posted April 14, 2022 10:15 PM            

Take a time out for yourself precious dear friend.💕
I will be busy tomorrow doing doctors
and getting X-rays and cat scan and other tests.
Have much to do to prepare for the surgery and all and next week is full of many appointments.
An exhausting week to say the least.
Hopefully communication betwixt us and all the medical persons involved with my situation will work out for the best for me and all concerned.

So I will try to post replies and updates etcetera tomorrow
But I have no idea how the day will go
nor how busy or chaotic.
Hopefully all will proceed smoothly.
Seem to have a UTI and swollen glands so need to address that before surgery.
So going to the walk in express care center.
Nocp required.
It is just not the best place for care but it is often okay enough in a pinch and fast.
It is staffed by RNPs and such.
No doctors but usually okay enough for UTIs and sore throats and so forth.
Also hoping to get them to order a
few X-rays because my shoulders and
both clavicles are hurting and making
bad noises with much pain and have
very limited range of motion.
Have had too many falls of late.
Also medical people thinking they are helping but hurt me often pretty severely when they try to pull on both of my arms
Trying to help me get situated for
treatments and xrays and so forth
But has too many times cause dislocations and even broken bones and or sprains and strains and even tendon and cartilage injury.

Well must go for now.

Take time out for you sweet caring friend Eternal Energy!💕

Need to try to get things in order so my husband will have an easier time caring for me after the surgery so must try to get adequate rest betwixt it all.

posted April 15, 2022 03:28 AM            

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Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
Because all this dealing with me must be very very exhausting for you.😞💙
I wish there were a way I could give to you all that you have given to me so selflessly.💙💕

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posted April 15, 2022 06:50 AM            

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Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
I was one of the kids who was part of government radiation experiments in the decades following the Great Depression and WW2.
Some was actually quite fun to do, but in retrospect all that excess radiation in my childhood could well be the cause of all the myriad types of cancer and the rare autoimmune afflictions.👽

... But sadly probably has left me a mess health wise some 65 or so years later to date.👽😫😠

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posted April 15, 2022 07:11 PM            

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
I don't know why I told you all these...

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So yeah that fear is still on the table.
Need so many tests.
I am disintegrating far too quickly
and no one is sure as to exactly why it is so.😫👽

Oh my my.....see now I have gone
off babbling again!🤪
It helps me cope.
Thank you ever so very very muchly
My precious precious loving
caring friend.💕
Yes that sounds rather emotional but that is how I feel in part about your caring and kindness and how you tenderly and
selflessly keep on ever so gently hugging me whilst on the other side of the world
and take the time to support me during my
trying to get through these medical nightmares.
Oh yeah
Today I was diagnosed with a bad
ear/throat/sinus infection,
that is so bad it even showed up
on the head/brain cat scan.👽
Then yippie skippie...
was further diagnosed with
Both eyes having an infection.
Then to add insult to injury......
I was also diagnosed with a nasty
Urinary tract infection.😫👽
And the spinal lesions are worse
and the demyelination has progressed.
Sigh
I am disintegrating in so many ways.😫👽
So now we cannot see how they
dare to do the when I have to keep
on being treated for
5 different infections.👽
Pure and simple truth is that
I will still be
fighting these multiple infections
more than a week after
the scheduled surgery.👽😫
Only an idiot would open a person
from chest to pelvis when
a person I has so many infections
to you deal with.
The thing that makes me even
more angry is we have our groceries
and medicines and even pet supplies
delivered and rarely go out except
to go out to doctors and hospital and labs and xrays and all.
We do not have guests and have not
ever since the Covid hit.
So very little outside exposure
since about 2019.
Yet I have by a bunch of different infections!👽😠
The odds are I caught them all from the medical places I have gone to!
Add in the idiots not wearing masks and
like one day in particular when this unmasked woman and her coughing sneezing literally green snot running down their faces kids
Running up touching me and spewing their nasty crap out at me from their unmasked faces and that was an unavoidable happening whilst registering for tests at hospital.
These kids were running all over
coughing and sneezing and even
wiping their running noses on me and others waiting in registration.
No one stopped the mother and her wild dirty bunch.
Okay enough on that but that it made
me sick and now it seems literally sick
with the current infections.
Even the UTI.
Someone urinated all over the
bathroom floor and toilet at the blood lab.
There were dirty tissues too on floor from nasty nose wiping and phlegm coughing.
Ugh ugh ugh.
😠
We always wear our Covid masks and
practice the safe distance
betwixt folks as the surgeon general recommends folks do.
Have noticed too that medical people
are not always obeying the Covid safety rules. 😠👽
Dirty pulse ox Meyers and bp cuffs etcetera.
Okay enough of my ranting on again
but it is beyond frustrating and
disturbing to say the least.👽
Sigh
Taking a break.
Trying to eat my omelette.😋
🍳🥚🥑🌶️🥩🧅🧀
Could not eat yesterday easily after that wisdom tooth extraction so trying to
eat a veggie and cheese and meat and spices
loaded omelette.😋😎
I will check on after I eat.
Much love to your dearest Eternal Energy!💕
My husband send his sincere love and thank you sweet friend.💕

posted April 15, 2022 07:20 PM            

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:

Oh, my dear friend... This could be indeed one of the reasons for your present health status... When my loving dad was diagnosed with cancer in his liver, the doctors went back searching, even when he was very young and he was in Hiroshima, so as to have a full knowledge of his health status. My dad stayed in Japan quite some time, as he was engaged to a Japanese girl... We really can't possibly know if that indeed played some role in his later health status. My belief is that everything started when he got HPV during a surgery in the best hospital here in Athens, mind you... Being a Rh-negative blood type, also, played a role in the development of cancer...

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posted April 15, 2022 07:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
My loving friend, don't ever say that again... How can my love for you ever tire me? That is impossible... And you don't need to give me anything... I would feel so embarrassed. I could never want or wait or even ask anything in return! This is just not me... The only thing that I could ever want is that you and your sweet loving husband get well and live a beautiful life with lots of happiness... You are such a beautiful couple... I hope everything runs smoothly in this long day of yours today and return home safe and hopeful that everything will work out for the best...

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posted April 15, 2022 10:47 PM            

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posted April 16, 2022 12:10 PM            

Okay trying to eat and then
need to rest some more.
At least these infections
Do help to quantity/explain
why I have been exceedingly
far more exhausted and having
increased pain inside and outside
my body from head to toes this
past week or more.
Do not like having multiple
infections in so many areas
but knowing that is the cause
of feeling more ill.
Simply the knowing of the causes
Seriously does helps me to
handle and treat these new problems
and helps me psychologically to cope better.
Ignorance is not bliss by any stretch
of one's imagination.
So yeah all these new infections and feeling
More nauseated and having so much increased and weird added pain
now all pretty much at least helps it all makes more sense.😎

Okay off to eat and rest some.
My husband has been I'll most of the night and day and has barely left bed for over a
Day almost.😞
So he is sleeping and hopefully having lovely dreams.😴💕😎

posted April 16, 2022 02:36 PM            

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Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
Ugh
Pardon all the many typos above...

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posted April 16, 2022 04:28 PM            

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
My dear friend, I can imagine your relief and feeling of security upon signing that your loving husband will be the one to speak for you in case you are not in the best position... May he always be well and strong and lucky and blessed with the best of everything that life has! I must admit that I cannot imagine you having difficulty communicating with anyone, unless of course under certain circumstances... You know what I mean, right?... You have a very sharp mind and a very eloquent tongue!

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Well he might be in big trouble medically too.
They are still evaluating him for
suspected liver cancer on top of the
rare Heriditary type of liver disease
which is incurable and unpreventable.
So we need the reverse
done so that under certain circumstances
I would be legally allowed to speak
for him.
We will do that but needed to
get mine done first.
Yes it gives me much
peace of mind indeed!☮️
Ah yes....so you wonder how I could have difficulty communicating?
In physical and in person often great difficulty.
I detest talking on phones or
on any devices because my brain
will often stall out upon hearing
the other person's voice.
I blank put.
Autism and dyslexia are not good combinations.
Add in justifiable ,
"white coat syndrome"
and I will often go from
as my husband terms my issue
as my Going from Albert Einstein
to the Muppet character Elmo.
In writing I can be elequent
but not always whilst in person
especially in situations where
I do not trust the people or
the situation around me.👽😞
I was, as I said before,
placed in what was known as the retarded class in grade school
because betwixt my bad eyesight
and autism and dyslexia and severe stuttering...
Yeah I was deemed to be an idiot.😞
Testing years later proved that I
am and was actually a person at the
high end of being a genius.
135 is low genius or above average normal
and with mine being 180 or above
that puts my thinking in line with
the likes of Stephen Hawking
and Albert Einstein.
However my afflictions affect all
but written Communication.👽😞
Sigh....
So how do you know me?
Another life?
From a time on person?
You seem to give compliments that
Appear to indicate that you know me
somehow from more than just here at LL.
Perhaps that is just a coincidence?
Sigh...another problem with my
communicating skills there.😞👽
Only in writing
can and do I feel safer.
In person I just usually fold up psychologically and shut down often
Whilst trying to freely communicate
in person
and I will often start rocking and even drooling like an idiot and then
my mind just goes blank👽😞
unless I have reason to trust
the person with whom I am
communicating with.
That is very very rare.
So in addition to my other health woes
the communication problems also means I have had and will continue to have trouble
with even the idea
of meeting people in person.
I refuse to even Skype!
I was learning how to fit in better
with help from my husband
but after a bad stroke in 2004
and then again in 2010
and another due to stress perhaps in 2012
My communication skills have
not gotten any better.
With COVID quarantine and all
the odds of me ever doing much
by way of any type of in person
communication is rather unlikely.
👽😞

posted April 16, 2022 07:29 PM            

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:

Believe me, my sweet friend, I have absolutely no problem with any typos of yours! First of all, I don't see them! I can read you just perfectly! Secondly, do you want to take a look at my students' essays and to decode without never throwing away not even one sentence of theirs??? Your writing is absolutely perfect!

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posted April 17, 2022 05:44 AM            

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Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
So how do you know me?
Another life?
From a time on person?
You seem to give compliments that
appear to indicate that you know me
somehow from more than just here at LL.
Perhaps that is just a coincidence?

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posted April 17, 2022 09:23 PM            

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
This is my loving dad... Maybe you and him have met somewhere... He travelled to the USA very often...

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posted April 17, 2022 09:35 PM            

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
By the way, you are the same age as my loving mum... She and my loving dad had quite a big age difference...

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posted April 17, 2022 09:43 PM            

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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
I know what you mean... Though it's not maddening for me, it never has been. Teaching for me is like the air that I breathe. Or if you would allow me to say so and do not think of it is as some sort of an exaggeration, teaching for me is the air that I breathe, the air that keeps me alive. If I ever stop, I think my heart will just break down into a hundred pieces... I knew that I would become a teacher since I was a very little girl... I must have been 8 or 9 years old, when I remember I felt this overwhelming calling running through my whole being. From that moment on, I knew what I had to do... So, it's definitely not maddening for me... Sometimes, though, I feel like I am exhausting myself... This last week I was substituting for a teacher who was ill. Nobody wanted to put extra hours, I was the only one that had no problem and said that I would gladly take that class... Yesterday I started at 10:00am and finished at 18:00pm again, getting back home with a sore throat that has resulted in a totally hoarse voice until now...

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