posted January 03, 2018 10:05 PM            

Yes it is good to an extent but the problem ( in my case) is that I tend to procrastinate a lot when I do that.I end up feeling even worse when I come back to the real world.I mean my problems stilm that.

A few months ago I watched a harry potter movie and I heard a quote that hit me hard.

“It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.”

I think that too now.I noticed that ever since I was a child I do this.It used to happen when I were too sad,when the burdens from reality were too hard.As a child obviously I didn't know how to deal with my emotions so that were the WAY out for me.The way I found to escape the pain.Now I'm awade so I try to let myself feel the pain,it is not easy but I try.To deal with the pain.

I'm sorry to hear that.I've been depressed for a long time so I imagine how you feel.Sometimes I think it is unfair too.This feeling turns to anger and it is hard to deal with.I used to had all these questions too "why?" "Why?" "Why?" I also did envy people who did everything they wanted,who didn't care about others,even the ones who hurt others but deep down I never wanted to be this type person and I'm sure you don't want either.You are just feeling angry :/

You talked about medicines.Do you have a therapist?I also don't believe that drugs would resolve our problems but a therapist will help you to find the root of problems.Maybe there's something underneath of what you can see, that is hurting you.All I know is that when we are sad we don't see anything beyond our pain,there's just too much noise on our mind,our emotions drown us so it is important to seekfor help.I spent too much time depressed because of it. Don't do the same.Seek help.I'm still struggling and I might not be the best person to give advice but I don't want you to spend months on this loophole.

posted January 03, 2018 10:29 PM            

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posted January 03, 2018 10:37 PM            

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[QUOTE]Originally posted by Spica:
[b]The reason for poverty in your chart is because of mars and Venus together in the 2nd house, but especially because of mars in the 2nd house which is considered lack of money, and your second house ruler is in the 12th house of loss (sun). If none of these positions/aspects were there, Jupiter by itself in the 2nd house represents that the person gains and spends a lot of money, they're rarely in debt or have lack of money. But it's because of these aspects and positions that you're experiencing financial problems.

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I know Mars is considered malefic, but I read that it means that I will indeed take action in order to make money. As I said though these aspects apply to my friends too I mean they also have Venus conjunct Mars and Jupiter. So the only thing that differs is the 2nd H Lord's placement .. Is it so powerful to ruin the whole thing? It is so difficult for me to accept it. It feels like nothing will ever go well for me..

EDIT: About the colors.. That is very interesting. I dislike yellow too much, I love red Thursday is my favorite day. Have you seen a change when using the "right" colors? I believe in energy so I am interested in these things. [/B][/QUOTE]

According to traditional astrology, which is more mathematical than psychological, in my experience more accurate and 'real' astrology, mars is always considered the worst in the 2nd house, as well as the sun. It always denotes poverty and financial issues. Venus and mars are not good when aspecting or conjunct together, it denotes. Jupiter and Venus in the 2nd are not bad, Venus is great there but mars is never.

My mother has mars and sun in the second, she has always struggled financially, she spends money and saves money in the wrong way at the wrong time.

posted January 03, 2018 11:59 PM            

Thank you.. Do not worry please.. even for drugs I need money heheh.. I've been like this for the last 6 years because problems come one after the other..
Once a doctor gave me some kind of drug in order for me to be unconscious for a test.
After waking up I was feeling pure happiness, like I was in paradise or something.. I couldn't be more happy and free. For a str8 6 hours I was like that.. my mother freaked out because I was sitting still looking at the wall and smiling like I was the most happy person in the world. I've never felt so happy since 2011.

I procastinate a lot too. I am a thinker not a doer. I tend to do that less and less.
But we have a difference. I am not doing it to escape the pain I am doing it to find a reason to endure the pain. It is my reward because I get no rewards in real life.

I don't actually forget to live, it's like I prefer to not live. Oh now it hit me! Do you feel happy when someone close to you tells you about something good that happened to him/her to the point that it feels like it happened to you? Which means.. Do you live through others too? I do it especially with a friend of mine that we have a lot in common. I feel satisfied through her good luck!
I tell you I really dislike Pisces
Nothing good comes from this sign.

posted January 04, 2018 12:13 AM            

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Originally posted by Spica:
According to traditional astrology, which is more mathematical than psychological, in my experience more accurate and 'real' astrology, mars is always considered the worst in the 2nd house, as well as the sun. It always denotes poverty and financial issues. Venus and mars are not good when aspecting or conjunct together, it denotes. Jupiter and Venus in the 2nd are not bad, Venus is great there but mars is never.

My mother has mars and sun in the second, she has always struggled financially, she spends money and saves money in the wrong way at the wrong time.

You don't have to believe in all that, but you could give this a try, experiment with it, about the colours and days of he week. Astrology, spirituality, and vibrations, colours and animals, they're all linked with each other and are symbols, it's called esoteric knowledge. Once you learn it and know how everything works, you can control your life.

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posted January 04, 2018 12:19 AM            

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Originally posted by Plut0nian2:
Ok although it still bugs me what I said about my friends who have their Mars conjunct Venus and Jupiter but their Jupiter is working pretty good? But I guess reality supports what you're saying since I have no money
I will try the colors and Thursday thing. Thank you

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posted January 04, 2018 06:52 AM            

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Originally posted by Spica:
Do they have mars with Venus in the 2nd house? Because I was only talking about mars in the 2nd house being bad. The house matters too. Even if they have Jupiter, venus and mars aspecting it depends in what house and sign, because the planets act differently in each house. I hope the color experiment will help you and let me know if anything happens about it! x

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My friends both of them have same signs and even tighter aspects because they are born a few days before me, but they have (Mars, conjunct Jupiter and Venus in Leo - square Pluto and oppose Saturn) one has it in the 7th H and the other one in the 8th H which is opposite of the 2th H.
It is not that I don't believe you etc. I am just trying to find proof because I am reading many different things and I do not know which is true in the end. I am searching about Mars in 2nd H right now to see.
Your mother has Jupiter in 2nd H too?

posted January 04, 2018 02:44 PM            

Jupiter to me is optimism and the power of positive thinking which allows things to come into being.

To attract anything into your life, you must relax into it. And Jupiter allows for that "ease" to happen.

With Jupiter in Leo, it suggests someone who is generous and open.

It makes one attractive and popular as they have a flair of confidence about them. Personality and zest is what they bring to the table.

With Jupiter in Leo in the 2nd suggests that money(2nd) is not something you worry about. You may be the type who believes that things will come out in the wash when it comes to finance.

Jupiter ruling the 6th and in the 2nd may point to your personality or "spirit"(for lack of a better word) being a necessary key to your financial stability(2nd) and lucrative skill either to be employed or as an independent contractor(6th)

So for instance you start a restaurant. Yes there is food there, but people may be drawn to your place because of the "personality" that the restaurant has. Either they come there for you and you are the main attraction or the aura of the place is. More so than other similar places.

Also, your Sun is in the 12th house. Which suggests a capability to connect with people from all walks of life. And Cancer being your Sun energy suggests that you want to connect with them emotionally.

The brand that can make you a lot of money is YOU. Just being YOU.

posted January 04, 2018 05:37 PM            

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Originally posted by Spica:
Mars is good in the 8th house but not venus. Mars in the 8th house makes one very stubborn and determined. Venus is not good in the 8th. It causes them to distrust others. In the 7th, Venus and mars both do well. But they're not good when conjunct. Jupiter are okay in those signs too. Because it's not in their 2nd, it's not necessarily associated with heir financial life. So to see their financial life we must look at the 2nd house, the condition of moon and Mercury.

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Yeah so Jupiter is consider malefic in the 2nd H? I've been reading about Mars in the 2nd H too and almost everything I read is quite positive. Could you please explain why you consider Jupiter and Mars in 2nd H malefic?

posted January 08, 2018 03:26 PM            

What will I eat? Who will take care of me? Will I survive the future? Chiron in Cancer craves stability and protection.

The Uranus/Neptune conjunction aspecting your Sun in Cancer has you swing back/forth between feeling hopeful to being frustrated and uncertain.

Notice how Uranus is in the 6th aspecting the Sun as well as the Asc from there?

posted January 09, 2018 03:11 PM            

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I see the worry that you speak of as more a Cancer Mercury thing. Further exacerbated by the conjunction of Chiron in Cancer.

What will I eat? Who will take care of me? Will I survive the future? Chiron in Cancer craves stability and protection.

The Uranus/Neptune conjunction aspecting your Sun in Cancer has you swing back/forth between feeling hopeful to being frustrated and uncertain.

Notice how Uranus is in the 6th aspecting the Sun as well as the Asc from there?

Anytime the Sun/Asc are jointly touched or Asc/Mars, health issues compound. More especially if the aspecting planet comes from the 6th/Dsc cusp/12th.

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posted January 09, 2018 03:33 PM            

That used to let me angry because I think people who are happy become even happier and people who are sad even worse.I don't think it is fair and I sometimes wonder "why God"? but I don't understand the whole purpose and we can't deny that having a positive attitude helps us a lot in all areas.Letting things be as they are for a while give us a sense of freedom.

I'm giving you an advice and it serves to myself too because I deal with a lot of negativity on my own.

Having said that I hope everything goes well with you I hope you find your way back

About jupiter I don't think you should be too focused on that.I have seen a lot of people with bad looks and they have the venus supposely good aspects for beauty.I have seen a lot of people here with jupiter in 8th house who doesn't gain gifts at all,much less have a rich husband,and there's many more examples.

posted January 27, 2018 01:19 AM            

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Originally posted by Plut0nian2:
FixedStar

Are you lucky when it comes to money/materials?
You have Jupiter opposite Mars and Saturn in 2nd H
I feel like your Jupiter is also wasted because of Saturn in your 2nd H too

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posted January 27, 2018 03:23 PM            

Jupiter Taurus with a Saturn Taurus ... are GREAT positions for WEALTH. Saturn likes Taurus. It can help you there.

The main thing I saw would be Impulse spending, unconscious spending... blowing your budgets?

With Aries H2,
Learn careful money-management ...
And, you would tend to be VERY generous with responding to Others' needs (with all that Water). Be generous, and, be discriminating.
Be careful about who/IF you borrow.

And if/when you were in the 'urges' to blow some money?, arrange a way to do it where it ADDS to your Quality of assets, and doesn't blow your house/food/living budgets.

posted January 31, 2018 11:38 AM            

You and FixedStar have some common features in your chart.

I need some Support today,
and Listening Ears?

________________________________________
EDIT/CROP
*Personal discussion about my life, removed*
THANK YOU to the Beautiful Sensitive Souls who responded to my need.
**Big Giant Hugs**
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(ended with this) ....

BE 'The Love' ...in each other's lives.

We need each other MORE now, than ever.

. . . .

LEARN the lesson of Being There for each other, WORK Together.

Have each-other's back!!!!
SHARE your Resources.

If you pool everything (Talents, living arrangements), find what you have that is 'of worth' collectively, then you can collaborate and ACHIEVE something Greater, Together.

It's important for our Future's Survival.

You are YOUNG, and have your health...
Which translates to Success in Economy.

And when you're not so well, then GET some friends who can 'lay energy hands' on you, command the Health back into your body.

If you need to cry... get some people with STRONG SHOULDERS, towels, and POUR your Heart out. SUPPORT each other.

You CAN Do This.
Don't give up. EVER. Stay with it.

(music) Get Together (The Youngbloods) [4:38] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=53XyCbIJGKY

posted January 31, 2018 09:18 PM            

That was so sweet and sad at the same time.
It's very sweet of you that you cared enough to read my post, the comments, look at both our charts and made the effort to comment twice since your first comment was lost, despite your medical condition.

I didn't really understand what your health problem is but I totally understand your inabillity to stand such noises without even having a medical problem.. I am not even able to stand people talking loud, I feel like it slowly kills me, Once a year I may be alone for a day or two.. I feel like a totally different person, the calmness, the serenity I feel inside me are like a piece of heaven..
I am sensitive to daily natural sounds and I don't have any problem that can justify this as far as I know. In order to live alone in a quiet house I need money though Unfortunately I have some health problems which do not allow me to move as much as I would need to in order to work.

It seems that you have grown up in a difficult environment which helped (if not caused you) your health problem. Your relatives abandoned you a long time ago and you didn't get the support and help you deserved from your country.. Now you are almost alone with a non romantic partner who has his own problems.

This is so sad and again money is the answer.. No matter how much I would like to help you I can do nothing in fact.. If I had money I could send you money to live at peace in a quiet place and a girl to help you in your daily life.. It would have been even better if you had enough money when you needed it.

The saddest thing of all is that you're talking like you may disappear from the earth.
On the other hand although I am young I feel like I am waiting for my life to pass as quickly as possible in order for mee to die and get rid of this sh*ty life I have.

I hope we'll keep hearing from you, I will be worried if you don't comment at all on any thread of this forum, I'll use the search engine every few days in order to find out if you have commented anything just to be sure that you keep on trying.