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From: Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat. fayte1954@hotmail.com
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posted September 07, 2006 08:10 AM         

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D for Defiant
That was very brave of you to tell your name stories!
I salute you! !

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posted September 07, 2006 03:32 PM         

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Still just me... I was so new to the net when I joined LL, I used my first name-not knowing I could have chose a catchy user name that was more appropriate to the site.
Now I just want to smack my forehead and go- 'DUH!

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posted September 07, 2006 07:23 PM         

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Charlotte,

You can always change it

Defiant -

Hmmm.... yes, I seem to remember the passenger.. but hey... we all make mistakes and we change. The fact that you have such remorse for what you have done demonstrates just how deeply it hurt you more than anyone else. I know guilt can be a killer- especially when someone is betrayed (I do hope you can make amends with that person).

In any case, Fayte is 100% correct, you are brave and it was a very admirable thing to do to come forward. You have been through so much, how can one expect you not to want to disappear or evaporate as you called it. I hope things are better now and that you realize people are pulling for you here

Take care,

~Pidaua

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posted September 07, 2006 08:19 PM         

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I have used one other name I can remember (in my drunken days haze) that I have used here, which was 2tailscorp. My abusive, alcoholic bf came up with that one and will never use it again.
I believe, for the majority of the time I've spent in LL, I have gone by aquaspryt69. I came up with a new name when I became sober and registered it here, but was on a different computer and can not seem to use it from this one so maybe that means I need to come up with something else, or just stick with aquaspryt69. Though this name seems to make people think I'm an Aqua.

D for Defiant~ I can totally relate to not wanting others to realize who I was on here, especially after some of my nasty behavior. I totally regret going online while drunk, but that person is no longer me and possibly never was. I know for a fact that it takes a lot of courage to admit our faults and apologize for our behavior. So, kudos to you!
You're not that bad! So, don't be so hard on yourself. I think one of the hardest things to do is to forgive ourselves. This is something I have to work on daily.

Sorry for rambling on and taking up space just to list my other usernames.

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posted September 07, 2006 08:27 PM         

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You are also a very strong and brave person Spry!!! I have a ton of respect for you and how you faced as well as beat your demons into the ground.

You're in inspiration to others

~Pidaua

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posted September 08, 2006 09:41 AM         

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pidaua,
If I change it, will I have to start over at post #1?
or, can I change Charlotte to another name and keep my posts?

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posted September 08, 2006 12:59 PM         

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D~

Like others have said, it took a lot of courage to come forward and be so honest.

Please don't be so hard on yourself! You are not a bad person. It's not like you burned down a school full of young children. Like pidaua pointed out, you probably caused more harm to yourself (through guilt) than anyone else!

You've come clean and that's great....I hope you can forgive yourself and see that your "errors" are not nearly as big as you think they are. Really, they're small potatoes.

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posted September 09, 2006 10:31 PM         

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Awww thanks Pid! That means a lot.

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posted September 12, 2006 08:20 AM         

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Fayte, Gooberzlostlovefound, pidaua, aquaspryt69,

Thank you for your understanding and kindness!

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May not be able to get back to you...appreciate your say nevertheless...D

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From: Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat. fayte1954@hotmail.com
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posted September 12, 2006 10:12 PM         

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posted September 16, 2006 10:39 PM         

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posted September 18, 2006 06:39 PM         

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noreenz
Please e-mail me with the post information you deleated.
I found it interesting and would like to read it again, as I did not but skim it before you deleted it.
Thank you.

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posted September 21, 2006 05:56 AM         

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I had the same problem as Charlotte. Unless someone knows something I don't, you can't change user names without changing your email address.

Being so new to the internet, I never imagined some of the hijinx people will pull.

I am Kim. Never been anyone else on LL. Even though it's not an eye-catcher, I guess that's fine with me.

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posted June 29, 2007 03:36 PM         

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Was Moon666Child for 3 years, changed to SattvicMoon since 2007 May.

Will be Moonie forever!

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posted June 30, 2007 02:04 AM         

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previously Archer

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