posted July 07, 2008 05:07 AM              

O priceless treasure of Knowledge!
You are within and without, and You are the Ocean of Mercy.
You are in all the worlds; You are the Ocean of attributes!
O Meher, God-Incarnate,
You Alone Exist!

You are Yezdan. You are Ezad. You are Allah and Ishwar.

You are Ram and You are Buddha.
You are Beloved Lord Krishna, Who with one finger, lifted the mountain;
You Alone Exist!

You are the Beyond God and the Beyond-Beyond God also.
O Ocean of Kindness,
You Alone Exist!
You are Mohammed, You are Perfection Personified.
You are Knowledge Itself, and
You Alone Exist!

You live in everyone, and You are everyone.
O Beloved,
You are the Enlightened One, and
You Alone Exist.
You are without attributes and with attributes!
You are the sole player in the Divine Game.
You Alone Exist.

You are matchless, the Only One!
You reside in every heart, and
You Alone Exist.
You are eternally motionless, and immovable is Your abode.
You are the Highest, for
You Alone Exist.

You are the Doer, the deed, and the cause of doing!
The Sustainer You are, and the Master of Masters.
You Alone Exist.
You are the seeker, the worship and the sadhana [form of worship].
O Meher, God-Incarnate,
You Alone Exist.

You are in the front and behind, You are above and below.
O Lord, You live in every house, and
You Alone Exist.
You are beyond Beyond, yet You remain within everyone.
You are All-Pervading, and
You Alone Exist.

You are in each neighbourhood.
You are the Sustainer.
You Yourself are all worlds, and
You Alone Exist.
Everywhere, whether above or below,
You are complete;
You Alone Exist.

You are unseen, yet seen also.
You live in everyone, forgiving each his sins.
You Alone Exist.
There is no one without You!
You are manifesting and unmanifest as
You Alone Exist.

You are man, You are birds,
You are fish and animals; for
You Alone Exist.
You are bugs and gnats,
You are snakes and scorpions,
You are ants and mosquitoes, for
You Alone Exist.

You are insects, You are lice. You are dogs, ***** and pigs.
You Alone Exist.
You are deer and elephants; You are cats and monkeys;
You Alone Exist.

You are the moon and the stars, the dawn and the night,
And the sun and also the light.
You Alone Exist.
You are the wind and the water, and the animals of the water;
You Alone Exist.

You are silver and gold, You are copper and iron,
You are brass and stone;
You Alone Exist.
You are tea and coffee, and the sugar also;
You Alone Exist.

You are paper and the book. You are the school and office;
You Alone Exist.
You are pen and ink, and You are the gifted writer.
You Alone Exist.

You are the door and the window. You are the marble floor;
You Alone Exist.
You are the medicine and the disease and the doctor also;
You Alone Exist.

You are the game and the player, and the spectator also;
You Alone Exist.
You are the flower and the thorns, and You are the fragrance.
You Alone Exist.

You are the Singer. You are the musical instrument,
You are the sweet tunes, for
You Alone Exist.
You are the Prayer and the words of the prayer.
You are the forces of evil and the powers of light.
You Alone Exist.

You are the soldier and the army, and the Supreme General.
You Alone Exist.
You are the Sailor, the ship, the wide Ocean;
You Alone Exist.

You are the storm's turbulence, and the tranquil waters,
You are the pearl, and You are the shell.
You Alone Exist.
You are the shore, the Ferryman, and the Sea also.
You Alone Exist.

You are the Beggar, the giver, and the charity;
You Alone Exist.
You are the slave and the Lord; You are the Beyond God.
You are God.
You Alone Exist.

You are Mother and Father;
You are Master, brother and friend.
You are family and relatives;
You Alone Exist.
There is no one besides You!
Eternally You are, for
You Alone Exist.

You are Pran (energy) and You are heart.
You are also the Beloved of the heart;
You Alone Exist.
You are the Beloved and the Lover, and You are the nectar
of Love as
You Alone Exist!

You are the breath and life itself. Our minds are enthralled
by Your beauty!
For You Alone Exist!
You are the house.
You are the inhabitants, and the bricks and furnishings.
You Alone Exist.

You are the Worshipper, the worship,
and the One worshipped, as
You Alone Exist.
You are Consciousness and the Way to consciousness!
Oh Meher, God-Incarnate,
You Alone Exist!

You are Khwaja, You are Qutub! You are Pir and Qalandar!
You Alone Exist.
You are Hafiz, You are Sanai! You are Dara and Alexandar!
You Alone Exist.

You are Jesus Christ! You are Elahi!
You are the Ocean, Infinite and pure;
You Alone Exist.
You are the Koran, and the One who prays!
You are Vali, and You are the Messenger;
You Alone Exist.

You are the Beginning and You are the End.
You are also beyond the Beginning and beyond the End.
You Alone Exist.
You are infinitely beautiful and infinitely close!
O Meher, God-Incarnate,
You Alone Exist!

You are Brahma and You are Vishnu;
You are the guileless Shankar.
You Alone Exist.
Bhau says,"Oh Beloved Meher,
You are the Word and You are the Letter!
You Alone Exist!"

posted July 09, 2008 01:29 AM              

you fuct up
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2hjd8GmVKfk&feature=related

the mollusk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q5K_w9Tbhoc&feature=related

homo rainbow
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlDkaY95ZDQ&NR=1

posted July 09, 2008 09:11 PM              

Drink up, baby down
Mmm, are you in or are you out
Leave your things behind
'cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me, too busy you're writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

So let go, jump in
Oh well, whatcha waiting for
It's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So let go, just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And then it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow

Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later now
You can't await your own arrival
You've 20 seconds to comply

So let go, jump in
Oh well, whatcha waiting for
It's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So let go, just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

So let go, jump in
Oh well, whatcha waiting for
It's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So let go, just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

Frou Frou (album version)
http://search.playlist.com/tracks/let%20go%20frou

posted July 10, 2008 12:59 PM            

The Police - Can't Stand Losing You

I've called you so many times today
And I guess it's all true what your girlfriends say
That you don't ever want to see me again
And your brother's gonna kill me and he's six feet ten
I guess you'd call it cowardice
But I'm not prepared to go on like this

I can't, I can't
I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't
I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't
I can't
I can't stand losing you
I can't stand losing you
I can't stand losing you
I can't stand losing you

I see you've sent my letters back
And my LP records and they're all scratched
I can't see the point in another day
When nobody listens to a word I say
You can call it lack of confidence
But to carry on living doesn't make no sense

I can't, I can't
I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't
I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't
I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't
I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't
I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't
I can't stand losing

I guess this is our last goodbye
And you don't care so I won't cry
But you'll be sorry when I'm dead
And all this guilt will be on your head
I guess you'd call it suicide
But I'm too full to swallow my pride

posted July 10, 2008 05:56 PM            

Deep inside of you

A wind chime voice sounds
Sway of your hips ‘round rings true
It goes
deep inside of you

These secret garden beams

Changed my life so it seems

A Fall breeze blows outside
I don’t break stride
Thoughts are warm
And they go
deep inside
of you

Oh yeah
And I never felt alone
Alright
Ohhh ohhh ‘til I met you

~

Friends say I’ve changed
I don’t listen
‘Cause I live to be
Deep inside of you

Slide up her dress
Shouts in darkness
I’m so alive
I’m deep inside of you

You said boy made girl feel good

But still...

Deep inside (still!!)

I never felt alone
‘Til I met you
I’m alright on my own
And then I met you
And I’d know what to do if I just knew what’s comin’

I would change myself if I could
I would walk with my people if I could find them
And I’d say that I’m sorry to you
I’m sorry to you
And I don’t wanna call you
But then I wanna to call you
‘Cause I don’t wanna crush you
But I feel like crushin’ you
And it’s true
I took for granted you were with me
I breathe by your looks and you look right through me

(We were broke and) didn’t know

And we were broke and didn’t know

and we were broke and didn’t know

And we were broke and didn’t know

Right
Ohhh that’s right
Ohhh

Somethin’s gone
You've withdrawn

I’m not strong like before
I was
deep inside of you

I can go nowhere
I burn candles and stare at a ghost
Deep inside of you

And some great need in me
Starts to bleed

I’ve lost myself there’s nothin’ left
It’s all gone

Deep inside of you
Deep inside of you
Deep inside of you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6CstbTddak http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7Xf7GrUnWU

posted July 10, 2008 07:14 PM              

Who doesn't know what I'm talking about
Who's never left home, who's never struck out
To find a dream and a life of their own
A place in the clouds, a foundation of stone

Many precede and many will follow
A young girl's dream no longer hollow
It takes the shape of a place out west
But what it holds for her, she hasn't yet guessed

She needs wide open spaces
Room to make her big mistakes
She needs new faces
She knows the high stakes

She traveled this road as a child
Wide eyed and grinning, she never tired
But now she won't be coming back with the rest
If these are life's lessons, she'll take this test

She needs wide open spaces
Room to make her big mistakes
She needs new faces
She knows the high stakes
She knows the high stakes

As her folks drive away, her dad yells, "Check the oil!"
Mom stares out the window and says, "I'm leaving my girl"
She said, "It didn't seem like that long ago"
When she stood there and let her own folks know

She needs wide open spaces
Room to make her big mistakes
She needs new faces
She knows the high stakes

posted July 10, 2008 08:54 PM            

Love this song...

The Long Way Around

My friends from high school
Married their high school boyfriends
Moved into houses in the same ZIP codes
Where their parents live

But I, I could never follow
No I, I could never follow

I hit the highway in a pink RV with stars on the ceiling
Lived like a gypsy
Six strong hands on the steering wheel

I've been a long time gone now
Maybe someday, someday I'm gonna settle down
But I've always found my way somehow

By taking the long way
Taking the long way around
Taking the long way
Taking the long way around

I met the queen of whatever
Drank with the Irish and smoked with the hippies
Moved with the shakers
Wouldn't kiss all the ***** that they told me to

No I, I could never follow
No I, I could never follow

It's been two long years now
Since the top of the world came crashing down
And I'm getting' it back on the road now

But I'm taking the long way
Taking the long way around
I'm taking the long way
Taking the long way around
The long
The long way around

Well, I fought with a stranger and I met myself
I opened my mouth and I heard myself
It can get pretty lonely when you show yourself
Guess I could have made it easier on myself

But I, I could never follow
No I, I could never follow

Well, I never seem to do it like anybody else
Maybe someday, someday I'm gonna settle down
If you ever want to find me I can still be found

Taking the long way
Taking the long way around
Taking the long way
Taking the long way around

Thanks for bringin' up the 'Chicks, Steve!!

posted July 13, 2008 11:34 PM            

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

http://youtube.com/watch?v=7LqJ2Hqt3A4

Bedshaped
Keane

Many's the time I ran with you down
The rainy roads of our old town
Many the lives we lived in each day
And buried altogether
Don't laugh at me
Don't look away

You'll follow me back
With the sun in your eyes
And on your own
Bedshaped
And legs of stone
You'll knock on my door
And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so
But what do I know?
What do I know?
I know!

I know you think I'm holding you down
And I've fallen by the wayside now
And I don't understand the same things as you
But I do

Don't laugh at me
Don't look away

You'll follow me back
With the sun in your eyes
And on your own
Bedshaped
And legs of stone
You'll knock on my door
And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so
But what do I know?
What do I know?
I know!

And up we'll go
In white light
I don't think so
But what do I know?
What do I know?
I know!

posted July 13, 2008 11:40 PM            

Go ahead, push your luck
Find out how much love the world can hold
Once upon a time I had control
And reigned my soul in tight
Well the whole truth
It's like the story of a wave unfurled
But I held the evil of the world
So I stopped the tide
Froze it up from inside
And it felt like a winter machine
That you go through and then
You catch your breath and winter starts again
And everyone else is spring bound

And when I chose to live
There was no joy
It's just a line I crossed
It wasn't worth the pain my death would cost
So I was not lost or found

And if I was to sleep
I knew my family had more truth to tell
And so I traveled down a whispering well
To know myself through them

Growing up, my mom had a room full of books
and hid away in there
Her father raging down a spiral stair
'Til he found someone
Most days his son
And sometimes I think
My father, too, was a refugee
I know they tried to keep their pain from me
They could not see what it was for

But now I'm sleeping fine
Sometimes the truth is like a second chance
I am the daughter of a great romance
And they are the children of the war

Well the sun rose
With so many colors, it nearly broke my heart
It worked me over like a work of art
And I was a part of all that

So go ahead, push your luck
Say what it is you gotta say to me
We will push on into that mystery
And it'll push right back
And there are worse things than that
Cause for every price
And every penance that I could think of
It's better to have fallen in love
Than never to have fallen at all

'Cause when you live in a world
Well it gets into who you thought you'd be
And now I laugh at how the world changed me
I think life chose me after all

http://youtube.com/watch?v=28N_A-dy52Y

Light In Your Eyes
Blessid Union of Souls

I can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye
All our "I love you's" were just not enough to survive
Something your eyes never told me
But it's only now too plain to see
Brilliant disguise when you hold me
And I'm free
I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude
Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use
But how could I have known girl
It was time and not space you would need
Darling tonight I could hold you and you would know
But would you believe

There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
There's a place in your heart where I used to be
Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me

Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
Constant reminder of all the things you get used to
Is there a chance in hell or heaven
That there's still something here to build on
Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
But after all

There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
And a song in the words that you spoke to me
Was I wrong to believe in your melody
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me

Should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away
Fading away

It's been a while since I've seen you so how have you been
Did you get my letter I wrote you, but I did not send
I tried to call your old number
But the voice that I heard on the phone
I recognized but she told me the number was wrong

There's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see
And a pain in my heart where you used to be
Guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me

http://youtube.com/watch?v=c9lUuO4JG0s

I Wanna Be There
Blessid Union of Souls

Won't you let me catch your fall
Won't you let me lend a hand
These lonely eyes have seen it all
But love's too blind to understand
Cause you don't know what you have
'Till your everything is gone
You need someone to show you how to live again

I wanna be there when you're feeling high
I wanna be there when you wanna die
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonna fuel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
I wanna be there when you're feelin' down
And I'll be there when your head is spinnin' round
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
I wanna be there 'till the end

You wouldn't know that I was there
'Cause I have been there all the time
And if I had my way I'd hold you in my arms
And leave this madness all behind

'Cause you got so much to give
But you throw it all away
And all you got to show
for who you are is pain

And I've got so much to give
If you'd only let me in
I'm gonna take the time to show you I'm a friend
You'll believe in love again

I wanna be there in the pouring rain
I wanna be there when you call my name
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonna fuel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
I wanna be there when I'm outta town
And when your whole damn world is crashing down
I'm gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
I wanna be there 'till the end

Cause you don't know what you have
Til your everything is gone
You need someone to show you how to live again

And I got so much to give
If you'd only let me in
I'm gonna take the time to show you I'm a friend
You'll believe again

I wanna be there when your baby cries
I wanna be there when they tell you lies
I'm gonna light your fire
Gonna fuel your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
I wanna be there when your nights are long
And when you're feeling like you don't belong
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
Gonna be there 'till the end

I'm gonna be there in the morning
I'm gonna be there in the night
Gonna be your lover
Gonna be your friend
Gonna be there 'till the end

posted July 17, 2008 11:35 AM            

Lovely, are you watching the tide roll by tonight?
Lovely, do you see it in the night's bright sky?

Do you ever wonder if we're watching the same thing
So far away?
Do you ever wonder if we're watching the same thing
So far away?

Lovely, do you feel it in the air and in my voice?

Questions hang inside the air before us.
Questions hang inside the air before us.

Questions hang inside the air, we'll take a day to understand.
Questions hang inside the air, we watch our days fly through the air
Questions hang inside the air, I wait for you to let me in.

posted July 17, 2008 12:49 PM            

"Bottle It Up"

There'll be girls across the nation
That will eat this up babe
I know that it's your soul but could you bottle it up and
Get down to the heart of it,
No it's my heart you're sh!t out of your luck
Don't make me tell you again my love love love love.
Love love love love.

I am aiming to be somebody this somebody trusts
With her delicate soul
I don't claim to know much except soon as you start
To make room for the parts
That aren't you it gets harder to bloom in a garden of
Love love love love
Love Love love love

Only thing I ever could need, only one good thing
Worth trying to be and it's

Love
Love
Love
Love
I do it for Love
Love
Love
Love

We can understand the sentiment you're saying to us
Oh,
But sensible sells so could you kindly shut up
And get started
At keeping your part of the bargain aw please
Little darlin'
You're killing me sweetly with love love love love
Love love love love

Only thing I ever could need only one good thing
Worth trying to be

Love
Love
Love
Love
I do it for Love
Love
Love
Love

Started as a flicker meant to be a flame
Skin has gotten thicker but it burns the same
Still a baby in a cradle got to take my first fall
Baby's getting next to nowhere with her back
Against the wall.
You meant to make me happy make me sad.
Want to make it better better so bad.
But save your resolutions for your never new year
There is only one solution I can see here.

Love you're all I ever could need only one good thing
Worth trying to be and it's
Love
Love
Love
Love
I do it for love, love, love, love
Oh, only gonna get get what you give away,
So give love, love
Only gonna get get what you give away
Love.

posted July 24, 2008 05:39 AM              

This is our last goodbye
I hate to feel the love between us die.
But it's over
Just hear this and then I'll go:
You gave me more to live for,
More than you'll ever know.

Well, this is our last embrace,
Must I dream and always see your face?
Why can't we overcome this wall?
Baby, maybe it's just because I didn't know you at all.

Kiss me, please kiss me,
But kiss me out of desire, babe, and not consolation.
Oh, you know it makes me so angry 'cause I know that in time
I'll only make you cry, this is our last goodbye.

Did you say, "No, this can't happen to me"?
And did you rush to the phone to call?
Was there a voice unkind in the back of your mind saying,
"Maybe, you didn't know him at all,
you didn't know him at all,
oh, you didn't know"?

Well, the bells out in the church tower chime,
Burning clues into this heart of mine.
Thinking so hard on her soft eyes, and the memories
Offer signs that it's over, it's over.

posted July 26, 2008 04:50 AM              

This is not for you
This is not for you
This is not for you
This is not for you

posted August 01, 2008 03:16 PM              

I’m feeling rough, I’m feeling raw, I’m in the prime of my life.
Let’s make some music, make some money, find some models for wives.
I’ll move to Paris, shoot some heroin, and f-ck with the stars.
You man the island and the cocaine and the elegant cars.

This is our decision, to live fast and die young.
We’ve got the vision, now let’s have some fun.
Yeah, it’s overwhelming, but what else can we do.
Get jobs in offices, and wake up for the morning commute.

Forget about our mothers and our friends
We’re fated to pretend
To pretend
We’re fated to pretend
To pretend

I’ll miss the playgrounds and the animals and digging up worms
I’ll miss the comfort of my mother and the weight of the world
I’ll miss my sister, miss my father, miss my dog and my home
Yeah, I’ll miss the boredem and the freedom and the time spent alone.

There’s really nothing, nothing we can do
Love must be forgotten, life can always start up anew.
The models will have children, we’ll get a divorce
We’ll find some more models, everyting must run it’s course.

We’ll choke on our vomit and that will be the end
We were fated to pretend
To pretend
We’re fated to pretend
To pretend

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

posted August 03, 2008 12:48 PM            

It's purdy nice! I like the upbeatness of the music, and kinda morbid sick-angelish lyrics...

posted August 03, 2008 08:48 PM              

Home in the valley
Home in the city
Home isn't pretty
Ain't no home for me

Home in the darkness
Home on the highway
Home isn't my way
Home will never be

Burn out the day
Burn out the night
I can't see no reason to put up a fight
I'm living for giving the devil his due

And I'm burning, I'm burning, I'm burning for you
I'm burning, I'm burning, I'm burning for you

Time is the essence
Time is the season
Time ain't no reason
Got no time to slow

Time everlasting
Time to play B-sides
Time ain't on my side
Time I'll never know

Burn out the day
Burn out the night
I'm not the one to tell you what's wrong or what's right
I've seen signs of what (freezing their eyes) went through

Well I'm burning, I'm burning, I'm burning for you
I'm burning, I'm burning, I'm burning for you

Burn out the day
Burn out the night
I can't see no reason to put up a fight
I'm living for giving the devil his due

And I'm burning, I'm burning, I'm burning for you
I'm burning, I'm burning, I'm burning for you

posted August 11, 2008 09:35 AM            

Oh it's so very hard, growing old on your own, alone
I'm trying to remember...the days...
When we were young

Since forever, I still remember your ways
Since forever, I still remember

I have been reading your letter, over and over again
I can't believe you're gonna be here today
I can't believe...this is Sunday

How nice of you to come, it's been so way too long
Let me get you another glass of wine
To keep our tongues in time

Since forever, I still remember your ways
Since forever, I still remember

So many things have never been told
And now the both of us are way too old

Since forever, I still remember your ways
Since forever, I still remember

Like the light of the sun
You used to brightened my day
But darkness has taken your place
And I can no longer keep it away

Since forever, I still remember your ways
Since forever, I still remember

I ask you for one last time
No there won't be any wine
Just one more time
So you can put flowers on my grave
And then leave again...since forever

posted August 11, 2008 09:53 AM              

All Time favorite song:

Van Morrison / into the mystic

We were born before the wind
Also younger than the sun
Ere the bonnie boat was won as we sailed into the mystic
Hark, now hear the sailors cry
Smell the sea and feel the sky
Let your soul and spirit fly into the mystic

And when that fog horn blows I will be coming home
And when the fog horn blows I want to hear it
I don't have to fear it

And I want to rock your gypsy soul
Just like way back in the days of old
And magnificently we will flow into the mystic

When that fog horn blows you know I will be coming home
And when that fog horn whistle blows I got to hear it
I don't have to fear it