi,LeeLeo How are you? I was seeing this person for like three months. Nothing happened between us. Introduced me to his friends,family n all but was shy around me. Even though he tried to be touchy touchy. N he was very good to me. But out of the blue i told him to leave me alone. And i broke his heart. N he showed that to the world(unkempt,long hair,long beard,sloppy etc till 2012 dec). We met in 2005. I tried to contact him but he had quit his job and we lost touch. He did find me many times but i wasnt interested. Once when i was broke,jobless n hospitalised,he found me and asked me to marry him. I told him off(i think it hurt my ego!).Speaks to me now n then. Asks if my husband is good to me etc. Im posting this chart cuz i did love him once. But i cant explain why i asked him to leave. When i tried to get back he wasnt around. The chart looks very simple to me. Uranus oppositions are there. IP: Logged |
geminigal2805 Knowflake Posts: 792 From: Registered: Sep 2013
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posted June 26, 2014 05:42 AM
Aww im confused. Either 83 or 84 born. Sorry. Pls ignore this msg. Either that or this chart. Sorry LL. IP: Logged |
geminigal2805 Knowflake Posts: 792 From: Registered: Sep 2013
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posted June 26, 2014 05:44 AM
Chart looks so blah! IP: Logged |
LeeLoo2014 Moderator Posts: 4342 From: Venus cornering Neptune Registered: Mar 2014
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posted June 26, 2014 10:11 AM
KarmicMoon, yes, unfortunately, this thread is likely to arouse some painful memories, most ex-relationships involve some sort of pain, it is the same for me, although now we are more detached and can analyze objectively. I have a question: is there an aspect between his Venus and your Mars? with what orb?
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LeeLoo2014 Moderator Posts: 4342 From: Venus cornering Neptune Registered: Mar 2014
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posted June 26, 2014 10:39 AM
quote: Originally posted by geminigal2805: Chart looks so blah!
awww....I'm sorry you don't know his year. Maybe you could ask him? IP: Logged |
geminigal2805 Knowflake Posts: 792 From: Registered: Sep 2013
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posted June 26, 2014 10:46 AM
quote: Originally posted by LeeLoo2014: awww....I'm sorry you don't know his year. Maybe you could ask him?
I should! Im very curious about him. He never lost his temper. Such a cool guy. But now things are awkward btwn us cyz he is a part of my husband's circle of friends. N he is a part of our group trips and private parties. Very awkward. I will see if i can ask him.thanks LL. I love yr attitude. IP: Logged |
LeeLoo2014 Moderator Posts: 4342 From: Venus cornering Neptune Registered: Mar 2014
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posted June 26, 2014 12:11 PM
Karmic Moon,I think I know why this relationship didn't turn into an established one. It's a very interesting synastry/comp from this point of view. IMO, this relationship is an important spiritual lesson for you, regarding relationships, rather than being a romantic situation per se. There is a disconnection in the synastry between the overlays and the aspects themselves. There are important overlays in the love houses for both people - especially for him (5th and 7th) - for you, only the 8th and some overlays pointing to identity lessons (connected to the 1st house). This makes me think he initially saw you as a possible romantic partner. For you, it is mainly an important transformative issue. But the aspects themselves are friendship aspects, in their best form, rather than romantic/erotic in nature. They involve many outer planets which are not love planets (don't rule love houses, but many friendship houses and the IC - a friendly, familiar placement). So when the relationship started, after the initial overlay attraction, those aspects began to play out. Yous Suns and Moons are basically incompatible by sign and house, your Moons could have been compatible if they were in aspect (square). Despite the friendship aspects, there is a classic extremely strong compulsive aspect - the Moon/Pluto connection, discordant with the rest of the aspects, which is obvious from the Composite. Meaning it cannot be integrated romantically - it remains a Pluto/Moon at the level of friendship. But this is difficult for you, I think it must be or have been. Your Plutos have different meanings in your charts. His Pluto/Uranus sits on DSC and it's not well integrated in his chart, his Pluto/Uranus there for him is a challenge in relationships, not a connective aspect. His Moon is very happy-go-lucky. For you, Pluto is in 1st and also rules your mind - you feel Pluto as obsession. With his tight conjunction with Uranus there, he breaks away from Pluto, intermittently, on his DSC. EDIT:
Moon/Pluto, in its worst form, can also degenerate into extreme hate, jealousy and possessiveness. The one with the strongest Pluto is the one feeling these things. It is important when we see a Moon/Pluto aspect that both people are equally Plutonian, in order to mutually understand and integrate the energy. I don't think it's the case here. Your strong Vesta/Moon is there, fascinated by his conjunction, longing to be his partner (I'm talking about the past here). Looking at the composite, we can see how this aspect plays out: the peregrine Moon in 5th (the woman) is the Yod apex of Sun and Chiron: the Moon longs for this relationship (the Sun) (the Yod is like an embrace) with a lot of pain involved. Interestingly, the only connection of this composite Moon in the natals (conjunction or opposition) is your Juno/Ceres: the desire for a nurturing partner, opposing it. There is a longing here the relationship awakened, but couldn't fulfill. But your Moon's needs couldn't have been satisfied in this relationship, IMO. Strangely, there is an important Moon/Venus DW in the synastry, but I think his Uranus/Pluto there is too heavy and a killer for your already incompatible Moons. Probably the Moon/Venus DW between you manifests as unconditional, friendly love. His 12th house Pisces Venus's needs couldn't have been fulfilled either. There is an interesting contact here, with NN/Vertex. He has Venus conjunct Lilith in the 12th/Pisces - attracted to mysterious, dark, inaccessible, dangerous, passionate or promiscuous women (etc. it depends, on a case by case basis). It conjuncts your NN/Vertex; usually, the planet longs after the NN, but because your Vertex is here (your attraction point), you most likely longed for him, his love, or being this ideal for him. So this is why I think it didn't turn into a full-time relationship, because it wouldn't have been the best option for neither of you
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KarmicMoon Knowflake Posts: 238 From: Moon, Milky Way Registered: Feb 2014
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posted June 26, 2014 12:22 PM
quote: Originally posted by LeeLoo2014: KarmicMoon, yes, unfortunately, this thread is likely to arouse some painful memories, most ex-relationships involve some sort of pain, it is the same for me, although now we are more detached and can analyze objectively. I have a question: is there an aspect between his Venus and your Mars? with what orb?
No, his Venus does not aspect my Mars. Is the chart you posted with this guy you're talking about? Looks like you have SN/Vertex conjunction? I have that with someone. Thats a very karmic aspect. Is that Pluto conjunct Mars, Mars trine Pluto and Venus/Moon oppose Pluto/Mars? Venus square Neptune, I really don't like that aspect and I have it natally. Transformative? I may have to delete this post if I'm completely off! I'm still need to see the degrees to know orbs. I'm learning though....
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LeeLoo2014 Moderator Posts: 4342 From: Venus cornering Neptune Registered: Mar 2014
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posted June 26, 2014 12:29 PM
yes, we have those aspects What do you think? I have Venus/Neptune square myself, personally, I like it IP: Logged |
KarmicMoon Knowflake Posts: 238 From: Moon, Milky Way Registered: Feb 2014
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posted June 26, 2014 01:48 PM
Venus square Neptune, I don't trust my judgement sometimes when it comes to love. I daydream too much and I think I'm overly romantic. It makes it hard to be satisfied with someone less than perfect. My Venus is in the 12th in Leo. I had a reading with Anne Ortelee, who said it "helps me see into their souls" which sounded romantic enough for me to rethink whether it was all bad. I think you needed to come together with this person to learn something. Vertex/SN need each other in order to complete what they have set out to do in this lifetime. You both underwent a transformation through this relationship but there were also control issues and battle of wills. Lots of passion though! Saturn aspects show karma and make sure you stuck around to learn the lesson. It looks like your Saturn squares his Uranus?Was it your decision to move on? Maybe you out grew the relationship in this lifetime? It was hard to let go though. IP: Logged |
LeeLoo2014 Moderator Posts: 4342 From: Venus cornering Neptune Registered: Mar 2014
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posted June 26, 2014 03:07 PM
quote: Originally posted by KarmicMoon: Venus square Neptune, I don't trust my judgement sometimes when it comes to love. I daydream too much and I think I'm overly romantic. It makes it hard to be satisfied with someone less than perfect. My Venus is in the 12th in Leo. I had a reading with Anne Ortelee, who said it "helps me see into their souls" which sounded romantic enough for me to rethink whether it was all bad. I think you needed to come together with this person to learn something. Vertex/SN need each other in order to complete what they have set out to do in this lifetime. You both underwent a transformation through this relationship but there were also control issues and battle of wills. Lots of passion though! Saturn aspects show karma and make sure you stuck around to learn the lesson. It looks like your Saturn squares his Uranus?Was it your decision to move on? Maybe you out grew the relationship in this lifetime? It was hard to let go though.
It was exactly like this ....and because of the passion and the love, hard to let go.
Thank you Yes, Venus square Neptune makes one extremely idealistic in love and a hopeless romantic. But what would the world be without us?
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KarmicMoon Knowflake Posts: 238 From: Moon, Milky Way Registered: Feb 2014
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posted June 26, 2014 04:11 PM
LeeLoo,Everything you said makes sense. He saw me as a friend before I saw him that way but he was unwilling to give up the physical part of the relationship and that is where problems ensued. I would leave him but eventually he would pursue me again. He was the one that could never let go, that would always contact me. Yes, I did hate him for many years (lower form of Pluto/Moon). Even after I met my future husband, he would call me at work and I would dodge his phone calls. Eventually, I changed my name and left my job so he could no longer find me. Then, after many years, he tracked me down on FB. All this hatred came out of me then when I thought I was long over him. This was shortly after meeting my TF when I was undergoing awakening and heart opening, etc. I realized I needed to heal this hatred if I ever wanted to give myself totally to someone. I probably drew him to me at that time for healing. So I have forgiven him and myself for what happened. It is hard for my friends to understand why and how I can be friends with him. I would say we do have unconditional love for each other now. He often says he is thankful for my friendship. You said our Sun and Moons weren't compatible. I agree, but you said our Moons would be if they squared. Our Suns are square so wouldn't that make them compatible? While we agree on many things I think our basic outlook on life is different. You also hit the nail on the head with the kind of women he likes. They must provide lots of drama for him which is not me. I think his SN in Scorpio/8th house plays into that. I have BML conjunct Venus in the 12th house, too (2 degree orb). What does that mean for me? Maybe you'll tell me I like tall, dark, handsome men who are emotionally disconnected and can't provide the love I crave? Yes, this was about a transformation for me. I have heavy karmic issues around relationships in this life. Now that I am more enlightened I realize I planned this interaction. It is a lesson to learn from. Ironically, his name is exactly opposite my Chiron. Thank you for that very insightful astrological explanation! That was pretty spot on. I need to learn to read composites now! IP: Logged |
LeeLoo2014 Moderator Posts: 4342 From: Venus cornering Neptune Registered: Mar 2014
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posted June 26, 2014 04:38 PM
Karmic Moon, thank you for sharing your story, it is very touching, and very inspiring Oh, yes, the tall dark stranger for you, baby... but...if you ask me...not that dark. I think he has Venus in Taurus opposing your Neptune - to worship you - conjunct your romance ruler or Venus in Cancer on your 11th cusp, to impact on both houses, on your stellium. And he has either Mars in your 1st on your Pluto - so hot it would be - or an Aqua Mars, but at the end of your 5th, making a Mystic rectangle with your Venus/Lilith, Jupiter, Juno/Ceres
I wonder if this ressembles with what I told on the Ideal partner thread, when I saw your chart with all the aspects
BTW, your Suns are compatible by modality, although your Marses are there too, so combined with cardinal Suns...two bosses
Your Moons would have been compatible by modality and better felt if in aspect, especially if making a cross together with other planets/asteroids. IP: Logged |
KarmicMoon Knowflake Posts: 238 From: Moon, Milky Way Registered: Feb 2014
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posted June 26, 2014 05:09 PM
Awww, thanks. That sounds very much like what you told me on the other thread. Probably just another Venus/Neptune fantasy! I'll know not to check aspects to all next time, lol.So did you leave himbecause you out grew him or was there too much conflict? What aspects do you see in your case? Do you look at guys charts right away? Cause I'm wondering how you prevent yourself from seeing the end before it begins. IP: Logged |
LeeLoo2014 Moderator Posts: 4342 From: Venus cornering Neptune Registered: Mar 2014
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posted June 26, 2014 05:18 PM
It was a great passion ending in physical violence because I wanted to move on You can see it there, in the charts. I wanted to move on because I felt that, despite the love, he was like a dead end for me. I can't explain exactly why and it was hard for me to accept. Oh, no, I only look at charts after I already feel the energy in the relationship, after it has already started and after some time - depending on the rhythm of the relationship. IP: Logged |
KarmicMoon Knowflake Posts: 238 From: Moon, Milky Way Registered: Feb 2014
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posted June 27, 2014 10:20 AM
quote: Originally posted by LeeLoo2014: It was a great passion ending in physical violence because I wanted to move on You can see it there, in the charts. I wanted to move on because I felt that, despite the love, he was like a dead end for me. I can't explain exactly why and it was hard for me to accept. Oh, no, I only look at charts after I already feel the energy in the relationship, after it has already started and after some time - depending on the rhythm of the relationship.
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Enneline Knowflake Posts: 772 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted June 27, 2014 11:34 AM
These are the synastries with my Exes. It's not hard to see why their love don't count and why we couldn't work it out Ex 1: Ex2: IP: Logged |
LeeLoo2014 Moderator Posts: 4342 From: Venus cornering Neptune Registered: Mar 2014
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posted June 27, 2014 11:36 AM
Enneline, I'm gonna eat you alive. Please post charts without "aspect lines to all" grrr you want me to go blind? I can't wait to see them can't seeeeeeeee like this aaaaahIP: Logged |
Enneline Knowflake Posts: 772 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted June 27, 2014 11:43 AM
quote: Originally posted by LeeLoo2014: It was a great passion ending in physical violence because I wanted to move on You can see it there, in the charts. I wanted to move on because I felt that, despite the love, he was like a dead end for me. I can't explain exactly why and it was hard for me to accept. Oh, no, I only look at charts after I already feel the energy in the relationship, after it has already started and after some time - depending on the rhythm of the relationship.
Oh *kiss on head* IP: Logged |
Enneline Knowflake Posts: 772 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted June 27, 2014 11:48 AM
Sorry I've just done an editIP: Logged |
LeeLoo2014 Moderator Posts: 4342 From: Venus cornering Neptune Registered: Mar 2014
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posted June 27, 2014 12:44 PM
Thank you, dear In the first, I see several unaspected planets, including your Sun ouch Fated close Saturn/NN Vertex and Uranus making havoc on Vertex.
But....a tight Moon/Pluto fueling your Mars/Neptune opp with his Sun stellium and he's Neptunian - fatal attraction on this axis: was he obsessed as the Moon/Pluto Sun/Neptune or were you since it's your Mars/Neptune opp? your 5th his 8th hm IP: Logged |
Enneline Knowflake Posts: 772 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted June 27, 2014 12:56 PM
quote: Originally posted by LeeLoo2014: Thank you, dear In the first, I see several unaspected planets, including your Sun ouch Fated close Saturn/NN Vertex and Uranus making havoc on Vertex.
But....a tight Moon/Pluto fueling your Mars/Neptune opp with his Sun stellium and he's Neptunian - fatal attraction on this axis: was he obsessed as the Moon/Pluto Sun/Neptune or were you since it's your Mars/Neptune opp? your 5th his 8th hm
I was far more obsessed I think (but anyway I always have the feeling that I am the one who's more involved) but when I left after nearly 4 years of (partly violent and cheating) ups and downs he was the one who cried me a river IP: Logged |
Enneline Knowflake Posts: 772 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted June 27, 2014 01:02 PM
Yes, you can see the violence in your synastry, LeeLoo. Thanks for sharing and again sorry for that f***ing experience IP: Logged | |