posted November 05, 2008 09:50 AM         

"Quindecile is 165 degree separation. Research so far shows this is an obsessive sort of love. "If you dont love me, I will die". That sort of love!" ~ by IQ Hunk

oh ...

uh-oh

posted November 05, 2008 09:53 AM         

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if its me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God were together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0sbQ0hqH9ZU

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There is an ancient Chinese proverb that is quoted by Carl Jung "You often meet your destiny on the path you take to avoid it."

posted November 05, 2008 10:54 AM         

I want to hear more! This is so exciting.

"And I wonder if some things are so destined there is no fighting them".
I hope so. You deserve somebody who will love you and support your talents. And someone who will make you feel more you, not less you.

posted November 05, 2008 11:48 AM           

My Gemini lives a long way from here, luckily not in another country or anything, but financial worries are a barrier and a burden right now. But hopefully things will eventually lift a bit.

Edited to add:

Cheery little sod? No, he's a miserable git, like me!

posted November 05, 2008 12:44 PM           

"If you try to reason with love, you lose your reason".

So I guess it's fine to enjoy that deliciously irrational side of our beings.

I can sit and play the moments my Gemini and I shared in my mind for hours too. (We have met twice so far).

posted November 05, 2008 03:47 PM         

My Sun makes a semisextile to my Moon, and her Taurus Sun opposed their midpoint... which of course made two quindeciles from both my Sun and Moon to her Sun.

I was OBSESSED... I don't know if obsessed even explains it. Is there any stronger word than "obsessed"? I was completely consumed by her. Yes, I thought I was going to fling myself off of a bridge just to get her out of my head.

posted November 05, 2008 04:05 PM         

Maybe I could find and fall in love with a man whose Sun/Moon midpoint opposes my Sun... maybe we all should. Too bad life likes to play Her games. Or maybe good thing life likes to play Her games... depends on the moment I suppose.

posted November 05, 2008 05:34 PM         

Deux oh and everyone is wondering what happened to the Vertex dude... well, it just fizzled I would say. I sent him an email saying I would like to remain friends so it wasn't awkward if we met when we were out seeing a band or karaoke or whatever and he said oh yes, I would like to remain "at least" that which only meant to me that he wanted to keep me hanging on... or maybe he was totally in love with me but wanted me to be the man and chase him down and since I'm not that way it didn't work. It's ok, because he is surely a sweet soul I Know who came to remind me that I was a sexy desirable goddess. He also got me to go out and buy a wardrobe of new sexy underthings which might come in handy some time...

posted November 05, 2008 05:59 PM         

Yeah, we fooled around a little bit, but she felt almost nothing real for me.

Oops, with the other girls, when I wrote above that my Sun was "applying in quindecile" with their Suns, I meant to write "tighter in quindecile", of course a Sun can't "apply" to another Sun because they both move at the same speed!!! So I went back and edited that correctly.

One girl with whom I shared an exact Sun/Sun Quindecile had strong feelings for me for a very long time. I was always attracted to her, but not to the extent that she felt for me.

posted November 05, 2008 09:24 PM         

Ltt, this is for you:

Love Match: Gemini Woman Dating Gemini Man

This couple is an excellent love match in many respects however stability could be a problem since neither the Gemini woman nor the Gemini man has both feet on the ground long enough to commit to anything.

Still, they share a talent for communication and if you listen to a Gemini woman and Gemini man on a date you’ll hear non stop talking and gossiping!
Sexually, things should be easy since these are both signs that must have mental sex together before physical sex. The Gemini woman and Gemini man both delight in phone sex, exchanging sexually explicit emails and leaving one another erotic love notes.

This is mine, but I loved reading yours too.

Gemini and Libra:

When Gemini meets Libra, Gemini will see a future and perhaps a true romantic connection. Both are air signs and can talk and have sex all night long together. Gemini will love the beauty and social charms of Libra. Gemini will see an “equal” partner and could want to make a relationship with Libra permanent. Libra will see conversation, dinner and great sex in Gemini. This is a promising pair that has the ability to go places together. Gemini will need to focus more on romance to hold on to sexy Libra. Libra will just have to look beautiful and be social which will be easy for them. These two signs should go get a room and see what develops. A long-term love will make both feel very secure in both sex and romance. See what develops, Gemini.

posted November 19, 2008 09:33 AM         

However..... and I know you won't mind me saying this being Libran and woman enough to take it... if you articulate these thoughts (ie wanting to crush on someone) to someone else they may not know whether to sh!t or go blind. Because he may not know whether it is games or love that you want. And now heaped on top of this situation you're starting to mistrust your intuition. I say go with the intuition Oh Airy One. No wonder the poor dear doesn't know whether to call you. I am laughing to myself here because it seems as if you have created quite a situation for yourself! (don't worry I do it myself all the time, even said to Pisces the other day "Chill out love, I don't want to marry you or anything" - D'OH!)

I would imagine you're excellent at spotting a connection. And especially with a Gemini. So don't worry on that score. I know us Librans are supposed to be trine to the Geminis but there's a lot of cr@p around about Geminis and their inability to settle with someone. That's all bull. Is the fact that he's a Gemini making you a bit twitchy?
And are you thinking "He's a Gemini, his style is a bit airy and hard to catch and therefore what he will be used to/expect/be attracted to is a bit of Catch Me If You Can flirty gamey stuff?" There's nothing wrong with being aware but try not to neglect your own needs and style within this.This could all be supposition on my part, tell me if I am misunderstanding you.

I think you might have to worry about game-playing yourself out of something lovelier, even if game-playing is what you're enjoying (or state that you enjoy) something might get lost in translation with him. Also whilst at the common event it may be a nice and comforting thing to turn up to with someone who's not completely boggin, you might actually reinforce the "He's just not that in to me" - it might actually be you who's projecting that on to him, i.e rather than "He's just not that in to me" it could be "I am so in to him it might be less scary for me to pretend that he's not that in to me, when actually I am confusing the poor man so much that even though he might well be very in to me I am having none of it and actually creating the situation where eventually he might not be so in to me"

That wouldn't make for such a great book title, but you see wha I sayin' kid?

If you were an animal you'd be one of those sea slugs that squirt purple ink at people as a smokescreen. You're like "Love me love me" and then if someone gets close you're like "Squirt!"

If he was an animal he might be a big furry something that looks confused, like a bear standing on a tiny bit of broken-off iceburg in the middle of the sea, for example.

I think you're just a bit scared. You like him? You go get him. Be friends first if you want but make him know he's liked. whatever you do chickadee. That ain't too scary is it? Why do you think you wouldn't get romance beyond the first five minutes? You naysayer you. You don't make the rules....