posted October 08, 2002 02:27 AM         

Well,I always had dreams that some people call "prophetic", but I don't like to use this name…

Once I had a dream that I found a baby in the street and I didn't knew what to do with this baby, then a "man" appeared. This "man" was extremely illuminated, but I didn't think about him as a guardian angel .I asked if he could take the baby to his house, he answered me ,without opening his lips, mentally, that the baby was mine, that child had come for me and I should keep him.

I woke up quite impressed with that dream, but I didn't think about that for a while, two or three weeks later I discovered that I was pregnant.

Another time, I dreamed that I was lying in a hospital bed and the doctor told me that I would have to amputate my feet.
The other day, I called my mother to tell her about my dream.
She got scared because the day before, she had visited the mother of a friend at the hospital and the doctors were thinking about amputating this lady's feet due to a health's problem ...

Two weeks before my divorce [separation], I dreamed that I found my ex husband dead.

Well, I can continue for pages and pages talking about my dreams, [in fact I had one more last week that become a "reality" 3 days latter] but it's not about "prophetic[?!}" dreams that I have doubts... Apparently I can live with them...

I want to talk about a dream that I had about a month ago.

In this dream I was a man.
It seems to me that it was 500 hundred years ago. Maybe more.
I lived in a very small village. I'm not sure, but I think it was in England .
Because of the forest.

In my dream, I saw people dying of a disease we call "the plague ".
When I walked in the streets of the village, I saw people dying, men, children, women...
I got very scared.

Then I went to a secret place that looks like a cave.
There were other people there.
I had a leather bag, very poor bag . In this bag I kept some images, saints' images.
They were very small and I had about six.

I removed these images and put on the top of an altar.
Then I prayed for protection, I prayed to not get this disease .

But, I didn't had success because in the last part of my dream I was fallen in the ground and around me there was a lot of bodies.
I died too.

I remember that I felt so much peace when I died.

So,that's it . What do you think ?

Thanks
Jakie

posted October 08, 2002 12:09 PM         

And this one is easy. You can obviously dream of future events (very cool!) so why not the past?

This is a past life experience, at least that is what I think.

I think that if you wished, you could access many more lives through dreaming, without much difficulty.

If this does not feel right to you, I will gladly analyze the dream as if it were symbolic of something else (which it could be!).

You have a gift that many would love to have!! (I think ) And indeed anyone is capable of this, but for you it just comes naturally.

Fantastico!

posted October 09, 2002 12:56 AM         

Eu estou começando a acreditar que voçê fala português...

I'm beginning to believe that you speak Portuguese ...

I agree with you.This dream was in reality a memory of a past life.
I just wanted the confirmation of "The Expert".
I would appreciate a lot if you could indicate me the way to access past lives through dreams.

As for the dreams related to future events , I have certain restrictions.

I believe in karma and I believe in free will.
Karma for me is all that we cannot change in our life, which is in fact almost nothing.
Our family, the place where we were born, the color of our skin and if we were born with some disease. All the rest depends on us.

For instance, I passed the day sat down before a drawing board with drawings and plants for a new project .

Tomorrow, I can leave everything and move to Africa with the intention of joining the " Médecins Sans Frontières " [Doctors Without Borders], what is in fact a secret desire that I consider...but please don't tell anyone .

If I do that, I will be creating a new road , a new "life". Therefore , how can I have dreams of future events if I,mys-elf,don't know what this future will be ?

At the same time that I "say" that to you, I don't have the smallest doubt in relation to my dreams related to the future. And I don't have only dreams. Sometimes I am quite awake and a thought comes into my mind. A thought without an apparent reason.

For instance, a month ago, I was working and I thought about a friend that I didn't see for some time, that friend has a boyfriend for more than one year and the last time that I was with them everything was very well, but when I thought about her, the following sentence came into my mind: "Her relationship is not good, they will separate".
Five days later, she calls me and repeats the same sentence that I already knew: "Our relationship is not good, I think we will separate."

Many years ago, when something very bad will happen to me, two days before I was afflicted, it was an anguish without any apparent reason, then suddenly some tragic event established in my life.

Today, I already know how to recognize the symptoms that something will happen.

But I wonder: "What is the purpose of know something that I cannot change?"
Is this a gift or a curse?

posted October 09, 2002 01:05 AM         

quote:

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Jackie, nao sinta muito! Essa e a razao pela qual eu estou aqui!

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This is a dream that I had four months after my grandmother's death.

I was in a type of airport with my mother, my brother and my husband, at that time I was still married.
Without reason I stood back of them and entered in a corridor, this corridor took me to some kind of "auditorium".

This " auditorium " was round and there were several chairs, but there was not a stage.
The roof of the " auditorium " was also round done of a different material that I never saw.

I stopped and I found mys-elf looking at the people that enter. Ninety percent was senior people, men and women. All were dressed white.

Suddenly I saw my grandmother. She was seating very close to me.
I was so happy to see her, I sat down at her side and said: "You are here, I'm so happy to see you again". She didn't answer me, she just looked at me calmly.

Suddenly, when there was no more empty place, the roof of the " auditorium " began to open.
When the roof was totally open, it was possible to see the stars, then I realized that the roof was made of glass.

I noticed that I was not in an auditorium, but in some kind of ship and that ship was almost taking off.

I looked at her and said: "I'm leaving, I should not be here. This is not my place."

I left quickly and returned for the same corridor where my family was waiting for me. When I woke up, I had the sensation that I said good-bye my grandmother.

posted October 09, 2002 10:32 AM         

The questions you ask are ages old. Whether a curse or a gift, this is up to you. But, to be sure, further development from this point at which you are is certainly possible, and perhaps this is part of the purpose. Tough questions that can be answered only by you. I have asked the same questions of myself, and have found that the answers are elusive, and ultimately personal.

Oh, and the dream! I think it speaks for itself! It is practically literal. Do you need an interpretation for it? I can give you some of the symbology involved, if you wish, if necessary. Quite happy to!

You did indeed say goodbye to her!

posted October 10, 2002 12:58 AM         

I posted a thing at "Can you answer my question..." that affected my ' foundation '.

...I thought about your words the whole day...

"But, to be sure, further development from this point at which you are is certainly possible, and perhaps this is part of the purpose. Tough questions that can be answered only by you. I have asked the same questions of myself, and have found that the answers are elusive, and ultimately personal."
Why I should develop something?
Which is the purpose ?

I also have been asking these questions for myself... but I don't find the answers...

Please help me .

Que a paz esteja com voçê .

posted October 12, 2002 07:01 PM         

I know that you are very busy...
But, I want to know if I can post one more dream ...

You know, I am thinking about something that I heard somewhere..."every blessing that is not accepted,becames a curse"

posted October 12, 2002 10:45 PM         

I promise to try and help you out concerning these things, I just need a bit of time. And really, I do not know how exactly to help you, but I think we will be able to come up with something. Hang in there!

You need not ask if you can post a dream, please do! Anytime! I may be busy, but I will eventually get to it, so the sooner you post it - the better!

I have not yet read your post in "can you answer my question" - but I will.

So, Jakie, do not worry about bothering me with your dreams - or whatever. I am always glad to read your posts and more than happy to offer any ideas I may have, when asked.

posted October 13, 2002 08:17 PM         

The dream is so complicated that I don't know from where I begin...

Well, I was with my ex husband, he wanted to show me a place where, according to him, we will live.

Now, writing, I accomplish that were not "us", me and him, but the population of a certain place.

This place was at the sea, and I have fright of the sea.
We were in a type of jet ski and he took me to see this place.
But the water covered my legs and that frightened me.

I don't know if you already saw a platform of petroleum , those ones that stays in the ocean... it was very similar, but the design was super futurist ( my english is not enough to describe the details ).

Anyway, It seemed that I was seeing a place that will only exist in several centuries.

Then I asked him to take me back, I had already seen what I needed to see.
He agreed, and suddenly my daughter was with us in the jet ski.
That left me quite relief... I don't know why.

We arrived at a beach and there were buildings, houses, I felt that I had returned for a place that I know. A place that is familiar for me.

In spite that I never "saw" ( in the real life ) that beach before.
But it's exactly at this point that the dream turned an enigma. I was in that place before, in that beach, in that sea. I already took that trip before. I just can't remember if it was in a dream...

Are you understanding?

If you are… great… because I am not.
I have no idea of what I'm talking about …

I woke up with a feeling that I "saw" two futures . One, is near, the other is not…

To finish, I want to explain to you that when I was child, I lived in front of the sea and several nights I woke up after having dreamed that the sea was entering in our house. I spent the rest of the night in front of the window, seating, waiting for the " attack " of the sea, that is obvious, never arrived.

A lot of nights were passed like this.

Maybe this one can have an interpretation

posted October 14, 2002 07:18 AM         

Last night when I went to sleep,I asked that "they" gave me some "answer" about the dream that I had and I'm quite sure that "they" did...
...unfortunally,I still didn't get to join all the pieces.

And I also want to know what do you think about the last dream.

BTW, I'm using my name now.
But you can call me Jakie

Jakie

posted October 14, 2002 11:19 AM         

Posso chamaa-lo Jaqueline? Amo aquele nome.

Sou curioso, o que contaram voce?

And I must know how to make the special letters! Does what I write make sense without them? I am afraid I am completely computer illiterate!

Anyway, I am getting the sense that these are memories of a sort. You say of the future, but I am thinking more of the past - though there could be elements of them both. I will look more closely at the dream tonight, when I have more time.

So, you must tell me, o que contaram voce?

posted October 14, 2002 08:32 PM         

A curiosidade matou o gato!
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Well,if you can understand what I post here,in my "me Tarzan/you Jane" style...how I won't understand you ?

Serious ,what you write makes sense,don't worry
And those "strange things" are not special letters,they are call accent,we use them to give a special sound to a letter.
For instance, in english you say 'God' and the letter 'o' have a sound. When you say "book",the 'oo' have another sound.
I don't know if they are available in your keyboard.
I hope you understand what I'm trying to say

About 'what they said',I have no problem at all to tell you, but it's a long story - all my stories are long anyway - and there are some issues that maybe I should not write in a public forum.
It's not an x-rated thing,no way...but I don't know if I can or may post here.

What do you think ?
Tough question...

Jaqueline

Your children are not yours. They are the children and daughters of the desire of Life for itself. They come through you but not for you and, although they can have been given, they don't belong to you. You can give them your love, but not your thoughts. Because they have their own ones. You can shelter their bodies, but not their souls. Because their souls live in the home of tomorrow, which you cannot visit nor in dreams. You can struggle to became like them, but don't try to transform them in what you are. Because life doesn't walk back nor it's arrested to the past.

Kahlil Gibran

posted October 14, 2002 11:42 PM         

Tomorrow is holiday here...
That's why I'm "surfing" at the web without time to sleep.

I just wanted to say that I found a "picture" that fits my "petroleum platform".

Jaqueline

posted October 15, 2002 01:12 PM         

I understand about the accents, I just do not know how to type them. But if you can still understand my broken Portuguese, good!

Curiousity may have killed the cat, but a cat I am not!

I looked at this dream from a "traditional" standpoint first, but since you say you "woke up with a feeling" of having seen "two futures", I think we must consider this perspective more seriously - especially considering your awareness of this type of dream (prophetic).

My first question would be - why do you fear the sea? The answer that comes to my mind is that this stems from a past-life experience, keeping in mind your feelings and dreams as a child. Or is there some other reason?

I think you experienced some sort of cataclysm in a past-life that involved the "attack" by the sea, and it could be that this cycle will be repeated sometime in the future, your future. It has happened before, and it could happen again. As many are aware, there are indicators that something like this could or will happen in the future - just when is the question. Could it be that you have subconsciously tapped into this pattern? A pattern that is to repeat in your lifetime? Many times when we incarnate in some particular life, we choose a time in which is mirrored certain conditions from previous lives. And the thought that your ex-husband represents an "old pattern" also comes to mind.

If this is the case, the dream could be taken more or less literally, although I feel there are certain elements contained within this future dream scenario that are memories of, and connections to, the past. This is why there is the familiar feeling "in that beach, in that sea."

I suppose there is more that can be seen in this dream, but this the short version. There can be seen something personal in the relationship between you, your ex, and your daughter - and I get the impression that there could be something from childhood concerning your parents, and a possible connecting pattern to your adult relationships. But these are personal, and you certainly do not have to write anything about them in this public forum.

But please tell me if you think this dream is of the future or something more personal/psychological (or perhaps both).

I think this will not be right, but I will try (do not laugh!)

Sao uma pessoa especial, voce sabem isto, direito? Sou afortunado sabee-lo e eu sou "honored" (in Portuguese?) oferecer qualquer ajuda a voce que eu posso. Mas nao pode ser muito! If you understand that, I will be amazed!

Walk in Peace

posted October 15, 2002 10:57 PM         

I will begin saying that things were always a little bit strange in my life.
As if I was a step ahead of the events.
For instance, in Brazil, the name Natan is practically of Jewish people's use, very few people have this name without being Jewish.
I was 14 years old and I was talking to a friend at the school, I said to her that my son would call Natan. Surprised, she asked me: "Why Natan ?"
I answered that I didn't know, I just would give him this name.
Then she asked :"And if you'll have a girl ?"
I answered: "The first one won't be a girl and when the time arrives , I will choose the right name for her."

Two years later I knew the man that would become my husband and he was Jewish . At 18 years old I had a boy that already had his name chosen many years ago. Natan.
Years later I was pregnant again and at that time my interest for Egypt was already enormous.
Once again I chose my daughter's name, "Cleo " and you can guess where I went to look for inspiration for her name.

Before returning to what really matters.
I should say that for having married a Jew that was born in Israel, his mother is Russian and his father polish , and he lost the rest of his family in concentration camps I began to study the Second World War. And I say "study" in the literal sense of the word.
2 or 3 years after we met, I got to know of memory all the forty names of the concentration camps that existed in Europe. This is a subject that fascinates me. How the madness of just one man could transform the world panorama, even changing the map of Europe ...
But let's get back...

Little time before my divorce I had a dream, that I was a man, a Nazi official. In this dream I enter in an apartment with several others officials and there were two people very afraid, seating in a bed. The physical appearance was different but I saw their souls and those souls were of my ex and of my daughter.
"I" ordered that they were taken to prision. They were Jewish...

In the dream I felt very bad for having made that, since I had recognized them, but there was nothing else to do. Later, in the same dream, I saw mys-elf in a great square, there were thousands of people with candles in the hand and those people greeted Hitler. I was there, among the superior officials in a stand. And nothing else I remember of this dream.

I know several countries of Europe, but not Germany.
Few months ago I dreamed that I was with my ex in Germany.
We walked on the streets and there were two very big and very old buildings.
I swear that if I see these buildings again I can recognize them.
At that time there were more details about this dream that now I don't remember.

posted October 15, 2002 11:24 PM         

In my life I have two fears, one is the sea. I know how to swim very well, and I don't have any problem when I am "at the sea", but when "I look" to the sea, the vision scares me. I am afraid of what I see and not of the sea itself.
Already the second is not fear, it's fright. I have height fright. My leg just don't move in high places, mainly mountains.

And this is where things starting to became interesting.
18 months ago, little time before my divorce, I took a trip. I went to Machupicchu.
A decision that I took without thinking twice and 10 days later I was in Peru.
In Cusco, a city still more above the sea level than Machupicchu, I found mys-elf at the top of mountains that left me impressed. In the beginning I was hesitant, without knowing if I would have courage, but when I began, I didn't stop . It was as if I had left my fear in the past....

That trip changed completely my life.
If today I am here among illuminated people, if today I follow a new path, it's because of Machupicchu.

I agree with you that probably these fears should be an inheritance of past lives.
But where the past meets the future ?
Regarding this, I ask for your permission to show you the drawing of the platform - indeed, is not really a platform - you will see that in this case a picture is worth for a thousand words.

You ask me what I think about my dreams, if they are memories, prophecies, something personal or psychological...
I think I know the answer, but I need the help of someone to confirms it.

But , for me the main question is "WHY ?"
It's not that I feel like Hamlet …looking in the same direction with my head full of questions. I have a very normal life with my kids, my job, my friends. The problem is how to identify what is only a dream and what is not…

The last but not the least.
To put the accents,- if you have them in your keyboard- first you should type the accent, then the letter. When you type, you won't see it, but when you types the letter, it will appear.

"Honored " = Honrado
Ra , se existe uma pessoa especial aqui , esta pessoa é você . E por favor acredite que a honra é toda minha .

If you don't get this, I'll translate for you .

May the force -and the peace-be with you

posted October 15, 2002 11:34 PM         

It's great to have you here.
And about building sort of platforms where people can live is really impressive.
If you allow me I can show you the drawings of what would be these supposed platforms in my dream.
Another quite interesting thing is that you felt that your karma is somehow linked to the story of the Jews....

This is my chart:

Sun in Leo-------------VIII
Asc. Aquarius
Moon in Taurus---------IV
Mercury in Virgo-------VIII
Venus in Libra---------IX
Mars in Gemini---------V
Jupiter r in Pisces----II
Saturn r in Aquarius---I house
Uranus in Virgo--------VIII house
Neptune in Scorpio-----X house, - Midheaven
Pluto in Virgo---------VIII house

Once a friend interpreted my Part of Fortune and look what he said.

quote:

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You have the Part of Fortune in Libra in the IX house which means that you can integrate your Sun, Moon and Ascendant satisfying your necessity to cooperate with others. You can experience with easiness the biggest operation in these areas of your life:

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·The search of the meaning
·The superior mind or sub conscious.
·Collective thought , abstractions, philosophy, metaphysics, your system of beliefs, ethics and morals.
·Travel to distant lands.
·Distant communications.
·Prophetic dreams.
·Teachers, gurus, places far from the birthplace.

Jakie

I took a walk alone last night.
I looked up at the stars,
to try and find an answer in my life.
I chose a star for me.
I chose a star for him.
I chose two stars for my kids and one star for my *life.
Something made me smile.
Something seemed to ease the pain.
Something about the universe and how it's all connected.

*where you read life is wife, just a poetic licence...

posted October 16, 2002 12:17 PM         

But Jaqueline, you certainly do not need my permission to post a picture - or anything else for that matter! Post at will!

Your dreams are incredible. You are using methods to obtain answers that many would love to have the ability to do! Keep asking that subconscious of yours questions!

Fantastic!!!

Stella, welcome!

posted October 16, 2002 05:49 PM         

Eu estou impressionada . Quantas linguas você fala ?

The more I write,the less you reply
I'm kidding

I know that I have to ask to mys-elf...the answer is inside - somewhere - of me...
My question , I repeat,and maybe no one could answer is Why ?

But that's ok.
Thanks for your help and for your kindness

Jakie

When you're down and they're counting.
When your secrets all found out.
When your troubles take to mounting.
When the map you have leads you to doubt.
When there's no information.
And the compass turns to nowhere that you know well.
Let your soul be your pilot.
Let your soul guide you.
He'll guide you well

Sting

posted October 16, 2002 05:58 PM         

The only dream that I had about Germany is the one that I posted above...
There's nothing really interesting about this dream,I just posted to emphasize the link with Second World War,Jewish,me and my husband and the answer that I had on that dream.

I didn't saw the topic about past lives but I'll look around.

Jakie

posted October 16, 2002 06:05 PM         

I want to "talk" to you with time.
I don't have this time now but I'll have latter when I will reply what I think about what you wrote.

By the way, I am 27 days older than you
21/08/1962- 15:30- Rio de Janeiro-Brazil

Jakie