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Originally posted by Melinn:
We could not have much alone time together, and no parties etc since he is so homy. The only "close and cozy" times we could have together, was our buss rides home. Or well, he took a particular bus from school to his apartment, and I took the same when I was to visit my friend living near by.And since the seats are so close, we would sit with our arms touching and lately he would let his knee rest against mine for the entire ride (30 min), and that kind of closeness, dunno its not sexual, it just felt so cozy and warm, like a hug. Maybe its the moon IC thing?
We would talk during our bus rides or we could even just sit silently and it would not feel awkward at all! It just felt so good, to be able to sit close and not talk , rest with each other, just be.
He would at first resist it to not be rude, but he sometimes fell asleep like a baby, twitching in his sleep and all haha. Apparently its very easy for him to fall asleep in a bus when he rests his head on the seat.
And a few months ago (oh man I was not suppose to rumble again! :/) . I got a thought, that turned into a plan, that turned into an URGE, (typical scorpio/pluto energy).
thought about how nice it would feel if he let me rest my head against his shoulder during our bus rides. Just a thought, that turned into an urge, I just had to follow through it!
So I asked once months ago and he said ok. And I rested against his shoulder wth closed eyes. It felt like a warm hug but much better! Cozy and safe, and he is so muscular so it was very comfy. Like a warm cocoa a cold day haha I'm so cheezy!
After that I did not ask for it for a long while, but it seemed to me like he wanted me to, dunno its a long story. However during May I'm like "oh fudge it, I'm gonna be direct!", and I just asked him if I could rest and of course he said yes, so around 5-6 occasions I did rest like that and yap, amazing safe and warm feeling every time. Once he fell asleep aswell, with my head on his shoulder haha.
Ok enough cheezyness! I'm outta here!
I don't like cuddling and with him I loved it and its very hard for me to fall sleep and when I was with him it was so easy to drift off, he said once "are you falling sleep on me?" LOL But its actually quite a compliment to him that I felt so comfortable with him.
Bring on the cheeszyness LOL!!!!!!! I freaking looooooooooooove it. You can ramble all you want, I love how personal your writing feels and how you use the senses a lot in your writing to help illustrate your experience. Its enjoyable to read LOL.