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Eternal Energy
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posted April 22, 2022 01:00 PM
  
My dear Léxi, it's good that some things were cleared about that doctor, especially from someone of the same field. A second opinion, even a third, is necessary when we have to deal with health issues. I was wondering about something you wrote... If I have understood rightly, you say that it's most likely that you can seek treatment in hospitals that are in the state where you live? Aren't you free to choose wherever you want to go? IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted April 22, 2022 01:04 PM
My dear friend, we are celebrating Easter these days here in Greece... Today is Holy Friday and at 21:00 pm everybody is going to the church for the Epitaphios...I just found a short video to share...
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posted April 22, 2022 09:00 PM
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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
My dear Léxi, it's good that some things were cleared about that doctor, especially from someone of the same field. A second opinion, even a third, is necessary when we have to deal with health issues. I was wondering about something you wrote... If I have understood rightly, you say that it's most likely that you can seek treatment in hospitals that are in the state where you live? Aren't you free to choose wherever you want to go?
yes hopefully the nice doctor will
refer us to someone who will
work with us unlike
the bad doctor.
I just hope all this changing doctors
and hospitals and local systems
do not take to long.
Also I am not sure what I wrote
so will look.
If I stay with doctors and hospitals
in my state
It might be covered of course
unless any second opinions are
not permitted.
But I wanted to say my insurance
may not cover second opinions
and may not allow me to use any
medical facility or doctor or
hospitals in any state
other than t.he one I reside in.
So in essence nope to freedom of choice
being allowed.
Here one too often is not
able to just go where one chooses.
Only if one is very very healthy
and has rich folk very
expensive private insurance.
Also they must take aLL three of my insurances b cause it I
beyond impossible for me to pay
for anything
no matter how seriously needed.👽
That is United States of America.😠👽
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posted April 22, 2022 09:26 PM
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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
My dear friend, we are celebrating Easter these days here in Greece... Today is Holy Friday and at 21:00 pm everybody is going to the church for the Epitaphios...I just found a short video to share...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BnzltyORZoA
Even though I am not a religious person
I can still appreciate the depth and
beauty of such celebrations.😎💕
I am an anti-theist not an atheist.
Actually an Anti-theist Theologian.
I have studied much on a wide diversity
of various religious writings and
practices and ceremonies etcetera.
I especially enjoy ancient cultures
and histories.😎
My best friend of over 45 years or so
until he passed away would take trips
to holy sites around the world like in
St. Petersburg and Rome and
many other site.
He would confer with some Vatican
persons directly.😎
A few times he brought messages back
home to me from a bishop who found much
of my theories and outlooks on gods and religious matters interesting.😎
My mother of my first ex-husband was in life
the head of a international interfaith missionary association.
I often helped design art work they used and did it for free.
I shaa return
My husband needs me.
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posted April 22, 2022 10:11 PM
I looked at the video and saved a copy.😎
Very elegant and dignified.💖
I save your videos.😎💕
Hope your celebrations are wonderful!💕
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posted April 23, 2022 12:56 AM
Are you Greek Orthodox?🏺
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Eternal Energy
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posted April 23, 2022 02:30 AM
Yes, I am... Where did you find the amphora emoji? You are amazing!IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted April 23, 2022 02:38 AM
The ship of Homer's hero, Odysseus, is passing past the island of Sirens, these sea nymphs that lure sailors with their beguiling song... Odysseus tells his men to plug their ears with the beeswax that Circe had given him and commands them to tie him firmly to the ship's mast, so as not to be able to dive into the sea and swim to their island...
The Siren Vase (480-470BC)
 As men are rowing hard with their oars, the Sirens are swooping around tied Odysseus tempting him with their sweet bewitching song... Odysseus, bravest of heroes,
Draw near to us, on our green island,
Odysseus, we’ll teach you wisdom,
We’ll give you love, sweeter than honey.
The songs we sing, soothe away sorrow,
And in our arms, you will be happy.
Odysseus, bravest of heroes,
The songs we sing, will bring you peace... IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted April 23, 2022 02:40 AM
One of the most breathtaking scenes in Homer's epic poem Odyssey...IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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posted April 23, 2022 09:10 AM
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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
Yes, I am... Where did you find the amphora emoji? You are amazing!
💖😎
As to the amphora emoji......
It was included in my keyboard
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posted April 23, 2022 09:17 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
The ship of Homer's hero, Odysseus, is passing past the island of Sirens, these sea nymphs that lure sailors with their beguiling song... Odysseus tells his men to plug their ears with the beeswax that Circe had given him and commands them to tie him firmly to the ship's mast, so as not to be able to dive into the sea and swim to their island...
The Siren Vase (480-470BC)
As men are rowing hard with their oars, the Sirens are swooping around tied Odysseus tempting him with their sweet bewitching song... Odysseus, bravest of heroes,
Draw near to us, on our green island,
Odysseus, we’ll teach you wisdom,
We’ll give you love, sweeter than honey.
The songs we sing, soothe away sorrow,
And in our arms, you will be happy.
Odysseus, bravest of heroes,
The songs we sing, will bring you peace...
Thank you!😎💖🏺♾️
I wonder where could I find more
such emoji?
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posted April 23, 2022 09:29 AM
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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
One of the most breathtaking scenes in Homer's epic poem Odyssey...
I agree!😎💖
So much passion and yearnings
and the visual images evoked in the
reading and or hearing those words
seem to cause the observer to
pull the mesmerizing words through
one's heart and soul and
mind embracing it all.💖
So much passion and promise
Thank you for posting that.
Been some time since I had read it,
The images and passion never
leave one's mind.
Such intense promised passion
and uninhibited desires.💖
Anyone who cannot feel
the story when reading it must
be dead inside emotionally.I hope that you are having a
lovely holiday
dear sweet loving friend..💖♾️ IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted April 23, 2022 11:26 AM
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Originally posted by Lexxigramer:
Thank you!😎💖🏺♾️
I wonder where could I find more
such emoji?
Oh, dear! I'm so terrible at technology! I can't even take a good photo with my mobile phone! How do they all take photos that make them look so awesome? I'm not that ancient, but definitely prefer more traditional ways...
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Eternal Energy
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posted April 23, 2022 11:30 AM
Wait, I will call my sister to ask her teenage daughter if she knows where you can find those emojis...IP: Logged |
Eternal Energy
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posted April 23, 2022 11:50 AM
Ok, I'd better write it right away before I forget it. You go to Google Play Store and download Gboard app? And then you go to Settings and you activate the emoji keyboard, so as to use it when texting? And you can make your own emojis?IP: Logged |
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posted April 23, 2022 11:54 AM
And then you can fasten your seatbelt because the rocket is ready to take us to the Moon! Three, two, one...blast off! Hahaha! What are all these? I don't understand a thing! Give me back my pencil and rubber and let me write on paper!IP: Logged |
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posted April 23, 2022 02:34 PM
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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
Oh, dear! I'm so terrible at technology! I can't even take a good photo with my mobile phone! How do they all take photos that make them look so awesome? I'm not that ancient, but definitely prefer more traditional ways...
I have never taken pictures with
a phone or computer.👽
I just got a cellphone a
few months ago and
and have never used it yet.
I cannot use cameras without a
the little viewfinder hole.
Part of this is my eyesight and
part my dexterity of which neither
is quite up to being able to use
such devises with ease and most
often not at all.
With old fashioned cameras
I have taken some very very
beautiful and even professional
looking photos.
I wish there were a digital camera
that was/is set up like an old
35 milimeter with view finder.
I do not miss messing with
old fashioned camera films rolls
and cartridges and so forth.
Sigh.....
New tech is a problem for many
disabled folks.
The devices we can easily use are
in the very expensive category.
I can barely use this tablet
as it is.
If I did not have my husband keep
up on our tech devices from
phones to internet,
well I would not know how to get
either up and running and I am
too poor to pay to have such done
for me.
I feel like such a dinosaur these days
and it is my body not my mind making
fitting into this modern tech age and
again it is not my mind.
Being impoverished and not able to
aquire technology that would help me,
without my husband it would soon
be back to stone knives and bearskins
for me.
I simply cannot see a cellphone
without having to use a magnifying
glass for example.
If you can actually use a cellphone,
mobile phone, computer etcetera
to take pictures,
then you are way more tech advanced
than I am.
It is not my age but my physical
limitations causing me to be a
failure at tech.
Very frustrating to say the he least.
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posted April 23, 2022 03:12 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
Wait, I will call my sister to ask her teenage daughter if she knows where you can find those emojis...
Hey you are able to use a mobile phone and
you have a sister to call for
such advice!
You are way ahead of me.😎
I just Google emojis etcetera.
However then I usually get lost
trying to load and use them.
Also often run out of memory on
my devices.
Cheap cheap cheap cannot afford
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posted April 23, 2022 03:17 PM
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Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
Ok, I'd better write it right away before I forget it. You go to Google Play Store and download Gboard app? And then you go to Settings and you activate the emoji keyboard, so as to use it when texting? And you can make your own emojis?
sigh...
Sweetheart I am lost and
cannot see well enough to do
most of that.👽
Texting tried and that was
and is 100% totally unable to
do or see texting.
Tried and yeppers
cannot physically do all that.👽😞IP: Logged |
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posted April 23, 2022 03:37 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
And then you can fasten your seatbelt because the rocket is ready to take us to the Moon! Three, two, one...blast off! Hahaha! What are all these? I don't understand a thing! Give me back my pencil and rubber and let me write on paper!
Indeed!
😎😅💖
I just cannot physically do tech unless it were all the specialized for disabled folks tech.
That is things I simply cannot afford.
If it were not for food assistance
and medical and all
we could not survive.
As it is we are one small step from being homeless and no safety net anywhere.
Yes tech is needed these days and sadly
Few if any folks will go low tech and most would not even know how to do so.
So yeah folks who laugh at folks who do not get or know tech should swallow their pride
because without tech such people would feel totally lost.
Few have tried to retain old fashioned skills and worse yet,refuse to learn.
Reminds me e of a few science fiction stories
where technology no longer works and all of a sudden the folks who did no to low tech become valuable instead of jokes to society.
Without all the tech yeah few would be able or want to go on.
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posted April 23, 2022 04:31 PM
Beautiful day outside
and warm but unfortunately
I am too weak to go out
and enjoy sitting in it.
Also with repeated skin cancers
my enjoying the sunshine is
no longer as pleasurable as it
once was.
I shall go watch from my bed
and look out at what is
growing and blooming.
Soon will need to mow the grass
but we are both too ill
so need to pay someone to do it.
I wish there were a service
to mow grass and do yard work
for poor and disabled folks.
Okay going to have more lie down
and watch a wee bit of the world
out there from my window point
of view.
Then cat nap perhaps.Hope your evening and
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posted April 24, 2022 03:58 PM
Not too bad feeling today....
Just very low blood sugar drops
And inescapable exhaustion.
Need those iron infusions as the
Oral treatment is not working well
enough.
Do not feel like eating.
Food sounds like too much work and
gross ugh.
It is still lovely outside and in
the 70'sF.
Testing kind of okay just hate how that causes more
traveling paralysis and other
neurological glitches and the
HAE is adding to the fun.
Going from temperatures
of 25F to 78F
is very stressful to
folks inhabiting
disabled bodies.
One moment below freezing 🥶
and then the next
sweating hot.🥵Well I just wanted
to say that I am still
in body. Weird thing is that the bad doctor's
assistant for r
Registration and after
surgery followup
and to schedule
more pre and post surgical
things and
more.....
wants to have a video chat
about things tomorrow.👽
Seems the bad doctor does
not even
tell his main people who
handle
everything but actual
surgeries
Well he did not tell her
a damn thing!
We even told her surgery
was cancelled
and so it seems her
communication skills are
as disgustingly deficient
as his are.👽
So ms idiot is calling
tomorrow to discuss things
without even knowing what
is going on.👽
Made other discoveries too
about my history no one
bothered to document.
One thing that they keep
ignoring is the heavy scar
tissue from an exploded ovary
and ruptured fallopian tube
from 1978.
That plus severe almost fatal
peritonitis
from 1973. Scarring from
severe endometriosis and
cysts and fibroids and more,
including
various reconstruction
scarring throughout entire
pelvic area in and out.
The scarring often in fact
can be
misread as cancer
but is usually very benign.
No one is taking a complete
history nor correcting the
extreme errors which
they put into my records.
Like the strong history of
ovarian history.
They used that to get
insurance to pay.
See there is no strong
ovarian cancer in my family.
My mother had bladder cancer
over 50 years ago
and despite being an
alcoholic,
she was cured f the bladder
cancer at about age 27!
She is fit and alive and is
an active
87 year old who rides her
bicycle
at home and in various European
places.
Yes I will agree that the
cervical cancer is an issue
but all the rest they keep
saying
is of potential concern....
well they can't point to
any of it to prove it all.
Dozens of xrays, ultrasounds
and at least 3cat scans,
blood testing, and a pap and
a simple biopsy shoe nothing
to indicate any kind of
spread beyond outer cervix.
Yest they wanted to do highly
invasive vertical chopping me
from chest sternum to pelvis
to remove things that they
cannot prove need removed.
So we are hoping the next
doctor will really listen
and take down a full history
and pay close attention to
us and who knows how to
read xrays and cats and us
and test results.
Also who actually does exams!
Get this,
The bad doctor
never touched me!
never laid a hand on me!
The previous doctor refused to
do any actual (this was the doctor
from a year ago before nice one)
refused to do any type of
physical exams
unless I agreed to either a D&C
and or total hysterectomy
without my ever being
examined.👽
They also all put down my
complaints as being
intense pain and heavy bleeding
both of which
I never have had since May 2007
from my last pregnancy and period.
Lost that baby by the way.
Over 30 lost pregnancies
but they do not want to hear
me about those and the whys
as to why and how they happened.
So come to find out that all
these dangerously invasive
surgeries they wanted/want
to inflict upon my body
were/are based on them using
the following criteria to do
dangerous surgery.👽👽👽👽👽
1.strong family history of
ovarian cancer.
(that is false,
no history of that
and no one in my
family has ever died of
any female cancers.)
2.ovarian tumour
(the ovaries have both now
Mysteriously vanished
and there are no tumours.)
3.endometrial cancer
(no types of 4 kinds of scopes
were ever used
to help confirm any cancer
diagnosis
nor did the correct tests
and sounds and biopsies
and all.)
4. The only tests that
show anything are one pap smear
which is not supposed to be the
Reason for dangerous invasive
surgery unless more paps and
biopsies and hysteroscopy are
used to confirm malignancy
etcetera
Also a biopsy of outer
cervix which showed
Plus.....these were NEVER
actual doctors but
were student nurses who
took the small biopsy
and smear.
The doctor we were sent by to
the bad doctor seemed
genuinely horrified that the
bad doctor was so incompetent
and rude and the that thev
bad doctor even laughed
several times about me.👽 This is unreal. Most of these troubles are
because that PCP threw out
my some 46 years of medical
records.
My medical history is mostly
gone. So we keep hearing nonsense
from these idiots,
quote:
well it is not
in your chart.
No one works with or keeps
old paper copies these days.
We can only go by what is
in your computerized chart.
,And who's fault is that
you stupid medical people?👽 Okay must go.
My husband is trying to copy
any old copies we can find
to make my case and all.
Not much left however because
that PCP who dumped me
threw the huge stack of paper
copies out. Sigh....
Yes I have been griping and
whining again.
Ugh.
I hate being so emotionally and psychologically weak on top of
all the physical issues.
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Hope you are having a great wonderful finish to your Easter weekend!💕
Love and blessings to you
sweet friend.💕
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posted April 26, 2022 03:36 PM
Dear Léxi, how are things going with the insurance and you having to do a new set of tests and get a new PCP?...IP: Logged |
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posted April 26, 2022 09:32 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Eternal Energy:
Dear Léxi, how are things going with the insurance and you having to do a new set of tests and get a new PCP?...
Hanging in a limbo state at this point.
A new gynocological cancer doctor
can't or will not see me
until June!👽
The bad doctor was like preaching
death if I did not let him butcher
me immediately.👽
Then we discover they are all
connected and the bad doctor is
connected to the ones in other
states and hospitals.
So we have no idea what to
expect.
They will be looking at all
the tests done already by
local radiology and others
and ones ordered by the bad
doctor and urology and neurology
too.
I would rather they start fresh
but it
seems we are caught in the hell
loop of medical buddy buddy
good old boys crappola.
Ugh.👽
Well I told we meet to his new
guy in
June we cannot know what will
or will not
be.
We hope he will not expect us to
go to his main place which is
like several hours drive away.👽
That we simply cannot do no matter
how important.
Sigh........
Have not gotten an appointment
with a
new PCP yet.👽
Hoping our neurologist can give
one of
them a nudge to get me in ASAP.
Most say no appointments until
get this....
August!👽
Cannot get in to see immunology,
allergy,
anesthesia consult, psychiatrist
,(for sedatives I might be
able to use pre surgery etcetera.
Unlikely there is anything though,
am not able to take any which
I have already had dangerous
and terrifying reactions to)
and podiatry, vitriologist,
retiniaologist,
Ruematologist, osteopathic
specialists, dermatologist for
removal and treatment of new skin
cancers ugh, and we'll the list
just goes on and on.👽
Without a new PCP all of those
doctor etcetera appointments
needed are on hold because
insurance will not pay unless a
PCP is doing referrals and
coordinating things.
Something that the PCP who dumped
me never did correctly and screwed
things up badly
delaying diagnosed and treatments
for
several of my afflictions.👽
Well can get into the
hemotolologist
Oncologist, a cancer doctor.
I still have to get new orders
for the long tiring iron infusions
and or possibly blood transfusions.
Ugh.
Need to see the endocrinologist
soon again too.
Will try and get an appointment
with a new PCP ASAP.
For the rest of this week just
going to lie low and rest and
regroup.
My husband has many tests and all
coming up.
We need to make sure he does not
have cancer
of liver or anything in that area.
High tech Tesla3 MRI.
Other troubles too which might
need more surgery as the
disease is Heriditary and
incurable I.😞
He also has another test under
anesthesia to
Check on possible digestive tract
cancers.
And then there is the brain MRI
to check for brain tumors and
lesions.
So at this point we need to get
him
checked thoroughly too ASAP.
And we both need dental and more
that
is not covered by insurance.
Basically until we know the status
of
both of us
we cannot plan on anything for
sure yet
about anything.Okay trying to chill.
Had a nasty neurological glitches
this afternoon.
Left me feeling quite creepy to
say the least.
Wonky sight pardon any typos. Thank you for caring dear friend.💖
Sorry I am being such a
gloomy doomy downer.
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posted April 27, 2022 04:02 PM
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum32/HTML/000654.html I have created a
New thread 💙
for those who want
to discuss off specific thread
titled topic issues
with me,
especially issues concerning
the serious struggles which
I and my husband are trying
to survive.
Please post any off topic
issues there because
as here in Lexigram Magic
I do not want the conversations
to keep on seguing back to my
personal struggles and all.
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