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mar1982delta
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posted April 02, 2016 04:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ceri, I addressed the thread to you, since we have discussed a lot of times for event-compos and I am totally over-whelmed now, so I could really use an objective eye from you or anyone else who offers! If it doesn't fit your schedule, no problem of course!
I am posting the charts in some minutes..
Thanks in advance for any help!


The event chart alone


His natal-event composite


My natal-event composite

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posted April 02, 2016 04:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
this was today, right?
What happened?
Or what do you want to know about the eventcomposite?

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posted April 02, 2016 04:41 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
this was today, right?
What happened?
Or what do you want to know about the eventcomposite?


OHHHH, you are here!!!
thanks so much, I am a bit relieved lol!
Yes, that was today, less than 2 hours ago and I am still really under the influence lol..
We met and we had ANOTHER conversation, not that long, but pretty on-point and I am starting to think that it really that's it and I should force myself to move on. Nothing really bad happened, but it's a turning point for me internally I suppose. I wonder how that affected him and if he will change his mind lol.
Sorry for my rambling, I am really overwhelmed, this is so difficult for me at times..Please don't quote..

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posted April 02, 2016 04:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
His natal btw, if it helps


My natal


Our composite

Should I post the synastry with the meeting, too or is it too much? I guess, lol
Sorry for being so direct and ask for your help, I have sort of/tried to interpret other event-compos of mine alone this period, but at this moment I can't think clearly at all, so that's why I asked for your help again. Pholus again opp. my S/M midpoint like the other time with the event-compo, lol???!!!


ETA : His IC/MC axis conjunct the MC/IC in the event chart..again
His IC/MC axis conj. my event-compo NN..again (that's the position of the Nodes this frame of time I guess)
My event-compo MC/IC axis conjunct the Asc/Dsc natal composite
There are a lot here and I am really confused..


P.S. The time of the event-compo is approximately after the middle of the conversation, near the end of it. I couldn't figure out what time I should put lol, but since it was towards the end of the meeting, I chose that.

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posted April 02, 2016 05:11 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Even before you mentioned it I thought it might relate to communication a LOT.

Reason, and I just had a short peek:

in his eventchart:
ASC-ruler Sun conjunct Mercury in 7th house exact, and on the SN!!!

He met someone, 7th house usually indicates someone who is coming to us, externally, so it might have been you. If that is true, then you left a big impression. I mean why else would the ruler of the ASC (him) show up in the 7th house where he is concerned with other people?
And conjunct Mercury, definitely about communication.
Mercury rules the 11th house from his view, so he views you as a friend? Or felt like he was receiving (11th house) an input (Mercury) from you. Did you tell him something important?

However it might be, all of this is conjunct the SN, so for him it is a "blast from the past",. going round in circles? But maybe also just feels familiar.

it opposes Jupiter conjunct NN, which is actually great, it shows a meaningfulness, expansion something to look forward, moving into the future, Jupiter rules the 5th house, so it could relate to creativity, inspiration or a romantic spark.

Yet at the same time, the ruler of 7th house, Uranus, is in his 6th house (does that reasonate? did you meet at his workplace, neighbourhood, the doctor?) . But somehow this Uranus is not very tightly connected to anything else in the chart.
Except Saturn, ruler of the 6th, in Scorpio in 3rd house.
Despite communication being a major factor here, this reminds me of a block of communication, and it is something that you are familiar with (Saturn is retrograde). Always the same issues?
Alternatively HE might feel blocked to talk to you honestly. But the watersigns here, saturn in SCorpio and the stellium in Pisces seems to indicate that he is very sensitive when it comes to you, vulnerable, but maybe not seeing too clearly, or being a little too evasive.

Moon opposite Mars (9th - 3rd house again communication) and Moon in Aries seems to indicate a lot of heated volatile emotions, Moon rules the 12th house, and is opposite Mars here, so I guess maybe old passion flareed up or anger that comes from a deep deep place, possibly bubbling up from his subconsciousness (or from a past life even). But without any other planet aspecting this opposition, these feelings seem to have no way to go somewhere, they are always going back and forward, see-saw-like.

Your event composite:
here we find the chartruler Jupiter in 10th house widely conjunct, so you were having a very prominent placement there, did you initiate the meeting?

It trines the DESC-ruler Mercury, so you basically were having a resonance and connection to him. And again we see the ruler of the 7th house falling into 6th house. So the meeting must have had something to do with 6th house-quality (maybe even a disbalance, I donītz know). And again a Sun-Mercury-conjunction, just in this case the DESC-ruler conjunct Sun, which actually mirrors his event-composite to an almost creepy degree (he had Leo-ASC after all). So there is no question about it that this was about the two of you.

However Leo is intercepted in the 8th house, so I wonder if some seemingly buried stuff raised its head again.

Mercury is also trine Uranus, which on its own would be nice, but Grand trines at tight orbs have the tendency to form midpoint pictures. here we have Uranus on the Mercury/jupiter-mp, there must have been an element of shock and surprise to all of this for you (Uranus also rules the intercepted 3rd house)


However to be honest the far more dramatic aspect to me is

Mars conjunct Saturn in Scorpio in 11th house squaring (at the balance point) of the nodal axis.

Did he reject you in any way? Or was there a stop and go-thing happening?
Mars rules the IC and is conjunct Saturn here, so at the basis at the chart, the core of it, the root there is some Saturnian issue presented here. Almost like a distance was inbuilt, or a clash with reality (in a good way it could also be the manifestation of something very intense too) , but Saturn tends to stick very long to something. It also squares the nodal axis with the SN in 2nd house - three strikes for the same meaning, sticking to the familiar, even though it might hold you back. The NN in 8th house actually wants you to embrace the transformation that is secretly occuring (intercepted 8th house). where would it lead you, well NN is disposited by Sun in 6th house conjunct DESC-ruler Mercury, so actually moving on, embracing the change would lead you closer to him as it seems, at least in a communication-way.

Of course I did not even mentioned Venus in the 5th house exactly opposite Mars-SAturn- wow. That is big. But it might be difficult, passion, an insane attraction going hand in hand with being held back, withold (unless Saturn plays a good role and pushes you into manifesting the Venus-Mars.)

Moon, ruler of 8th house, in Scorpio at the cusp of 12th house must left a tremendous deep emotional impression on you. But maybe hard to verbalize.

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posted April 02, 2016 05:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Does he plan to go abroad?

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posted April 02, 2016 05:23 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Oh my God, when did you manage to write all these so quickly???? You are so good, lol, thanks so much!!!!
I cannot verbalize for sure, don't you see???
Yes, I wanted to ask you about that, too..
Is the venus-mars/saturn-nodes square a t-square or we don't count patterns with nodes? Because if we count them or regardless of it, the most impressing here for me is that my compo NN is his IC/MC axis..
For the 6th house, could this have to do that we simply talked about some health issues of a relative and that he would go to the hospital for a visit right after seeing me? Because we met in my house and after he initiated it.
i initiated the conversation though, so, that's the thing on my MC that you saw probably.
I am trying to comprehend and answer more to you right now
I cannot thank you enough for your time and effort and this large post!!!

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posted April 02, 2016 05:25 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Does he plan to go abroad?

No, from what I know at least.
But approximately last year he had told me that he would go abroad this time of the year (March more specifically), but he hasn't told me something like that recently, I don;t know if it was postponed or something. What aspect did you see?

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posted April 02, 2016 05:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
No, I don't think he sees me as a friend, lol
But I offered an input exactly and all of what I said was very important (pholus definitely), although scattered and perhaps disorganized, I told him really important things today in such a little time, without analyzing very much, but every word was really meaningful..

""blast from the past"" definitely, I noticed the SN and was trying to understand the full meaning of it, but you are right, actually half of this conversation has already taken place another time, so it is some sort of reliving-it, deja vu (the other event compo in February)..


Uranus-Dsc ruler in the 6th, I am trying to understand what it means,..maybe that the relationship potential is blocked from his unstable routine? The answer that he has given in the past at least. But this time this wasn't part of the conversation, so I don't really know how we could interpret it in another way..


"a block of communication, and it is something that you are familiar with (Saturn is retrograde). Always the same issues?"
Yes, lol, he in fact told me today that he doesn't like conversations (he said it in a nice way at least lol), which I already knew..
In fact it was better today, compared to other times, he told me more things today and definitely more important, instead of keeping to avoid it


Could you please elaborate this a little? "he is very sensitive when it comes to you, vulnerable, but maybe not seeing too clearly, or being a little too evasive."
Since the block was smaller today and he in fact talked to me what could the above thing that you said mean?


Moreover, about that "Of course I did not even mentioned Venus in the 5th house exactly opposite Mars-SAturn- wow. That is big. But it might be difficult, passion, an insane attraction going hand in hand with being held back, withold (unless Saturn plays a good role and pushes you into manifesting the Venus-Mars.)"
Yes, lol, insane, tell me about it! Its really hard for me to move on, this feeling doesn't go away, I mean for real, I am stronger than that, I managed to break up with my ex of 7 years, although I thought we would get married, but I can't manage to move on from this one at all..Seeing him doesn't help, not seeing him doesn't help either, talking to him the same, not talking to him again doesn't help..I really don't know what to do and its impossible that I could actually look to somebody else right now, although I think that may offer the solution, as the saying goes.. But I can't right now, honestly. Unless someone new and reaaaally nice knocks on my door and he is already in love with me somehow lol Otherwise, I am not in the mood.


The last comment I think, since I'll have to think about the NN that you told me, it's really interesting and you actually help me a lot!
Before that, this is the last thing
"Did he reject you in any way? Or was there a stop and go-thing happening?
Mars rules the IC and is conjunct Saturn here, so at the basis at the chart, the core of it, the root there is some Saturnian issue presented here. Almost like a distance was inbuilt, or a clash with reality (in a good way it could also be the manifestation of something very intense too) , but Saturn tends to stick very long to something. It also squares the nodal axis with the SN in 2nd house - three strikes for the same meaning, sticking to the familiar, even though it might hold you back."
Yes, we can see it a sort of a rejection again, because he insisted that he can't be in a relationship with me, as he isn't "built" for them and he is an a@@ basically (his words lol, I dont agree, but maybe I am delusional, I don't know). This is what he believes for himself after his experience he says. Hmmm, I don't quite fall for that, although it's highly possible that there is some validity here (emotional blockages in his chart after all, plus clues from my interaction with him), but I imagine that is another way of telling someone "I don't love you back, girl"..

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posted April 02, 2016 05:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Are you still here btw or I am talking to myself completely? hahahahahaha
Thanks very much again!!!!

p.s. Is it possible that I left a big impression on him even though he came to me and not me to him? LOL, after the rejection I think I could use a little comfort at least, only if the chart might indicate it of course, lol

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posted April 02, 2016 05:59 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"No, I don't think he sees me as a friend,"
Could you elaborate on that? What do you mean)


"Uranus-Dsc ruler in the 6th, I am trying to understand what it means,..maybe that the relationship potential is blocked from his unstable routine? "
Yes, that could be.

The 7th house is not only others, but maybe even more so how WE relate to those we encounter, so Uranus as ruler in 6th house, could definitely point to unstable routine.

" fact it was better today, compared to other times, he told me more things today and definitely more important, instead of keeping to avoid it"
So Saturn was not working as a block here but as "crystallization" or focusing. Delivering the real important stuff and taking things serious.


"Since the block was smaller today and he in fact talked to me what could the above thing that you said mean?"
The Pisces Planets in 7th house including Sun as the chartruler. He might be more sensitive and tuned in to what you say than you are aware of. Just feels like he might be emotionally affected more strongly than he lets on.

"Its really hard for me to move on, "
Then don`t.

"this feeling doesn't go away,"
Then just accept it that it wonīt go away.

Just go with the flow, keep an eye on reality and what is happening (instead of what you wished happened), and if you feel something, then you feel it. Period.
Trying to suppress it will just give it more energy and you will be pulled into some sort of never ending circle.

If you feel something it`s for a reason, and it will lead you somewhere. Maybe not even to him, but you can``t "unfeel" what you feel.
You shouldn`t try to.
But try to not develop big expectations or get too attached at certain ideas how this has to end up. Never worked out for me at least.

Keep your mind open as well as your eyes, too, and if someone will touch you, they will. and if not, then that`s okay, too.

It`s a journey, and like someone said to me a long ago - granted it was in a meditation/ dream. lol - "Your journey consists of several steps. Don`t jump any of the steps, donīt try to see where it ends. Sometimes you`re just supposed to take one step after the other, without seeing the future. I mean, waht would be the fun in knowing the outcome all along?" (I would have liked to see the outcome, but he was right, had I even just sensed all the complications that were awaiting me, I would have bailed, and probably missed my own life. )

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posted April 02, 2016 06:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
WEll I think after this I will go to bed. Midnight in Germany.

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posted April 02, 2016 06:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
"No, I don't think he sees me as a friend,"
Could you elaborate on that? What do you mean)


"Uranus-Dsc ruler in the 6th, I am trying to understand what it means,..maybe that the relationship potential is blocked from his unstable routine? "
Yes, that could be.

The 7th house is not only others, but maybe even more so how WE relate to those we encounter, so Uranus as ruler in 6th house, could definitely point to unstable routine.

" fact it was better today, compared to other times, he told me more things today and definitely more important, instead of keeping to avoid it"
So Saturn was not working as a block here but as "crystallization" or focusing. Delivering the real important stuff and taking things serious.


"Since the block was smaller today and he in fact talked to me what could the above thing that you said mean?"
The Pisces Planets in 7th house including Sun as the chartruler. He might be more sensitive and tuned in to what you say than you are aware of. Just feels like he might be emotionally affected more strongly than he lets on.

"Its really hard for me to move on, "
Then don`t.

"this feeling doesn't go away,"
Then just accept it that it wonīt go away.

Just go with the flow, keep an eye on reality and what is happening (instead of what you wished happened), and if you feel something, then you feel it. Period.
Trying to suppress it will just give it more energy and you will be pulled into some sort of never ending circle.

If you feel something it`s for a reason, and it will lead you somewhere. Maybe not even to him, but you can``t "unfeel" what you feel.
You shouldn`t try to.
But try to not develop big expectations or get too attached at certain ideas how this has to end up. Never worked out for me at least.

Keep your mind open as well as your eyes, too, and if someone will touch you, they will. and if not, then that`s okay, too.

It`s a journey, and like someone said to me a long ago - granted it was in a meditation/ dream. lol - "Your journey consists of several steps. Don`t jump any of the steps, donīt try to see where it ends. Sometimes you`re just supposed to take one step after the other, without seeing the future. I mean, waht would be the fun in knowing the outcome all along?" (I would have liked to see the outcome, but he was right, had I even just sensed all the complications that were awaiting me, I would have bailed, and probably missed my own life. )



A quick answer and I am editting again lol

For the friendship, I meant that there is sexual attraction, I don't know if among his whatever feelings is friendship in general, but then again I sort of him as a friend among other thing myself. I mean friendship is essential for a relationship/partnership, imo. But as a friend without the attraction, I think he doesn't see me, he initiated the contact after all
Perhaps I didn't understand exactly what you mean with friendship here.


"The Pisces Planets in 7th house including Sun as the chartruler. He might be more sensitive and tuned in to what you say than you are aware of. Just feels like he might be emotionally affected more strongly than he lets on."
OMG Ceri, I totally sense that, I have come to understand it I mean, he really hides it well yu see! I secretly hope that I have understood well and I am not delusional I mean. He is very tuned in, I have checked it through time, he listens to me even when you are ABSOLUTELY sure that he doesn't, he seems so aloof and detached and yet he listens to EVERYTHING! I just don't know if he does it in general or with me. I cannot verify that, it would be really good I think if he does it more with me! but I don;t know

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posted April 02, 2016 06:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
WEll I think after this I will go to bed. Midnight in Germany.


I just saw that Ceri, lol
Good night!!!!
I am reading your advice right now, half of the things you said I have already thought about them and I agree more than I can say right now lol, but when I feel sad for this thing not going anywhere and never ending in me, I sort of forget them and it's actually really nice that someone else can repeat them and offer something new as well. Your words were really touching, thank you so much for understanding and being so helpful.


I forgot to comment on that, I am writing them for whenever/if you see them, lol

"Moon opposite Mars (9th - 3rd house again communication) and Moon in Aries seems to indicate a lot of heated volatile emotions, Moon rules the 12th house, and is opposite Mars here, so I guess maybe old passion flareed up or anger that comes from a deep deep place, possibly bubbling up from his subconsciousness (or from a past life even). But without any other planet aspecting this opposition, these feelings seem to have no way to go somewhere, they are always going back and forward, see-saw-like."
Yes, it seemed like more the passion thing going on here, that's why I told you no for friendship lol. I think the see-saw that you described maybe reflects a lot more of the whole situation (for him at least), not only in this event-chart I mean. I don't know if that has anything to do with the moon/mars conj. in synastry or with his venus opp. mars in natal or anything. Just thought I should mention them somehow. But I really can't understand how you picked all that up from this aspect only! Absoultely amazing !

"I wonder if some seemingly buried stuff raised its head again."
It seems like that, since the meeting was not scheduled and I was a bit caught unprepared. But, then the deep stuff raised in such short time, I wonder how I managed to put them into words, knowing myself I mean lol, it was such a short notice for me to prepare psychologically for a conversation


Then, of course, as you see, " there must have been an element of shock and surprise to all of this for you ", yes, it was, since the whole meeting was a shock for me at the first place, didn't see it coming at all, lol

Lastly, you mentioning above subconscious and past-lives, it reminded me that in fact I was thinking some days ago about making another thread addressed to you lol, but I resisted and didn't. In the other thread I would mention some specifics I found lately in my synastry, i.e. my IC in his 12 house among them, plus my Chiron in his 12th house (he has his natal Chiron there, as well). I would be really interested not in a thorough analysis from you of course like here, not at all, I just want to put my observations out there for guidance, whether I am interpreting them correctly myself. I have some thoughts that I made after I noticed some things and I am wondering if I am on the right path with them. If you are positive to something like that, please tell me, otherwise, no problem!


Lastly, ignore all of my other comments, questions etc. if you like, lol, but please if you can, answer me for the NN part only! I mean it must mean something. My NN 17 27 Leo, his IC 17 56 Leo, conjunct by minutes!!! this last period, plus here Leo intercepted in the 8th house in my compo, that should mean something. I feel it like this meeting is some sort of turning point, transformation of some kind, but I am struggling to get the meaning of it.
the compos are actually a bit more interesting when we change the event's time to the beginning of the meeting lol! Nice to see at work how the slightest change of angles/houses could really mean so much!!!

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posted April 03, 2016 07:05 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Mar,


"I sort of forget them and it's actually really nice that someone else can repeat them "
Well, I should have them tatooed on the inside of my mind as well.


"But I really can't understand how you picked all that up from this aspect only! "
Moon - Mars punches you in the gut. Always. And then with Moon ALSO being in a mars-ruled sign, plus the opposition as energetic aspect. That were 3 hints in the same aspect, plus it is an isolated aspect, the energy is very concentrated there and just flowing between both ends Moon-to-Mars, there is no other planet acting as a bridge, so we get a very "pure" essence of Moon-Mars-energy here (of course sometimes Moon-Mars also means simply being angry or annoyed, but against your storie`s background, it seemed more likely to relate to sexual feelings).

"I feel it like this meeting is some sort of turning point, transformation of some kind, but I am struggling to get the meaning of it. "
Yes, it surely looks like it. Also it is probably occuring quite regularly in your event-composite at the moment (as the nodal axis moves not THAT quick), though of course not always in the 8th house, but pretty much always in Leo. So if it is conjunct his n IC it is probably something you both are working on (even just spiritually or energetically or without words) in the current timeframe. Though the precision of the aspect definitely pointed at THIS moment, for something to happen in this regard.
Where it will lead you to? I don`t think anyone c an tell you. It comes down to your and his choices. All that can be said about it is that it relates to your path in life and how you evolve and it also affects his home, family but even more so his "soul-home", the core of his personality.
But both are calculated points, to be really activated we need planets conjunct either point (maybe also square). These will trigger certain actions that will be felt by him as affecting his core personality and homelife and by you as affecting your further evolvement and where you go in life (spiritually speaking mostly).

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posted April 03, 2016 07:20 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
BTW I intend to go to a "day of open door" at a theatre on 17th april. This will start at 11 a.m. and of course be open until the late afternoon. (it means you can have a look backstage, coffee and cake, there will be a musical program and so on).

And my event composites will start out with a Pisces-ASC then for half an hour or so there will be an Aries-ASC and then from about 12:10 p.m. there will be a Libra-ASC for the whole time.

In fact the event composite for the day looks.... interesting.

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Ceri,
"Well, I should have them tatooed on the inside of my mind as well. " LOL, I liked the whole tatoo concept!

About yesterday in general, I think after I thought the entire meeting in a more detached way, I realised that he was waaaaay more close to me, the way he behaved, talked, moved etc. and I sort of laughed, because to even reach this point, it had to be 2 years and me telling him aaaall of my feelings very specifically again and again. I wonder if something like that is indicated in his compo, him being so comfortable and open for once. The weirder thing is than in fact he seemed like being comfortable with me a lot of other times, too, but this has evolved now to something that I can't really put into words as you see, lol
Thank you for the further explanation of the NN, yes, I know that they dont move so fast, that's why I mentioned that it is something that happens the whole last period (timeframe), this NN-IC conjunction, I wonder how this will act out eventually. IF, most importantly, lol.


As for your event-compo,
I notice again a minor triangle, like the last time (?), only with some different planets. I think Pluto was in the mix the last time, too, if I remember well
Pluto-Moon in the 2nd as the apex, wow! And Saturn-Uranus-Neptune! All of the outer planets plus Saturn with your Moon! Very interesting and powerful mix!
I wonder about this Saturn on the Asc - Chiron on the Dsc opposition, no clue for the moment
Sun and Venus tightly conjunct, with Mercury all in the 5th house, it is an event dedicated to creativity and spectacles after all, lol
I couldnt help but notice that the angles in your compo are the same but reversed with the angles in my natal composite! Hahahaha, that's interesting
Node in 0 47 scorpio caught my eye, too. The fact that Node is in the first degrees in this timeframe could maybe mark some sort of new beginnings for you during this period? Or am I just overreaching? Is it aspecting something in your natal?


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posted April 03, 2016 07:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I tried to edit my last post, but it won't edit lol. So I quit trying, because every time I do this, the thread starts to glitch
The question I tried to add above :
Sorry if I am blunt, I just wonder about it as I am intrigued. Since you have your own experience with past lives memories, I really wanted to ask, how does this happen in your opinion? Is it something we can approach only randomly? To "remember" past lives, etc? Is there another way to "find out" if there is such a connection? How have you experienced the whole thing? Thanks a lot once again!

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Plus I can't help but notice the dates here, its something that I wanted to tell you yesterday but I forgot lol.
18th of February, when I send THE message (the other event-compo you had helped me with), was the day I broke up with my ex 3 years ago.
2nd of April, this event-compo, was the day I met my ex for the first time 10 years ago.
17th of april, your event-compo, was the day I graduated AND broke up with my other ex (the one right before the ex I am mentioning above lol)!
Do you notice such things, too?
Really fascinated by the "coincidence" (?) when something like that happens.

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posted April 03, 2016 08:12 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Look into his synastry with the meeting!!! There are so many lines in the chart AND activation of his natal yod, that I thought you'd find it interesting, too!

IC/MC conjunct and reversed
Moon/Eros on his Sun, activating his natal yod with Moon and Jupiter
plus a new yod with Moon as the apex, Mars on the Dsc (again!!!!) as one leg, Moon-Eros-his Sun the other leg! I find it so beautiful!!! I think I am an astro-nerd lol


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"him being so comfortable and open for once."
I think the Sun-Mercury conjunction opposed Jupiter in 1st house along the nodal axis helped.

"I notice again a minor triangle, like the last time (?), only with some different planets."
Yes, for example my event composite with the concert of Mr Sag in february looked like this.


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Back then it was Mars conjunct Pluto, though already separating (must have been exact mid february)


But it seems I am in a rather "concentrated/focused" timeperiod. And it really is a timePERIOD as you can see.
Which speaks for keeping the orbs reasonably tight (3 degrees seems to be the measure for me, that I can feel, though the closer the better).

It gets interesting however in terms of personal planets which are moving faster and hence forming new pictures, in this regard it seems like the 17th april seems to be more "dynamic" somehow for me with the squares. And of course if something is triggered through the natals or composite.

For example for my eventccomposite of the february concert you can see the Sun-Pholus-conjunction on 2 Aquarius, right? That was closely conjunct our composite ASC on 1 Aquarius.

(the IC of my event chart also fell exact onto his natal Venus; His EVC Sun was also on 2 Aqua and hence falling onto our c-ASC. plus his EVC DESC was conjunct my NN with one degree and also conjunct the first meeting charts ASC)


Of course I have no idea what is going to take place on 17th april. All I know is I am going for a theatre visit, and coincidentally the guy whose composite I posted on the other thread will be doing part of the music-program. So this is interesting.


Interestingly in "Past-guy"`s EVC with that day there also is Venus conjunct Sun (and mercury) just on 22-24-27 Aries.

On the other hand in his EVC there will also be Moon opposite a very close Saturn-Neptune-conjunction on 11-12 Capricorn.
To be honest my instant thought was that he might not even be there but call in sick (Saturn-Neptune is called the "sickness-axis" and while it can also have different manifestations, it very often is activated when someone gets sick, even if it is just something like an allergy or a cold; if not that it might make someone feel very melancholic, depressed and sad, the best possible manifestation would be making something intangible very tangible and manifest in real life. But that is really only the ideal and best possible scenario, and unfortunately more often it leaves you dampened, physically or emotionally. )


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I wonder about this Saturn on the Asc - Chiron on the Dsc opposition, no clue for the moment "
Well it will pass over this within a short time (I am going to be there for several hours probably), maybe for the 30 minutes or so this might be in orb, I will encounter some kind of disappointment, facing an old wound, being blocked or something like that.


"hat's interesting
Node in 0 47 scorpio caught my eye, too. The fact that Node is in the first degrees in this timeframe could maybe mark some sort of new beginnings for you during this period? "
Yes I think so, too.
It must have just passed over my 11th house cusp (1°34 Sco) and my Uranus (1°21 Sco), too.

Well it was right in between those two the day, he posted these virtual kisses to me.
I feel sort of pathetic mentioning this again and again, because it is just such a random thing and completely meaningless, but the astrology just always points me back to that moment. lol

At that day my EVC NN was on 1°29 Scorpio and the moment he did that post was emphasising my EVC NN as EVC ASC was on 2 Scorpio (right on my pr Uranus and in orb of these mentioned ones).


"Or am I just overreaching? Is it aspecting something in your natal?"


EVC Karma is on my SN and 2 degrees off my DESC

EVC NN on my Uranus, as I said

EVC Moon-Pluto surrounding my 12th house Valentine on 27 Scorpio

EVC Mars conjunct my ASC with 2 minutes orb

EVC Jupiter conjunct NN with 2 degrees

EVC mean Lilith exact conjunct my Sun-mercury

EVC Juno EXACT on Mr Sag`s name in my chart and curiously on our Davison ASC-Karma (what is HE having to do with it? He is not even going to be there! )

EVC Neptune-Uranus are even MORE exactly conjunct Mr Sag`s Venus than in february, I repeat What`s HE gotta do with it at all?


EVC Venus-Sun is conjunct all my Liliths (mean one on 24 Aqua, the other two on 28 Aqua) and on my Psyche. and on my pr Mercury and pr Venus.
And curiously on Mr Sag`s and my composite Avx exact (and also on Davison`s AVx of course)


EVC Mercury conjunct my Pholus exact

EVC Chiron on my IC

EVC Saturn widely conjunct my MC on about 4 Libra, and more closely on Mr Sag`s Karma on 3 Libra.


Honestly how come his chart or our composite is so strongly activated even if we will not be at the same event?
Something about that event that has some sort of effect on our connection? But how could that be possible?

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quote:
Originally posted by mar1982delta:
I tried to edit my last post, but it won't edit lol. So I quit trying, because every time I do this, the thread starts to glitch
The question I tried to add above :
Sorry if I am blunt, I just wonder about it as I am intrigued. Since you have your own experience with past lives memories, I really wanted to ask, how does this happen in your opinion? Is it something we can approach only randomly? To "remember" past lives, etc? Is there another way to "find out" if there is such a connection? How have you experienced the whole thing? Thanks a lot once again!


You can do a regression but I donīt recommend it. There is a reason why some past lives are not easily accessible to us.

In my case, it`s usually through dreams (and they feel very different to usual dreams) and most happened when gliding into meditation.
Of course I cuold simply be just picking up on images or my subconsciousness wrapping up things in images to get a message through to me. But honestly it doesn`t matter.
In my case it often is also accompanied by sensory perceptions, certain fragrances for example.


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posted April 03, 2016 12:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mar1982delta     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'll answer to that one firstly, because I have so many things to say lol!

"Well it was right in between those two the day, he posted these virtual kisses to me.
I feel sort of pathetic mentioning this again and again, because it is just such a random thing and completely meaningless, but the astrology just always points me back to that moment. lol"
No, I don't agree that it's pathetic at all, firstly I have found some astro-patterns in synastry, compos, event-compos, transits, progressions, etc. that they keep pointing to one thing myself, so I sort of understand what you mean (hopefully lol). Plus, non-astrologically speaking, perhaps this moment was so important for you, because it marked a realization of some kind, maybe then you finally and fully realized that he is indeed and in fact attracted to you, too? I am sort of guessing here, so maybe I am wrong But the fact that he is attracted to you is true nevertheless, lol


Moreover, on this
" I repeat What`s HE gotta do with it at all?"
Maybe he always has to do with everything ? Or if that is an oversimplification, he could be connected to the event in some way, maybe just subtly. The exact meaning is a bit difficult for me yet, it is sort of an intuitive response.


Hmmmm, I changed my mind when I saw that lol
"And curiously on Mr Sag`s and my composite Avx exact (and also on Davison`s AVx of course)"
Mr Sag will definitely somehow "appear" there, maybe it is some weird synchronicity of some sort, without him being present physically, maybe you will actually know this has really happened in the future, not now.


"Honestly how come his chart or our composite is so strongly activated even if we will not be at the same event?
Something about that event that has some sort of effect on our connection? But how could that be possible?"
Yes, definitely, as I said above lol, since so much activation of the composite and especially the compo Vx is involved, it will definitely have an impact somehow, maybe you will never exactly know how. It's fate working behind the scenes, just as your wish-fulfillment was projected to the collective un(or sub? I forgot lol)conscious! There is no better and coherent explanation for that lol (it's not written by me apparently )


"Yes, for example my event composite with the concert of Mr Sag in february looked like this."
Yes, that's exactly the event compo I remembered!!!!
lol, it is because back then when you posted it I sort of tried to interpret it and told you about the significance of the triangle with the apex placed in the 2nd house, hahaha Its the event that it was almost delayed by some kind of transportation problems, isn't that it?


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Originally posted by mar1982delta:

Do you notice such things, too?
Really fascinated by the "coincidence" (?) when something like that happens.


Yes. curiously enough the concert he said I was driving him crazy took place on 13th june (2014). though he saw me on the open air festival 4 days before that and boy he SAW me so visibly, not even I could deny he did!


On 12th june last year another concert took place, and the evening before he announced the fanmeeting thing coming up, and me more or less saying I would be interested but being much too shy, and well the way he was looking at me the night after that. Oh boy, just felt like some cent slowly started dropping behind this forehead of his. lol
(not too quickly though )


And then also in 2014 on 22nd august a concert took place in his hometown, in which he was getting off stage, coming over to me to ask for my name and after that pretty much circling the table I was sitting at much of the time (though picking my neighbour as his "victim" of the evening, but it meant he was standing way too close beside/ behind me all the time, including when after taking his Ice bucket challenge running back to our table, and giving the man beside me a hug, which meant that I was getting my share of water and bodyheat as well. lol)

And the fanmeeting last year took place on 23rd august. So I guess somehow these dates are close to each other.

I guess it must have something to do with the Sun.


Well for the June-date the Tr Sun is at 22-23 Gemini, no clue really why that date, it is too far from activating anything in our charts.


The August date`s Sun is on 29Leo-00 Virgo and so it means it conjuncts his NN on 01 Virgo and opposes my natural Lilith on 28 Aquarius and his Priapus on 00 Pisces.

In our resepective EVCs with these dates
Since our Suns are 1 degree conjuncts, the EVC Sun is approximately the same


EVC with June
Sun: 24-26 Pisces
conjunct his n ASC
conjunct my Dr ASC


EVC with August
Sun: 27-28 Libra
pretty close to our Union-Union-conjunction on 29 Libra, opposing composite Chiron on 29 Aries

Well his Dr Uranus is on 22 Gemini so that resonates with the june-date-Sun


But THIS fascinates me more to be honest


his Dr East Point 26 Libra
his Dr POF 25 Libra
his Dr ASC 24 Libra
his Dr Avx 27 Libra
his Dr Saturn 25 Aries
his Dr Vertex 27 Aries

my Dr West Point 24 Libra
my Dr East Point 24 Aries
my Dr Venus 26 Aries

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Awwww, June 2014, hahahahaha, the month when I met him for the first time in person!
lol
Such an amazing month, so many things going on!
As you see, I got so enthusiastic about it that I haven't even finished reading your post, sorry for this exaggeration lol

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"Oh boy, just felt like some cent slowly started dropping behind this forehead of his. lol"
hahahahha, that's perfect!!!!

There are so many connections in all your posts, I can't even begin to comment! I'll try though
But most importantly, I really wonder how you keep all of them so in order, in fact yesterday after talking with you for the event-compo, I saw so many connections too and I wanted to tell you about them, but there are so overwhelming I don't know where to start!!! How do you keep them in order in your mind and then in writing? It's like a flood to me sometimes I really admire that!

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