posted October 13, 2007 12:37 PM         

what made me ask for advice is the fact that I am in a situation that I need to get out of. To make my story short, I live in a country that I hate without anything that would make me happy and worst of all I started being very harsh on my family (that I live with) lately. Iīve lived in three different countries during the past year, and due to some unfotunate incidents that occured to me I had no chice but to come to where my family is. We are facing serious problems (financialwise, healthwise...). Now, my x-boyfriend is willing to help me. He suggested to go back and start a new life with his help. I know he has still feelings for me. I donīt. Itīs my only choice at the moment and I am not sure if I want to do it. My best friend insists that I should. I donīt know what to do. I have tried to change my life and make it descent but it seems that there is always smthg wrong. Maybe I canīt see clearly at the moment. But anyway, whoever feels like advising a friend...is more than welcome. I do need it.