posted March 28, 2008 12:52 AM         

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Aselzion has a forum with 10 pages, in all these years, and complained about private readings in his forum, bravo!

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posted March 28, 2008 12:59 AM         

The reason the Private Readings Forum has four pages is because I culled the Posts from Aselzion's Forum--reducing his Forum by as many pages.

posted March 28, 2008 01:04 AM         

So many get away with alot here, yet you don't point the finger out at them, or ban them, as you have done both to me!

posted March 28, 2008 01:06 AM         

You say:

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And Aselzion, the new private readings forum already has 3 pages in such a short time, with all readings there, astrology, lexigrams, and tarot...

your tarot forum has only 10 pages, in how much time has passed?

You were the one making complaints about people doing private readings in your forum, because they were interrupting, interrupting what, for Ggodness sake, at least it made your forum look busy, huh?

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Why are you concerned with the busy-ness of "my Forum"? If you believe you can do better, please feel free to take it over yourself.

You are back here for a short period of time and casting aspersions on me again? If you have something you want to say to me, say it.. but do not do it under teh guise of Love and Light for All... you obviously have some issues with me. And if you do, I will say only as I have said to you before... they are really best kept between you and your psychologist.

It is my belief that you are a very disturbed woman. But better to cast aspersions and hide behind Love and Light, so you do not need to take a look in the Mirror and attend to the cleaning of your own house.

Grow up.

Aselzion

posted March 28, 2008 01:08 AM         

when you were having a hissy fit about Private Readings cluttering your forum!

posted March 28, 2008 01:09 AM         

This is UseLess. ...

posted March 28, 2008 01:13 AM         

This is what you said;

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And, I would like to be treated fairly, so when others cause conflict, like 26taurus did in the lexi forum, I would like you to point them out causing conflict, too!

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posted March 28, 2008 01:34 AM         

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Ah, the character showed true colors,
Thanks, I have said all this to you...
when you were having a hissy fit about Private Readings cluttering your forum!

LOve to ALL. ...

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True colors. I think it is you who are constantly showing who you really are by the vitriol that you spew. " by their acts shall ye know them..."

I take it back, you don't have issues, you have the whole subscription.

Is that how you follow/honor the dictates of M0ther Father G0D that you are so constantly prating on about?

If you don't like the way I handle things, you have every right to complain to Randall. But since I have been here, he has said nothing to me. Tell me, do you speak for him now also?

I am sorry that your life is difficult, but please, seek help and leave the nice people here alone. You always want to make your nasty comments and to be heard. Do they and I not get that same luxury?

I can see from your caustic posts (and I believe that others here can as well)
that you are a sad creature and I hope that you find the help that you so desperately need.

Go have a look in that Mirror...

Aselzion

posted March 28, 2008 01:51 AM         

Good-Bye ALL. ...

If you need me email me, I will not be visiting here anyMore...

Have fun, and take care...

posted March 28, 2008 02:46 AM         

but honestly Lotus, it's difficult to understand how this has caused you so much angst. we all live with and co-exist here with issues that irk us...as any family does.

i wish to respect what's important to you...and obviously it's important to you to be a part of LL here. so please don't let this get to you so much...we all have those rough places that provoke and get provoked. i'm asking this of you for you.....so that you might stay and be ok, with this place, that you love, and the rest of us, with so many human flaws.

you are valuable here, as is everyone.

please let that lovingkindness that shines in your heart so often prevail here, in this situation. we all are subjected to tests such as these...be as a tree with the wind, and transform a powerful storm into a gentle breeze.

you have a mighty heart, and so many value you here. don't take this away from yourself, and others who find strength in your words. let's just breathe in deep, and then breathe together. you are welcome here. join in the fray, but do so in a way that you allows yourself to stay.

posted March 28, 2008 03:44 AM         

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Aselzion, for such a spiritual person, you sure know how to throw insults...hmmm, yet, it is not okay for me, double standard!

Good-Bye ALL. ...

If you need me email me, I will not be visiting here anyMore...

Have fun, and take care...

LOve to ALL. ...

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I have never insulted you first. You consistently pretend to be here for Love and Light, and when people post things that you don't "get", you spew venom. Then, when someone has the gall to challenge you, you play the victim.

I believe that anyone who has been here for any amount of time will verify, I try to stay away from the fray, and do not engage in heated discussions, unless I am moved to do so, or unless I am provoked.

You seem to hate my Forum and believe that I am not doing a good job there as moderator, simply because I do not wish to engage in free readings, nor to have such limited interest threads hiding the information that is of a more general, and to my mind, more beneficial nature.

I opened threads to allow for private readings... I requested that people use those, or open threads in which they would provide readings, yet people continued to open threads that were requests for personal readings.

I applaud anyone that wishes to undertake readings online. Having been a reader since I was in about the 7th or 8th grade, I know how demanding and draining that can be. Someone (not I) suggested to me the possibilty of a Private Readings Forum, and I forwarded that suggestion on to Randall.

He chose to follow through with the suggestion, I did not importune him, nor did I throw any "hissy fits" as you so charmingly insinuate.

In my opinion, you are the very picture of a psychic hysteric. You have allowed your gift, such as it is, to control you, rather than being in control of it yourself. That is not healthy and it can lead to serious mental dis-ease. You are manifesting the signs of being out-of-control, and your life is naturally following suit. For your health, you should learn to control your psychic abilities, or I fear that you will be caught in a perpetual downward spiral, until you have lost the gift altogether, if not your Mind.

But as you have little value for me, and my opinions, I do not suppose that you will take my suggestions for what they are, and you will continue to belive that I am the Devil.

But remember, that word tells us that the DEVIL and, in point of fact, EVIL itself, is a VILE LIE.

Wishing you great health, great wealth and great control over your abilities, such as they are...

Aselzion

posted March 28, 2008 04:13 AM         

We aren't governed by laws of man
All Immortals understand

hmmm one of those Spirit/Knowledge moments? LOL

posted March 28, 2008 04:19 AM         

Lotus, Please take a breath and realize that YOU are a part of this place and "our" circle. Don't leave this way.

Hugs, to You and Aselzion...

posted March 28, 2008 06:21 AM         

I don't feel there is anything "wrong" with the number 20.
It is not particularly material, but it provides what is needed.
2 is connected to the Moon and to nurturing.
The number 20 is concerned with things which go beyond our normal daily lives....it is the number of "calling".
It is very spiritual.

This is my understanding anyway- I'm just offering a viewpoint. I love it when we are all able to do this- offer our viewpoints without the need to feel anyone is competing over anyone else.

We are all equal, my friends!
We are all beautiful!

Please see that each and every one of us is connected, that we are not separate- it is only an illusion.

There is no need to feel afraid of one another.
There is no need to feel separate.

We each have our gifts, our strengths and weaknesses.

It will be a wonderful day, when we can speak honestly to one another, and offer constructive criticism to each other without hurting each other.

posted March 28, 2008 08:50 AM         

Any compound number may be read in the following manner:

20 would imply the perpetual recognition of the power of Spirit. It expresses the operation of 0 (The Fool, or Uranus in Tarot) through memory (The High Priestess in Tarot which is the Astrological Moon). We may understand it to represent the operation of The Fool's vision through the law of The High Priestess. It would imply freedom from the lapses of memory (illusions of separation) which trouble us when we are beginning on our Spiritual path. At this stage (pictured by Key 20) we always see the Truth and live it. This produces a new type of consciousness where we do not need to sleep anymore. Though our bodies my be at rest, We remain awake, able to function consciously in the 4th dimension so that we actually do "serve God day and night". This is one of the meanings of conscious immortality.

Another reading would render the Power of Astrological Pluto (0), operating through the Astrological Moon. Pluto (0) is that which transforms or brings to light, and the Moon (2) is the symbol of subconsciousness and Memory; such that the inherent powers of our emotions are transmuted and empowered (0) to help us perceive the Truth that has been veiled and hidden (2) prior to doing the Great Work.

So, though all things may be read as positive or negative, the vibration of 20 is symbolic of many good things, one of which is indeed the attainment of Conscious Immortality. After all, we are already Immortal Spirit's (aspects of the One Spirit or God), but Judgment shows us the possibility of true Knowledge (and practice) of that birthright.

Hope that helps.

Blessings,

A