posted June 25, 2008 12:47 AM              

Funny thing is this was promised in our charts when I looked at them.

I even remember back when I was about 13 I used a spirit bord with my grandmother, I asked the typical questions who will I marry, how many kids will I have ect...

Now looking back I did marry a man named Matt and did have two kids a boy and a girl, I am facing divorce and The soulmate I am dealing with his name was the name of the second husband they told me.

posted June 25, 2008 02:36 PM              

he is: I am
Sun in Leo Sun in Aries
Moon in Capricorn Moon in Leo
Rising in Leo Rising in Sagitarius
Mercury in Leo Mercury in Pisces
Venus in Gemini Venus in Aries
Mars in Leo Mars in Aquarius

Can this work?

He is so much younger. He approached me at a time when I just got over the flu.
What does he see in me?
I was settled in my life and not looking when the universe decided we should meet.
My attitude: Get lost J--k
His attitude: like a friendly puppy
No contact other than touching face, shoulder and hand, but a lot of talking.
This has been going on since early March 2008

posted June 26, 2008 04:04 PM              

In fact that astral love connection began when I was very young, around 12, without me really knowing that it was an astral love connection and that it had an impact in my life and the other person involved.

I learned about it when I met people who chanelled his messages for me. I know it's really weird and i have still difficulties to cope with that. He is abroad and we have never physically met, but I know a lot about his life because I have often news.
He asked me in one of my dreams (that a girl I am friend with channelled I don't know how and when she woke up felt that this dream was about me, without knowing anyhting about my story ...) why I haven't come to see him yet, that he started to be impatient to wait for me.
That I've always asked him to wait but I was not coming. That I did the promise and that's why he broke up with his girlfriend, but like I didn't come he returned back to her.
That he missed me a lot and was very sad because since I was with my boyfriend, I didn't talk to his portrait anymore...that he was pressure to marry and felt like he would have difficulties to wait for me longer.
I was really shocked, I didn't know about me asking to wait for me in dreams and many things he said in real life it really happened! he broke up with his girlfriend everybody was pressuring him to marry and he returned to her after two months...and the thing with me talking to his portrait until I met my current boyfriend was also true! My friend who dreamed my dream didn't know about that. I had never told anyone that I used to talk to his portrait.
And I started to notice that there were many others coincidences,
There was a university I wanted to go the first year, but my parents didn't allow me to go abroad alone. And I remember that he chose to attend the same university than me the same year in the same courses than me, courses I was studying for 3 years at College and wanted to continue.
He didn't study that course during his years in College and i really wondered why he chose to go there. (he didn't know about my own project)
He met his girlfriend there the same year than I met my boyfriend. His girlfriend's diminutive name is the same as mine. But I have never met her...she doesn't know about me at all.

Before being aware of all that, I felt like a powerful and obsessing « call »...I started to have memories about past life with him, feeling the urge to stop my relationship with my current boyfriend and go to find him...I was really fighting about those feelings because I believed it was irrational.
I am in that situation for more than a year now, and I am really scared...I am asked to make a choice, and I don't know what is the best for me...my father who knew about my love for him since I am a teen told me many times that being with him was a dangerous path to take...and another friend of mine who channels messages from him told me that he tried many times before I was with my boyfriend to make me know that he heard me when I talked to him by spirit and that he loved me but it seems like he was blocked by something/someone.
Until two weeks ago I felt his presence all the times, I even heared his voice twice while I was in that almost sleeping state.

I didn't know I was connected so strongly with him. I talked to a psychic astrologer who confirmed that this bond was really special and strong...yes it is. It is so powerful that a few weeks ago, I still felt overwhelmed by that.
I can't stop thinking about him...and I feel guilty because of my current boyfriend...my current boyfriend who is also a soulmate. But I feel drawn so strongly to that other person...I couldn't imagine that I would live such a difficult and weird situation.

posted June 27, 2008 04:12 AM              

It is hard to let things go, when you have this powerful energy who draw your attention and keep it focus on that person. I noticed that when I accepted what was happening and why, I felt better. But I am still anxious about the fact to make a choice, I don't really feel ready. Because I don't want to deceive noone, but I don't want to sacrifice something I feel like I will regret it all my life.

I was wondering if you think that if we have to meet, we will met, that I have nothing to do? Because in a dream recently channeled by my friend, he told that the University period was a pivotal point in our relationship and that we had to meet there, but I didn't come. I missed our meeting. I remember that year when I didn't go to that University I chose it had been really hard for me emotionally, it was weird but I felt lost, I was looking for my soulmate literally and I was really depressed...and we met our respective boyfriend and girlfriend.

My father believes that I "entered" in his life without being invited, that I should cut all bonds with him, but I don't know how to explain him that it is impossible, my heart doesn't want it. I feel pain in my chest almost everyday since many years, and I couldn't explain it until I understood it was related to him.

He thinks that I am a bit selfish...but it seems like something of the past that repeats itself...I had to sacrifice something really important for me and it was still related to love for the sake of others which caused me a great prejudice...

posted June 27, 2008 09:27 PM            

XOXO- The universe knows what we need. Hang in there sometimes when we just allow things to happen the end result is nothng short of life changing.

posted August 15, 2008 10:58 AM              

One trip we took out west we drove through St. Louis and we almost said at the same time, "this was the last place we were at in our last meeting(previous life)" I felt I was saying good-bye to him as he was leaving on a train. He said he feels he was in the army and was going to "fight" for "our" territory, maybe for Custer. He is really interested in the battle of the little bighorn and we have had to go there.

How weird is that?

I am just happy we hooked up again.

posted August 25, 2008 01:36 PM              

Sun Conjunct Sun
My Saturn conjunct his Sun
My Saturn conjunct his Venus
My Mercury conjunct his Saturn
My Venus conjunct his Mars
My Saturn conjunct his Jupiter
My Sun conjunct his Venus
My Sun conjunct his Mercury
My Sun Trine His Moon
My Moon Trine his Pluto
My Mars Trine His Pluto

His Sun Trine My Neptune
His Venus Trine My Neptune
His Mars Trine My Uranus
His Juno conjunct My Venus
His Mars Conjunct my Jupiter
His Midheaven conjunct my Vertex
His Pallas Conjunct My Moon
His Pluto conjunct my N. Node
My Mercury conjunct His N. Node
My Mercury conjunct his Lilith.

The list goes on. I want us to get back together, but he keeps resisting. These conjunctions occur mainly in the 10th, and 11th, and 12th houses. I feel that there is so much more to this relationship to explore. I really miss him. How do I interpret this, and what do I do?

posted August 26, 2008 08:41 PM            

It's really interesting,
especially if you think of it as a metaphor,
with the man being the human soul,
and the woman being God, or some aspect of God --
that tender part which is crucified by its unrequited love for us;
until we come to embrace the spiritual life with commitment,
and to sacrifice the so-called freedom we once held so dear.

posted August 27, 2008 02:59 PM              

His Sun Trine My Neptune
His Venus Trine My Neptune
His Mars Trine My Uranus
His Juno conjunct My Venus
His Mars Conjunct my Jupiter
His Midheaven conjunct my Vertex
His Pallas Conjunct My Moon
His Pluto conjunct my N. Node
My Mercury conjunct His N. Node
My Mercury conjunct his Lilith.