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Topic: Steve, I miss you and LInda Land
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MysticMelody
Moderator Posts: 3521
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Registered: Dec 2005
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posted October 13, 2006 07:42 PM
 
SunChild! Thank you!!!
I don't know about the healing 'mandellas', is that the right spelling? I would like to know more. I am surrounded by brilliant and wise women. I would love to learn!Lotus, thank you for saying you are proud of me. I tell my daughter I am proud of her about twenty times a day, but no one ever says it to me.  Thanks for being supportive and extra kind!!!!! Neph, I am GLAD Lukas won. Dilana is my favorite all time female vocalist... but that's if I don't count the awesomeness of the singer/songwriter girls out there. Just counting the VOICE, not the soul and song writing/ performing talent that goes with the voice that could put other females above.
But Lukas is Awesome and perfect for Tommy's band and Jason loves him and mentors him well and no problems with Gilby either. Now, if only I could arrange to see them when the time comes! It will be beautiful to me. !!! Lia, thanks... mild headache for the last few days but I am cleaning and cooking and grocery shopping (well, when someone gives my double visioned self a ride) and obviously I am typing here about once a day. My mother dropped me from my classes during the first part of my illness, I couldn't have understood my texts at the time anyway, and now I have to find my direction and the place I am meant to be until class starts again in 4 months or so. Wish me luck.  IP: Logged |
Lialei
Knowflake Posts: 1887
From: blank canvas
Registered: Jul 2005
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posted October 17, 2006 01:33 PM
Wishing you lots of luck for sure, Mystic  Could be a blessing...gives you time to regenerate and strengthen your focus.  quote:
Oh, Lia, I really do hope this is going to find me emerging with a new sense of strength. I was wondering what exactly I was getting that I had prayed for... I figured it had to be SOMETHING.
Something truly profound and meaningful indeed.
Do you feel any different these days? I'd be interested to hear any thoughts or feelings you've had.
And hope you'll keep us updated on your health too. Well, personally, I've realized how special you are and how much I treasure your presence here with us. You have such an inspiring energy.  IP: Logged |
MysticMelody
Moderator Posts: 3521
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Registered: Dec 2005
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posted October 18, 2006 01:40 PM
Lia
I have been feeling useless and bored lately because I am supposed to be "recovering". I haven't been appreciating the time off from school and time off from being SO BUSY, like I thought I would during school. So last night I thought about it and thought about all the things I used to want to do... all the things I thought I could do if only I had more time. I decided to quit wasting my opportunity. Today I am listening to my spirituality/metaphysics type books on tape. Tomorrow a friend is taking me to the library so I can get about 10 books. I'm going to get busy learning again, and I know I will feel better. I've been looking up some info on the net too.
I made caramel apples with my little girl today. She is very happy almost all the time. She is very well behaved and very excited about dressing as a princess for Halloween.
The main "difference" I've noticed is that I've been able to change and get rid of some "fear" in my mind. I used to worry a lot about some of the people I spent time around, worrying that I might "catch" some negativity from them or other similar ideas that my brain hatched. Now, I realize that all the worrying in the world and "protecting" myself didn't help one bit because I got sick anyway. It's an extreme relief to just let go of all the worry and just know that most of my situations/relationships are "God's Will" and that my behavior is the only behavior I should focus on. I had these views once, but time and deeper study (at maybe a faster rate than was best) caused me some confusion and fear. I think that part of my brain has definitely been "re-wired", which is funny because the doctors thought I had a mild bit of multiple sclerosis which is my anti-bodies eating at the coating to some of my nerves.
Maybe my body decided to destroy those connections? I don't worry about those things anymore. I just think, I can either keep them in my life or not...
The nerve thing is a little silly, but I received a miracle to that thinking either way. My life is run by the Highest Power and none of my crazy, angry, associates have the power to disrupt that Will. I wonder how I could have forgotten that over these years and let myself doubt it. You can do strange things to your own mind.
But, you are right,strengthening my focus is the best route and just the inspiration I need today to keep up with my "studies". It was so nice to hear from you. I know you have had a life-changing experience lately too and I know your knowledge is current and pure. We seem to learn so much during these times. I'll keep sharing my learning experiences. Thanks for asking!!!IP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross
Knowflake Posts: 7178
From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA
Registered: Aug 2004
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posted October 20, 2006 12:23 AM
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Lialei
Knowflake Posts: 1887
From: blank canvas
Registered: Jul 2005
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posted October 20, 2006 02:20 AM
It's late, but will return, Melody IP: Logged |
lotusheartone
Knowflake Posts: 238
From: MOther & Father GOd
Registered: Feb 2008
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posted October 20, 2006 12:19 PM
MysticMelody..WOW! You are amazing..360 degree turn..in LOve and Light..don't ever let it go..it is a bottomless cup..one that runs over..for all..who are willing to reach and drink from it..nourish yourSelf first..and all else will be nourished..
Big hug of LOve to you. ... IP: Logged | |
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