posted June 16, 2008 12:52 PM              

yes I think IQ was talking about the Transit Moon acting as a trigger.

I just checked the Transits for the moment I spoke to P for the very first time, and I am just shocked.

Transit Moon was on 8° Taurus that moment.
P has his Karma on 8° Taurus, my Eros-Psyche-midpoint and Point of Marriage are on 8° Taurus, P`s Pluto is on 8° Virgo, my Venus is on 6° Capricorn and my Isis-Osiris-conjunction falls onto 8° Capricorn.

This means we have a nearly PERFECT grand trine of his Karma, my PoM, his Pluto and my Venus, Isis and Osiris (his Venus is also somewhat involved since it`s on 4° Taurus). And this Grand Trine has been triggered by this transiting moon.

It also means that the midpoint of my Venus and his Pluto is on 7° Scorpio, so Transit Moon was nearly perfectly on the far midpoint of my Venus and his Pluto, which are connected by trine anyway.

Transit Chiron was also involved, since it was on 8° Capricorn and therefore conjunct my Venus, Isis and Osiris. (and of course perfectly trine his Karma and Pluto and loosely trine his own Venus).

EDIT:

When we coincidentally met last october, the Transiting IC was conjunct he midpoint of his Venus and my Pluto, which falls exactly onto my natal Eros and Vertex.

The last time I saw him (30th december 2007) Transiting ASC (and Saturn) was exactly conjunct his Pluto and trine his Karma and my Venus, Isis and Osiris.
It means that TR ASC / Saturn was on the far midpoint of my Venus-Isis-Osiris and his Karma.

On that day was also a transiting Venus-Karma-opposition which fell onto our synastric VAlentine-Valentine-opposition and on our composite Eros/Karma- Psyche/Neptune-opposition.

posted June 16, 2008 02:31 PM              

Coincidence again! The day when Venus bumped this topic is the same day that my new mobile phone automatically call this guy but fortunately he did not pick up the phone! We did not contact each other since August 2006. I do not have any clue why my mobile phone kept calling this guy automatically 3 times for the past 2 years. I did not set up anything. Also, my mobile phone never called someone else accidentally like this.

Anyway, I already moved on. Now I am not curious to know any astological aspects between I and him. I do not want to find out anything. I already stopped thinking of him and moved on since January 1, 2007.

Now, I am still single. Frankly speaking, I still love him. I know that I cannot stop loving him till the rest of my life. Love without any expectation is very good since it would not hurt my heart. I do not expect him to be my lover anymore, however, I do believe that he stills love me too. I saw him a while ago and I can feel that he stills love me. That time, I decided not to talk to him since I did not want to go back to involve with him to hurt my heart again.

Now, I am still have many love karmas like what IQ said. For the past 2 years, lots of men and women like me. However, my love still has lots of confusion and complexion again and again

By the way, I believe he is my twinsoul. I know that one day we would reunion and become good friends. We have Vernus trine Saturn (<2 degree orb) double whammy!

Big and Grand Ship fulls of intense emotion like Titanic can sink one day but Friend Ship is the only one ship that is forever!

For anybody who has broken heart, listen to me, he is gone. It is like he hit you with a big log and left that log with you. Would you choose to hit your head with that log again and again? It is your decision! Are you the person who is hurting yourself? Stop thinking about the past (good old days, what he said, the places we went, etc.) and do not expect the future. It is difficult but I believe that you can do it. Then, you will feel better like me.

posted June 16, 2008 03:05 PM              

Those are very wise words, and I often told them myself, but it`s good to hear someone else say it.

If I`m doing this analysis of me and P again, it`s not because I still hope that there could be anything one day; I`m over that now. But it`s actually the astrology of those times I saw him that amaze me. The mathematical exactness of it all.

Like here:

my Venus: 06°07 Capricorn
my Isis: 08°32 Capricorn
my Osiris: 07°50 Capricorn

my ERos-Psyche-mp: 07°31 Taurus
my PoM: 07°55 Taurus

his Karma: 07°41 Taurus
his pluto: 07°56 Virgo

my Venus - his Pluto-mp: 07°31 Scorpio
my Venus / his Karma - mp: 06°54 Pisces
his Eros - my Pluto - mp: 08!19 Capricorn
my Pluto - his Venus-mp: 21°30 Cancer

And the first time I saw him:
Transit Moon on 08°15 Taurus
Transit Chiron: 08°28 Capricorn

The second time:
Tr IC: 21°08 Cancer
Transit Mars: 08°37 Cancer

The last time:
Tr AC: 08°59 Virgo
Tr Saturn: 08°27 Virgo
Tr Sun: 08°45 Capricorn

The mathematic of it amazes me, but at the end of the day it`s only numbers, nothing more. And I know that, and I accept that.
And I know that I have left him behind, or at least my expectations and dreams. Gone is gone.

But I also know that he will always have a place in my heart, and that somehow he will be a part of my life; just because in a way he has made me who I am today. Or let me phrase it differently: without him, the experiences and the dreams, the lost hope, the disappointments, the sadness, without all of this I certainly wouldn`t be the same person I am today. And for this I am eternally grateful, because I like the person I am today.

There`s no past anymore and there will be no future. There`s just the present for me now.
I don´t even care anymore for the answer to that question: Can it be that this man is my twinsoul?
It simply doesn`t matter.

And maybe for the first time in my life I feel like everything is just beginning, and I am open to the new possibilities life holds for me.
And I still like doing my synastry with men I probably will never meet.
But that`s just me; it doesn`t mean anything. It`s jsut for fun and nice to think for a moment: What if, but that doesn`t mean that I believe this "if" could ever become a "when".

For now my life is just an unwritten page in some book, and I honestly haven`t got any clue what writing will appear, but I am very curious to see how my life is going to develop from here.

Right now, in this moment, all I can feel is a deep thankfulness.

And I really hope you will find the one with whom you can share all the happiness (because noone really can MAKE you happy, but maybe two people can find happiness together).

posted June 16, 2008 04:01 PM              

I know deeply that I have loved him for years, probably, more than 100 years in many life times. It is hard for a human being like me to stop loving him only in this life. If it is that easy, I would not remember him the first time I met him. I loved him at first sight. So, I would love him til my last sigh! Love without expectation....

posted June 16, 2008 04:20 PM              

DD,

I just went back through my emails to see when l met Mike online... OMG

I did a natal chart and at that exact moment there was a grand trine with a kite between psyche/venus exact conjunct 8' scorpio, MC/mars conjunct 7' cancer/uranus 14' pisces, saturn 8' virgo.

Interestingly, sun/mercury/jupiter and pluto are all in 3rd (communication lol) and our famous Neptune in 5th!!!!!!!

Anyhow, taking the moon transits etc, moon was 28' capricorn.

M's jupiter square Transit moon exact
his venus/saturn is exact opposing T moon
his moon/MC is exact square T moon
his venus/AC is exact square T moon
his mars/armor is exact square T moon

my eros/isis is (1) square T moon
my mars/isis is (1) square T moon

On the actual moment that we met in REAL LIFE:-

T moon was 29' Taurus
my psyche/siva was exact opposing T moon
my N ASC was exact square T moon
my Kaali was exact square T moon
my kaali/AC was exact square T moon
my N DSC was exact square T moon
my uranus/rudra was exact square T moon
my siva/MC was exact square T moon
my NN/cupido was exact conjunct T moon

his eros was exact trine T moon
his neptune was exact opposing T moon LOL!!!
his saturn/psyche was exact conjunct T moon
his NN/siva was exact conjunct T moon
his pluto/MC was exact square T moon
his moon/kaali was exact square T moon
his sun/MC was exact square T moon

On this day, Mike's

His natal pluto was trine T sun/moon square T venus and T mars, opposing T valentine

1. T venus was trine his N sun/Pluto, conjunct his moon and was trine my moon/venus (exact) trine my jupiter ,square my pluto and trine my NN.

2. T Pluto was square his N venus, conjunct exact his N eros and valentine, and trine my Jupiter, and trine (exact) my AC, square my chiron.

3. T psyche was conjunct my IC (1) and square his sun/mars conjunct.
4. T eros was conjunct his IC (exact) and sextile my sun.

5. T saturn was conjunct exact his IC
6. T sun/moon was trine his N Pluto
7. T mars was square his N pluto
8. T valentine was opposing his N Pluto

posted June 16, 2008 08:00 PM              

You are right about moving on.

It might be tought to do that but i strongly believe that everythin happens in the right time - aybe that other times it wasnt meant to be?

~It can be meant this lifetime in a later moments of your life,or in another one but still dont forget that each one of us has more than one Soulmate,and many times,they makes us happier than TwinSouls

but really it was so crazy that coincidence youve talked about - makes me wonder if now can be the time to both of you heal each other´s wounds

BTW - the midpoint of my Venus and his Pluto conjuncts his natal Venus and his D.ISIS/OSIRIS

posted June 17, 2008 01:42 AM              

i m glad u are moving on...

heres something for you from me
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum10/HTML/003075.html

god bless you,

posted June 17, 2008 09:44 AM              

we all learn a lot from IQ im always searching for his threads and comments - been here about almost 2 years now and i can tell i dont regret a single moment

- i still dont understand very well why IQ said that about the midpoint of venus girl/pluto guy - related to AC/Moon aspects...what is your take on this?