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posted September 01, 2007 08:57 AM         

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Do you know why I miss my bro so much?
I would've never been jumped by so much ppl.
I have a broken nose because I never gave up on the RED. If only my brother was their.
I say fucc
red and let tha blue shine thru.

Oh, I feel like Nobody since my brother died.

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The dreams in which i'm dying are the best I ever had.

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posted September 01, 2007 09:02 AM         

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talk to me, eagle. When did this happen? When was your nose broken?

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posted September 01, 2007 09:05 AM         

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My mom tells me I'm a coward if I Don't stand up for my BROTHER.
I wish I was raised by better Parents to raise me. All they want is....TO take out the killerz. That's why I want my BROTHER!
I wish....Iwish.......

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posted September 01, 2007 09:07 AM         

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I wish I have someone to cry tooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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posted September 01, 2007 09:09 AM         

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I feel so bad for you, eagle. I can understand how peolple can feel like that. I wish I could tell you to move away from there. I know that money is a big factor in you situation.

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posted September 01, 2007 09:11 AM         

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I need someone beside lawyers to tell me IT'S
OK

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posted September 01, 2007 09:16 AM         

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I just don't know what you want me to say. Iam not even sure you are reading what I have written.

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posted September 01, 2007 09:17 AM         

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I feel like suicide to see my BROTHER!
I miss him soo much.
I muss him soo much.
I miss him soo much.

I have NOTHING without him.
Man I miss you soo much.
I wish he.......

I wish he couldv'e seen my son.

I miss you Brother.
i miss you Bro,
Wish you were here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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posted September 01, 2007 09:19 AM         

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You have a son, Eagle? That is a very good reason to carry on and find a safe situation for your family.

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posted September 01, 2007 09:20 AM         

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I wish I could move away.

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posted September 01, 2007 09:22 AM         

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I wish you were closer so I could help you more.

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posted September 01, 2007 09:26 AM         

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Blumoon thank you,

I only want too cry.
wish I had your shoulder.
I only want to ppl understand that when you lose someone please don't take cry and take die, cos I only want my brother ro be remembered, rest in peace- eagleman

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posted September 01, 2007 09:28 AM         

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Eagleman, If you think talking with me could help you, please e-mail me. I have got to get off the comeputer for awhile. I will look for a response later. Think how lost your loved ones would be without you.

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posted September 01, 2007 09:30 AM         

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Eagleman1108

really sorry to hear about your brother.
if your brother can see you now crying like this how can he ever be in peace where ever he is?

if you really love him dont do this to yourself, i am sure he never wanted to see you like this,dont you think even now he wants to see you strong.
as you mentioned , death is a Fact everyone has to die one day you always knew that but you were never prepared like all of us, i would be that same if i lost a loved one...
like bluemoon mentioned there are many people that can help you, even here in lindaland you just have to give people around you a chance.

i dont like to see you like this and if you care to listen please you have to calm down, stop thinking anything for awhile, close your eyes, breath slowly try to relax for a while..

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posted September 01, 2007 09:32 AM         

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i like what you wrote bluemoon... made me feel good ...

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posted September 01, 2007 09:37 AM         

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I was sapposed to enjoy this shyt. my brother was BLOOD and me, I am a blue soldier, So am i a sell-out?.
nobody understands. Blue vs. Red ,....
I'd chose blue and all my homies.
This is what ny mom want's not me,....
my mom want's iz the killer,
so where do I stand????\\

Drunk and High

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posted September 01, 2007 09:41 AM         

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I don't want this to sound trite, but 2 wrongs don't make it right. Don't do it, let the violence stop, at least in your world. You should think of your son and his mother.

Try some sleep, sweetie, maybe the drunk and high will help you with that.

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posted September 01, 2007 09:45 AM         

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Bluemoon, Thank you...
Wanna know the inner workings of gangs in Lakota Country? I'll tell you and only you!!!
We'll be famous,cos' I know alot and I'd wish they go away. Believe me I Know.

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posted September 01, 2007 09:50 AM         

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnL3eAof6uo

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posted September 01, 2007 09:50 AM         

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Eagle my e-mail is I will leave it posted until 10:00. I don't want to get a bunch of spam. If you would like a private conversation. I really do have to go very soon, but I will wait for a reply.

{{{{{eagleman}}}}}}}

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posted September 01, 2007 09:50 AM         

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnL3eAof6uo

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posted September 01, 2007 09:52 AM         

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check out google= eagleman_sapawiyaka.com

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posted September 01, 2007 10:10 AM         

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look at my art (googe robert eagleman)

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posted September 01, 2007 10:30 AM         

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WoW! you are so talented. I would love to see more. I love the website
http://members.tripod.com/sapawiyaka/robert.html

It really is good to cry and grieve. It cleanses your soul. I do know about grief. The worst loss for me was my father. We were very close. I will carry him with me forever. It took me 3 years to stop calling him after he died. I would think "I want to call me dad" and not realize he was gone for a second. Then the enevidable rush of saddness when I have to face his death again. I know it is not the same as your loss. I just wanted to share.

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posted September 01, 2007 10:36 AM         

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